The Biography of Concubine Wen Xi in Qing Palace

Chapter 665 Alienation ([-])

Wan Yu turned around and slightly closed the Ling window, turned her back and took a deep breath towards the outside of the window, and said slowly: "The concubine's mention of concubine Jia is half wrong now, what I get in return can only be the emperor's sincere respect for the concubine from the bottom of my heart." Infinitely disgusted. The emperor is unaware of the madness of the concubine Jia, but Hegong sees it all. For the concubine Jia, you did not hesitate to contradict the queen mother, and even almost abandoned the concubine De, who gave birth to several children for you."

The emperor suddenly fixed his eyes on Wan Yu's face, shook his head and sneered: "Don't you know how I and Concubine De are? It's because she is absolutely gentle and kind, and she often has resentment towards me. Enemy, I"

"Enemy?" Wanyu interrupted the emperor's words with a muffled snort: "The emperor forgot how he forced Concubine De to marry into the emperor's family in the past? And you said that Concubine De was absolutely gentle and kind, but the concubine felt that she had just met her for the first time." You had such a temperament when you were young, and you didn't hide any pretense at all, and you used to be obsessed with her, isn't it because of this? Besides, she is not gentle, do you think that the concubine Jia is gentle? If she is really gentle A good person will definitely not burn Feiyan to a pile of ashes!"

The emperor breathed a sigh of relief, and said sternly: "It is she who wants to burn the concubine Jia to death, how can the concubine Jia tolerate her?"

Wanyu said: "Bai Changqing and Wu Zuo have tested it together. The assassin mentioned in the concubine Jia's mouth has obvious bruises on the back of the neck. Ninety percent of the reason is that he was knocked out by someone's horizontal palm. And the four outside the hall The palace servants showed no signs of struggling because of the fire, obviously because they were drugged in advance. The four of them waited outside the palace, and the smoke was useless. They had to get the medicine through their mouths. You can't forcibly pour medicine on the four of them without making a sound. It's not that the emperor is ignorant of these doubts, but you don't even bother to investigate them thoroughly. Just say that you believe in the concubine Jia, and let it go hastily."

She slowed down, the corners of her lips raised slightly, with a disdainful smile: "These words are familiar to the concubine, and the emperor has said it to the concubine more than once in the past. I have never had your full confidence for a moment."

The emperor was stunned for a moment, because of his panic, he unconsciously straightened Shunjie's skirt with his hands that had nowhere to rest.

"In your heart, I am so unbearable?"

He said this sentence without confidence, as if he didn't even believe it.

Wan Yu shook her head lightly, her teeth felt cold, and she didn't want to argue again: "It's not that the emperor is unbearable, but the concubine is extremely unbearable. These days are free, and the concubine has thought about many things. Xuan Ye also thought of Wan'er in the past, and felt that each other had passed away for a long time, and half of the original appearance was lost. In fact, it is not the fault of the concubine Jia. Even without her, the concubine and the emperor would have come to this day sooner or later .”

There was a smile on her lips unconsciously, and she recalled: "The emperor still remembers that the imperial sedan chair was not stable in the snowy days. You would rather ask Eunuch Liang to move the memorial and walk step by step on the snow to Yanzhou. When you come to the Jubilee Palace, you have to face your ministers and concubines day and night. Now that we haven't seen each other for half a month, and seeing them here on a rainy day, it will be something worthy of emotion for the emperor to announce."

She looked into the emperor's angry eyes, not only was she not afraid, but even more ridiculous: "Why does the emperor look at the concubine like this?"

The emperor's breathing became more and more heavy, and a deep roar came out of his throat: "I greet you with a smile, but what about you? Ever since I saw me today, I haven't said a good word to me, and I have given me a good face!"

Wanyu sighed deeply: "Which woman in this palace spoke bad words to the emperor? Is there any woman who gave the emperor a bad look? No matter how wronged you are, no matter how unwilling you are, you will always obey your temperament The empress and concubine are like everyone else, trying to figure out what the emperor likes, trying to live like the emperor likes, but gradually they can't find their true heart at all. But does the emperor feel so happy?"

The emperor's voice was hoarse, full of hostility, and said: "Women are chaste and self-sufficient, do things submissively, and concentrate on internal affairs, not foreign affairs. It is better to serve the emperor with what the emperor likes. The noble concubine has read poetry and books. These principles are now Have you forgotten? It’s really troublesome to talk to you with excuses!”

Wan Lai stared fixedly at the emperor, his nose and eyes were still the same as before, but after a long time, he felt more and more strange.As if meeting this person for the first time, there is no throbbing in my heart.

She took a deep breath, and her heart, which was still somewhat sore, has now completely settled down: "The concubine only spoke a few truthful words to the emperor today, and the emperor was so angry that he wanted the emperor to feel guilty. It would be a waste of time to talk to the concubine. The concubine knows that the emperor has been busy with court affairs these two days, but he often stays at the Yikun Palace. Concubine Yi has been out of favor for a long time, and she does not know that she has suddenly received such great favor How can I thank my concubine Jia. Before the night is deep and the rain is not pouring, if the emperor is not happy with his courtiers and concubines, he can quickly find someone who can make him happy. Say something that hurts others and yourself."

When such words came out of his mouth, not to mention the emperor, even Wanyu herself was startled with fright.

She never thought that she would speak such unfeeling words to the emperor herself.

She used to care about him so much, and put him in the most precious position in her heart.

The countless murders and schemes in this palace are tiresome and desperate, and half of my life has been cheated out just by the emperor's words of "I am here, you can rest assured".

She remembered that when she first entered the palace, she looked forward to the emperor amidst the singing of cicadas in the early morning, looked forward to the emperor in the warm afternoon sun, and looked forward to the emperor in the dim light of the sun.

Looking forward to it in the sea of ​​flowers in the courtyard in spring, looking forward to it in the clear lotus and lotus in summer, looking forward to it in the flying yellow and falling leaves in autumn, looking forward to it in the white snow in winter.

That longing will never disappear, day after night, night after year.

After looking forward to it for so long, what I look forward to in the end is a heart that has never really belonged to me.

The emperor looked at her for a long time, his expression gradually turned gray.

He opened his lips and teeth several times, but in the end he got up and left without saying a word.

The figure was hidden in the darkness far away from the candlelight, and it was only when Liang Jiugong, who seemed to be waiting outside the palace, muttered a few words softly that the emperor reprimanded him, and then called out "the emperor sends you" in a high-pitched voice. Take it easy.

After 23 years in the palace, it was the first time that the emperor turned over her sign and left her.

It is exactly what I hope for in my heart.

The mind is not in one place, and the bond of the body is just disgusting.

As the emperor's royal driver left the gate of Changchun Palace, Yun Chan, who was on guard at night, rushed in.

She looked panic-stricken, and if a catastrophe was imminent, she would not even be able to speak completely: "Mother, the emperor is, the emperor has never been like this before, this..."

Wan Yu silently revealed a thin smile, and took off the gorgeous pearls on her forehead: "It's good to leave, and it will be quiet. I am comfortable, and he is also comfortable. Isn't it a good thing?"

Yun Chan leaned forward and knelt down beside Wan Yu's knees, bit her lips and comforted her, "But the empress said something that the emperor didn't like again? You know the emperor's temper, why do you still say it?"

"His unpleasant words are the truth that I have been holding back." Wan Yu watched the candle light dimming little by little, and vermilion tears poured down the candle tube: "I have endured it for so long, and now I understand it." , I don’t want to bear it anymore. I just say it, but I’m happy.”

(End of this chapter)