The Biography of Concubine Wen Xi in Qing Palace

Chapter 179

There was a dead silence in the dark room, and Yun Shan's turbid breathing sounded particularly ear-piercing at this moment.

Two lines of clear tears flowed silently on her cheeks, she smiled coldly like jade, and asked stupidly: "What's the difference? What the queen does and what I do, after all, it's good that I don't want to see you at all. If I tell the whole story Let me tell you, if you let you bring down the empress, there will be no one in the harem who can restrain you and concubine Yi, if so, I will always be unwilling in my heart."

Yun Shan changed her self-proclaimed 'concubine', she hadn't called herself 'I' for a long time, she cared so much about her identity, she tried her best to distinguish herself from other palace people.

But there are so many things in this world that there is no 300 taels of silver here, and some things are overly concerned, but they are over, and nothing can be left behind.

Wan Yu stared at her, and said sternly: "I really don't know why you still hate me so far? Even if the empress has revenge for killing your son, you would rather keep her as a check than me. "

Yun Shan's figure grew longer and longer under the light of the candle, almost turning into a straight black line: "I was sold into Niu Hulu's mansion when I was young, and I served you by your side. I saw you My family, living such a decent and happy life, I felt a little resentful in my heart. At first, I hated the injustice of God, and hated my own fate, until I entered the palace, until I saw the emperor for the first time, until I When I clearly understand that this man in front of me is high above me, so different from me, and love is unattainable. When I saw that he favored you, I began to feel resentment in my heart."

Yunshan sobbed in a low voice, the voice was more desperate than howls and mourning: "Later, something happened in the previous dynasty, Oboi fell, and Niu Hulu's house was also implicated. The master was thrown into death row, I thought he was powerless to return. God. At that time, I felt a little joy in my heart. I felt that the distance between me and you was closer after all. But in the end? Because you were favored by the emperor, the Niuhulu Mansion was spared. This is your Blessing. And this blessing has always been envied only by me."

Seeing that Wan Yu didn't want to, she paused for a moment, then asked with a sneer, "Do you know what it's like to be inferior to others in everything? You know how hard it is to get up at midnight in winter, boil water, cook and clean the snow in the yard." Do you know how humiliating it is to behave well and dare not miss an inch? Do you know the fear that your life will be implicated at any time if you don’t have enough food to cover your body? "

This series of questions that didn't require an answer made Wanyu stunned. She looked at Yunshan, and saw that her face was ferocious and demented, her eyes were crazy but filled with despair.

"You don't know, and you will never know." Yunshan looked down at Wanyu's blue skirt, and said calmly, "Because you are the second lady of Niu Hulu's family, and an incomparably honorable concubine favored by the emperor." She let out a long sigh, and hung on the wooden plank like a vain: "I don't even dare to look back and think about it for a moment! I know that if I want to change this kind of life, I have to be a better person." Man, I don't want to be a maid who worships people anymore, I want to be a master who is worshiped by people! But the opportunity to be a master is to cling to the emperor's favor. How can you allow me to do this?"

At the bottom of the big urn, the water drops still drop down like beads falling on a jade plate, splashing little spots of water on the top of the spruce forehead.

Yunshan hissed, as if she finally felt a little pain: "I can only rely on myself. I have worried too much about others in the first half of my life, and now I want to live a decent life for myself." She said, sneering disapprovingly He said: "But if this is the case, is it really decent? I know you have been wondering why the emperor favored me, right? The Mongolian incense medicine left by Concubine Hui is really a good thing. Sometimes men and women are ruthless. Urging it with fragrant medicine is like dry wood and burning fire."

Fragrance?

Wanyu couldn't help but tremble in her heart, no wonder Yunshan pretended to be a nightmare and coaxed the emperor to go to her side hall that day, but the emperor never returned.It turned out that the spruce had confused him with the fragrant medicine.
It's just that such dirty tricks were banned in the palace early in the morning, and she did everything she could to seek divine favor. She was really blinded by her fame and glory, and she had already put life and death aside.

But as a woman, she can only rely on obscene things to make a man have a relationship with her. From this point of view, this kind of thinking is a bit sad.

Wanyu stared at Yunshan with a face as calm as a pool of stagnant water. Yunshan met her eyes with a wry smile, and sighed: "The night the emperor came to me, he spent two hours on my body before falling asleep. Say, Should I be happy?"

Wan Yu ignored her, she nodded her head and said to herself: "Maybe, if he didn't keep calling your name, I should be happy!"

Hearing what Yun Shan said, Wan Lai felt as if she had overturned the jar of five flavors.

After all, the emperor cared about her in his heart, even though he favored the servant who had betrayed him because of the effect of the fragrant medicine, he still called his name in his mouth.

At that moment, layers of warmth rose from the bottom of her heart, but she was startled by Yunshan's sudden scolding: "Now do you understand why I poisoned you?"

She stiffened her neck stubbornly, her eyes fixed on Wan Yu's body: "When you are born, you have everything. But when you are finished, I have nothing."

The long silence drained Yunshan's last trace of vitality.

She was moody, terribly sad and mournful, which made the already vain breath weaker and weaker.

"Everything I've ever owned was alms from others. You used to give me alms in the mansion, and later became a concubine in the palace. It was the emperor who gave me alms for the sake of the emperor's heir. I have worked hard for a long time. , What did you get in exchange? In exchange for the emperor’s sentence, no one can record anything about me in the front and rear palaces. I just scattered like that ashes.”

"Where is my child? What a disgrace and humiliation it is to remove the jade plate. How can he have the face to speak up when he meets his ancestors on the Yellow Spring Road?"

"He can't see his ancestors anymore, and the queen has crushed him to ashes. How can he have the luck to be associated with Aixinjueluo?"

Yun Shan's voice gradually weakened, Wan Lai looked at her pale face, and said coldly: "There are so many slaves and handmaids in this palace, if everyone thinks like you, wouldn't the world be in chaos? "

Wan Yu's face was cold and without warmth: "It's you who feel that the glory and wealth are greater than the sky, and even if you are a person who treats you sincerely, you can throw away that sincerity at will. In the end, nothing is left behind, and it is yours." Fate, don't blame others."

Wanyu sneered a few times, turned her back and didn't look at her again, and said with a little disdain: "As the saying goes, people's words are good when they are about to die. But when your life is about to die, you are full of words about how pitiful you are." , without any remorse. Isn’t your mother pitiful when you killed her when she treated you like a child?”

(End of this chapter)