Luan and Phoenix Tribulation: A Concubine Becomes a Phoenix

Chapter 162
Feng Shijin immediately started to vomit again, drooling continuously, staining all of Jun Qianji's fingers, leaning on the tree with his head on one side, he began to retch again.At first, nothing but saliva came out.Jun Qianji was persistent, and she would not stop until she spit out all the medicine she had taken, so she continued to press her throat, forcing her to spit it out.

Feng Shijin vomited so hard that he finally vomited out all the medicine he had taken.And she was already exhausted, and when her body went limp, Jun Qianji quickly picked her up and sent her into the room.

A lamp was lit in the dark room, and finally there was a glimmer of light overflowing.

Jun Qianji fetched water to rinse her mouth, and took advantage of her slow rest to bring a bowl of porridge in the blink of an eye.The porridge was cooked during the day and was kept ready, waiting for Feng Shijin to bring it when he wanted to eat it.

Feng Shijin looked at the porridge in the bowl, but didn't move for the first time.

Jun Qianji said: "This is more effective than medicine. Your headache may be caused by hunger and exhaustion. Just take a nap after drinking it, and open your mouth."

Feng Shijin sucked in the porridge, and the warm and moist feeling slid down her throat. The aroma of rice grains filled her taste buds. She hadn't eaten seriously for a few days, and she suddenly felt that it was good to be alive and able to eat and drink.

In the end, Feng Shijin drank a bowl of porridge without leaving a single drop.

Jun Qianji said: "You can probably sleep well as soon as you close your eyes now." He waited for a while, but instead of seeing Feng Shijin close his eyes, he opened his red and swollen eyes wide: "Do you feel that the lamp is It's too bright, if you don't like to sleep with the light on, I will turn off the light for you as a teacher." As he spoke, he held an empty bowl and helped Feng Shijin blow out the light when he was about to go out.

Just turning around, Feng Shijin tugged at the corner of his clothes lightly.Jun Qianji looked back indifferently.

Feng Shijin's eyelids trembled, and he opened his mouth for a long time before he said in a low voice: "Master, can you stay here with me for a night... I promise, when the sun rises tomorrow, I will come back to life."

When she was young, Jun Qianji would patiently coax her to sleep in her room when she couldn't sleep.Later, when she grew up, Jun Qianji always taught her that men and women are different, that she should not be as careless as before, even a master and apprentice should pay attention, Jun Qianji never slept with her again.

She thought that Jun Qianji would not agree.After a while, Jun Qianji placed the bowl on the table, waved away the candlelight with a flick of his sleeve, leaned against her bedside, and said softly, "Sleep, my teacher is here."

Feng Shijin felt extremely at ease.She rubbed her body, rubbed into Jun Qianji's arms, and put her arms around his waist.

"Master?"

"Ah."

Feng Shijin leaned on Jun Qianji's chest and said, "Before dawn, what I want to say to Su Guyan, can I tell you, Master?"

Jun Qianji may have realized long ago that the intimacy between him and Feng Shijin has surpassed the friendship between master and apprentice, but so what, he has already unconsciously spoiled her beyond the status of master.He said, "Yes."

"Everyone says that Feng Shining and I look exactly the same, master, do you think we are the same? If you were asked to identify who is who, would you recognize me?"

Jun Qianji patted Feng Shijin's head, and ran his fingers along her hair, saying: "A teacher will not accept someone like her as an apprentice, the world's eyes are so biased, what they say The place to stay is just the appearance of a person, except for this one, there is nothing similar."

"Since that's the case, then why did Su Guyan misunderstand me and Feng Shining?"

"Because he was puzzled and curious at the same time."

Feng Shijin smiled silently, and said: "It sounds reasonable. I remember that Su Guyan once said that there are no two identical people in this world. Once I took Feng Shining to Seeing him, Feng Shining and I walked around under the tree together, and he was dazzled at that time.

In fact, if we don't say a word, don't make a superfluous expression, he will definitely not be able to recognize it. Because Feng Shining is timid, Chu Chu behaved very shyly. From then on, in his mind, Feng Shining is That shy and gentle girl, so that when she learned my way to get along with Su Guyan, we didn't think too much about it. "

"Master, I suddenly felt a lot of clarity in my heart. It seems that the big stone that has been stuck in my heart for the past three years can finally be slowly dropped. I am sad that what I have lost will not come back again. Maybe it is just a childhood. Goodness will eventually pass away as I grow older, but I can choose to go forward bravely or fall into it.

Besides Su Guyan, I still have my master by my side. Apart from liking him, I still have a lot of things to do.The past is a scar, and there is a sharp thorn wrapped in the scar, and that sharp thorn is the truth dripping with blood. If I want to reopen the truth of the past in the eyes of everyone, I need a sharp knife. It is my courage and determination.Otherwise, why would I come back knowing that I would suffer so much? "

"Fortunately, Master was with me, so I didn't feel so desperate. I didn't kill Feng Shiheng, but they wanted me to watch my mother die before my eyes. I left once like a bereaved dog, never I will leave for the second time like a bereaved dog. In this world, I only have Master as my relative. I am in the jungle of thorns, and I am not allowed to be distracted and slack for a moment. If I continue to dwell on the past like before, I will not only disappoint Without Master's nurturing, it will also make my mother die with regret."

"Your mother," Jun Qianji said softly, "Maybe she doesn't want you to live in such a burden, maybe she just wants you to be safe."

After a long time, Feng Shijin hugged Jun Qianji tightly, and replied quietly: "When I was in the Hou's mansion, I was not as good as a dog, but all I wanted was the safety of my mother and elder sister. Perhaps They were all safe in the end, but I couldn't be safe for the rest of my life."

Obviously very sleepy and tired, but Feng Shijin couldn't close his eyes and fall asleep.She didn't think about Su Guyan anymore. There was nothing to miss about such a man. If she really wanted to, she would probably only think of the warmth he brought her when she was in despair when she was a child.

There was a long silence between master and apprentice.Jun Qianji almost thought that Feng Shijin was about to fall asleep.He just started to move, but he didn't want Feng Shijin to say: "Master, it's hard for you to sit like this, why don't you lie down with me."

"Bullshit."

"Master, why should you be so old-fashioned, always talking about the rituals of men and women, this ritual is easy in people's hearts. Some people are full of benevolence and righteousness, but their hearts are filthy, while some people are full of dirty words, but their hearts are kind and pure." Feng Shijinxi He laughed and said, "It's too tiring for someone like Master who talks about benevolence and righteousness and is pure in heart."

(End of this chapter)