Pillow Devil: Mr. President, he is poisonous

Chapter 209

When Shi Xinyu cried, Yang Fengzhi almost instinctively took a step forward in fright, but slowly withdrew her hand out in mid-air, and she also started crying.

"Why did you give birth to me in the first place, why didn't you strangle me when you were born, why did you let me know all this, why..."

Shi Xinyu, who was hiding in bed in pain, suddenly cried loudly.

Shi Xinyu's questioning caused Yang Fengzhi to completely collapse. She was out of breath from crying all of a sudden, her body swayed, and she almost fell down. Fortunately, Ling Ruhai held her in her arms. Her heart ached and she almost fell down several times She fainted from suffocation, but apart from crying, she couldn't answer her questions at all.

Yang Fengzhi's crying made Shi Xinyu's heart hurt even more, and she lifted the quilt excitedly.Sitting up, her hand clutching the quilt was trembling, she finally looked at Yang Fengzhi, her trembling lips parted: "Go, what are you still doing here, when you said I was dead back then, why do you still want me today?" Standing here, why." She beat her hands excitedly, she didn't feel any pain even when the needle of the infusion in her hand was suddenly stabbed into her flesh, she just let the blood pour out.

Yang Fengzhi looked at her so agitated, she felt the pain as if she was stabbing her heart with a knife, and she almost instinctively stepped forward to grab Shi Xinyu's hand, not wanting to let her go. She moved wildly, and her eyes were fixed on the blood she bleed.

At the moment when her hand was grabbed, Shi Xinyu stopped her movements, but after being dazed for a moment, she became more emotional, brushed her hand away, and pulled out the needle with all her might. Turning to her and roaring: "Who am I to you, you want to control my life?"

Even though she was thrown lightly, Yang Fengzhi also fell to the ground. She supported the ground with one hand and grabbed the hem of her clothes with the other. Looking at Shi Xinyu who was crying, she cried: "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have abandoned you just to marry into a wealthy family. All of this is my fault! Don't hurt yourself for someone worthless like me. I know I'm not qualified to be your mother, but I'm 20 I have been thinking of you almost every late night for many years, it is a kind of suffering! The suffering of more than 20 years..." She cried and couldn't speak any more.

Looking coldly at Yang Fengzhi, who was kneeling on the ground, Shi Xinyu's tears rolled down one after another, and she said, "When you abandoned me in such a distant place, did you ever think about me? What kind of life will you live in the future?" As she spoke, she suddenly raised her lips and smiled: "How ridiculous is the most unbearable thing in your eyes, a woman who is a lover, just because you put me in a position where I need to sell my body Family. Should I thank you now for giving me this good skin so that I have the capital to be someone's lover?"

"Xiao Yu, don't say any more, Mom is hurting too." Ling Xiaochen couldn't stand it anymore, so he stepped forward to help his mother up.

Shi Xinyu cried and trembled, eyes closed.

Yang Fengzhi stood up slowly: "Xiao Yu, I am the one who is sorry, and it is mother who is the one who is sorry for you. I only thought of myself at the beginning. I don't ask you to forgive me anymore. I just ask you to let me do something for you." She stepped forward and took Shi Xinyu's hand, crying and begging.

Opening her eyes and looking at her, Shi Xinyu didn't break away from her hand, her heart softened at that moment, she saw the pain from her eyes, it was so profound, but let her immediately forgive her now and be with her Admit it, she really can't do it, can't do it.

"Fengzhi." When Ling Ruhai felt that it was time to leave, he stepped forward and took Yang Fengzhi from his son's arms: "She just woke up, don't make her too excited, let's go back first, and let her calm down. "This time he forcibly dragged her out of the ward, allowing her to look back at Shi Xinyu desperately.

After they left, Shi Xinyu slowly sat on the bed, bent his knees and hugged her, and cried bitterly. Ling Xiaochen looked at her even though her heart ached, but she couldn't do anything to comfort her. She just called her weakly, not knowing what to say something.

"You go out first, I want to be alone." Shi Xinyu said suddenly.

There was no other way, Ling Xiaochen Zunyan walked out, leaving space for her.

Shi Xinyu sat like that, crying for an unknown amount of time, until the phone rang N times before she stopped crying and reached for the phone.

The call was from Papa Shi. After some hesitation, she still answered the call.

Papa Shi was talking excitedly over there. He said they were waiting for a connecting flight, so he took the opportunity to call her.

Listening to her father's "beautiful eyebrows", Shi Xinyu didn't say a word for a long time, and finally when her father felt something was wrong and asked her, she said, "Dad, am I the daughter you picked me up?"

There was a sudden silence over there, and it took a long time before he answered her: "This. Who told you?"

"Don't care who told me, just tell me if I'm your own."

Father Shi was completely dumbfounded, he could hear the toughness in his daughter's words, and besides, she seemed to have cried just now, it seemed that he couldn't hide this matter.

Finally, after Father Shi confessed, he told how he heard a child crying at the entrance of the village one night and took her home to raise her. Everyone in the village knew about it, but only she didn't.I also thought about telling her, but they were afraid that if they told her, she would leave home to find her biological parents, and then they would raise her for nothing.Coupled with what happened to her son later, they didn't dare to think about telling her about her life experience, for fear that she would resent them if she found out.

Holding the phone tightly with her fingers, Shi Xinyu didn't hate them after listening to them, and chatted with her adoptive parents for a long time, comforting them so that they wouldn't let them think too much, and then hung up the phone. Don't blame them, they have their own difficulties, besides, if they can't feel at ease abroad now, she won't feel at ease, not for anything else, but also for them to raise her up, and her brother who treats her best.

After hanging up the phone, Shi Xinyu's mood calmed down a lot, and she began to think rationally about what happened all of a sudden. Although what happened was too hard for her to accept, it was a fact, and she had no choice but to accept it. Now she is the only one What she wanted to think about was, how would she face Yang Fengzhi in the future?
When she thought of this, her heart went wild for a while. If they didn't recognize each other, it was a kind of blood relationship. How could she let it go and ignore it?But how would she convince herself to make peace with her in the future and call her mother?
With so much entanglement, Shi Xinyu still doesn't know how she will go in the future, how to face her biological mother, and finally, she gives up, she wants time to smooth all these traces, no matter it is good or bad, She lets time rule.

(End of this chapter)