Pillow rich family: scapegoat bride contract wife

Chapter 264 Fragments of Memories

To this day, I still doubt it.That warm embrace, is that you?Are you...will you be so kind?
When I woke up, you tricked me into drinking porridge.But I didn't expect that the first thing you told me was...

"You were pregnant, but now it's gone."

I'm totally flabbergasted and wish you were joking.But I really had a dream, dreaming that a child who couldn't see the face left me, shouting 'Mom, Mom...'

"Child..." What an unfamiliar word, I couldn't even believe that not long ago, a child was conceived in my stomach.A person who is eager to come to this world, but doesn't even have a chance to take a look...

I will not shirk all the responsibility on you, Ye Chenxu, because the most negligent and hateful person is myself.He never found out that he was pregnant, and he never even cared about things like menstruation stopped...

"have a good rest."

Losing a child, you only said these four innocuous words.I can't forgive... forgive your indifference.Not to mention why the child was lost, the most important thing is...you are the child's father!

"Could it be, you... don't you feel at all?" Even though I already have the answer in my heart, even though I know you don't care at all, I still don't give up, and I can't help but want to get the answer from your mouth.

You answer me "If it's 'guilt', sorry, I don't feel it at all!"

Ye Chenxu, do you really have a heart?
This sentence is still fresh in my memory.Surely, I will never forget...

Regardless of whether you know that child is yours, a little life is lost, and you can still say such sarcastic remarks... You are cold-blooded and ruthless.I have seen it.

I said you are cold-blooded and ruthless.

And you... you said that the most cold-blooded and ruthless person is me.I don't get it... really don't get it.

What kind of person are you?
This time, it was undeniable that the ugly appearance was indeed self-inflicted.But why it seems that the wrong person is all himself?
I can't cry, absolutely not.Not to back down, not to be weak.I can only tell myself side by side that all the humiliation and injury you gave will be returned to you one day.If I don't do this... I'm really afraid that I can't stand it and go crazy.

Immediately afterwards, I said, "I want to follow you, be your exclusive, your lover!"

But you answered me, "A woman like you really shouldn't live in this world for a second! It's a waste and pollutes the air!"

This kind of words...was it really you, Ye Chenxu, who said it?I'm bad, how can you be better than me?

I didn't want to give up, "Then, Ye Chenxu. Isn't that good? I'll only be your lover." Swallowing my tears, I rubbed my hot face, and when I raised my head, there was a smiling face.

At this time, you said to me: "Just you? You deserve it!"

Your language attack has started again...

I acted and kissed you, but you said, "What? Don't tell me that all you can give me is this superficial kiss? If that's the case, as long as I, Ye Chenxu, grab a woman on the street, I can kiss you casually." .Why do you still need a piece of trash like you?" It's not enough, you then sarcastically said; "Don't think that you can be whimsical if you are a little bit pretty! Don't think that you can become my Yechen after sleeping with me a few times. Xu's woman! I might as well tell you that there are countless women who have slept with me! Could it be that they are all my women? You are just like them, just my plaything. Yes, you can throw it away.”

You didn't continue your words, but...my heart is broken.

But I still don't want to give up, I must carry out the plan to the end, I will continue to shamelessly provoke you.

Finally, you said to me: "Congratulations, your aggressive method is very useful!"

I was flustered for a while, could it be that you, Ye Chenxu... agree to me being your lover?

"From now on, you are my Ye Chenxu's lover!"

Suddenly, you spoke again with a firm voice like an oath.

Halfway through the goal, I don't feel any joy.This tortuous, endless road... how long will it take?
The papers were running wild, all about 'I'm Your Mistress'.The outside world, whether it's insults or praise...has nothing to do with me.

Even if they wanted to keep their mouths shut, they were forced to cook for you, Ye Chenxu....

When all the dishes were ready, holding the lunch box in his hand...but he was taken aback by himself.

Delivering food to you is like what a real daughter-in-law should do...

I...couldn't I be sinking into this illusion of peace?No, absolutely not!Hypnotize yourself in your heart over and over again, and resolutely don't let yourself think too much.

I never thought about it, but the cooking turned upside down.

What was even more unexpected was that you suddenly appeared in the cooking room with Ao Yutian.I still remember the way you were angry.At that time, you must have thought in your heart: 'This lowly woman is hooking up with men again', right? ...

After you left, the teacher suddenly asked me: "Since you care about it, why don't you go after it?"

At that time, I was shocked by this sentence.

Do you care about...How could I care about it!

"You probably haven't personally experienced the feeling of 'losing'."

"Why do you say that?" I wondered why he was so sure.

"If a person has ever experienced the pain of 'losing', he will never allow that pain to appear a second time. He will do everything possible to retain and seize all possibilities. But, on the contrary. No People who pass by will never know how to cherish and grasp."

The teacher said so, must have experienced this kind of pain.The teacher told me that the pain of losing a friend is not as painful as losing a loved one.

Once upon a time, the pain of choosing to leave James Carey...was no worse than the pain of losing Ziyu.Could it be that love for James...is not love at all?

Instead of questioning what the teacher said first, I questioned how I felt about James...

When I appeared in front of you holding the dish I made by myself, I didn't expect you to say...

"This kind of garbage that no one wants, dare to put it on my desk..."

No one wants... rubbish?
Although this dish is very simple, I made it with my heart.I didn't have any complicated and weird feelings, I just wanted to make delicious dishes.I never thought that in front of you...they have become garbage that no one wants.

When I left angrily, I met Yayi.Without any explanation, he took back the dishes I wanted to take away.

I don't know why, but when I heard him saying that he wanted to take it for you to eat, I didn't stop him.It's just that my mood became a little complicated, watching him leave with that dish you despised.

When I went back, I met Xiaoxi.The relationship with her has always been tense.But by working together to deal with others, I found that her attitude towards me has gradually changed...

When Xiaoxi was competing with a man of uncle level, I received a call that knew my identity.In order to find out who that person is, I came to the 'king' alone.

It's just that I didn't expect you to come so early. I don't know if it's a coincidence or not, but I heard everything you said to that 'boss'.

A woman like me...is not worth seeing.

In your mind, how bad am I?It makes you angry and disgusted when you mention it.

When I was about to leave, I had a relationship with a drug man...

He kissed me and felt different.When kissing you... different.However, it is impossible to tell what is the difference.

I was shocked when I saw you coming out of the box.I don't know why I'm so afraid of being seen by you, the scene of being hugged by him.I said in my heart that it was because I was afraid that if I was thrown out by you, everything would be in vain.

But, I know, that's not all...

In the end you found out, and you left without any reaction.

He asked me, "Does your heart hurt?"

I didn't answer.Because I don't think it's possible for me to be heartbroken!impossible!Even if I felt a little sad, it was just because I was afraid that all my plans would go to waste, and it had nothing to do with my personal feelings.

"Why don't you answer? Don't you even know for sure?"

"How is it possible! Of course I know it very well!" Of course...very clear.However, why did he not have the confidence to speak out?

He smiled, as if laughing at himself.

"If that's the case, then answer my question."

"No! It's impossible for me to feel heartbroken!" I don't know what else he wants to know, and why he said this, even suddenly in front of Ye Chenxu.But I understand very well that my heart...can't be hurt because of Ye Chenxu, absolutely not!
When he was about to get drunk because he wanted to know what his purpose was for doing this.My first thought was to go back at once and explain it to you.

It doesn't matter if you listen or not, it's just another humiliation.I will endure it, because only in this way can I turn this page...

But with the ensuing shootout, I lost all consciousness...

After waking up, I thought about explaining to you what happened last night.However, he didn't even have that chance.

I'm surprised why I can remember everything with you so clearly.But I know very well that I don't hate you to the bone.

Otherwise, when I heard You Ye say: "Would you like to see Ye Chenxu, who has always been arrogant and lofty, kneeling in front of you? Begging for your forgiveness?", I wouldn't reject it...

You Ye said, I'll do the trick to you.

I just feel that these four words are like a heavy blow, hitting my head.I don't know if it's because of the high fever, or something else...

"What? You still don't admit it? When I said he came alone, you were very emotional. You are worried about him, there is no doubt about it."

I... worry about you?Ye Chenxu, if you hear this sentence, will you feel like laughing?
I really want to know the answer to this...

"Hey, wake up."

The cheek was poked by someone, perhaps because of the coldness of the face, so even if it was touched lightly, the force would be doubled.

(End of this chapter)