Luan and Phoenix Tribulation: A Concubine Becomes a Phoenix

Chapter 545 Apologizing on Her behalf
Everyone retreated, leaving Su Guyan alone by Feng Shijin's bed.This kind of situation has not happened once or twice, the more he is familiar with it, the fear in his heart will accumulate more and more, and there is no way to release it.

Only when she was lying here quietly did Su Guyan feel that she was still the same as before, nothing had changed.What changes is the world and good fortune.

He is also in pain, why should he become like this.Originally, he thought that when he completed his great career, it would be the day when she would be crowned empress. He would only have this empress in his life, and he could give all his love and favor to her alone.

But why did it become like this?
Because he hated her, he couldn't help torturing her.But also love her to the bone.

If he could do it all over again, could he choose not to bring her back to Shangjing?That way, his mother wouldn't die, and she wouldn't turn into a witch everyone hated.

Su Guyan gently took Feng Shijin's uninjured hand, held it in the palm of his hand, and gently brushed her temple hair with his fingers.Those phoenix eyes have fascinated countless men, but now the eye sockets are sunken, and they no longer have any spirit.

This face, once full and rosy and beautiful, now only has a layer of skin on the tarsal bones.

Su Guyan kissed the back of her hand, and asked in a low voice: "Shi Jin, do you hate me? I also hate myself. Is it easier to kill you than to make you suffer like this? But Even though I hate you, I am reluctant to kill you. I think you can live, you and I will torture each other for the rest of our lives, and we will still be together."

Later, Su Guyan took advantage of the night to leave.

The prince accompanied him, and he walked on the cold palace path.Su Guyan suddenly said: "Did I do something wrong?"

With the experience of last time, Wang Gonggong did not dare to speak out without authorization, so he said: "I dare not jump to conclusions."

"That's what you say, I pardon you not guilty."

The prince paused for a while, and then said: "I think the dead are gone, and the living are the most important. If you can let go, it is also a kind of open-mindedness. The emperor loves the empress deeply, and he must be reluctant to let her be like this again. She Anyone who sees her current appearance will feel distressed."

Su Guyan said nothing, just walked forward quietly.Before he knew it, he walked to Qingxian Palace.

At the gate of Qingxian Palace, there were two lanterns hanging, as if specially guiding him, waiting for his return.

He entered the palace gate, went to the mourning hall, stood in front of the tablet and the incense burner, and offered three sticks of incense to the sage Empress Dowager.Then he knelt down in front of the hall, and the prince naturally followed and knelt at the door.

Su Guyan's face was solemn, with unspeakable pain.After a long time, he said: "Mother, the child is not filial."

Since in this life, he can't escape love, hatred and fate, he doesn't want to torture that woman anymore, he wants her to live a good life.From now on, I don't want to hurt her again.

How scared he was that she would really leave him cruelly and decisively without nostalgia.From the moment she held up the hairpin and stabbed it mercilessly at her own slender neck, it seemed to have pierced his heart.He realized then that she seemed to have no hope for the world, or for anyone in it.

Desperate, it was horrible.

He was afraid that once she left, he would really despair.

He was very sad about his mother's death, and he really wanted her to be sad with him.But pain cannot be shared. One person's pain becomes two people's, and it will only be doubled.

Su Guyan knelt down in front of the sage Empress Dowager for the whole night. He said: "I have no other thought but to apologize to the Empress Mother on her behalf. The Empress Mother is merciful and will definitely forgive her."

The snow has stopped, and there is a hint of sunshine.

Gong Yanqiu never took the initiative to go to Concubine Chun's Palace, but today she did.Although Concubine Chun was very dissatisfied with Gong Yanqiu's staring, she still pretended to be happy on the surface, and got up to greet her in person.

Gong Yanqiu's status is higher than that of Concubine Chun, so after entering the room, she naturally occupies the upper position, and Concubine Chun sits beside her.It happened that the little princess woke up and was crying non-stop. The nanny took her to feed her breast milk, but she was still crying.The nanny had no choice but to bring the little princess to Concubine Chun. Concubine Chun took it and coaxed it patiently and gently, her whole body was full of maternal brilliance.

Probably because of the bond between mother and daughter, the little princess stopped crying after a while in Concubine Chun's arms, and looked at Concubine Chun with her round eyes. The smile on Concubine Chun's face overflowed into the depths of her eyes.

It could be seen that Concubine Chun's child made her feel happy.

Although Gong Yanqiu didn't say anything on the surface, she still felt very uncomfortable in her heart.Not to mention she was pregnant with a child, she even had intercourse with the emperor very few times.Whenever the emperor came to her palace, most of them would sit for a while and then leave.

Then Gong Yanqiu felt that it was a little funny to be jealous of a person who was born as a lowly maidservant.

Concubine Chun looked at Gong Yanqiu, secretly concealed her complacency, her face was full of apology, and said: "Your Majesty redeems, the little princess is very clingy, once she is full, she has to be hugged and coaxed by the concubines." Coax to fall asleep."

Gong Yanqiu said: "It's okay, it's only natural for the little princess to cling to her concubine mother. If Concubine Chun doesn't mind, give the little princess a hug."

"Why would you mind, many mothers love her so much, it's too late for the concubine to be happy." Concubine Chun got up, carried the little princess over, and handed the little baby into Gong Yanqiu's arms.

The baby's small body is soft and soft, and it is really cute and cute.Any woman holding a baby should feel soft-hearted. This is a woman's nature.

Gong Yanqiu stretched out her finger to tease her, but she didn't expect her little hand to hold her finger and stretch it into her mouth, the way her little mouth drooling was so cute.

The corners of Gong Yanqiu's eyes also brought a little smile, and said: "He is indeed a pleasing little guy. Presumably with this little guy's company every day, your life will be much happier, Concubine Chun."

Concubine Chun smiled embarrassedly, and said: "Your Majesty is laughing at you. The concubine is humble and has no blessing to see the emperor. Only the little princess is with me every day. The concubine only hopes that she can grow up safely, and I am satisfied." .”

The little princess fell asleep, and Concubine Chun asked the nanny to carry her down.

Gong Yanqiu glanced at Concubine Chun, and said: "The emperor didn't come to Concubine Chun's place, but he didn't go to my palace either. Come to think of it, now that the emperor puts all his heart and soul on the empress, how can I wait for him. "As he spoke, he asked Concubine Chun: "Do you know what is happening in the Taiqing Palace today?"

Concubine Chun, like Gong Yanqiu, always sent people to keep an eye on the situation at Taiqing Palace.Now that Gong Yanqiu asks such a question, she just pretends not to know, and said: "The concubine only heard one or two things. I heard that the empress's health is not good. People in the palace reported that they saw the imperial doctor coming in and out of the imperial hospital. Come out, Madam, do you know what's going on?"

(End of this chapter)