Chapter 306
Feng Shijin said: "Can't I fall in love with him?"

Su Guyan raised his head and looked straight at her: "Why him?"

Feng Shijin shrugged and said meaninglessly: "This question is like when I wondered why Feng Shining was the only one besides me. It doesn't really make any sense. Since you have decided to live with Feng Shining, take good care of her. "

"Do you still forgive her?"

Feng Shijin said: "No, I will never forgive for the rest of my life, it's just that I don't hate as much as I imagined, because even without you, my life is very good now, better than before."

Su Guyan's face was faintly lonely.

"If you really think about her, don't put her out of your sight like you did in the palace today. If you can't do it, don't take her to any occasion."

Feng Shijin said seriously: "She is pregnant with your child now, and her body cannot withstand any accidents. If you care about her, don't bring her into the palace to meet your father, queen, mother and concubine casually in the future."

She didn't see Su Guyan's answer until she walked down the steps, she couldn't help but stop, turned to look at him, the dim light fell on his face even more dim, and she was dressed in white like dust: "Maybe in the future, we will be separated from each other. I only have one request for you, if you have the ability to answer me, can you take good care of her?"

Feng Shining was not reconciled, she was afraid, after all, she did not believe in Feng Shijin.He thought that Feng Shijin asked Su Guyan to send her out because he was definitely trying to reveal the truth of the matter.

So Feng Shijin and Su Guyan had just left on their front feet, no matter how weak Feng Shining was, he would struggle to get up and go out on his heels.At that time, she was hiding in the corner behind the door, and when she heard Feng Shijin's words, she opened her eyes wide in disbelief, with tears in her eyes, staggered, leaning on the wall with her pale and haggard hands, weakly gasping.

She covered her chest with her hands, as if she was in extreme pain, then she squatted down slowly, hugging her knees with her hands, biting her fingers with her mouth open, as if she was trying to suppress herself from crying.

Feng Shijin, Feng Shijin, you hated me for so many years in vain, but in the end you still softened your heart, didn't you?Why not continue to hate?As you said, in my whole life, I cannot be forgiven...

In the end, Feng Shining vaguely heard Su Guyan's answer, which was firmer than expected, but with infinite sadness: "From the moment I knew the truth, I knew we couldn't go back. Since I can’t go back, the road under my feet still has to go, you don’t have to worry, it’s my responsibility to take care of her.”

Feng Shijin continued to smile calmly and said: "That's good."

When she turned around and went back to continue walking, Su Guyan said again: "You don't want to be with him."

Feng Shijin didn't look back this time, he just paused: "With whom?"

Su Guyan said: "Believe me, he is your master, no one wants to see such a thing happen except you yourself."

Feng Shijin's laughter remained the same, and said: "Su Guyan, you are jealous. I am jealous that I found a man who is thousands of times better than you." She made a joke casually, not for Su Guyan, but for Su Guyan. It's for yourself.She comforted herself that Su Guyan was just jealous, and she comforted herself that what Su Guyan said was not true.

But isn't this fact already clear?Even so, even if it is impossible to recover, she can't control so much, she just needs a little more courage to take a small step forward.

She also started gradually, with such great hope for tomorrow.Isn't this very good, so that you can truly experience the feeling of being alive; when two hearts collide with the distance of an inch across the chest, you can truly experience the melody of the heartbeat, what a beautiful thing that is .

So she walked straight forward, with her back to Su Guyan, and when she was alone in her heart, the smile on the corner of her mouth was a little gentle.

Su Guyan felt like a stick in his throat, watching her back gradually walk away, and finally he didn't have the energy to say a word.He turned around dejectedly, with that helpless smile in the corner of his mouth.She was really right, he was just jealous.

Jealousy is burning like a fire, and jealousy is helpless.

This fate, from the moment of staggering, is doomed to be irreversible, and they can only gradually drift away from each other.

Su Guyan stood at the door for a long time, his drooping hands were slightly closed and clenched into fists, and he turned and walked into the door.It's just that when Kankan stepped in, his eyes turned to the corner, and his body stopped again.

Feng Shining squatted in that corner, shrugging his shoulders and wearing thin clothes.Tears wet her knees, she hugged her arms, feeling a shadow shrouded in front of her eyes, she slowly raised her head, feeling very hesitant.

Su Guyan stood in front of her and said, "What are you doing here?"

Feng Shining said: "From the very beginning, the moment you knew the truth, have you ever thought about leaving me?"

Su Guyan said lightly: "I will not leave you."

"Gu Yan..." Feng Shining couldn't hold back anymore, and rushed over to hug Su Guyan's leg, crying heartbrokenly: "Gu Yan, I was wrong... I really know I was wrong... Please forgive me, please?" , I will change everything in the future, I will never treat Shi Jin like that again, trust me please, trust me please..."

Su Guyan bent over to help her up, and said, "Get up, it's cold, and you wear so little, what should you do if you catch a cold?"

"I don't get up, I'm guilty, I can't afford..."

"Just now you heard what she said. Besides me taking good care of you, you should also take good care of yourself."

In the end, Su Guyan picked up Feng Shining as before, and walked into the backyard.Feng Shining put his arms around his neck, crying along the way.Even though Su Guyan treated her with caring and tenderness as before, she still knew that it was not the past after all.

After Feng Shijin returned to the National Teacher's Mansion, she felt extremely tired. She went back to her yard, lay back on her bed, and jumped up and down restlessly beside her bed three times. Warm in the bed, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Three laps was also docile, without messing around, curled up beside Feng Shijin, acting like a natural warm baby.

Before you know it, it's dusk.The weather was neither cloudy nor sunny all day, and when it was getting dark, the sky was glowing with a faint yellow glow, which slightly illuminated the white gauze on the window edge.

The door was pushed open with a creak, and someone walked in lightly.Although the movement was very small, it still woke Feng Shijin up.She opened her sleepy eyes and saw a tall figure coming in from the door. She was dizzy and still not quite awake, so she closed her eyes again, but she knew who was coming, and a sleeping heart seemed to follow him. Slowly awakened by the arrival of her, and then throbbing.

Jun Qianji sat down beside her bed, looked at her quietly for a while, then stretched out his hand, brushed her cheek lightly, and brushed away a few strands of hair on her cheek.

Those fingers were as warm and moist as jade, and with the movement of raising them, the sleeve robe exuded a unique faint fragrance of locust tree, which reminded Feng Shijin of the scene of the plum blossom forest after noon.

Her heart beat faster, and she opened her eyes with some courage, and looked at him.

(End of this chapter)

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