Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 24 The Undying Faith

At this moment, I really regard him as Gu Duoze. I have owed and missed Gu Duoze for so many years, so I can express my deep maternal love so vividly in front of this young man...

Just as I was crying, Sister Chun raised her hand holding the pistol again, and she said coldly: "What's there to cry about, Cheng Xiaoluo, Lin Xiu'er is so kind to you, don't let her down, I'll send you off!" You go and accompany her on the road together!"

At this time, Lin Xiu'er, who had been trembling her lips and unable to speak, suddenly made a sound, and she cried out mournfully:

"No, no!"

It is estimated that Lin Xiuer really used her a lot of strength to say this. As soon as her words fell, the blood on her chest became more joyful. I was frightened again. I looked at her and said incoherently: Er, Xiuer, stop talking, Sister Chun, save Xiuer!"

Sister Chun also seemed to be stunned, and her hand holding the gun trembled unnaturally.At this moment, the iron tower shouted loudly in the courtyard below: "Sister Chun, come down quickly, that stinky girl Taoer has been captured."

After hearing this, Sister Chun glanced at me and Lin Xiu'er, picked up the gun and left us, and ran off.

Seeing that Sister Chun was gone, I looked at Lin Xiuer, whose face was getting paler and paler, and said, "Xiuer, hold on a little longer, and I'll ask Sister Chun to take you to the hospital right away!"

Xiu'er said in a low voice: "Miss Luo, it's useless, I know I can't do it..."

Lin Xiu'er stopped at this point, and began to pant heavily.In the past few years, Lin Xiuer and I have always been like sisters. Without her, I would not be able to stay here for a day. Therefore, seeing her at this moment, I am really scared to the extreme. I am really afraid that Lin Xiuer will abandon me. One person left.

I pressed her bleeding wound tightly, shook my head like a drum and said, "No, no, Xiu'er, you won't leave me, I won't let you say such things..."

Lin Xiuer's eyes were dim just now, but at this moment, I clearly felt her eyes come alive, she looked at the ceiling obsessively, and said in a low voice: "Sister Luo, I saw my parents, They said they were going to take me out of here..."

I followed Lin Xiuer's gaze and looked towards the ceiling. Where are Lin Xiuer's parents above? Is Lin Xiuer talking nonsense?

I withdrew my gaze and continued to look at Lin Xiuer. I saw Lin Xiuer's face, which was distorted by the pain just now, was so peaceful at the moment, even her cheeks seemed to have been smeared with a layer of rouge, and there was a kind of saying no. out of the United States.

How could this be?I froze for a moment.

Just when I was dumbfounded and didn't know why Lin Xiu'er had changed so much, Lin Xiu'er suddenly stretched out her hand towards me, she wiped away my tears with her hand, and whispered: "Sister Luo, after I leave, you have to live well, You are not allowed to seek revenge for Sister Chun for me. Only if you escape from here alive can you avenge me. Remember, your relatives are still at home waiting for you to go back. Unlike me, there is nothing to worry about Already!"

Lin Xiuer's voice wasn't too loud, but it was clear and powerful. It's really different from her just now. Could it be that her injury has recovered and she's not in the way?Or is this what is called a flashback?

I wish it was the former, but the fact is that it is the latter. After Lin Xiuer finished saying this, the blush on her face began to recede slowly, and the hand that wiped my tears slowly dropped. Her lips were still moving violently, but I couldn't hear what she was saying clearly.

I reluctantly leaned over and put my ear close to her lips. This time I finally heard what Lin Xiuer was talking about. She was saying: "Miss Luo, please help me with one last thing. I cut off a section of hair, if one day you can really escape from here, then when you get home, send it to my parents' grave for me, just as I..."

As soon as the word "I" came down, Lin Xiu'er was completely silent.I raised my head and looked at her, only to see that although Lin Xiuer's eyes were wide open, she was already out of breath.

I still don't want to believe that Lin Xiu'er, who was talking to me just now, just left, I shook her body vigorously: "Xiu'er, talk, why don't you talk?"

No matter how hard I shake and how loudly I yell, Lin Xiuer will never answer me again, she just stares at me like that, and seems to be saying: "Miss Luo, you must live a good life. Your loved ones are still waiting to be reunited with you!"

I have grown up so much, I have never seen a dead person. I used to think that it would be a terrible thing to face a dead person, but now that Lin Xiuer is dead, she died in front of me. Looking at her body, nothing but sadness She was still sad, without any fear at all, and even bent down recklessly, holding Lin Xiu'er and crying loudly.

How I wish I was the one who died at this moment, not Lin Xiuer!I even hope that this is just Lin Xiuer playing a joke on me, she will wake up giggling in my arms and say, "Miss Luo, you are such an idiot, don't you see that I am teasing you?"

But all hope is non-existent. Lin Xiuer really died, and she died to save me. If Lin Xiuer hadn't jumped down to block the shot for me just now, then I should be the one lying here at this moment.Thinking of these, I cried even more sadly.

No amount of grief will help. The most important thing at the moment is to let Lin Xiu'er go to the ground as soon as possible.When Sister Chun and the others wanted to bury Lin Xiuer, I followed Lin Xiuer's last wish and secretly cut off a bunch of her long hair and kept it.Every time I miss her, I will take out her long hair and stare at her quietly, just like I stared at her back then.

Lin Xiuer died, and it was because of me.Sister Chun and all the sisters hated me to death, especially those sisters, they hoped that I would go to Sister Chun and do my best to avenge Lin Xiuer.But I let them down. Apart from being lonely, haggard, and sad, I didn't bother Sister Chun at all.

It's not that I don't want to look for it. Every time I meet this woman, I can't wait to pounce on her and strangle her to death to avenge Lin Xiuer. Last words spoken before death.

In the blink of an eye, it has been seven years since Lin Xiuer left. During these seven years, I really don’t know how I survived. If I didn’t want to escape from here all the time, to reunite with my relatives, to go to the grave of Lin Xiuer’s parents, to replace Lin Xiuer Worshiping her parents, I really can't live a day.

Because of Lin Xiuer's matter, few people paid attention to me, and I became more and more silent. The only good thing is that I am old and decrepit, and now I don't have to receive guests anymore. I was assigned to the logistics team, and the things I do every day Just clean up and help with washing in the kitchen.

The days go by day by day, and sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, and I can't believe that I have been here for ten years. For me, these ten years are really like a dream, and it is still a nightmare, but whether it is Whether it is a dream or a nightmare, there will be a day when you wake up from the dream.How I sincerely hope that this dream can wake up as soon as possible!

How I wish I could know the situation of my family members. I have speculated in my heart more than once that my son Gu Duoze is already 22 years old, and he is about to graduate from college, right?Did Gu Yifan marry another one?Are the parents still alive?

These questions haunt me all the time, but what's the use of wrapping them up any longer?Although I have a lot of space to move around here now, and I can go in and out of every corner of this courtyard by cleaning, but it is more difficult to walk out of this courtyard gate half a step.Even though Sister Chun is getting old, she is still very energetic, and she never relaxes her supervision on us, even stricter.

On this day, the weather was really nice. I sat lazily in the yard with the sun shining on my head, rubbing some dirty clothes in my hands.

At this time, three people walked in from the door, the leader of which was a regular customer of our place, everyone called him Brother Hei, and two young men, probably his subordinates!Brother Hei never leaves alone here, and he always has subordinates at his disposal. Therefore, although there are many versions of what Brother Hei does in private, these are actually not important to us. The important thing is that Brother Hei He is very willing to spend money, and can basically be described as spending a lot of money on the girl he likes.Moreover, Brother Hei's credibility here has always been very good. The girls he brought out were basically how he took them out and how they would bring them back. He had never had any accidents with a girl in his hands.

Therefore, no matter how many levels of strict control a girl belongs to in Sister Chun's place, as long as Brother Hei likes her, she can be taken out by him.This is undoubtedly a great temptation for people like me who have never gone out of this door since entering this door.

Every time he came, many girls tried different ways to seduce him, hoping that he could take him out and breathe a few breaths of free air.

But for an old lady of my age, I still have self-knowledge, it is impossible for Brother Hei to be interested in an old lady who is old and decrepit.So, even though I saw him coming in, I still did what I had to do, and I didn't bite him like a fly like other girls.

Just as Brother Hei was flirting with a large group of girls, I suddenly discovered that a young man who followed Brother Hei this time was a bit weird. He was not as involved in flirting with girls as his companions were. Instead of being in the row of cursing, one person stood far away, as if these girls were a plague with a virus that would infect him.

I was curious about him, so I couldn't help but look at him secretly, but after looking at him, I was shocked again, unexpectedly, I was looking at him, and he was also looking at me.And in the eyes he looked at me, there seemed to be something inexplicable hidden, there was pity and love.

In the past few years, I have basically dealt with men, and I can basically see men accurately. That's right, the way this young man looks at me is indeed a little strange.

I remember the people that Brother Hei brought, and I also like to take girls out like Brother Hei.This young guy is not interested in other girls, but he keeps looking at me.Does this mean that he is interested in me.If so, I can't miss this opportunity, as long as I can be taken out by him, then I have one more chance to escape from here.Although the chance is very slim, for me, this may also be the last chance to leave here in my lifetime.

The young man's eyes were still staring at me. At this moment, although I was sitting there, there was a voice in my heart telling me: What are you doing just sitting there?Go ahead and fight for this young man to get you out.

But, I'm old enough to be someone's mother, is it appropriate to seduce them?I sighed heavily, and suddenly thought of Gu Duoze, Gu Duoze should be this old too.

When I think of Gu Duoze, I see this young man's eyes suddenly full of strangeness, and I always feel that this young man is somewhat similar to Gu Duoze.Sigh, maybe I really miss my son so much, how could Gu Duoze come here?
At this age, he should be bathed in the sunshine of the university campus.

I shook my head vigorously, trying to shake Gu Duoze out of my mind.Just at this moment, the young man took the initiative to walk towards me, and asked softly, "Is your head uncomfortable?"

Very nice and standard Mandarin, I have never heard such a standard Mandarin after being away from home for so many years.I looked at him stupidly, not knowing what an answer was.

I saw him reach out his hand to my forehead and touch it, then touched his forehead for comparison, and then said:
"Fortunately, no fever!"

How long has it been since no one cared.My tears suddenly dripped down like broken beads.

Just at this time, another young man who came with Brother Hei suddenly came to us with a girl in his arms, and said with a smile: "Brother Huang, you really have a strange taste, and you have always been a big drink with a lot of water. No girl, every time I enter this kind of place, I only like this kind of old woman!"

When the young man named Brother Huang heard this, his face turned red all of a sudden. He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to explain something, but he didn't say anything in the end.I looked at this blushing young man curiously. No wonder he has a soft spot for me. It turns out that he has this hobby!
But why does he have this habit?At such a young age, could it be the legendary Oedipus?

Since he has this habit, it is an excellent opportunity for me.I also don't want to know why he has such a habit, I just think about how to let him take me out of here, and then wait for the opportunity to escape from here.

I rolled my eyes and thought, if he really has an Oedipus complex, the way to impress him is tantamount to using great maternal love.I wiped my hands and walked forward, looking at him lovingly: "This kid is so old, he can still blush. What are you doing standing here? Go sit and drink some water!"

Then, regardless of his reaction, she stepped forward and took his hand.This move was really effective, Brother Huang seemed to be cast by a spell by me, he didn't even make any resistance, let me hold his hand, and sat obediently with me in the lobby of the lounge.

I poured tea and water for Brother Huang, and my eyes were full of doting on him. At this moment, I really regarded him as Gu Duoze. I owed and missed Gu Duoze for so many years. In front of others, she showed her deep maternal love so vividly.

This young man named Huang seems to have had an unfortunate childhood as I guessed. Although he has been pretending to be strong, I can clearly see that his eyes are already wet.

At this moment, Brother Hei suddenly yelled at Brother Huang: "Little Huangzi, have you made your choice? Just leave after you make your choice. What are you doing here?"

Brother Huang lifted his head down all the time, looked at me fixedly and said, "Would you like to go outside with me to play?"

He looked at me with bright eyes, like a child begging an adult to take him out to play.My heart suddenly ached, and I thought of the scene when Gu Duoze raised his head and begged me to take him out to play when he was a child.

My tears flowed out again uncontrollably. Seeing me crying, brother Huang frowned, waved his hand and said:

"Forget it, don't force yourself if you don't want to!"

How could I not want to?Didn't I look forward to this moment because I was so attentive to him?While wiping my tears, I kept nodding desperately and said, "Yes, yes, of course, just wait for me, I'll go up and change!"

After speaking, I just remembered that I never asked Sister Chun for her opinion.Although there is no one here that Brother Hei can't take out, the one who took me out is not Brother Hei, but his little brother!What's more, it has been ten years since I entered this door, and I have never left this door!
I looked at Sister Chun pitifully, with pleading and longing in my eyes.Sister Chun pondered for a while, pointed at me with her fingertips and said to Brother Huang: "Little handsome guy, are you sure and sure, is it really her that you want to take out?"

Don't look at Brother Huang's young age, but he still speaks in a very orderly manner, just listen to him answer: "Yes, can't it be?"

Sister Chun smiled coquettishly and said, "Okay, okay, of course!" The wrinkles on that face looked as disgusting as possible under the exaggerated smile.But at this moment, it's not the time to show her face, I have to seize this opportunity, so I said obediently: "Sister Chun, don't worry! I will definitely listen to the words of the elders obediently!"

Sister Chun took a look at me, finally nodded, waved her hand and said, "Then since this little brother likes you, I have nothing to say, go, dress up, don't go out and lose my old Sister Chun's face." !"

I had to make my queen happy and ran upstairs, did a quick freshen up, changed into a royal blue dress, and tried to make myself look younger and more eye-catching.

Before going out, I secretly put on Lin Xiuer's long hair, and kept murmuring in my heart: "Xiuer, please bless me to escape smoothly and bring you home together!"

I walked out of the house where I had lived for almost ten years without nostalgia, and strode downstairs.After being inspected by Sister Chun in the lobby, I followed Brother Huang out of the yard.

Ten years ago, when I came here, it was full of prosperity. Ten years later, when I stepped on this street again, the prosperity here is still there.It's just that the state of mind is different. At first, I wanted to find Brother Dong, but now I want to escape from here.

The girls brought out by Brother Hei and another young man, they are all the youngest and most beautiful girls in the yard now, they cling to Brother Hei and the others like sugar, only I have kept a relationship with Brother Huang, that is, not intimate The distance is not too far, because even though I have been forced to fall into prostitution, it still feels awkward for me to face a young man as old as my own son.

Along the way, Brother Huang didn't make a sound, but silently followed Brother Hei and the others side by side with me.As I walked, I looked at the surrounding environment, and I thought in my heart, if I run away at this moment, what are the chances of winning?

Soon, they came to a three-way intersection.The flow of people here has obviously become denser, and a voice suddenly jumped out from the bottom of my heart: "If you don't escape now, when will you wait?"

Just as my heart was beating wildly and I was thinking about how to escape from here, Brother Huang suddenly leaned into my ear and whispered, "Did you see those people in the back? They were all sent by Sister Chun to follow us eyes and ears!"

(End of this chapter)