The Biography of Concubine Wen Xi in Qing Palace

Chapter 807 Extra Story: Lin Lan Finale
I have been through many things with my sister.

There are happy ones and there are also sad ones.We have also had disputes, quarreled, and said harsh words to each other.

But so what?
As long as each other remembers each other in their hearts, no amount of suffering can separate the hearts condensed in one place.

Later, as a mother, I was also used to the intrigues in the palace, and I knew how to use my mind to protect myself.

But although I can take care of myself, I always worry about my sister.

She is a very smart person, but the bad thing is that she trusts and loves the emperor too much.

Although she didn't tell me clearly, but I can see that she regards the emperor as her heaven.

I have told her more than once, I said, such a man is not worthy of her.

She smiled back at me, she said;
'I have dealt with many things together with Xuanye. No one else can see how well he treats me, but it's all here with me. '

She pointed to her chest, as if there was warmth pouring out from the center.

She is caught in love, unlike me who has never loved that man from the beginning to the end, and can see his original face without any worries.

In fact, no matter how others plot against us, my sister and I have ways to save the day.

There's only one thing we can't do.

That is to face the suspicion of the emperor.

Especially my sister, the emperor's suspicion is a punishment for her.

Invisible and breathless, but it makes people lose the strength to resist.

I was like this, watching the emperor say how much he loves his sister, while raising his hand, and slapped her face hard one after another.

Since Zhuo Lan entered the palace, the emperor's behavior became more and more crazy.

He once told his sister that she saw her sister's former appearance in Zhuo Lan.

One night, I was visiting the Plum Garden with my sister, and she suddenly stroked her slightly aged cheeks and asked me, is she not the same as before?

A sister is a sister, how has it changed?

What has changed is the human heart.

The elder sister understood this truth, and finally gave up on the emperor completely.

But her heart died too late, too late.

So much so that her body was covered with bruises, no matter how much she lost the people she was close to, she realized that she regretted it, and there was no way back.

I have been with her for decades, how can I bear to see her like this?
Since Shen Ye died in her hands, the emperor became more suspicious of his sister. Although the elder sister also played tricks on the emperor, the former courtiers kept holding on to her sister's fault, only wanting to put her to death.

My sister knows all these things, but she doesn't tell me anything.

Up to now, she is still facing all the dangers alone, and she is half unwilling to let me share with her.

But why don't I have the same thoughts as hers?
I went into the Buddhist hall to pray, and I said, I originally put all the sufferings my sister suffered on me, in exchange for her being healthy and smooth for the rest of her life.

In her life, her family background was more prominent than mine, her birth was nobler than mine, her skin was more beautiful than mine, and she was smarter than me.

She has everything, but she has become the most unhappy person in this deep palace.

Those who are women are originally the accessories of their husbands.

After entering the palace, it is even a decoration under the accessories. To put it bluntly, it is not even as good as ants.

Especially her, who puts the word friendship more important than life.

Sometimes, I really don't know whether to call her smart or stupid.

It is often said that there is a spirit in the sky. I didn't believe it at first, but when something went wrong with my body, I kind of believed it.

I started to have a low-grade fever for no reason, and red sores appeared on my body, which spread from behind my ears to my face, which was extremely terrifying.

During the day I covered it with water powder, and at night I dared to take the prescription prescribed by the imperial physician to even the face.

This disease is strange, and the doctor Xu who served me had never seen it before, so he went back and looked up medical books for a long time before telling me about it with trepidation.

This disease is called ghost face sore.

Yes, it cannot be cured.

I locked myself in the palace and cried for a few days. I couldn't let go of my child or my sister.

I forced the imperial doctor to tell the truth, and I asked him how long I could live with this disease.

When I knew that trying my best to heal my life would not last more than five years, I decided not to give up God's healing.

If my life cannot fulfill myself.Always fulfill my sister.

My sister originally saved my life, she protected me all my life, this time, I should protect her.

The persecution of the previous dynasty and the suspicion of the emperor pushed her sister to the edge of a cliff.

The slightest movement of wind and grass pushed towards her like the force of thunder, wishing that she would fall off the cliff and be smashed to pieces.

I know that if she is still alive as a woman of the Niuhulu family, even if she survives this catastrophe, there will be more catastrophes in the future.

And I came up with a comprehensive method for her, which is not very clever.

——to live to die.

Just like the old emperor who stole my life and left me alive, as long as I die, my sister can take over my identity.

Again, live a good life.

I have been drug-free, with extremely fine makeup to cover up my increasingly terrifying appearance.

Even so, with my sister's carefulness, I can see the clues.

She was frantically looking for someone to treat me, and I followed her instructions to take the medicine in order not to worry her.

But she didn't know that every time she left, I would secretly take the medicine and pour it out.

I don't care about the extra year and a half of life, and if the plan in my heart is delayed, I really can't imagine what kind of situation my sister will fall into.

In fact, I also have selfishness in protecting her.

There are so many open and covert battles in this palace that children are used as weights. I'm afraid that if I go, my children will be plotted against by people with a heart.

If my sister is here, I, a mother-in-law, can feel more at ease.

After suffering for a long time, I finally waited for the day when the end of my life was approaching.

I told my sister about the plan I had planned long ago, but as I expected, she refused.

So I changed my mind and said that my life is not long, and I begged my sister to live well and take care of my children for me.

My sister has always treated me very well, even though she was reluctant to give up, she accepted the matter.

The stone that had been hanging in my heart for several years fell safely.

I let out a long sigh of relief, exhausted the last strength of the rest of my life, and raised the corners of my lips at my sister.

Later, I couldn't move or speak, as if I was nailed to the bed.

But in my ears, I can still hear my sister calling me.

I remember she said: "Lin Lan, you have a good rest. From now on, you won't be tired again."

That's right, my whole life has been extremely absurd, like a headless fly walking through the world.Fortunately, I met you.

In fact, you don't know, many times when you and I get along in private, I can't help but look at you every time you say a word to me.

Seeing your frowns and smiles, every anger and anger, I feel very at ease.

It seems like my elder sister who passed away is still there, like my mother who passed away is still there.As close as they are to me, I am very grateful that meeting you by chance allows me to experience a little warmth in the deep palace.These are things I didn't even dare to think about.

In the next life, if there is another life, I will still recognize you as my sister.

good or not?
(End of this chapter)