Qing court ladies

Chapter 95
Before Kangxi returned to the palace, everyone speculated whether Suyue would win the favor again, but now that Kangxi returned to the palace, Suyue was directly suspended from duty, let alone summoned by Kangxi. Yue fell out of favor, but it looked like it had become a fact.

There were rumors and rumors in the palace, some people watched the jokes, some people were full of emotion, but there was no one who felt sorry for it.But no matter what happened in the palace, Su Yue was alone in the small courtyard, but she didn't hear anything, but even without those rumors disturbing her heart, Su Yue began to change.

But it turns out that Suyue's injuries have been healed these days. She thought that when Kangxi came back, Suyue would be on duty, but unexpectedly, as a result, Suyue had more leisure time, and Suyue read and entertained as before. , but after reading too many books, it is inevitable that I feel something, thinking more and more in my heart, thinking more and more, my mind is heavy, and I keep making some things that I thought were small things bigger and bigger, and my whole body is a little lifeless. After Suyue was rescued, she always paid more attention to Suyue. Seeing her getting more and more depressed, she tried to enlighten her with words, but Qingmei couldn't stay with Suyue all the time. Originally, her words of enlightenment were effective, but after leaving for a while, Suyue changed back to her original appearance, Qingmei was so worried that she added gray hair, but seeing Suyue became more and more depressed and helpless, Qingmei had no idea, so she had to ask Linxiang for help, but Linxiang is now serving Long live, busy with errands, and Some can't take care of it, Qingmei has no choice but to spend more time with Suyue, but she always feels like it's not enough, and it doesn't help.

Although Su Yue was disturbed by her thoughts, she was not indifferent to the things around her. Seeing Qingmei doing this for herself, she felt a little guilty, but her mind seemed out of control, she obviously didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't help it, no matter what she saw What, I always feel something, Su Yue can't control it, even on the bed, she tosses and turns, even when she falls asleep, her dream is full of the scene she saw that day, the old friend who is within reach, but just grabs I can't help it, no matter how hard I try, I can't keep a little bit of it. Every time I wake up, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar environment, I always feel a little dazed, and I don't know what night it is at all.When I woke up, the loss in my heart became heavier.She really misses her mother, misses her friends, misses everything about that place.Everything in this life has indeed made up for Su Yue's many regrets, but because of the memory of the 21st century, she always feels incompatible with it. Because of some things, she seemed to have forgotten everything in the 21st century, but the dream that day was completely lost. Let Su Yue wake up, she didn't forget it, but hid it in her heart, her parents were not with her before, but in this life, Su Yue naturally yearned for the warmth of this life, and she knew she couldn't go back, so she accepted her fate, not to mention the beginning of this life Accompanied and loved by the parents she dreamed of, so she deliberately forgot and hid everything, but after entering the palace, she ran counter to her dream step by step, and all the happiness she thought had changed, became terrible, powerless, In the end, she found that there was no other way but to accept her fate, but suddenly seeing everything in the 21st century, Su Yue's heart began to move. She began to wonder if she could go back, if she could see her parents and friends, if she could... Breaking away from the current shackles, you can live freely, instead of being imprisoned in one place, accepting a helpless fate, and plotting that you don’t know when it will appear. Parents are all in front of you and you can’t see each other. Children are by your side, so you can’t recognize each other. .Compared with these cruelties, everything in the 21st century has become better. People always love to compare and regret.Losing and gaining are always in comparison to understand what you want most.In this way, the more she thinks, the further she goes, the more she collapses, Su Yue can't stop her thoughts, so she can't reassure Qing Mei.

But Su Yue knew that she was on the verge of collapse. If she kept thinking like this, she would go crazy sooner or later, she couldn't go crazy.What's more, she really needed something to divert her attention. Su Yue thought about it, and finally chose something she liked to do. There was a place in the courtyard where flowers and plants were planted, but they were not properly taken care of, and some were withered. Suyue moved the grass to a flat place. Suyue planted some of the seeds collected before, cut some bamboo branches, and made supports.Qingmei originally objected to Suyue's behavior like this, but she couldn't think of any other way to distract Suyue, so she had to let her do it. Suyue got up every day to water, loosen the soil, and consult the classics, rummaging for planting methods, so that she would not be exhausted every day , do not rest, in this way, it really distracted some thoughts.

On the Longevity Day in March, court officials will be exempted from court congratulations, envoys, edicts, filial piety, sympathy for the poor, and inheritance, and awards to princes, civil and military officials below the county king.Wang Hao, He Zhuo, and Jiang Tingxi were granted imperial examinations to the imperial examinations.

The original Longevity Day celebration was suppressed by Kangxi. It was just a night banquet in the Tai Chi Hall. Although it was not a big celebration, the scene should not be underestimated. The imperial dining room was busy for several days preparing, and all the officials also attended the banquet, even bringing rewards from all over the palace. .

At night in the Taiji Hall, the lights are bright, singing and dancing are in full swing, there is a lot of noise, there is joy everywhere in the palace, there is only one place, the lights have gone off, there is only a pot of dirty wine on the stone bench table in the courtyard, and one person drinks alone.

Su Yue raised her glass, looked at the Tai Chi Hall, smiled slightly, and wished Kangxi Longevity.

"The palace is noisy, but you can hide here for some leisure." Yinhu came slowly, with a sense of elegant clothes, and the moonlight looked even more elegant like jade.

Su Yue turned the wine glass, raised it and smiled at Yinhu, "Since we're here, how about having a drink together?"

"I've had enough of the Qiandian wine, but if I drink with you, I won't be satisfied with a few more jugs." Yinhu smiled and sat in front of Suyue, with an elegant and personable demeanor, with that light and warm smile, really intoxicating.

"Hehe. Mr. Pianpian, gentle and gentle, speaking such touching words, Yinhu, you have really grown up and can coax people." Su Yue filled up the wine, put it in front of Yinhu, and said with a smile.

Yinhu clinked glasses with Su Yue, and drank it all in one gulp, "I can get your praise, but my words are still the same, should I laugh or cry?"

Su Yue laughed, and added more wine for the two of them, "Since you have been praised by others, you should be happy, why don't you laugh, not to mention that on such a happy day, if you dare to cry, Su Yue will never stop you."

Yinhu snatched the jug from Suyue's hand, poured more wine for herself, and looked at Suyue with resentment, "Are you talking to me?"

Su Yue poured a cup of wine, and said during the pour, "Su Yue dare not, please don't put a hat on Su Yue, Su Yue can't afford to suffer."

"Hey, you're going to admit it now, and the master looks down on you a little bit." Yinhu said jokingly, obviously not believing that Suyue could really be afraid of suffering.

"Don't you say that, as if I'm really brave, you just don't look down on me." Su Yue looked a little serious, and didn't care about her timidity at all.

The two chatted happily, but they didn't notice Yinzhen standing at the gate of the courtyard.

"Yinhu, how about I sing you a song?" Su Yue stood up suddenly, smiling brightly.

Yinhu did not expect Suyue to have such a skill, full of curiosity, just about to agree, but heard a cold voice from the door, "Since you are in high spirits, let's sing and listen"

"Hehe Yinzhen, you sneaked in too." Hearing the voice, Su Yue looked at Yinzhen who walked out of the shadow of the courtyard door, stood up with a smile, and stumbled to pull up Yinzhen's sleeve.

Yinzhen was dragged by Suyue, his face that was originally as cold as ice, only moved a little, and was dragged by Suyue to sit on the stone bench, Yinhu hurriedly got up and called "fourth brother" Yinzhen nodded and agreed, The two sat at the stone table, and Su Yue began to sing.

When will the bright moon come, ask the wine to the sky.

I don’t know what year is the heavenly palace?

I want to return by wind, and I fear Qionglou Yuyu, the heights are too cold.

Dancing clear shadow, like in the world!
Turn Zhuge, low tenants, and sleepless.

There should be no hatred, when will it grow to the farewell garden.

People have sorrows and sorrows and joys, and moons have yin and qing, which is difficult to complete.

Nung, moon and new moon.

"Haha. I don't know the palace in the sky. What year is it? Haha. I want to take the wind to go back, but I'm afraid that Qionglou Yuyu will be too cold at the heights." Su Yue laughed loudly after singing, and murmured these few lines , one slice over and over again.

Yinzhen and Yinhu were originally attracted by Suyue's singing, and they sang softly, mellowly and sadly, and seeing Suyue whispering those few lines, they felt a little unsteady, Yinzhen and Yinhu Yinhu got up, helped one side, and dragged Suyue back to sit on the stone bench.

Su Yue just smiled foolishly, poured wine for herself with the flagon, drank a little anxiously, coughed a few times, tears fell down, Yinzhen and Yinhu knew that Suyue was in a bad mood , did not stop Suyue from drinking, it can be seen that Suyue's way of drinking became more and more crazy, basically she was drinking, and then she took the flagon.

"You're even more worried when you're drunk, maybe you don't even understand these words." Yinzhen said a few words coldly, with a bit of anger showing in his eyes.

"Yes, fourth brother is right, why bother?" Yinhu also echoed.

Seeing that she couldn't grab the flagon, Su Yue looked at the two of them with a big laugh, the tears falling down her cheeks were like glass, reflecting the light "How can you relieve your worries, only Du Kang, it's possible that the two masters who have read poetry and books don't know these few words, What's more, who said that I just use alcohol to dispel my sorrows. If my sorrows can really be eliminated by alcohol, why are there so many sad people in the world? I just want to get drunk, and I don't worry about it. Feeling, Suyue didn't finish her sentence, so she burped.

"Okay, no matter what the reason is, I can't drink anymore. You will have a headache tomorrow," Yinhu said.

"Hehe. I don't want to drink now. I want to recite poems. Let's recite poems, shall we? Er. I came first. I was worried that being sentimental would damage the holy life, and I was afraid that I would not be able to fall into the city if I went into the mountains. The world is safe and secure. Qing." Wanquanfa, how come Wanquan, it's just a dream.

(End of this chapter)