The heroine lives like a villain

Chapter 221 The Ferryman on the Yin-Yang Road (32)

At this moment, Shengge was undoubtedly indifferent.

She avoided Feng Xueliang who was rushing towards him, pushed him on the bed, and let him be drunk alone.

"To save Qing'er that day, I threatened you to give up your life to save her life, and then listened to other people's words and killed your family members. You don't know, this incident has become an eternal pain in my heart, and it is an eternal scar in my heart. It relapsed, and the pain was unbearable."

"Outsiders think that I am a good scholar, but no one knows the pain in my heart, including Qing'er, who I once thought I loved deeply. She is my pillow, but she is not the one who really walks into my heart. The woman in my heart, and you are, but I found out about it too late. "

"I want to pay for your life, but my mother doesn't allow it. She said that even if I want to pay for my life, I have to leave incense for the Feng family to pay for my life, but she also said that the person who leaves incense for the Feng family must not be Qing'er .”

"Because of this incident, I was in so much pain that I didn't want to live, but I didn't dare to do unfilial things, and the relationship between Qing'er and I was getting farther and farther apart. I promised her that I would not marry anyone else, let alone marry someone else. Concubine, so I can only live on, constantly struggling between the two women."

"But there are some things that I can't control after all. I control myself very much. I seldom touch Qing'er. Even if I do, it's because I'm too entangled with her. Every time I'm very careful to make sure she doesn't get pregnant. My child, but after all some accidents happened, I woke up drunk in her room, and it wasn't long before the doctor diagnosed her as pregnant."

"Whether I love her or not, the flesh and blood in her stomach is my Feng Xueliang's flesh and blood after all. I can't bear to hurt an unborn child, but I know that my mother will never let her give birth to this child, so I only have Pretending not to know anything, while comforting Qing'er, while doing things according to mother's wishes."

"Many times I feel very embarrassed. I even thought about giving my life to you, but after all, I can't let go of my mother. She raised me through hardships alone. I am the only person she can trust. If I leave, I was afraid that she would not be able to bear this blow, so I still chose to live."

"But your appearance on the eleventh broke all the balance. You let me discover the deep feelings in my heart and let me know that I should not make mistakes again and again. I thought for a long time before I was sure that you are the eleventh .”

After closing his eyes and finishing speaking, Feng Xueliang got up from the bed.

Different from the drunken haze just now, at this moment, his eyes are clearer than ever before.

He looked at Shengge for a moment, and said firmly: "You are the eleventh, the eleventh I will never let go of, right?"

Shengge looked at him with a frown.

In fact, seriously, she always thought that Feng Xueliang was an out-and-out scumbag, but if what he said belonged, then maybe he was too scumbag.

But all of this is unproven.

The two looked at each other for a full minute before Sheng Ge walked over to the table and sat down as if nothing had happened, looking at him leisurely.

"Why do you think so? Also, haven't you met your unmarried wife? She is different from me, from the inside to the outside. Don't you know that very well?"

This is exactly where he is puzzled, but doubts are doubts, he still has some confidence in this.

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(End of this chapter)