Jinghua Female Poison Doctor

Chapter 316 Nirvana of Heart
This was the first time Bei Chentian saw Ouyang Yue showing such a fearful expression towards him. He didn't know what she saw in the dream, but he was very annoyed when he saw the huddled little man in front of him.Annoyed why she was not strong enough, strong enough for Yue'er to rely on.Thinking of these Bei Chentian's eyes were dark and inexplicable, and the bloodshot billowing in his eyes was like wolf smoke, which seemed to indicate something.

Ouyang Yue, who had calmed down a little bit, gradually became clearer, seeing the tense people in front of the bed and Bei Chen who was silent with his head lowered and clenching his fists, and sighed, "I'm sorry for worrying everyone, let me be alone, you guys Go out first."

Seeing this, everyone did not force them to stay, and left Ouyang Yue's room.

Staring at the gauze curtain on the stone bed, a sneer appeared in Ouyang Yue's empty eyes, "Oh, what's wrong with me?"

Yes, what happened to me?Why do you have such a dream, why are you afraid.Fear is not water without a source and a tree without roots, so what is it that you are afraid of?

In the final analysis, the reason for being afraid is because you are not strong enough. Fear is only for the weak.As for myself, the fear that I experienced in my heart during this period of time seemed to explode at this time.Whether it's the mysterious person who rescued the five demons outside the territory you met in the magic field, or you were restrained by Elder Zuo and couldn't resist, or you entered Penglai Island and were surprised by the trick of destroying the world like a poisonous snake.Although I didn't show how flustered I was at the time, those fears still left a mark in my heart.

After all, those people are the ones who can crush themselves to death. Who in this world is not afraid of death?What's more, I have already died once, and my desire for life is stronger than others.

During this period of time, I was so calm that I was almost deceived by the appearance I showed, thinking that I was very strong, but in the end, everything was just my own imagination.It really corresponds to the name of a book I heard in the previous life, do you think what you think is what you think?

Oh, I am still too naive.Huddled in his own world, thinking that there is no storm outside, such cowardice turned out to be a hidden thought in his heart.

Ouyang Yue, you really let yourself down.

Ouyang Yue squatted on the bed, hugged her knees with her hands, and buried her head deeply in it for a long time.

When she realized that the wind in the air was not right, she opened her eyes and found that she was already in the space.All the beasts surrounded her, watching her quietly, only the howling of the wind could be heard in the space.

Finally, the first divine beast Choubao contracted by Ouyang Yue spoke.

"Yue, you must be very tired."

This sentence made Ouyang Yue's eyes burst into tears. After such a long time, she was indeed very tired.In order not to worry her mother, she chose to leave home with her master to practice. In order to gain more power and become stronger, she never went home for several years. Spending the night on horseback has become commonplace for her. In order to become stronger, she gambled on stones to refine medicine to establish a force, or was forced or voluntarily started to form her own force.

Because having someone she wants to protect is equivalent to having a weakness, and because of this weakness, she has to carry everything on her back.Although I have always claimed to have lived for more than 20 years, in fact, my heart is still a child. In my previous life, I lost my parents when I was young. In order to satisfy my mother's wish, she only studied hard, and finally got admitted to university. But she found that she didn't know what to do in the university with plenty of spare time. At this time, she realized that she had unknowingly become a machine that could only read. Everything in the book was very simple to her, but The simplest things in reality turned out to be difficult for her.

Lost in purpose and overwhelmed, he began to escape reality through the Internet.In this strange world, the things I use are all from novels.Living alone, she used to be reluctant to talk to others. Even though she changed her view of the outside world now, and gained the friendship of Bei Chentian's love brother, Shui Yuehen, Lan Qiuze, and Chu Chu, she still hasn't learned how to do it. rely.It wasn't because of mistrust, but because she didn't know how to reveal her deepest feelings to them and accept their explanation.

What's more, invisibly, in my heart, I am more willing to take care of them, although clumsy but sincere.

But all of this happened in the magic field. I saw a mysterious man raised his hand and wiped out the enemy that he had spent so much effort to restrain. That level was not acceptable to him. It was ridiculous that he still He thought that he was already very powerful, but with the power of ants, he still had the idea of ​​saving the country and the family.

Moreover, if I guessed correctly, that dream, that glamorous palace should be the headquarters of Mieshi. At that time, I was like a leaf of floating dust, and I saw horrors that I could not imagine in a few lifetimes. situation.Cutting tongue and drinking blood, such a cruel thing happened in such a bright palace.The extreme contrast brings a mysterious and dark feeling to people.In this world, it's not that he hasn't killed people before, but he has never used such a method.Thinking about it now, that exile-like person named Qianhun actually drank up the human blood in the cup.Just thinking about it, Ouyang Yue felt nauseated.

Because of Smelly Bao's words, Ouyang Yue started these associations, self-examination and introspection.Because she didn't deliberately hide it, all the beasts who had a soul connection with her felt the same way, and knew her deepest thoughts.

Seeing her pale face covered with cold sweat and tears, Pianpian stepped forward and gently embraced the kneeling Ouyang Yue in her arms.

"Yue, you can rely on us when you're tired,"

"Yeah, Yue, you can rely on us when you're tired!—" The other beasts also said in unison.

Ouyang Yue looked at them choked up and didn't know what to say. Seeing the worry and sincerity in their eyes, she suddenly felt that her self-righteous behavior before was like a thief, stealing the opportunity to share weal and woe with all the beasts.

Chou Bao, who has grown into a teenager, came to embrace Ouyang Yue and Pian Pian, who were hugging each other, Lan Yue, who was learning to walk, also came, and even Xuan Wu and Qi Xueding's Qi Ling also followed.All the beasts surrounded Ouyang Yue, and the warmth of being cared and protected filled Ouyang Yue's heart.This kind of warmth made her feel companionship, trust, and feeling that she was no longer alone.

A hot current flowed upward from the bottom of my heart, filling my whole body with the blood.Ouyang Yue suddenly felt that she had strength and confidence again.Regardless of whether there is a mountain of knives or a sea of ​​flames ahead, with their company, Ouyang Yue feels that no matter what kind of tribulations she will no longer be able to defeat herself.

The wind in the space stopped, as if nothing had changed, and it seemed that it was no longer what it used to be.

Everyone is afraid of death. The heroine is just an orphan who has just traveled to another world. After being reborn, she is a baby again. Later, she and her master left the imperial capital to start a cleansing practice because of the cold poison.In fact, Ouyang Yue followed the scriptures for many things and principles in the world, but she still had a sense of superiority in her heart based on the fact that the traveler had mastered so much knowledge in her previous life.But this kind of self-confidence was hit in the episode of the Ninth Elder. After finally growing up, I felt that my strength was not bad, and was completely hit by the mysterious person.No matter how strong steel is, it can bend, not to mention that deep down in her heart, she doesn't depend on others at all. It can be said that she is lonely.

That's why I wrote these chapters.Maybe I didn't express it very well. I just want to explain this truth to everyone who reads this article. There is a need for trust and reliance between people. That person may be your parents or your brothers and sisters. May be your friend.When you are lonely and at a loss, just talk. Talking may not solve the problem, but it will always bring strength.This power is perhaps more important than anything else.

(End of this chapter)