If this is not love

Chapter 36 Love Really Needs Courage (4)
Tan Shaojie's face was stiff, and his fingers were tightly clenched by his side.He clearly saw the worry on her face, every expression was just another man, and she never seemed to trust him.

He said he loved her, but she didn't believe it.

If you believe it, you may not accept it.

Wang Yichen couldn't attend the wedding, her first thought was to suspect that he had forced Wang Yichen...

Her doubts really disappointed him.There was a powerless heartache spreading. For a long time, he could support this relationship alone, because this is the price that secret love must pay.Then, the feelings have been nakedly shown in front of her, and she has tried her best to treat her well and make her happy. Recently, she dared not even make half a joke. She is still indifferent, and she doesn't even want to see him...

There was no place for him in her heart from the beginning to the end, even if he became the first man in her life, she didn't care about him any more because of it.

His heart was like walking in a desert, exhausted and dry to the point of death.

Ruxu kept stomping her feet, the more the phone was blocked, the more nervous she became.Something must have happened, was there an accident?car accident?The blood color faded away suddenly, unable to imagine the terrible scene, she supported the wall and murmured: "I'm going to find him!"

Tan Shaojie stood in front of her, with no expression on his handsome face, and his dark pupils were dark, like an endless abyss.He asked her in the calmest voice: "Are you so worried about him?"

"Yes." She replied without hesitation.

"If it was me, would you be worried if I suddenly disappeared by your side?"

She suddenly held her breath, her eyes widened in disbelief, and then squeezed out a few words from her throat: "No. It's good that you disappeared!" This man actually still had the heart to ask this jokingly?What's the comparison?Is he jealous of Yichen?But it's human nature for her to be anxious, and now Xinning is busy, so she has no time to worry about why Yichen disappeared.

Tan Shaojie pursed his thin lips, and said hoarsely: "It turns out... I am so annoying by you."

"You just know today! This kind of self-knowledge should have existed 800 years ago!" Ruxu was blocked by him when he walked left and right, annoyed, "Go away! If you delay my time, don't blame me for being rude." !"

"I'll ask you one last sentence."

Ruxu looked into the bottom of his eyes, and her heart curled up strangely. She hated this uncontrollable sore emotion every time she faced him recently, so she blurted out: "Speak nonsense!"

"You... really have no chance of falling in love with me?"

Ruxu just felt a ball of hot air rushing to her head, when did she ask her this, doesn't he know how to care about others?

"No! Do you hear? No way! Selfish fellow!"

He was numb for a moment, his face was paler than ever, and it seemed that even the blood on his lips was going to fade away.

Ruxu pushed him away vigorously and ran a few steps forward.

Tan Shaojie turned around abruptly and quickly held her back.

"What else do you want to say?"

"Today is your sister's big wedding, even if you can't tolerate me, you should insist on playing the role of bridesmaid for Xin Ning, right?" His voice suddenly turned cold, and his face was instantly covered with frost.There was a feeling of bleakness and coldness coming from his bones, for some reason, Ruxu shivered abruptly.

But at this time, Xin Ning's mother came over and asked the bridesmaids and best men to take their seats, and the wedding began in about half an hour.The mother-in-law was a little surprised when she saw that Yichen was not there, but she didn't ask any further questions.On such a grand and grand occasion, a small mistake may become tomorrow's headlines.Ruxu had to calm down, suppressed a heart full of worries, and walked towards the auditorium.

Colorful balloons hang outside the auditorium, and the bright red carpet extends all the way to the main wedding table.Reporters from all walks of life were waiting by the side, checking the camera equipment one by one, waiting eagerly.When a couple of newcomers appeared, the crowd was in a commotion, especially Xin Ning's old colleagues from "Lingdu" magazine, who couldn't wait to press the flashlight on them.

Xin Ning and Shen Yitang stood side by side, smiling like flowers, brimming with happiness.

Tan Shaojie took off the fireworks on his chest again at some point, walked over quickly, leaned close to Shen Yitang and said a few words in Shen Yitang's ear.Shen Yitang's face changed suddenly, before Tan Shaojie had time to express his opinion, he turned around and left.When he was leaving, he frowned and took a deep look at Ruxu, the corners of his eyes twitched, and he stopped walking.

His back is so lonely, heavy and helpless in the colorful noise.

Ruxu took a deep breath and smiled at Xinning.Xin Ning looked around but didn't see Yichen, so she couldn't help but ask, "Where's Yichen?"

Shen Yitang hugged Xin Ning at the right time, and kissed her lightly on the forehead: "Don't worry, what should come will definitely come. Are you tired? I'll help you go to the room to rest first."

"No need." Xinning didn't have time to talk to Ruxu, there were so many distinguished guests, she soon went to socialize with Shen Yitang and say hello.

Ruxu found that the two men were deliberately avoiding the topic, feeling uneasy, and looking back, she suddenly found that Tan Shaojie had disappeared.I searched the crowd a few times calmly, but there was no sign of him.What did he say to Shen Yitang just now?Why did you suddenly disappear in such a hurry?He wouldn't play the disappearance trick too, would he?

Thinking of his previous cold expression, he couldn't help being annoyed: "He's still flirting with me! It's inexplicable!"

She continued to call Yichen, but the other party replied - the phone you dialed has been turned off.

As soon as Tan Shaojie left the hotel, he jumped into the car almost at a gallop.The car started neatly, turned sharply at the intersection, and made a beautiful and perfect arc. If it wasn't for the driving skills, this move would be extremely dangerous.However, he manipulated the steering wheel with ease, and quickly connected the bluetooth of the mobile phone with his other hand.

"Hey, peace hospital? Please help me find Mr. Wang Yichen... That's right! It's the guy who plays the piano! The one who went with the police this morning!"

1 minute later.

"Wang Yichen, listen carefully! I don't care what method you use, whether you run or fly, you must arrive at the wedding venue within half an hour! There is a determined woman waiting for you to go there! As for your father's matter Leave it to me, and I will go to the police station. I promise you, I will deal with it for you!"

It turned out that Yichen received an emergency call early in the morning, saying that his father had a conflict with someone in prison and was hurt.Fortunately, it was discovered early and it was not life-threatening. However, he was strangled with a rope and almost suffocated, and his head was hit again, which made the prince unconscious. He is now in the intensive care unit of the hospital.Yichen stayed by his father's side, and at the same time assisted the police in their investigation.

Yichen didn't tell Xinning and Ruxu, because he was too aware of how much they cared about him, and didn't want to affect their mood at the wedding.He thought it would be no problem for Tan Shaojie to take over as the "best man", but he did not expect Tan Shaojie to make such a call that was almost forcing.

"Wang Yichen, don't let down that woman who is waiting for you with all her heart. Even if you can't love her, please give her more happiness!"

Tan Shaojie hung up the phone with a snap, accelerated the accelerator, and drove towards the hospital in a hurry.

It was noon, and the warm sun shone on the window glass, flickering and flickering, refracting into people's eyes.He narrowed his black eyes, his thin lips were tightly pressed into a straight line, and his expression was terrifying.Such a fine weather, such a fine day, but his whole body was as frozen as an ice cave, his fingers were cold and trembling, and he was about to lose his grip on the steering wheel.

The heart that was once full of enthusiasm and beating passionately is now being burned in the flames.Not only was it burned, but it was as if it had been scalded or fried by a tumbling oil nest. It was so hot that it hurt, and the pain was so painful that I almost didn't feel it.

He thought sadly that extreme coldness is basically the same as extreme hotness, and that feeling is called numbness.

As soon as he thought of the indifferent words of his beloved, of the love that could never be realized...his heart, his senses, and his thoughts began to become numb.

It's good to be numb, it's good to be numb...

She said that she didn't want to see him, and felt uncomfortable seeing him.

She said that she didn't believe in his love, nor did she care about his kindness.

She said that she would never fall in love with him, he should stop dreaming...

Every word she said was full of ruthlessness and cruelty. He once thought that he could ignore it, pretend that he didn't hear it, and pass by without a trace, leaving no shadow behind.In fact, he overestimated himself and her too.

Sometimes, he obviously felt some warmth from her, some special feelings, some secrets that only exist among lovers.Why in the blink of an eye, she became an outsider again, coldly refusing him to approach.

He thought...he was a little tired.

The tired heart finally doesn't want to move anymore, I just want to seal it up and don't let it have a chance to hurt!
The car shot across the street like an arrow. In a trance, he felt that he just blinked, why did the red light in front suddenly turn on?Why isn't the brake under your feet working?Surprise sounds from all around, sharp friction sounds from the ground, huge collision sounds...

Different sounds, different images flashed, and the steering wheel was too late to turn...

Tan Shaojie opened his eyes, and his whole body slammed into the car door hard.The glass shattered, there was a fiery pain in my arm, and an overwhelming dizziness hit my head...

A hot liquid flowed along the forehead...

The phone was stained with a shocking red, his eyes slowly opened, his palm was still holding the phone tightly, and his whole body was trembling violently.He moved his arm vigorously, pressed a few keys with his thumb, and then slowly moved the phone to his ear.

"Hello... Dad..." His voice was hoarse, and his chest was full of pain, but he tried to stabilize his tone, "I have something urgent to ask you, I need you to come forward in person, please go to the police station immediately, immediately! ..."

Holding his breath, Tan Shaojie gave a brief and complete account of Yichen's father's case.When his father wanted to ask again, he gritted his teeth and said the most important sentence: "Dad... this is the first time I beg you for help, please don't let your son down. I will talk about the rest when I get home."

Yichen's problem is solved, Xiaoxu must be happy too!

From now on, he will never do anything for her again...never let himself get hurt again...

Consciousness was a little fuzzy, he saw the lights of the ambulance flickering brightly, the sun was blinding his eyes, he was so tired, so tired...

May her wish come true, wish her happiness...forever...

Tan Shaojie woke up from the hospital and quickly remembered the accident that happened before.

Fortunately, although the car accident was not too serious, the left arm was stabbed by a piece of broken glass, and I needed a lot of stitches.The doctor said that luckily the wound was not too deep because of the thick winter clothes.However, when the lady nurse came to give him a tetanus shot, she stared at him very regretfully.

He touched his forehead and found that there was an extra layer of gauze on his forehead, and his cheeks felt slightly hot and tingling.

"How can such a handsome face be injured? Don't leave scars!"

"Yeah! Why did you hurt your face? When I applied the medicine, I kept praying for you. I believe you will recover as beautiful as before."

The nurse's comfort made Tan Shaojie dumbfounded. If a handsome face can win a beloved woman, he will cherish it.However, that woman didn't want to take another look...

"Is anyone else injured?" Tan Shaojie vaguely remembered that it was a red car that collided with him.

"No, the other party was only slightly injured, which is nothing compared to yours. I heard that you turned the steering wheel in time to prevent the car from being completely hit by it." The doctor replied.

Oh, it's good that the other party is fine.Tan Shaojie smiled bitterly, put on his coat, and was about to get up when the TV program in the ward began to report the wedding scene of Shen Yitang and Xin Ning.He couldn't help but stop, staring blankly at the screen, seeing that the "best man" accompanying Ruxu was safely seated, he pursed his lips and let out a long breath.

"I really envy Miss He, she is so lucky to get the true love of President Shen."

"Oh! It's great to be her bridesmaid! You see, the best man is Master Chen, the piano prince, who is no worse than President Shen. I heard that they are good friends. These two couples are both talented and beautiful, which makes people envious! "

Tan Shaojie heard two nurses whispering beside him, and his deep pupils instantly fell like meteors, darkening to the extreme.He gritted his teeth and quickly jumped out of the hospital bed, unable to bear the invisible pain anymore, he just wanted to find a place to sleep peacefully...

(End of this chapter)