Domineering President: Women don't want to run away

Chapter 120
When the people who need her have left her, what value does she have?
When she was the hardest and most tired, it was her mother who supported her to continue living, because she was needed, and no matter how hard she was suffering, she would endure it.Now, the tight string in my heart is broken, as if everything is over.

Seeing Mu Ran's desperate look, the man felt an inexplicable anger in his heart. Didn't she follow her own heart to find happiness?Why do you look like you are going to die now!

Mu Ran was shaken by the man, and gradually, her eyes began to focus, she looked at him and murmured: "Why you?"

There was a dull pain in Li Chengming's heart, and he was a little out of breath. Why him?It turned out that the person she wanted to see was still not herself, but when she needed support, where was that person?

Li Chengming sneered and said, "Qiao Muran, do you still want to hurt me like that? That's right, the person standing in front of you now is me, that poor man who has been ruthlessly used by you all this time!"

In Li Chengming's heart, she always thought that Mu Ran never loved him, but even when they were husband and wife, the man she kept in her heart was always Yan Peicheng, that's why there was that damn video.

Maybe she had a momentary crush on him at the beginning, but such a fragile emotion could not stand the test of reality.

Mu Ran shook her head, "It's not like that."

She has never used him, all her love for him is true.

Mu Ran shook her head desperately, her eyes were empty and dull, as if she had lost the ability to think.Everything that happened recently stimulated her nerves, and she felt a little overwhelmed.

Li Chengming saw Mu Ran looking devastated and mentally disturbed, and felt that it was not the time to argue with her about the past, because it was like playing the piano against the cow, so he picked her up and walked towards his car parked not far away: "I think, You need to rest now."

Mu Ran got into the car, Li Chengming saw Mu Ran lost his mind, and felt an inexplicable anger in his heart, "Qiao Muran, haven't you always been very strong? You even wanted to die, where did Qiao Muran, who refused to bow to fate, go? "

Mu Ran turned her head to look at Li Chengming's panic-stricken look, and gradually came to her senses.

What happened to her just now, she even had the idea of ​​giving up her life, as if she was possessed by something, now she is awake and calm, but she feels stupid.

She stroked her belly and said sorry to the child in her heart: "Baby, I'm sorry, Mom almost did something stupid."

Everything was just a thought, and the despair at that moment almost led to a big mistake.

Maybe many people are not clear-headed when they commit suicide, and their behavior is not controlled by their own brains. They just need a little more time to clear up.

Mu Ran didn't know where Li Chengming was taking her, and she didn't bother to think about it.Sitting there, the tears finally burst, and the pain entangled in the heart was vented at this moment.

Li Chengming was driving the car, took a look at Mu Ran, and saw that she was sobbing, as if she would never stop, finally parked the car on the side of the road helplessly, sighed, and couldn't help but hug Mu Ran into his arms.

Li Chengming wiped away tears for Mu Ran, and said, "Why do you become as crying as you were a few years ago?"

At the beginning, Mu Ran liked to cry because she knew that someone cared about her tears, so crying became a kind of sustenance and venting. Later, after all the misfortunes, she took back the tears because she knew that no one would sympathize with her.

Now, her mother's death has made her truly a helpless person in this world. The emotions she had suppressed for her mother for many years finally got vent after she left.

In fact, for so many years, she has been longing for her mother's love, and she never gave up on her mother's treatment, hoping that she would wake up one day and confess to herself, saying that she has always loved her daughter.

However, in the end, she didn't wait for her mother's confession, and her mother just let go and left without giving her an explanation.

In the past few years, Mu Ran has lived a strong life because of her mother, but now, her spirit has collapsed.

So when Li Chengming hugged her into his arms, she didn't push him away, please allow a woman to be helpless when she is weak, what she needs is just a support.

Seeing Mu Ran like this, Li Chengming's cold heart softened, "I know everything about your mother, and leave all funeral affairs to me!"

Mu Ran looked at Li Chengming in surprise, she never mentioned to him about his mother, how did he know about it.

"You should know that if it's something I want to know, I will always find a way."

Mu Ran's emotions gradually calmed down, she left Yan Peicheng's arms and said, "Thank you for your kindness, I can handle it myself."

A flash of disappointment appeared on Li Chengming's face, but there was some unwillingness in his eyes, "You are thinking about that man, where is he at this moment? You treat him wholeheartedly, but how much sincerity can he give to you? Such a man who can't even give you the most basic companionship, I think you are really possessed."

Mu Ran frowned, and looked at Li Chengming with complicated eyes, feeling inexplicable pain in her heart.Didn't he always know how much he loved him in his heart for this man she once died for?

But now, her heart is confused, and she has some emotions that she can't understand at all, so she can only leave everything to time.As the stars move, time will give the answer.

"Don't look at me with that look, or I'll think you love me." Li Chengming avoided Mu Ran's gaze, started the engine, and drove the car out.

Mu Ran smiled awkwardly and looked away.

Li Chengming sent Mu Ran to a hotel, booked a suite for her, and said to her: "If you are too uncomfortable to be alone, you can ask a friend to come and accompany you. It is better to have someone to accompany you."

Li Chengming sat alone on the sofa in the living room, and didn't get up to leave until it got dark.

Before leaving, he looked at Mu Ran's sleeping profile at the door, and turned to leave after a long time.

At night, Mu Ran saw her mother waking up in her dream. She said a lot to herself. She squatted on the ground and cried heartbreakingly, but she still didn't have the courage to go up and hug her mother.

Mother woke up, but she turned around and left. She said that she would continue to look for her own happiness, and she didn't want to carry the burden of Mu Ran...

When her mother disappeared from sight in an instant, Mu Ran woke up with a start, and found that the room was pitch black. She felt extremely strange to the whole space, and felt inexplicable fear in her heart.

She frantically pressed the switch beside the bed, and the room was finally bright. After she got up and walked around the room, she gradually woke up and returned to reality.However, the reality is no better than the dream, but the sadness in my heart is deeper.

Mu Ran curled up on the sofa in the living room, after a long period of stupor, took out her mobile phone from the bag beside her, and called Xiaoxin.

"Xiaoxin." When Mu Ran called out this name, her nose felt sore, because Xiaoxin knew best about all her pains, and he always accompanied her along the way, giving her support and encouragement.

"My mother passed away last night." Mu Ran choked up and said this with difficulty.

After a long silence on the other end of the phone, he said: "Mu Ran, don't be too sad, this day will come sooner or later."

"But for so many years, she hasn't said a word to me. I have been waiting for so many years, but I still haven't been able to wait for a word from her."

"Where are you now?" Xiaoxin asked worriedly.

"I was in the hotel."

"I'll go find you now!"

"No, it's late, I just want to talk to you on the phone for a while."

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In the past, Xiaoxin ran back and forth for Mu Ran to accommodate her mother. Now that her mother has left, it is necessary to tell him. This is her respect for this friend.But in the process of talking about my mother with Xiaoxin, it is inevitable that some past events will be brought back, and my heart will become heavier.

Not long after Muran and Xiaoxin finished talking, Xinzi called and asked her room number of the hotel where she was staying, and she rushed over quickly.It should be Xiaoxin who asked Xin Zi to come, but he was thoughtful, thinking that it is always good to have someone to accompany him at such a time.

That night, Xin Zi and Mu Ran slept together on the same bed. Xin Zi hugged Mu Ran and said, "Mu Ran, you didn't tell me what happened. This is very wrong. We are good friends, right?" No? You don’t tell me, do you want to carry it alone?”

Although Xin Zi's tone was full of blame, Mu Ran felt very warm when she heard it.It happened so suddenly that she lost her mind and didn't think much about it.

But at this time, it is a relief to have friends who love her so much. At least she still has friends, and she is not alone in bearing everything.

The next morning, early on, there was a knock on the door. Xin Zi went to open the door, and two men came in, one was Li Chengming and the other was Xiaoxin.

Xiaoxin spoke first, and said to Mu Ran who was sitting there blankly: "Mu Ran, you are dead, you should deal with it as soon as possible!"

Xin Zi frowned, and then persuaded: "Yes, Mu Ran, just let go of your obsessions and let your mother rest in peace!"

Mu Ran stared at a certain place on the wall, always silent.

The room suddenly fell into an embarrassing silence, and the three of them looked at Mu Ran, not knowing how to persuade him.

Suddenly, Li Chengming pulled Mu Ran up, pulled her out, and said, "Go, go to the cremation ground now, do you want to keep running away like this?"

Mu Ran staggered and followed Li Chengming for a few steps, then shook off Li Chengming's hand and said, "I can walk by myself!"

After leaving the hotel, the four of them got into Li Chengming's car and rushed to the cremation site.

Yesterday, Mu Ran was not mentally prepared, maybe because she was used to her mother sleeping in bed for a long time.Although the mother didn't wake up, she still had a breath of life. Even so, she still felt relieved that her relatives were still alive.

(End of this chapter)