Domineering President: Women don't want to run away

Chapter 153 Is It Worth It

Mu Ran was playing crazy during this period, but it seemed that she was alone, and Yan Peicheng remained indifferent.

Yan Peicheng was unrestrained and at ease during this time, and he was all focused on having fun, but Mu Ran didn't give him pleasure, she followed him wherever he went, but he and Nicole never appeared together.

On the day of Yan Peicheng's birthday, Mu Ran found out from Allen that Yan Peicheng was going to hold a party on the cruise ship, so she took Xiao Min to attend.

On such a special day, with such a special relationship between her and him, it is a joke that she can only participate in this way.

As the birthday star, Yan Peicheng was surrounded by everyone, talking and laughing, while Mu Ran was always watching coldly from the sidelines.She wanted to know what kind of tricks he would play. She always felt that he had something to hide from her, otherwise he wouldn't treat her with such an inexplicable attitude.

So, she endured, endured his neglect; she waited, waiting for his explanation.

Xiao Wen expressed great sympathy for Mu Ran, and said to her helplessly: "Many men will mess around outside. As women, they often deceive themselves and others, but they are all out of sight. You are good. You play with your husband every day. You What a nice woman!"

Mu Ran frowned, and said, "He plays his game, I play mine, and I don't suffer. Didn't you see that there are many men around me?"

"But I think you are unhappy, why are you bothering?" Xiao Wen sighed and said, "Like my husband, I don't know where he is fooling around now, I can't control him, so I don't bother to care, he remembers to go home Just do it."

Mu Ran smiled lightly and said: "However he wants to play, just play under my nose! Let's play together, I will stay at home alone and think wildly, if I don't get sick, I will definitely go crazy. Come out and play more There is nothing wrong with that. A few years ago, I had a marriage. At that time, my ex-husband and I spent less time together. He was often busy with work outside, and I was alone at home. Later, we divorced. Depressed, I have depression."

Xiao Wen looked at Mu Ran in surprise, and said, "I didn't expect your love life to be so rough, do you love your ex-husband?"

Mu Ran closed her eyes and said: "Love, but we are still separated, probably it is destined that I cannot have happiness!"

"Then do you love Mr. Yan?"

"I love him very much, but I can't catch him. I will love someone very hard and hard every time, but life always likes to give us problems. Sometimes it is not just love that can get happiness. Everything I can't do whatever I want, and I always fall in love with people I shouldn't love."

"If you love so hard, why don't you give up?"

Mu Ran said helplessly: "My father told me that only by working hard for what I like, will I have no regrets in the future. I think I can work harder, maybe he will change for me, I can't Give up on him so easily and give up on your own feelings."

In her marriage, Xiao Min has always swallowed her anger, but she never thought of ending it. She has reasons for her persistence, and Mu Ran also has reasons why she can't give up easily.

"The lives of these upper class people are often more complicated than we imagined. They once fell into it because of yearning. If they don't have a strong heart, how can they play their games?" Xiao Wen sighed for a long time. Said, "To enjoy the blessings that ordinary people can't enjoy, you have to suffer the burden that ordinary people can't bear. This is the rule of the game in this circle. I have long been worn out and have no temper, but what about you? One day, you will feel tired." ! When the time comes, I hope you can make the right choice."

Mu Ran gave a wry smile. At the beginning, she didn't understand Xiao Min's suffering, but now, the two feel a little bit of sympathy for each other.

Mu Ran and Xiao Wen were engrossed in chatting, and their eyes returned to the crowd again, but Yan Peicheng was nowhere to be seen.

"Miss Qiao, can we have a glass of wine together?"

"I'm not very good at drinking, thank you." Mu Ran rejected the man who came up to strike up a conversation. His eyes scanned every corner of the cabin, but he still didn't find Yan Peicheng.

"Ailun, where's Yan Peicheng?" Mu Ran pulled Ailun and asked.

"Who knows! Maybe it's to watch the moon?" Allen said with a shrug.

Mu Ran rolled her eyes, walked out of the yacht cabin, and came to the roof of the cabin, and found that there were a few soft seats there, which was indeed a good place to enjoy the moon.

But Mu Ran couldn't take care of admiring the beautiful night on the sea, because a man and a woman were lying on a soft seat, the man was lying there lazily, while the woman was leaning over to kiss the man.

Mu Ran approached the two of them indifferently, grabbed the woman's hair, and said coldly, "Get lost."

The woman stared at Mu Ran and said, "Why?"

"Because I am his wife!"

The woman looked in disbelief, turned her head to look at Yan Peicheng, saw him half lying there leisurely, and acquiesced.

"So what? The woman Elmer needs now is me!" The woman regained her composure and challenged Mu Ran.

Mu Ran looked at Yan Peicheng, and said coldly: "Really? If you dare to touch this woman, I will jump from here!"

"You...you are threatening!" The woman was impatient, seeing that she was about to have a romance with the man she had admired for a long time, but was destroyed by the woman who suddenly appeared.

"I'm just threatening. If he is not threatened by me, he can completely ignore my life and death. A human life is nothing to him!"

"Elmer, she..."

"Go down first!" Yan Peicheng's deep voice sounded, but it was an order.

The woman left angrily, Mu Ran sneered and said, "You really are not picky!"

Yan Peicheng squinted his eyes slightly, and said, "Don't you think the scenery here is beautiful? And you ruined my spring night, what will you use to compensate me?"

"Let's talk!" Mu Ran said.

"We'll talk about it after you make it up to me!" Yan Peicheng pulled Mu Ran into his arms, turned over and pressed her down, and kissed her lips.

He eagerly unzipped her gown and ripped it apart, leaving marks on her body.

"Do you need women that much?" Mu Ran said with a sad face, "I am your wife, if you want it, I will give it to you, why do you have to provoke women outside?"

Mu Ran's words made Yan Peicheng pause. Her words were full of bitterness and helplessness. She is such a proud woman, but she can compromise to such an extent. Is her love for him true?

His heart twitched, and he kissed her delicately, intoxicated together.

When everything was over, he got up and left, leaving behind an indifferent back, without giving her a chance to "chat", a chill rose in her heart, was he going to drive her crazy?
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What finally made Mu Ran despair was an outdoor activity, Yan Peicheng was still accompanied by a woman, and Mu Ran was accompanied by Xiao Min.

Xiao Wen witnessed Mu Ran's stupidity during this time, and felt sympathetic and distressed to her.

In this event, many people challenged skydiving. Yan Peicheng is a very experienced skydiving person. He took the woman beside him to skydive together. As his wife, she could only look envious.

After Xiao Wen challenged once, she said to Mu Ran: "You can try it too, it's very exciting."

It's not that Mu Ran doesn't want to try, she is a person who likes challenges, but she has another expectation in her heart.

Being led by the skydiving instructor to jump off the helicopter, Mu Ran's mind went blank during that period of free fall.The wind whistled past my ears, and the ground gradually enlarged in front of my eyes, but the parachute hadn't been opened for a long time.

For a moment, Mu Ran had a feeling that death was at home. If an accident happened this time, he would be relieved, and he would no longer have to suffer psychologically. As for him, would he feel sad?

But the accident didn't happen, and the parachute slowly fell, but Mu Ran was in a daze, because she didn't control the inertia well, and her foot was twisted.

Allen came over angrily, twisted the collar of the jump coach, and cursed.

The coach turned pale, pointed at Mu Ran and said, "It wasn't my mistake, it was she who held my hand and prevented me from opening the parachute."

Xiao Wen looked at Mu Ran in surprise, and said, "Mu Ran, what's wrong with you, why are you doing this? Are you crazy?"

Mu Ran glanced at Yan Peicheng from a distance, and found that he was still indifferent, feeling extremely disappointed.

"Xiao Wen, let's go!" Mu Ran took Xiao Wen and limped away.

She doesn't want to be stupid anymore. In front of people who don't know how to cherish you, all efforts are useless and not worth it.

When she was high in the air, she was really crazy, her hands were not controlled by her brain, and she wanted that feeling of free fall for longer, longer.But later, she took back her reason, not only because she didn't want an innocent person to die with her, but also because she seemed to understand something.

She finally knew that all the pain was due to her own cares and inability to let go.

Buddha said: Everything depends on fate.

When the ending is already irreversible, why should she be persistent?
Is it worth it for her to be stupid for him?
Once, she learned to love herself because she knew others would never be true to herself.Later, she fell in love with Yan Peicheng, she lost herself again, and decided to devote herself to love wholeheartedly, but the facts told her that she was once again stupid because of a man.

Xiao Wen felt that something was wrong with Mu Ran's mood, so she asked, "Why did you walk so simply all of a sudden, do you understand?"

"I understand."

"What do you want to understand?"

"There is a saying in the Book of Songs: I have nothing to do with people, I shouldn't be too indulging in my so-called love, I want to come out, I want to love myself, men are unreliable."

Xiao Wen paused, seeing Mu Ran limping but walking freely, she couldn't help but sigh: Do you really want to leave?Can I really let go of this relationship?

In fact, letting go of a relationship is not difficult, it just takes time.

Xiao Wen smiled and said: "I am very envious of your handsome back at the moment, but I hope what you said is true, and I hope you can get out of the cage in your heart."

"Yes, but I need time. My cool turn around at this moment is the best start."

Yan Peicheng, give me time to cool down this relationship.

(End of this chapter)