Domineering President: Women don't want to run away

Chapter 38 Don't Leave Me

She slept drowsily on the sofa until the afternoon, and was awakened by the sound of the door opening. When she opened her eyes, she saw that it was him who had returned with some food in her hand.

He has lived an independent life abroad, so cooking is not a problem, but it is rare for him to enjoy cooking by himself.

Her gaze has been following the figures in the kitchen, his busyness is for her, his worries are for her, but his wholeheartedness is no longer reserved for her.

He said he still loves her and can give her everything except marriage. The word "love" carries a lot of weight, but compared to the destination of home, it is nothing more than a single promise, because it can be said without distraction, responsibility, or even deliberation. The product of excessive hormone secretion in a moment, no one knows whether it will still be there in the next moment.

After experiencing so many things, she no longer dared to imagine those illusory things.In the end, I couldn't catch it, and I was injured all over.

Today, he prepared three dishes and one soup. Considering that she was sick, they were relatively light.She put her head down and finished eating unceremoniously, wiped her mouth, and said: "I didn't expect that your craftsmanship is not bad, but I had no luck in the past, and I will not be able to bear it in the future. From today on, you should stop looking for me. If you want If you want an answer from me, then I can answer you now, I will not be the third party in your marriage."

She doesn't want him to treat her so well, it will affect her to make a wise decision.

Between her and him, there are too many impossible factors at this point. It can be said that the world does not want them to be together, not to mention that his feelings for her are no longer what they used to be, and she doesn't want to deceive herself.

His eyes suddenly became cold, his hands were clenched into fists, and he said darkly: "You heartless woman, have you ever really loved me? easy?"

Mu Ran only felt a headache, got up and walked towards the bedroom.Every time she quarreled with him, she felt a headache and she was so tired.

Just as Mu Ran lay down, the door was kicked open and hit the wall with a "bang". Before she could react, she was pulled up. His face approached with angry eyes, "Qiao Muran, why are you ? Why do you have no scruples to stab my heart, just because I care about you in my heart? You have no heart, you have no heart at all!"

Mu Ran sneered, "I don't have the heart, I don't even have the integrity, what should I do with my heart? I just want to live heartlessly, I just want to live, why did you come to disrupt my world!"

He held her hand tightly and shouted: "Can't you have your heart for me once? Can't you cherish a relationship? I know you don't like to be bound, but why are you looking for another man? For the first time, I only thought you were young and ignorant, and I felt sorry for you, but why is there a second time? Can I not satisfy you that much? "

Mu Ran's mind was a little messed up, and she tried her best to organize her thoughts.Looking for another man?Does he think she has too many men?Is this what she wants?In his eyes, she had long been an indecent woman, how could there be any possibility between them?She was very glad that she still had a sliver of reason, instead of being confused by the emotions in her heart.

For the first time, he was always brooding about her first time, and he always had a grudge, saying that men have virginal feelings, which is not wrong at all, but she thought he really didn't care at first.

She looked at him, tears fell down, "You don't love me, you have disliked me since then, so after getting married, you left me alone at home to be tortured by your mother, you are always busy with work, That's all an excuse, right? I was so stupid, I was looking forward to your return every day, but you ended up having fun abroad with other women! When you were moistening outside, did you ever think that I wouldn't even be able to eat at home!"

She doesn't want to bring up the past with him, but at this moment, she has become extremely fragile, maybe because of illness, maybe because his words touched the most fragile nerves in her heart, she couldn't help venting the grievance in her heart-come out .

His eyes were sad, he held her face and covered her lips, bit her hard and then hugged her tightly, "I hate that I can't forget you, don't leave me, don't leave me OK?"

When they divorced back then, they were too impulsive, and he had too much self-esteem. She said divorce, but he said yes.The impulsive two ended their marriage hastily.

There will always be some impulsive things in life. When feelings and emotions are out of control, you will lose your mind. However, some things make people regret for life, and some impulsive actions can change a person's fate.

That year, she ran out of his apartment, but his words stabbed her deeply, and her body was bruised.An impulsive girl, in a special place, stimulated by certain factors, is prone to do some regrettable things.

He thinks she is small, thinks she is a child, she was just born a few years later than him, but she can become a mature woman, can't she?
She told herself to learn to be independent, she wanted to change, she went to the bar to sing, earn her own living expenses, and no longer ask her parents for money.

In the bar, she has seen all kinds of women, they are mature and charming, men seem to have no immunity after seeing them, but she can't learn their charm, she is very annoyed, she doesn't know how a mature man, after all What kind of woman do you need.Later she knew that it was very difficult for them to refuse someone who could please them in bed.

At that time, she was a rebellious girl, walking an extremely extreme path.

However, what Mu Ran didn't know was that a few months after she left, Li Chengming's world suddenly became quiet. Gradually, he felt that he began to miss the girl who always revolved around him, but he couldn't bear to hurt her. She, so he refrained from going to her.

However, in the dead of night, when a person sits in the dark and smokes one cigarette after another, it becomes painful to miss someone.I don't know when, she has subtly walked into his heart, occupying the corner that didn't belong to her.

When he thought of her various cute actions, the corner of his mouth raised a relaxed smile that even he himself hadn't noticed.That's right, only she can bring him the joy and ease of life. For so many years, he has been living exhaustedly, nervous, trying hard every day to be the grandson that grandpa expected in his heart, but neglecting how to treat himself kindly. Live happily.

Maybe from the beginning, he was wrong, he ignored his own feelings.

And she always seems so happy, she has been infecting him with her happiness, leading him to face life happily together.

However, it has been three months, and she just disappeared from my sight, what would she be doing, is she such an active girl, has she already started chasing the next relationship?
It turns out that the unforgettable love in her mouth is nothing more than that, she can leave as soon as she says, forget as soon as she says, after all, she is still young, and being infatuated with someone is not as deep as she imagined.

It was already three o'clock in the morning, and he had been smoking in the living room since he came back from the entertainment. The past was like a tide, and he couldn't help himself to think about her.

The night was silent, when suddenly there was a knock on the door, he eagerly went to open the door, he hoped it was her.

In the past, when she went crazy playing outside, she said it was too late to go back to school, and hoped to spend the night on his sofa, but in the end she unceremoniously occupied his big bed.

Opening the door, it turned out to be her, but she looked very embarrassed. The moment she saw him, her tears had burst into tears.He is still not used to her tears, since he knew her, he only saw her cry when he said something cruel to her last time.

Seeing her desperate tears, he panicked, and eagerly hugged her into his arms, "What happened? Don't be afraid, I'm here."

"I think I did something wrong, what should I do? I'm so sorry!" She choked up.

He carried her into the room, put her on the sofa, and wiped her tears with his hands, "Tell me, what happened?" He panicked even more.

She closed her eyes, and after some struggle, she unbuttoned her clothes and exposed her upper body in front of him.

He stared at her blankly, his eyes filled with unbelievable panic. Her body was covered with dark red marks, which drove him crazy, "Tell me, who did it? I will make him disappear from this world completely!"

She said sadly: "I am a woman now, I am no longer a little girl in your eyes, I will become more mature."

"You silly girl!" He was furious, "Why do you hurt yourself like this, are you trying to punish me in this way?"

"Tell me, who is he? Who is he?" He held her shoulder tightly and kept asking.

She smiled sadly and said, "I do it voluntarily."

"I can find this person even if you don't tell me, I won't let him go."

His fierce reaction surprised her a little. It could be seen that she still had a certain place in his heart, but she knew that it was not the love between a man and a woman.

"I was wrong, I knew I was too impulsive, I regretted it, but it was too late, I was wrong..."

He hugged her desperately in his arms tightly, he loved her dearly, he didn't want her to be hurt in any way, he made a big mistake in the past, it was his mistake.

Later, he went to find someone to investigate Mu Ran's whereabouts during that time, and then found the suspicious man who took away her innocence, but that man seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, and no trace of this man could be found anymore.

She knew that she was really wrong, she was just too desperate, hopeless that the man she loved didn't love her.She just broke the pot and smashed it, willing to degenerate!

However, since then, he has treated her better. He will take the initiative to pick her up at school, have dinner together, and even take her out for a trip. The hard-won happiness made them forget all the unhappiness before.

(End of this chapter)