Pillow Devil: Mr. President, he is poisonous

Chapter 154 Accept You

Ling Xiaochen walked in, and when she turned to look at him, he picked up the hairdryer and was about to dry her hair.

This action frightened Shi Xinyu, she glanced at him, as if the thing he was carrying was charged, she dodged away from it, she stood up, her eyes slipped with a trace of pain, avoiding his frowning She evasively said, "I...I want my hair to dry naturally." She turned and walked towards the living room.

Being left behind, Ling Xiaochen's expression was filled with despair, and he was silent for a few seconds. He covered up his sadness, put on a relaxed sunny smile, and followed him out.

Shi Xinyu, who was sitting in the living room, felt a little uneasy, complaining to Ling Xiaochen, why did he repeat the familiar scene when he just tried to forget it?
Ling Xiaochen sat down beside Shi Xinyu, reached out and took the orange and handed it to her: "Eat something, you are too thin." He put the Rougamo in front of her again.

Taking the oranges dully, Shi Xinyu hung his head and ate them blankly.

The atmosphere suddenly fell into silence. Looking at Shi Xinyu's perfect profile, Ling Xiaochen felt more heavy in his heart besides being touched. It seemed that he had to say something.

"Since you have already left him, you have to try to forget him and start over from the heart. You have to understand that if the relationship between you and him is happiness, then I will bless you, but if you get What is it, you know better than me. To be honest, my heart hurts so much, it hurts for you. Don’t torture yourself anymore, okay? If you think you still can’t forget him, then let me be with you , you just try to make me close to your heart, okay? Even if you are willing to work hard to accept me, but I still can’t live in your heart in the end, it at least proves that you have worked hard. Don’t keep sinking in the past like this, He is in the past, and the only thing that welcomes you is the future."

Ling Xiaochen's eyes were sincere and heart-wrenching. He reached out to cover her hand and shook it: "Actually, I don't want to say these things to you, but since you came back to this city, you have changed, and you have become even more unloving. Speaking of which, except when you are facing your younger brother, you are always smiling. Your parents are very worried about you. Don't you know that while you are torturing yourself, you are also torturing the people who love you Is it?" He said that he was extremely sad, his emotions were a little out of control, and his eyes couldn't help but glisten.

The moment her hand was held, Shi Xinyu's hand trembled, but she didn't break free. She still lowered her face and listened to his story quietly. When he finally asked herself, finally, She slowly raised her eyes to meet his.

The flashing water in his eyes washed Shi Xinyu's heart, she was disturbed by him, she was touched, Ling Xiaochen, my heart is already empty, how can I return your infatuation?
In addition to the deep sense of guilt in his heart, Shi Xinyu also had to face up to his heart. He was right. He just wanted to forget him from the beginning to the end. But forgetting, is it easier said than done?People say that the best way to forget a relationship, other than time, is to start a new one.

However, to start over, it was already impossible for her, a heartbroken person, even if she accepted it, it could only be a deception, deceiving others, as well as herself.

Shi Xinyu also admitted that she was moved by Ling Xiaochen's persistent infatuation for her, and she also thought that she might accept him one day, but.She knew very well in her heart that there was only one true love, and the deeper her hurt, it proved how much she loved.

But a man as sincere as Ling Xiaochen, how could she have the heart to refuse him?

Shi Xinyu's heart was in a mess, she couldn't accept him, she didn't want to lie to him, and she didn't want to lie to herself, but every word he said hit her sore spot.Her pain is small, and it is really her fault as a daughter to make her parents feel sad. There is also her younger brother. Although the younger brother has never said anything, she knows in her heart that the younger brother is under the greatest pressure. He always feels that it is He's useless, if it wasn't for him, his sister would have been happy all the time, it was him.

Thinking of her younger brother, Shi Xinyu felt a deep pain in her heart. No matter what, her family will always be her weakness. She will not do it for herself, but for her family. She will work hard and continue to live.

Watching Shi Xinyu slowly change into a sad expression, the tears in her eyes made Ling Xiaochen blame himself, he took her into his arms, hugged her tightly, stroked her hair with one hand, and said softly Said: "Don't do this, it's all my fault, I know I shouldn't say these things, but I really don't want to see you continue like this." Just sobbing slightly, he knew that he had touched the fragility she was never willing to release, so he couldn't help but heartbroken and said: "If I can, I would like to exchange everything I have for your happiness, your smile."

Shi Xinyu stopped sobbing, with all kinds of emotions in her heart, but she couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was.

At this moment, she was moved by Ling Xiaochen. For the first time, she put aside everything and let go of her strong pretense. She leaned on his shoulder and cried heartily.

After crying for a long time, Shi Xinyu finally stopped slowly. Finally, she withdrew from his embrace, and with a hoarse voice, told him what she had decided just now, "Ling Xiaochen, thank you, I promise you, I will work hard , try. Accept yours."

"Accept you" said the three words like a mosquito's voice, Shi Xinyu was afraid that he would drag her to ask more questions, so she got up, fled the living room, and returned to her room.

But Ling Xiaochen was shocked after hearing her words, and was shocked by the joy she gave, but after the sound of her leaving to close the door, Ling Xiaochen felt bitter again, looking at the closed door of her room, feeling in her heart Silently asked: "If you really want to accept me, why are you so polite?"

Even though there was bitterness in her heart, Ling Xiaochen soon felt relieved, no matter what, as long as she was willing to accept herself, this was the best start, for everything else, he believed that one day she would accept herself in her heart.

That night, Ling Xiaochen hardly slept the whole night, planning his future with Xinyu in his heart, and also planning how to persuade himself and his parents to accept her.

For Shi Xinyu, this night was also a night that made her unable to sleep. She didn't know whether she was right or wrong to tell Ling Xiaochen that way. Maybe she was really doing it for her brother, for her family, for not To live up to Ling Xiaochen's infatuation, or maybe as early as the moment I saw him on the train, I had the idea of ​​compromising to his infatuation in my heart.She doesn't regret it at all, her infatuated heart can't get any love back, and she even trades her heart for sadness. It is enough to have her Shi Xinyu in this world, and she doesn't want to have another one.

(End of this chapter)