The president's doting wife is a bit sweet

Chapter 1011 I'm Not Sure, Just Not

Because of Gu Nian's illness, Jiang Yichen took her to the Xishan clubhouse.

The environment there is empty, the scenery is very good, and the facilities are complete.

He played tennis with her all morning. Gu Nian had been taught by him before, and he still remembered some.

The chef in the cafeteria is very happy with Gu Nian's arrival, and can share desserts again.

When she was making desserts, Jiang Yichen accompanied her, kneaded the dough for her, beat the egg liquid for her, watched her add sugar to it, frowned, thinking that it was too much, but he was still the first one when the cake came out of the oven. Taster, while he also took a lot of pictures of her.

Jiang Yichen asked her why she didn't post on Weibo.

Gu Nian said no more.

She just had a whim in those few days, and after enjoying enough attention, she didn't have much enthusiasm.

In the evening, she and Xiao Xun made a video call, facing Jiang Yichen's mother, she liked the sudden arrival of the child very much, Gu Nian was talking, suddenly a little choked up, so she hung up the phone.

After that, her mood has been very low.

Jiang Yichen came out of the shower, saw her lying on the bed with her back turned to him and said nothing, went to hug her and asked her what's wrong?
Gu Nian turned to look at her, blinked her eyelashes, and there were remaining tears.

"It's nothing, I miss Xiaoxun a little bit."

"Don't worry, Xiao Xun will be back soon."

Gu Nian lowered her eyes, took a breath, and said after a while: "I know you are comforting me, but I should understand that I hurt Xiao Xun unconsciously, right?"

She can even hurt herself.

Jiang Yichen wanted to deny it, but Gu Nian looked at the wound on his hand and asked what happened?

Her eyes were black and white, looking straight at him, Jiang Yichen was a little embarrassed to lie, he said that what he did was obviously lack of confidence.

Gu Nian said, "Will I hurt you too?" She is not stupid, that dark personality is so scary.

"Not you."

"It's not me, it's her, and she's going to hurt you, isn't she?"

Jiang Yichen remained silent.

"What to do, I can't control her appearance."

Jiang Yichen put his arms around her and said: "You can talk to her, I don't think she really wanted to hurt me, when she was in Medan, she pointed a gun at me, she had a chance to kill me, but she didn't. "

"she?"

Jiang Yichen nodded.

So, she is the dark personality split from the memory in Medan.

Jiang Yichen's voice is heavy but slow and powerful: "So, don't be afraid, and don't feel guilty, this is something beyond your control, it has nothing to do with you."

Gu Nian's heart actually broke down for a moment.

Her body held two people.

This caused her great pain.

Jiang Yichen also discussed with her about the wedding, he seemed determined to marry her.

The rows of wedding dresses were videotaped and sent to her. That was the wedding dress she was going to try on. She was worried that she would not be able to wear it because she was getting fat, but she lost weight after being exhausted during this period.

Jiang Yichen was terribly tortured by her, and quickly became thin and emaciated, the blood in his eyes hadn't faded away.

He was talking about the wedding, and she found that she couldn't arouse too much interest. She was not very happy in this state, and this feeling was very depressed. When he looked at the wedding dress, his downcast eyes were serious and focused. She looked down from his perfect silhouette.She thought, he is such a good person, yet he is dragged down like this by herself!

It was something she had never thought about before.

She originally wanted to marry Jiang Yichen because she was secretly worried that she would be abandoned.

She has no concept of marriage, and she doesn't even think she has a problem.

Yes, she never felt that there was a problem with herself. She felt that she was a normal person. Although she didn't have a complete memory and mind, Jiang Yichen's indulgence and pampering gave her an illusion, and her perception of herself was biased.

Now, the wound on the sole of the foot and the injury on Jiang Yichen's wrist clearly told her that she was not a normal person.

Do normal people take a knife to the person they love the most?

Would a normal person step on the glass and go out bleeding all over the place?
Do normal people hurt children who don't know anything?

Only a madman would do such a thing.

Yes, only a madman will see another self.

Although Jiang Yichen strongly denied it, she was not allowed to use these words to describe herself.

But every aspect shows that she has mental problems.

The temperature of Gu Nian's whole body dropped, and his whole body was extremely cold.

The mirror in the bathroom was removed.

Gu Nian had never seen her either.

But that dark atmosphere never dissipated.

In the morning, Secretary Chen called her to say that the air ticket was booked, and the samples of the wedding dress had also been sent to her WeChat.

Gu Nian clicked on the play.

She was sitting in front of the vanity mirror, putting on makeup for herself. She was a bit dull these days, and she wanted to put on some makeup to enhance her complexion.

In the mirror, her face was a little pale, but her expression looked rather haggard. The skin care products she used were of the highest quality, but they still couldn't save her tired look.

Suddenly she said, "Are you there?"

No one responded.

"I'm going to marry him." She continued talking to herself.

Still no response.

Gu Nian lowered his face and looked at the lines on his palm.

"Don't marry him."

A distant and familiar voice came to mind beside her.

Gu Nian was not as shocked as the previous few times this time, she raised her head but did not see anything in the mirror.

But the sound does exist.

"Why?" Gu Nian asked softly.

"I can't say, just not."

"You are domineering." Gu Nian said, "Don't come to me anymore, I am really in pain, it's enough for you to torture me, why hurt him."

"It's he who hurts you all the time, and you wouldn't be in pain without him."

"Without him, you would never appear again, would you?"

silence.

"say something!"

"Yes!" said the one, continuing her inducement: "So kill him."

"No, it's impossible." Gu Nian shook his head desperately in the mirror: "You had the opportunity to shoot him, why didn't you?"

When these words came out, it was obvious that there was silence in the ears for a long time.

No one answered her.

As if it was just a hallucination of hers.

After a long time, that person's voice sounded low: "I am also in pain."

How to do it?

There are two kinds of consciousness in one body, and it cannot harm others to achieve unity of consciousness.

then what should we do?

1 minutes later.

Blood flowed from Gu Nian's wrist. It was a very thin wound cut with an eyebrow trimmer, but because it was near the main artery, the blood quickly wetted her beige home clothes, drip by drop, dyed Shocking red.

As for Gu Nian herself, she just held the eyebrow trimming knife in one hand, and placed the other hand unconsciously on the dressing table. Her eyes were fixed on the wound without blinking, as if she was not aware of the pain.

(End of this chapter)