Quan Shao's new wife

Chapter 184 Take My Hand (4)
It has only been two days since I came here, and the city gate almost caught fire twice. Who knows what will happen in the next time.

But, didn't he scold himself because of Zi Nuo?Wasn't he angry just now?Why did it end up like this with two people on the bed?
Xu Nuo patted his feverish face vigorously, and felt that this happened unreasonably - not only when there was deep affection, it turned out that it could also happen when quarreling and getting angry.

"Come over and have something to eat." Gu Zixi put the snacks on the table and said to Xu Xu who was sitting on the sofa.

"Oh." Xu Nuo raised his eyes and looked at him - now, it seems that he is not as rigid as in the daytime.

"A man who occasionally loses control in front of the woman he loves, you should forgive him." Gu Zixi looked at him tenderly.

"I don't blame you, it's just that this happened twice, am I dangerous?" Xu Nuo didn't look up at him, but just lowered his head and said.

"Let's keep our distance at night." Gu Zixi said helplessly.

"Okay." Xu Nuo lowered her head and smiled—even though he lost control many times, she still believed in him.

After all, to them, it is not only the enthusiasm and impulse between lovers, but also the mutual promise between them.

"Because Zi Nuo's mother is not in good health, and her emotions can also affect her condition, Zi Nuo has been very careful to restrain her emotions since she was a child, and she also knows how to make people happy." Gu Zixi held Xu Nuo's hand, and the two together We sat down on the semi-circular viewing terrace at the back of the room.

Xu Nuo didn't want to bring up the day's affairs at first, but when Gu Zixi brought it up, he said softly: "I think he is so young, he knows how to use his actions to make others happy, and he knows how to adjust his behavior by observing his words and feelings." , just feel distressed."

"My father passed away when Xu Yan and I were very young, and we lived with our mother and grandma. Due to the pressure of life, my mother has always had a bad temper, so Xu Yan and I are always careful not to offend us. she."

"We always dare to ask for money when she looks calm, even if the money is to buy things for grandma; when she is in a bad mood, even for a week, neither of us dare to talk to her say."

"The night she left, she talked to me a lot and answered many of my questions. I thought she was very happy...very happy."

Xu Nuo looked up at the sky, forced back the tears, and after a while, continued: "Later, she left."

"I told Xu Yan later that we have always understood her so well and read her mood so well, but that time, we misunderstood her."

"Later, there were only our sisters and grandma left at home. Grandma was originally in poor health, but after my mother left, she gradually got better. She can carry heavy things and earn money to send us to school and treat Xu Yan's illness."

"It wasn't until she died in the coal mine that Xu Yan and I found out that her illness has never recovered and she just kept it from us."

"I later told Xu Yan: We were wrong about my mother leaving, and we were wrong about my grandma's leaving. This mistake is forever."

"So, Gu Zixi, people who look at other people's moods and expressions are very pitiful. You have such good conditions. Don't let your son look at other people's expressions at such a young age; at such a young age, he should learn to please others. "

"At such a young age, it should be an age where you can be presumptuous, self-indulgent, and ignore it."

"If I had a son, I would definitely make him happy and free..."

After saying this, Xu Nuo couldn't help crying suddenly.

Not for the mother who abandoned their sisters; nor for the grandma who died for them; just for the child who was born and never met—what right does she have to say about Gu Zixi?What qualifications does she have to say to make the child happy?
For the sake of money, she never even saw the child!

"Don't cry, don't cry, I'll reflect on myself, I won't let Zi Nuo look at people's faces anymore, don't cry anymore, eh?" Gu Zixi gently hugged her into his arms, patted her on the back and comforted her—— I thought I lost my temper with her today and felt wronged; I thought I was sad when I thought of my mother's abandonment and grandma's death.

But it never occurred to her that her almost hissing crying was actually because of the baby who was sleeping in the room.

"I'm sorry, I was too excited just now. Maybe, maybe I'm a more loving person, so I especially defend Gu Zinuo." After crying unrestrainedly, Xu Nuo only felt a lot more comfortable in his heart.

"En." Gu Zixi looked into her red eyes and asked in a low voice, "Is Xu Yan's illness cured?"

"Xu Yan was trampled over the heart by a group of horses to save me. At that time, she was 12 years old." Xu Nuo sniffed, and said lightly——Bringing up this matter again, she can already face it calmly.

"Later, we underwent a heart transplant operation, which was very successful. We have persisted for so many years without any major rejection."

"However, the recent examination showed that the kidney function has been affected, so when I came to the United States this time, I also made an appointment with a doctor to talk about the follow-up treatment plan."

When it came to Xu Yan's illness, Xu Nuo calmed down instead - after more than ten years of facing it alone, she had already become an indestructible body in this regard.

"After your grandma passed away, will you and your sisters depend on each other? Is there no one else in the family?" Gu Zixi asked softly.

"Yeah, not anymore." Xu Nuo nodded.

"Heart disease, three-point treatment, seven-point maintenance, has very high requirements on the environment and economy; besides, heart replacement surgery can't be done without hundreds of thousands, you guys?" Gu Zixi looked at her suspiciously—— He didn't expect that under her sunny and cheerful smile, there would be such a miserable childhood.

While cherishing her, the businessman's intuition told him that the past she didn't want to recall and the future she didn't dare to hope for might all have something to do with her childhood and Xu Yan's treatment.

So, what will it be?
Xu Nuo was slightly taken aback, thinking of the unspeakable past, she couldn't help feeling a little flustered - but today, she accidentally told him about her past to him other than Xu Yan.

Those, even the monsoon does not know.

Is it trust?Or is it too long for one person to bear it, too longing for someone to share it?

"Okay, let's not talk about it. Besides, you are going to cry again. Like Gu Zinuo, I like to see that smiling face and sunny promise." Gu Zixi saw that she was a little caught off guard and panicked, so she changed the topic immediately .

"Promise, let's go to the children's playground tomorrow, there are many people there, you have to help me keep an eye on Gu Zinuo, don't lose him. Of course, don't lose yourself either."

"Gu Zixi, those things, I will tell you later." Xu Nuo thanked him for not asking, stood up gently from his arms, looked at him and said seriously: "Gu Zixi, that is my only one." Secret, if one day you want to know, I will tell you."

(End of this chapter)