Qing court ladies

Chapter 98
"My aunt is away. The fourth master ordered the servants to wait here. It's too early. How about going to the market first?" Su Peisheng led Su Yue into the carriage.

Now Su Yue, who has no desire to eat, wear, or go shopping, just wants to ride a horse and gallop, and it is best not to return, the market is really not afraid of attraction.

"No need, please trouble Eunuch Su to take Su Yue to the suburbs for a walk." Su Yue insisted on sitting in front of the carriage door and refused to go in. Su Peisheng had no choice but to send the groom back. People go back to report the letter, telling people that they have received it.

The carriage moved forward slowly, crossing the street, one after another, the sound of hawking and yelling, the sound was heard, the calm after the bustle became more peaceful, the carriage was parked in the outskirts, walking on the green grass in the prime moon, the morning sun was not too strong, It was very warm on her body, Su Yue chose a place with trees, lay alone on the green grass, smelled the smell of grass and soil, closed her eyes and listened to the gurgling water and the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves, and the sound of her fingertips The caressing wind is extremely warm and gentle.

"Auntie, drink some water, and some cakes that Auntie likes to eat." Su Peisheng brought the water and food prepared in the carriage, spread a piece of white plain brocade, placed the pastries, and placed them beside Su Yue. Su Peisheng sighed secretly. In the world, the only one who understands Su Yue best is probably her own master.

"Eunuch Su, what do you want to do most?" Su Yue covered her closed eyes with the back of her hand, covering the sunlight that couldn't be blocked even if she closed her eyes.

Su Peisheng thought for a while and shook his head, then looked at Suyue's closed eyes and couldn't see his reaction, then replied, "The slave entered the palace since he was a child. Although his life was not poor, he was often beaten and angry. It wasn't until he was assigned to serve the fourth master that his life improved. , today's life is very good, there is no extravagance."

"A contented person is always happy, a blessed person," Su Yue commented.

"Isn't my aunt a lucky person?" Su Peisheng said sincerely while sitting on the grass beside him.

Su Yue laughed at herself and kept silent. People are most afraid of being dissatisfied, and it just so happens that she is a little dissatisfied. Sometimes when she thinks about it, she really has a lot, but she is still unhappy. It is obvious that people are not enough. .

Most of the banquets in the Qing Dynasty were at night, Suyue stayed alone in the suburbs, if she didn't want to spend more time with Mianmiandudu, Suyue would probably wait until the sun went down before going back.What's more, seeing the hot sun at noon, Su Peisheng also urged Su Yue to leave, so just after noon, Su Yue arrived at the famous Lama Temple in history, which is also the current Baylor Mansion.

Su Peisheng helped Su Yue get out of the carriage, handed over the carriage to the servants, and led Su Yue in.

Suyue has never seen the appearance of the Lama Temple, but today's Baylor Mansion has a bit of the Lama Temple, every plant and tree is meticulous, carved railings and jade, rock gardens, but it does not show luxury, but low-key Introverted, just like Yinzhen.

Su Peisheng led Su Yue to the front yard instead of going to the front yard. Instead, they walked back through the front yard. All the way, they were happily hung with red silk. It can be seen that Fujin's status on this side is not low, and the busy people stopped when they saw Su Peisheng. After saluting, seeing Su Peisheng being courteous to Su Yue, he didn't dare to take a second look. It can be seen that he is well-trained, and the rules are indeed deep and strict!

"The fourth master invited Mrs. Zhang Lu to come over to the house yesterday and put it in the backyard so that my aunt can see the two young masters as soon as possible." Su Peisheng explained to Su Yue in a low voice.

Su Yue looked at Su Peisheng in surprise, why did she not tell her such news, and then remembered that she ran to the suburbs as soon as she left the palace, Su Peisheng just obeyed all the way, really didn't interrupt.

Su Peisheng understood Su Yue's meaning at a glance, and smiled decently, "My aunt has been out of the palace for a long time, she must be bored, and I can relax my mind so that I can see the young master without worry. The young master is young and sensitive." Su Peisheng didn't continue, Su Yue understood the meaning behind it.

"Er Niang. Er Niang" two pink and tender dumplings ran over one after the other, shouting softly.

When Su Yue heard the voice, her heart softened and she squatted down and held Mian Dudu with her arms wide open. It has been almost two years and she has never seen the two children. Knowing that Mianmian and Dudu have grown up, she can't even hug them.

"Er Niang. Er Niang" lingered on one shoulder, holding Su Yue tightly, with two white lotus-like arms, and with the greatest strength of the two small groups, they shouted in Su Yue's ears, With a sore nose, Su Yue almost shed tears.

"Let Er Niang take a look at you!" Su Yue let go of the two of them, Dudu grew taller, her plump cheeks were pink, her eyes glistened with joy, and she became more and more cute.But Mianmian is thinner, and there is no toot-like baby fat on her fair face, just like a handsome young man, there are not so many expressions on his face, but his eyes are still full of joy.I haven't seen her for two years, and her children have grown up, but they haven't forgotten themselves. They can recognize themselves at the first sight, and Su Yue is very happy.

"Yue'er" Zhang Lu called out softly, with a choked voice, covering his mouth and nose with a handkerchief, for fear that he would cry.

"Er Niang." Seeing Zhang Lushi, Su Yue's eyes were completely filled with water vapor, and her E Niang had beautiful hair on her temples.

"Er Niang, don't cry." Dudu wiped away Su Yue's tears with his little hand.

Suyue pulled down Dudu's hand, stood up and led the two children to Zhang Lushi's side, held back the soreness of her nose, swallowed her tears and said with a smile, "Emiang, we can't cry, Mianmian and Dudu can joke Yes, besides, Fourth Master is overjoyed today, it's really disrespectful for us to cry as guests."

Zhang Lushi was busy wiping away tears, forced a smile and nodded.Su Peisheng left as early as Su Yue entered, and the gate was guarded, so he was not afraid of being disturbed.

As soon as Zhang Lushi and Suyue sat down, Dudu and Mianmian hugged Suyue's arm, and sat on Suyue's side, snuggling into Suyue's arms. Suyue touched the tops of their heads and kissed each other lightly.

"Er Niang, will Ama come today? Why is Er Niang so emaciated?" Looking at Zhang Lu's temples with gorgeous hair, Su Yue felt a sharp pain in her heart. I also know that it must be for myself, if Er Niang is already like this, then what will happen to Ama.

Zhang Lu looked at the child nestled in Suyue's arms with a smile, and said with a smile, "Your Ama is okay, but Erniang is old, so it should be so. Are you okay in the palace? Long live God has been indifferent to you for so long this time, The people in the palace will give it to you."

Su Yue pulled out a hand, grasped Zhang Lu Shi, smiled and shook her head, "Er Niang, I'm fine, don't worry, your daughter isn't by your side, you should take care of yourself, not to mention that Long Live God is angry with me, but Never treat me badly, those people don't even dare, just don't worry, Er Niang."

"Okay, okay" Zhang Lu didn't know that his daughter comforted him, but in the royal family, how can others interfere, let alone the Long Live Lord "Yue'er, the Long Live Lord is the king, and it is your god, don't be angry , how can there be a woman who is as good as the sky?" I have no status, and I can't even say a word about my husband, so I am wronged.

"Emiang, my daughter remembers, I will never dare again in the future, Eniang, don't worry." Su Yue was very lucky at this time, glad that Director Zhu had never left the palace at the time, but being left out could make Amah Emianang so sad, if she knew That thing, I really don't know what will happen.

"Okay, Dudu and Mianmian miss you very much, you should spend more time with them, it's rare for these two children to see Ama Erniang." Zhang Lu hurriedly stopped talking, a little at a loss, got up and walked away.

Su Yue looked down at the two children who were quietly staying beside her. She owed them a father's love, a mother's love, and a parent's company. Su Yue owed them the most.Suyue used to think that her child would have a happy childhood with her parents, but now it is all empty talk, even worse than her parents in her previous life. Since she was young, her parents would accompany her on her birthday. I will go home during the Chinese New Year, and I can pick her up for reunion during winter and summer vacations, but for Mian Mian Dudu, I have done nothing. If I had so much resentment towards my parents back then, what about Mian Mian and Dudu?There will be more blame than myself.

"Er Niang, my younger brother and I can already read. The master told us to read the Three Character Classic and the Thousand Character Classic. I am very good and have learned a lot of characters." Dudu snapped Su Yue's fingers and said braggingly. His face was full of complacency.

"Hmph, the handwriting is so ugly, and you're still showing off to Er Niang" with a few words, successfully annoyed Dudu.

"I don't have it. The master said that I have no strength in my hands, and I won't be able to when I grow up," Dudu explained loudly while staring.

Suyue kissed Dudu, and looked at Mianmian with a smile, "Dudu is really good, she can read, Mianmian's handwriting is not good, after my grandfather writes letters to Erniang, you all write for Erniang, okay? "

Before Suyue finished speaking, Dudu hugged Suyue and said with a choked voice, "Emiang, do you still want to leave me and my brother?"

Su Yue was stunned for a moment, but she was speechless, and the heart-wrenching pain spread, "I'm sorry, Er Niang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

"Er Niang, Mian Mian, be good, Er Niang" Dudu's cries infected Mian Mian, her eyes turned red in order not to shed tears.

Su Yue hugged the two children tightly, and said softly, "Emiang loves you very much, very much, but Emiang is also wrong, Emiang did not accompany you, Emiang thought too simply, baby Don't hate your mother." If it was possible, Su Yue would really regret it. She shouldn't have brought two children into this world rashly when she wasn't sure about her abilities, and she shouldn't have been unable to bear the burden after giving birth to them. For her own responsibilities, for her own selfish desires, regardless of her children's feelings, she was really wrong.

"Dudu doesn't cry, Eniang doesn't cry, Dudu made a mistake, and shouldn't make Eniang sad." Dudu cried with his eyes red, holding his head up, looking at Suyue pitifully.

(End of this chapter)