Marriage Beloved in Troubled Times: Madam Wants to Run Away from Marriage

Chapter 513

It was Huo Tianlang who accidentally dropped the cup in his hand on the ground.

"Huo..." Seeing that Huo Tianlang was covering her hands, Lan Ningshu hurriedly asked, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Huo Tianlang raised his head and gave Lan Ningshu a pale smile: "I didn't have any strength for a while, accidentally... I pulled it, it didn't hurt very much."

Not very painful, but still painful.

Lan Ningshu frowned, met Huo Tianlang's smile and those burning eyes, and turned her head: "Okay...Okay, then you should be careful." After she finished speaking, she lay down again, with her back on her back. Facing Huo Tianlang, he quietly covered his heart with both hands, his heart was beating very fast.

"Shu'er..." Huo Tianlang knew that Lan Ningshu would not be able to fall asleep for a while, so he wanted to take this opportunity to talk to her again: "Do you still remember what I told you before?"

Lan Ningshu didn't answer, and Huo Tianlang didn't care, and continued talking.

"To tell you the truth, when my mother told me for the first time that a matchmaker came to my door and said that there was a lady who was willing to marry me, although my mother and I both refused, but at that time, I began to think in my heart. Seeing what kind of person my future wife will be, I am not afraid of your jokes. At that time, I was only 16 years old.

Although I am the second young master of the Huo family, I came to this world by accident. My mother used to be the girl next to the eldest lady. Once my father got drunk and treated my mother as the eldest lady... My mother panicked At a loss, I quickly found an excuse and left the Huo family. Later, my father didn't know of my existence until long after I was born. When my mother and I were officially taken back by the Huo family and my mother became the fifth wife, I He became the second young master of the Huo family.

My mother has a gentle temperament, and she doesn't want to fight with others. When she was young, in order to live a stable life in the Huo Mansion, she never fought back when she was beaten or scolded. She was like a ball of soft cotton with no temper. The look of aggrieved.

When I was not sensible, I also rebelled. I felt that my mother was too easy to bully. Later, I learned about my mother's painstaking efforts. Whether it is the eldest brother, the fourth brother, or even the former Meng Minghao, they were at least born under the expectation of my father. Yes, my father always has some feelings for them. Unlike me, it was just a mistake born in an accident. If my mother wants me to grow up safely, she can only reduce the presence of our mother and son in the Huo family as much as possible. .So as not to be harmed by those who think that our mother and son are a threat.

I remember that once my father made some wooden guns and asked us brothers to take them to play, otherwise the servant who passed the message would also tell me the news, and I ran over excitedly, only to find out that my father only made three guns One belongs to the eldest brother, one belongs to the former Meng Minghao, and the other belongs to the fourth brother. He actually forgot that there is a son like me.

I stood next to me, very embarrassed, and then the fourth brother said that he didn’t like wooden guns, and if he wanted to play, he would play with real guns. He gave the gun to me, and then went to his father’s waist to get the real gun .

At that moment, I knew my place.

It is impossible for me to be unscrupulous in front of my father like the fourth brother, who wants what I want, and it is impossible for me to be treated with care by my father like my elder brother and the others, but in the end, since I was born in this world, there is always me The value of existence is the wild child in the countryside, or the second young master of the Huo family, and it is just something outside of the body.

I am still me, as long as I can make my mother and myself live a stable and happy life, that is enough.

So, the eldest brother liked to show off since he was a child, and I stood by and watched. The fourth brother was very smart since he was a child, so I stood by and learned from him. I screwed things up, or pretended not to understand... Gradually, I seldom appeared in front of them, and gradually, I developed a temperament that didn't care much about anything.

So, later on, I thought, the wife I'm going to marry in the future should also be a gentle and gentle woman, but you gave me the impression that you were unruly from the beginning, and after I inquired again, you are the most beautiful woman in the Lan family. Beloved little daughter, your identity and your character destined that if I were with you, it would definitely break the peace that my mother and I have kept for so many years...

It is precisely because of this that I have been deliberately avoiding you. When you say you like me, I believe that you are just playing with me as a toy because of the novelty of the moment... I admit that this kind of thinking is a bit egotistical. From your point of view, you like me, I like you, this is a simple thing.

But what kind of family is the Lan family? But it is not a simple matter.

I have been rejecting you, I do not recognize you in my heart, but I have been attracted to you unavoidably.

Just like what Ouyang Jingran said, people like us who have been in a big family for too long and are too lifeless don't like beauty and freshness?Don't like freedom?Even unscrupulous?

Whose heart is not warm?

It's just because of timidity, fear that after the inherent way of life is changed, they can't accept the new life with great changes.

To put it more self-aware, I, Huo Tianlang, am still living in decay. If I drag you in because of greed for your brilliance, how long can you hold on?
If you finally change, and the change is really in line with the gentleness and kindness I imagined, then maybe it is no longer you.

I always think about it over and over again, and then tell myself how unsuitable I am with you, but when you really decide to abandon me, I realize that it is different from these things that may or may not happen. Bi, I don't have you, but it makes me feel panic and panic more than anything else.

And this kind of fear and panic made me become despicable, despicable and trying to snatch you back in extreme ways... Shu'er, you must think that I am a terrible person now, but if I had to choose again, I would still will do it! "

"You..." Lan Ningshu finally made some movement, but she froze after only saying one word, unable to say anything.

"I know you are afraid of me and hate me very much now," Huo Tianlang suddenly said in a rascally manner, "but don't forget, from the very beginning, you were the one who provoked me first, and you can't steal me." After leaving my heart, I thought about throwing it away. As a person, I will either live my whole life in silence, live, grow old, sick and die, and resign myself to fate.

But since you made me fall in love with you, I don't want you to change, so I can only change myself. If gentleness and kindness can't let me be with you, and I can't protect what I want, then , maybe it's okay to become a little more domineering! "

(End of this chapter)