Luan and Phoenix Tribulation: A Concubine Becomes a Phoenix

Chapter 366 Can't Give Up
Sighing, she wanted to laugh, but the corners of her mouth curled into vague arcs, which seemed to be extremely strenuous, but before the smile could widen at the corners of her mouth, the arcs shrunk down, and tears fell on the dessert she had prepared in the dish.

Feng Shining hurriedly raised his hand to stroke it away, but there was no trace, and said: "I thought that after you left, you would never come back, and I would never have to see you again, but I didn't expect you to come back in the end. It's just that, with your appearance, I might as well not see you."

Speaking of Feng Shining, she smiled wryly again, her tears were like beads falling off a string, she never thought that she would be so sad, she had never been so sad when she did those outrageous things before, at that time she probably knew that Feng Shijin would resist, knew that It wasn't that easy for me to kill her, so I felt less guilty with peace of mind.But now, Feng Shijin was simply waiting for death.

That's scary and sad.

"You must be thinking in your heart again, why should I cry like a cat and a mouse in front of you and pretend to be merciful? In fact, I didn't come here to be hypocritical, I came upright to see your jokes. Look at you now, you are not a ghost No ghost, you have made so much effort and paid so much bitterness, but you ended up like this in the end."

After a long time, Feng Shijin's voice floated in the air, and said lightly: "If you want to laugh, just laugh once, otherwise, you won't have a chance in the future."

Feng Shining was full of tears, and said: "Yeah, I want to laugh loudly, laugh heartily, laugh at you for being stupid, laugh at you for being stupid. The elder sister you sacrificed to protect since childhood betrayed you, and the person you worked so hard to like was snatched away, you Taking the blame for others and being charged with killing your younger brother, you were kicked out of the house for some reason and became an abandoned daughter that everyone scolded... What did you do when you came back? You worked hard again when you came back, and finally found happiness You can live in peace and stability, but in the end it's just a bubble..."

Feng Shijin didn't refute, but said softly: "You're right, I'm stupid, I'm stupid, I should be ridiculed and scolded by the world."

"Is this enough?" Feng Shining asked: "Open your eyes and take a good look. The person you hate is right in front of you. Why don't you continue to hate? Over the years, you just rely on being right. The Feng family, are you trying to live with hatred for me? You continue to hate me, you continue to hate me."

She cried softly: "It doesn't matter if you hate me for the rest of your life... You can take revenge on me as much as you want, and it doesn't matter... During the three years you were away, I had a good life. Mu'er is already two years old... He was born very beautiful, and would call me 'mother' and call Gu Yan 'daddy' every day, and Gu Yan would accompany me intimately every day, he said that he would stay with me for the rest of his life, and I would live a carefree life, This is my wish to be a husband and a child, and now I have finally fulfilled my wish...Feng Shijin, hearing that I live so well, do you feel very uncomfortable, have you figured out how to take revenge on me next? huh? Talk to me!"

Feng Shijin moved his body, this body seemed to be dry, every move was clumsy and stiff.She said: "What you said, I will tell my mother when I go underground, and she should feel relieved."

Feng Shining said: "Your appearance, if you go on like this, you will scare your mother. She has been in peace for so many years, how can you be willing to scare her."

"She has been in peace for so many years..." Feng Shijin pursed her lips, a little lost and confused: "Will I still see her after I go down, maybe she has already gone to heaven, and I will be sent to hell. "

Thinking about it, I smiled again, neither happy nor sad: "It doesn't matter, I still have Qianji, and when we go underground, we will still be a ghost couple, and our children... I have given up on avenging my mother, she must not want to see me. I can only wait for the next life, when I will be reincarnated as her child in the next life, and then I will slowly honor her..."

Feng Shining covered his mouth and cried sadly.

Feng Shijin looked at the plates of pastries on the stone bed, stretched out his bloated and festered hand and took a piece tremblingly, then stuffed it into his mouth and chewed, with his eyes half downcast, he said sadly: "This pastry is so sweet! , It seems that I haven't eaten such delicious food for a long time." Every meal was bad food and vegetables, and what she ate was the bones left by others, and she thought she had already lost her sense of taste.

Feng Shining cried: "Eat more if you like."

"Are you also afraid that I may not be able to eat such delicious food in the future after I eat this meal?" She stuffed pieces into her mouth, her mouth was completely covered, and then swallowed with difficulty. After a while, he stopped and asked blankly, "Will you poison me in this food?"

Feng Shining cried uncontrollably, leaned closer, hugged Feng Shijin into his arms, suppressed his crying and said, "There is no poison, don't worry, what else is worth me now... I found that if you Without you in this world, I can’t live a good life alone, and hating you has unconsciously become the driving force of my life... Why did we become like this, it’s all because of me, we became like this Right? There is a sentence that I have held in my heart for three years, sorry... I am sorry for you..."

The pastry crumbs in Feng Shijin's hands kept falling down, attracting the surrounding mice to wait for an opportunity.She listened to Feng Shining's cry in a daze.

"Actually, I'm not doing well. I live under the same roof as Gu Yan. He treats me like a stranger. He is also very indifferent to Mu'er, even though Mu'er tries hard to please him every day... I know, in his heart After all, I am concerned about you, no matter how hard I try, I can't change this fact... I don't ask you to forgive me, and I still hate you and hate you, it's just, it's just that I can't bear to be disappointed..."

She leaned into Feng Shijin's ear and murmured: "Gu Yan misses you every day, during the three years since you left, he has always missed you...I don't have the energy to do anything to you anymore, I only have one request, can you please cheer up... He has already tried to save you, as long as you cheer up and hold on until he comes back, it will be fine until he comes back..."

Feng Shining cried unceasingly: "Also, I don't want you to see your mother... I don't want you to tell her how many wrong things I have done, how many times I have hurt you, and I don't want her to be disappointed..."

She slowly pulled out, supported Feng Shijin's shoulders, and said in a hoarse voice: "If I say it, I told her myself, so you live well, and you can't give up until the last moment, or I will let you There is no peace in death."

Feng Shijin took out the clothes she brought for a change of clothes, and took off the dirty clothes on Feng Shijin's body. The wound stuck to the dirty clothes, and with a light touch, the scabs that had finally formed were torn apart again.

With trembling hands, Feng Shining put on new clothes for her.Feng Shijin looked at the clothes on his body, and suddenly said irrelevantly: "That's fine, when that day comes, I can go to see Qian Ji cleanly. Feng Shining, thank you."

(End of this chapter)