The Biography of Concubine Wen Xi in Qing Palace

Chapter 103

Wanyu shuddered, shook her head and said, "Mother is lying in there perfectly fine, but she was boarded, how could all the imperial physicians in the palace fail to keep her alive?"

Ye Bilong laughed like a madman, waved his hands, and staggered towards the kitchen: "The imperial doctor has returned to the palace half an hour earlier, and your mother's injuries have accumulated in her heart, and I'm afraid she won't be able to survive tonight."

Wanyu's body softened, and she almost sat on the ground.

She regained her composure for a long time, then wiped away the tears again and again, forcefully forced a smile and re-entered, afraid that Shu Shujue Luo Shi would see the clue.

"What's the difference between taking the medicine and not drinking it? My own body, don't I know it?"

"Mother."

Shu Shujue Luo breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes wandered to Wanyu, and he said softly: "Mother has never told you about the past between mother and your Ama, you often asked mother when you were young, do you still want to hear it now?"

Wan Lai nodded, and took another soft pillow under Shu Shujue Luo's neck to make her more comfortable.

"The day when I first entered the mansion, it was a sunny day. The servants were busy inside and out, and the second red hipa was covered on my forehead. At that time, I was the same age as you, and I was very worried. gone."

Shu Shujue Luo looked out of the window, and smiled faintly: "I was just like now, looking at the window in a daze, and then there were a few magpies fluttering in front of the window, and I thought, this must be an excellent omen The moment your Ama lifted the hipa, I saw the light from his deep eyes. He said he was fascinated by me, so I could only nod shyly. I found out later that the first time I saw Why didn't the light he saw in his eyes come from my eyes when I looked at him?"

"I can sing Kunqu Opera, and your Ama always let me sing it to him. It is the song "A Dream in the Garden" that I often sing, and he never tires of listening to it."

Shu Shujue Luo Shi coughed violently, took a moment to pant and said: "When I gave birth to Yide, the master was very happy, and rewarded me with this and that, wishing to give all the best things in this world Me. Later, when you were born, the master even asked the late emperor for leave, and compensated me for three full days in the mansion. That summer, the friendship you Ama treated me with was the most unforgettable moment in my life."

"But gradually, he didn't like me so much. I don't have the noble lineage of the Aixinjueluo family like your Aunt Fei, nor do I have the family background that was helpful to the master in the previous dynasty than the Bayara family. I Yes, it's just a sincere heart to the master. But later, I discovered that it is so hard to find a unique heart in this world."

As Shu Shujue and Luo Shi narrated, Wanyu kept holding her hand tightly and didn't interrupt, just listening quietly.

Seeing that Shu Shujue Luo Shi's expression turned slightly ruddy, and her voice became louder, she felt a little scared in her heart.

People often say that when the light comes back, maybe my mother is like this at this moment.

"Yide's temperament is most similar to mine, both of which are stubborn. Later, because of this matter, I often had quarrels with you, Ama, and the relationship between the two gradually drifted apart. When I was born After Faka's arrhythmia, he was unable to conceive, and his body was getting worse day by day due to his redness, and his appearance was also aging very fast, so the master disregarded me even more."

"But so what? In the past, Mr. Bayara always said, I treat the master with my sincerity, and my sincerity will look like a flower that has fallen into the soil and failed. The more I entrust my sincerity, the more miserable the end will always be." " Shu Shujue Luo Shi smiled meaninglessly, she looked outside the house, there were a few magpies flying from nowhere in the middle of the night, chirping.

"Wanna, look." She raised her hand with difficulty and pointed out the window: "Today is very similar to the day I first entered the mansion."

The joy on her brows was not concealed at all, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes: "In the end, I was the only one who was with the master. It was only me who would give up my life to protect him, and use this life to go Love him. So, mother is considered a loser?"

She looked at Wanyu, and tears welled up in an instant, but there was still a smile on her face: "No. In this life, mother, having three of you children and having you, Ama, is the greatest achievement for mother."

"It is precisely because of this that my mother told you that if you are really in love with the emperor, you don't need to worry about so much. This world is inherently cold, if you need to restrain love, it will really be boring."

After she finished speaking, she took a deep breath, and slowly said:
"It turns out that the flowers are blooming everywhere, so they are all ruined."

"Who is the best place to enjoy the beautiful scenery on a good day?"

This melody is often heard by Shu Shujue Luo Shi, it can be heard at any time, it is not as mellow as it is today.

Like Kunshan jade pieces, hibiscus weeping dew.

On the bed, Shu Shu felt that Luo Shi had a quiet smile, and slowly lowered his eyes.

That smile was like holding Wannai in her arms when she was a child, and it was the same as when she was coaxing her to sleep. It was so peaceful that it gave people the illusion that she just fell asleep peacefully.

Wan Lai reached out to touch Shu Shujue Luo's breath, her hand trembled slightly, she put her hand under her mother's nose for a long time before taking it back.

It was extremely quiet, and when it was quiet in the dormitory, there was only the sound of Wan Lai's increasingly heavy breathing.

She caressed her forehead, as if a firecracker had exploded in her head, her ears were buzzing, and the things in front of her eyes began to spin around.

The great sorrow rushed towards her like a wild wolf on the sea, trying to drag her into boundless fear.

Her face was calm, no joy or sorrow could be seen, only two lines of clear tears were streaming down.

There is only hatred in her heart, she hates the queen, concubine Hui, and Yun Shan even more.

But in the face of fate's teasing, what's the use of hating others, after all, it doesn't help.

If I could wake up earlier, be more wary of others, get rid of Concubine Hui earlier instead of forbearing, would the outcome of today's matter be different?
In this way, the person she should hate the most should be herself.

Finally Wannai couldn't hold back anymore, she threw herself on Shu Shujue Luo's cold body and cried bitterly.

She has never been so helpless and desperate, as if she is like an ant, who can only be trampled by the footsteps of fate.

Her whole body, from the inside to the outside, was pulled by the heart-biting pain.

It was a feeling she had never had before, like thousands of dense needles, densely pierced into her body, rubbing along the blood flow, only the sound of crying could vent this emotion a little.

Until there was a loud 'pop' from behind, that was the sound of the medicine urn smashing on the ground.

Wan Lai turned her head slightly, and saw that Ye Bilong was standing behind him, his hands were stiff, still holding the decoction, but the dark yellow decoction had already flowed to the ground along with the broken urn.

Wanyu heard another cry, that cry was very much like a baby of a beast, 'babbling', more like a gravity beating on her chest.

In September of the eighth year of Kangxi, Shu Shujue Luo, the concubine of Ebilong, died in the mansion at the age of 40.

(End of this chapter)