When the iceberg is sweetened by me

Chapter 592 I hate myself (Same Meng)

Yes, it was stimulated.

When he put on the mask that concealed his real face and showed others with the name "Xiao Tong", he was just next to Mu Jinhan, with unknown family and background, and Mu Jinhan's former personal bodyguard.

Especially in a large party like Mu Jinhan's after a prosperous wedding, not only his friends are the only ones, the lively atmosphere needs more people to manage it.

Leaving their intimate meeting room for friends, entertainers, internet celebrities, and [-]th-tier ladies with a fortune can be seen everywhere outside to go about their business.

Two hours ago, Xiao Tong was working for Mu Jinhan. When he went to the public area, he met those women who had sex with him before he met Chu Meng.

They swayed red wine glasses, in the open-air parking lot outside the hotel where the party was held, rubbed against those tens of millions of luxury cars, straightened their Korean-style semi-permanent faces, and girlfriends born by a doctor, used Casio's highest Beauty camera, take photos of worshiping money.

They saw him reeking of alcohol and coming into their world alone with disheveled clothes, they thought he was from Lie Yan, and flocked to his side one after another.

I don't blame them for being like this, after all, in the past, on some such occasions, he would always visit the Korean-style semi-permanent lair with some of his drinking and meat friends.

But this time, he pushed them away, telling them to get out of his way.

In the end, I heard those women laughing and saying: "Oh, our brother Xiao Tong married a flower from Nancheng after all, and he must have disliked us for having a knife in our face!"

Someone said again: "Don't think about our brother Xiao Tong, he won't look down on us, last time his good friend Mr. Zhang, didn't he also look for me during his wife's pregnancy, and even gave me a limited bag. Brother Xiao Tong, don't be shy!"

He doesn't want to deal with these people.

There's nothing to make sense of.

It's unreasonable, beside him is a man like Mu Jinhan who is devoted to the end, and there is also a scumbag with a pregnant wife and several small rooms behind him. He is mixed in clean and dirty, and there is no way to measure it. Own.

Furthermore, men don't want to be serious with women.

Then there was a voice that made him feel a little better: "Stop posting it, the prodigal son probably really likes it when he gets married."

But before he felt comfortable for three seconds, another woman retorted: "Come on, if you really like it, why did you get married when you were pregnant? Since you are all pregnant, your wife is still Mrs. Mu's sister, and there is even a wedding!" Not at all, look at Mr. Mu, there are still many people complaining about him for stealing his younger brother's fiancée, what kind of pressure did he have to hold the wedding, this is what he likes, right?"

"Besides, if you don't hold a wedding, just rely on a red book to let a woman have a child. It's the woman who puts her energy and youth into it, and it doesn't affect the man. For most men, it's the same before and after marriage, as long as they have money!"

"If you want me to say, it's not that the prodigal son turns back, it's that Chu Meng is too stupid, how old is she, she doesn't even need to get a certificate for free with her big belly like this... As long as Chu Meng's character is problematic, there are people like Chu Yan Sister, no matter how hard you can find a husband who is a little clean, clean in the past, and honest."

I was very angry when I heard the words.

When he turned his head and wanted to yell at those gossip women, it happened that fireworks were blooming in the sky.

Only yesterday Mu Jinhan said to him: Get me the best fireworks, Ayan and I met fireworks when we first met, I must have a perfect wedding night.

He looked back and thought about himself and Chu Meng. The day they met was the day he calculated and bullied her.

Seeing Mu Jinhan spend several nights of sleepless nights working with the fireworks designer to design the fireworks for Chu Yan, he regretted that he should have been gentler to Little Lemon.

After falling in love with her and knowing her life background from childhood to adulthood, the memories are all self-blame and guilt.

He couldn't say a word of cruelty to those gossiping women.

Other people's gossip is often partially due to the behavior of the person concerned.

Why don't people say that about Mu Jinhan, or about Meng Zixian?

When he finished his work and went to find Little Lemon.

I saw sisters Chu Meng and Chu Yan standing together watching the smallpox.

He clearly heard Chu Meng's words to Chu Yan: "Sister, I really envy you."

Chu Yan comforted: "These are all fake. You and brother Xiao Tong will live a good life with your children in the future. I still envy you for having a baby."

Chu Meng laughed: "It's a matter of time to have a baby, but some rituals and romances cannot be forced, because Xiao Tong doesn't like me like he likes me."

Having said that, she lowered her eyes and said again: "Look, I made a slip of the tongue again. I used to think that marrying him would be all right. Now that I have achieved my goal, if I ask for more, I will be ignorant."

Hearing such a conversation, he lost the courage to come to her.

He returned to the group of men again, relying on drinking to cover up his inner discomfort.

But the more he drank the wine, the more uncomfortable he became. Among the people sitting in a circle, the men who had girlfriends and planned to marry them were all learning from Mu Jinhan about the details of the wedding process.

As for him, he doesn't lack money to hold an ultra-luxury wedding, but he counts his romantic history and criminal record in detail, he lacks an identity.

Finally, in the second half of the wine court, in the conversation between him and Meng Zixian, he couldn't help but say something that made him extremely guilty.

He blames himself for not allowing the girl he likes to go through the stages of his life journey step by step, with anticipation and happiness.

Xu Beixiao comforted him, "It's not bad for children to be flower girls at those weddings."

Xiao Tong narrowed his eyes and shook his head with a smile, "It's different, a woman is different when she's pregnant and not, she's not as cute as before..."

"Before, I cut her long hair and she could cry for three days and three nights. A little tanned skin was like killing her. The meal must also look good. After eating, she walked on the street and sucked her stomach. Walking, I can’t let my stomach full of food be discovered, take a bath for two hours a day, take care of my body for three hours, and I have to put several things on my hair..."

Xu Beixiao: "You remember clearly."

Xiao Tong: "But after she got pregnant, she took the initiative to cut her hair. She would rather get tanned if she didn't use sunscreen. She was suspicious for fear of affecting the baby. She was afraid that the baby would be hungry when she had morning sickness. She had a big belly, and she looked in the mirror with her belly exposed every day. , look, is it bigger than yesterday, and the bathing time is not long, it is said that taking a bath for a long time can promote blood circulation, and it is not good for the baby..."

Xu Beixiao: "How wonderful, as a mother, she has passed."

"But she's not cute anymore."

Xiao Tong looked at Xu Beixiao's twinkling eyes, "I made her less cute."

"So, you have a problem with yourself?"

"En." Xiao Tongying was decisive, poking his unreal face: "Now I hate the past self more and more, but I can't get rid of the past quickly."

"For Mengmeng's sake, as Xiao Tongrui, I want to stand under the sun openly and aboveboard."

(End of this chapter)