Chapter 337 Qingze Xiyou
Lying on the big soft bed, I didn't feel sleepy at all.Caressing this quilt behind him, once... I have slept on this bed.

But... the feeling now is completely different from the original feeling for some reason.

Why?I can't figure it out, and I don't understand it.

He got up and adjusted the bathrobe on his body, and walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows.Looking through the glass, looking at the sparkling stars in the sky, forcing a smile...

Star……

Did you see it?
Just today, I married him... your former father.Although I have already learned that my father will force me to marry him, I am thinking about how to escape the shackles of coercion.

But now... I am still married to him

You should have seen it... When Ye Chenxu put on the silver ring for himself, his father shed tears of relief.So, no matter what... I can no longer make Dad worry about me.

Marrying him... doesn't mean you have to be with him, you know?

I really want to hug you...

However, even stroking... was too late.

You hate me... right?

That's why you come to pester me every night, and always want to kill me... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Mom didn't mean it, it was all her fault.Why, why didn't I find out that I was pregnant earlier.

If I knew, I would never go to him, even if I died... I would never let him touch my finger again.

I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault...

The stars in the sky twinkled, as if blinking at her and cooperating with her.

"Xing...Xing, what should I do...to forget your existence? What should I do so that I can never see you again?"

He opened his mouth slowly, but felt drops of warm liquid flowing out of his eye sockets.Jing Xiyi didn't know that this child who died before birth was very important to her.

Although she repeatedly emphasized not to think about him and forget the past, she still couldn't do it.

She missed that child, and even... Because of the nightmares every night, she became somewhat looking forward to that child...appearing.

Obviously, she really wanted to meet him every night in her dreams, and hear him call her 'Mom' affectionately, but... But, the child's hatred for her terrified her.

Waking up from a dream almost every night...

This night passed very long, like a century.

Next door, Ye Chenxu was tossing and turning in bed, unable to fall asleep.He really wanted to know if Jing Qianyi, like him, couldn't fall asleep or if she had already fallen asleep.

No, she shouldn't be able to sleep...

After all, she hated herself too much, hated this...home, hated everything here...

He got up and went to the refrigerator in the kitchen, took out a bottle of beer and sat down on the sofa, but stared at the tightly closed door.

Are you asleep?

He took a sip of beer, leaned against the sofa, and let out a long breath: "Huh!..."

I don't know if it's because the night is too quiet, or Ye Chenxu's breathing is very heavy, so I can hear it very clearly...

He raised his head and glanced at the clock on the glass coffee table showing '01:53 minutes'.

Obviously it feels like a long time has passed, why is it only two o'clock in the night... how should I stay up.

A can of wine quickly turned into an empty bottle. When Ye Chenxu got up to get another bottle, he suddenly found a pair of feet protruding from the crack in the door of the living room.

He couldn't help frowning, and sat down slowly: "Come out."

Although he is not sure who the owner of those feet is, Ye Chenxu knows very well that the owner of those feet is nothing more than Xiao Yu, or Xiao Yuye...

However, when that person opened the door and walked in, Ye Chenxu couldn't help being taken aback.Because he never thought that the person who appeared here would be——Xingyun Shanxia!
Before Ye Chenxu could ask why Shanxia Xingyun came here, he asked Ye Chenxu first: "Xiaoyi...is he asleep?"

Sure enough, the purpose of his coming here was her.

Glancing at the closed door, seeing no light through the crack of the door, he nodded and gave an ambiguous answer: "Maybe! Why? You came here because you have something to say to her? Or, Have something to say to me?"

Shanxia Xingyun sat down opposite Ye Chenxu, crossed his fingers and clasped his face solemnly...

Ye Chenxu got up and poured a cup of hot tea, put it in front of him, walked to his seat, sat down, and continued: "You came here to let me see you, right? ?”

"I think..." Shanxia Xingyun opened his mouth slightly, but did not continue.

"It's very late. If you have nothing to say, then please leave immediately." Ye Chenxu probably already knew what he wanted to say. As for his relationship with Qian Yi... Ye Chenxu was very worried. clear.After all, the fact that he was able to attend their wedding had already proved the existence of that relationship.

Even if Uncle Jing Yu... no, it should be Jing Yu's father... didn't say anything, but each of them was very clear in their hearts.

"Ye Chenxu——" Xingyun suddenly opened his mouth and called out his name, and then continued: "You should know how important that photo is to me, and you also know how much I mean to her...Xiao Yi, What have you done. But all of this is for you!"

"I know." Regarding this point, I did not deny it at all, but this did not mean that all of this was my fault. "But! This is a problem between you and me, but you just dragged an innocent person into it. Who is wrong, I think you know better than anyone else!"

I saw Shanxia Xingyun slowly lowered his eyes, lowered his head for a long time, and did not speak again.

After a while, he slowly made a sound: "It's because of this... that I came here. I hope you... can treat her well."

"I don't need you to dictate my affairs. I know very well what to do, so I don't need you to worry about it."

"I will leave tomorrow, but before I leave, I hope that the two of us... can reconcile as before."

"Uh……"

Ye Chenxu was obviously startled when he heard Shanxia Xingyun say the words 'reconciliation as before'.After all, he knew the importance of that photo to Xingyun.That's why Ye Chenxu felt astonished, but also a little curious.

Who made him change his mind?Changed your mind?

"Xiao Yi is right, the past... let him be the past. I... should be relieved. After all, I have found her in the photo, and I have a new her..."

As he said that, Xingyun took out a photo from his arms.

In the photo, Jing Xiyi was sitting by the lake playing with water alone.She was very happy, the corners of her mouth raised, revealing her white teeth...

Looking at the photo, Ye Chenxu knew very well that it was given to him by Jing Qianyi's father, and there was nothing wrong with it.

"She asked me, no matter how much material I have, I don't have any friends around me...Could this be the life I want? The answer is - no!"

"I know, she hates me. But even so, she is still persuading me to let go of my hatred for you...to get rid of my knot, maybe even she didn't think that she did it unconsciously. But This made me... more reluctant to part with her, more sorry for her..."

The expressionless Ye Chenxu just sat there without saying a word, listening to him continue talking!

"Do you want to know... her original name?" Although they were good friends, but... Xingyun never told him Jing Qianyi's name.

For the two-year-old child, Shanxia Xingyun always called her... Bao'er.Because he has always regarded her as a treasure...

"Hmm..." Her original name would be, what was it called?
"Xiyou, and her surname..." Xingyun suddenly paused, looked at the photo in his hand, and said slowly: "Qingze. Putting it together is—Qingze Xiyou"

"Your surname, is it..."

"Well, I take my father's surname, and she takes my mother's surname. When our mother gave birth to Xiyou...she had a sudden dystocia and died due to heavy bleeding. So, my father named her 'Xiyou' .Firstly, because it is homonymous with "rare"; secondly... because there is a word "Yu" in my mother's name. That is...the meaning of cherishing my mother. Qingze Xiyou, Qingze Xiaoyou...hehe... Calling like this, will people mistakenly think that the two of them are sisters?"

Xingyun smiled, but it made people feel a different kind of bitterness and suffering.

"When I was two years old, because of taking this photo, I secretly took her to the downtown street where the crowds gathered most, and took a picture of her. But I didn't expect... When I came back to my senses, she disappeared... ...You should know how important Xiao Yi is. At that time, I was almost frightened crazy! I kept going through the crowd, but I still couldn't find her, and my father... he was not willing to blame me, but he was very worried Sister, after years of searching for nothing, she died of depression... Before he dies, please, I must find my sister and find Xiyou no matter what."

"Time flies, I met you. But you... lost that very important photo. So, I hate you, as long as it is what you like, and what you pay attention to, I will snatch it back and destroy it!"

"You know that she is your long-lost sister because your blood is compatible with her, isn't it?"

That's right, it was my own fault that I lost his precious photos.However, I also tried my best to find it, but I haven't been able to find it.

Originally thought that during the study period, his punishment and cynicism to himself should be enough to make up for the other damage he did to him.I didn't expect him to let it go...

About his hatred for himself... I don't want to hear it anymore.The past...let it be the past, why mention it...

"Well, that's right! When I found out, I almost went crazy with joy! But, how could I have the face to find her..."

"So, in order to make up for the damage done to her, you invite a famous plastic surgeon to erase the scars on her face."

"Yes, it's just...she doesn't accept it. Hehe, I think, if she knew that I would do this, she would definitely not cooperate obediently. Although she was already unconscious before the operation, I am very fortunate now that at that time She is unconscious. Otherwise, she would have resisted."

Ye Chenxu didn't smile, and didn't show any complicated expressions.Just sitting there quietly, listening to what he said, watching his expression when he spoke.

"Hey, Chen Xu..."

Chen Xu...

It seems that Xingyun hasn't called himself that for a long time, probably since he lost that photo...Suddenly, I felt that the distance between me and him was shortened by the sound of "Chen Xu".Perhaps, the distance between us has not been far, it's just... being blinded.

"Um"

"Please, take my share... Treat Xiaoyi well. Don't make her sad, cry, don't let her suffer so many twists and turns, and pain... Is that okay?"

After finding Xiyou, I finally had an explanation to my father and mother.Although it is impossible to bring her back to the country, it is indeed a pity to pay homage to her parents in the cemetery.However, after hearing the news, the parents in the sky will definitely be very happy!
(End of this chapter)

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