I love you

Chapter 43

Chapter 48

I don't like this kind of throbbing, it seems that everything is changing unconsciously, and slowly deviates from the normal track, as if there is an emotion trying to break through the obstacles, and it will make him fall into some unpredictable vortex.

Yukimura withdrew his gaze, and quietly clenched his hands in his trouser pockets.

He didn't like this feeling very much, and even more hated that something exceeded his expectations!
"Xiaomo, it's getting late, I'll take you home." Gently interrupting the person who was in deep thought, Yukimura seemed to be relaxed.

Lan Mo stared at the full moon in the distance, recalling the past, the figure that had been suppressed in her heart gradually emerged before her eyes, thinking of his care, thinking of his helplessness, thinking of his love only to herself Show the other side, thinking about him...

The pain in her heart was pushed away invisibly, and the words she had been using to comfort herself had no effect at all. Now she just wanted to vent, to express the pain and helplessness in her heart. If she kept suppressing like this, she would not be able to bear it , I can't help but do things that hurt everyone.

At this time, a gentle voice like the spring breeze in March came from her ear, which made her seem to grasp the straw.

She raised her head and closed her eyes, took a deep breath, opened her eyes and looked into the distance, and said leisurely and calmly: "Jingshi, what do you think is love?"

Yukimura was taken aback, looking at her calm side face by the moonlight, he couldn't help showing a wry smile, she is also a person who is good at hiding!

"Then what does Xiaomo think love is like?" Yukimura did not answer that question, but threw another question to her.

"Like a half-baked melon!" Lan Mo gave the answer without even thinking.

"Half-cooked melon?" Yukimura looked at her puzzled, and asked suspiciously, "What is a half-caught melon?"

"It's bitter gourd! Many people don't like to eat it when they are young, but they will like it when they grow up, because they understand its taste." Lan Mo saw that Yukimura was still puzzled, and continued with a smile: "Love is not about being with you. Is it similar? It's just that they're the opposite."

"On the contrary?" Yukimura didn't know what to think of, looking at her with complicated eyes.

Lan Mo didn't pay attention to his gaze, and looked at the sea under the moonlight again, and said softly: "When you are young, everyone is willing to give everything for love, but as you grow older, the more you understand the true meaning of love, the more afraid you will be." Going to touch it, because none of us can afford that."

"Wow! Wow! Wow!"

The waves gently slapped the reef, stirring up bursts of spray. Under the moonlight, the spray was like the foam formed by a mermaid who lived for love, beautiful and sad.

After being silent for a while, Yukimura sighed softly, and said very lightly: "So it's like the person in your heart, because you care too much about it, you can't face it freely?" He didn't know why he pointed it out. She didn't know what would happen to her after revealing the secret in her heart. He just didn't want to see her try so hard to pretend and suppress the pain in her heart.

When Lan Mo heard his words, her body froze, she turned around and looked at Yukimura blankly for a long time, until his figure began to blur.

The eye sockets could no longer bear the weight of sadness, and turned into crystal tears that melted into the wind.

Don't cry, I once promised him that I won't shed tears easily, but...

She tried her best to raise her head to continue to pretend to be herself, but her tears couldn't be stopped like a flood on an imminent embankment.

Go back, don't shed damn tears, don't look so weak, hate yourself crying like this, and even more hate letting irrelevant people see yourself like this.

She turned her body stiffly, and walked a few steps towards the beach. The cool sea water soaked her shoes, just like her current mood!

"Ah!" Unable to hold on to the constant helplessness and sadness any longer, she closed her eyes and opened her mouth to shout loudly towards the silent sea, as if she wanted to vent all her unhappiness, or to block it. Missing someone.

After she shouted, she opened her eyes again, tears were still flowing out, no matter how hard she tried to control it, she couldn't stop it, as if she wanted to shed all the tears she hadn't shed in the past few years.

After trying a few times, but still unable to stop, Lan Mo simply squatted down, buried her head between her knees, and burst into tears.

The moment he saw her shed tears, Yukimura knew he was wrong, he underestimated the weight of that person in Lan Mo's heart!But the words spoken cannot be taken back, and the holes pierced cannot be repaired.

Hearing her almost crazy shout, Yukimura's heart trembled again!
At this time, consolation can't do anything, the important thing is, maybe she doesn't want to let herself be comforted at all!
Yukimura looked deeply at the figure squatting on the ground crying, his violet eyes were full of distress, and after clenching and loosening his fist countless times, he stopped the thought of walking over to comfort her.

He forced himself to look away, forced himself to look at the sea that seemed calm but contained countless risks.

That night, her half-baked theory of love made Yukimura start formally addressing the esoteric question of love for the first time.

That night, her stubborn appearance of trying to force back her tears and her cry of pain left a deep imprint on Yukimura's heart.

This night is destined to be a restless night.

In the sky, like a very smooth sapphire, and like a delicately woven blue satin, wisps of white clouds drifted leisurely.On the roof of the teaching building, the free breeze blew by, lying on the railing and looking up at the blue foam in the sky, stretching out his hand as if to touch the sky, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

I was so stupid yesterday that Yukimura Seiichi could see through me so easily. What's even more embarrassing is that I didn't even refute it, just fell into it so stupidly, and shed so many tears, it's really stupid.

Lan Mo curled up her fingers and flicked her head vigorously, idiot, idiot, idiot Lan Mo!Now that guy caught him again, I don't know how he will use it!Why didn't he refute at that time, just started crying so stupidly.

Turning around full of annoyance, he bent down to pick up the bread on the ground.

"It's stabbed." She tore open the packaging bag forcefully, looked at the white bread, opened her mouth, mistook it for Yukimura Seichi, and bit down hard.

After taking two bites of the tasteless bread, she frowned and turned around, hoping that looking at the blue sky would make her depressed mood better and make the bread delicious...

"Sister."

The soft shout made her startled, she quickly swallowed the bread in her mouth, turned around, leaned against the railing and smiled lazily at the person, "Xiao Xia, are you here to blow some air?"

"No, I'm here to see Senior Sister."

"Ah?" Lan Mo raised her eyebrows, seeing her lowered head, standing hesitantly at the door of the rooftop, she couldn't help joking: "Xiao Xia, what are you doing standing so far away, I'm not a tiger."

"Puchi!" Xiao Xia, who was amused by Lan Mo's joke, walked briskly to her side, and frowned when she saw the half-eaten bread in her hand.

"Senior, didn't you bring a bento?"

"Too lazy to do it." Seeing her frowning, Lan Mo raised her arm and took a bite of the bread, and said nonchalantly, "This is delicious and convenient. What a cheap thing." It's tasteless, I really want delicious eel tea.

"But eating too much is not good for your health." Xiao Xia seemed to suddenly think of a good idea, clapped her hands lightly, and suggested with a smile: "Why don't I make sister's bento in the future."

"This..." Lan Mo hesitated, looking at her sincere smile, her heart was warm.It's good for someone to help, but Xiao Xia has no obligation to help her all the time, so she should refuse.

(End of this chapter)