The president's doting wife is a bit sweet

Chapter 930 When Will This Torture End?

He seemed to have spent a lot of effort to control his emotions and continue to speak with a steady breath.

But listen carefully, he seems to be choking up.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault at the beginning. I failed to protect our first child. If you blame Gu Nian, it should be my fault. I'm sorry."

Jiang Yichen said sorry several times in a row, it seems that his emotions really got out of control.

His eyes were so red that he was sitting on the bed, but he almost knelt on the ground in the end.

The miscarriage of the first child caused great psychological shadow to Jiang Yichen, it was a wound in his heart that could not heal.

Even after so long, I still can't mention it.

Jiang Yichen grabbed her hand, put his forehead on her hand, and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Gu Nian was frightened. What she didn't expect was that this incident had a greater impact on Jiang Yichen than on her.

She was at a loss as to what to say next.

The man's back is as straight as a green pine.

Most of the time, he is calm and calm. For Gu Nian, he seldom breaks down emotionally. Even after the two of them had a dispute, Jiang Yichen would reason with her and would not say that he must listen to him.

Sometimes she wonders, will he be sad?

It's just that this sentence has never been asked.

She has already seen it.

I don't know if it was because of the child, or because of other things, Jiang Yichen was obviously depressed.

I was so sad that I couldn't even speak.

A normal conversation between the two cannot go on.

Jiang Yichen needs to calm down.

When one party is in a bad mood, keep a certain distance from him and don't make noise in his ear, Gu Nian naturally understands this truth.

"I'm going to smoke a cigarette," he said.

It means that he can't speak properly now.

He needs to calm down.

Gu Nian sat quietly for a while, and felt that the development of the situation was a bit beyond her expectation.

Obviously, regarding the matter of the child, Jiang Yichen's behavior was even more fragile than her.

It can be seen that Jiang Yichen likes children very much.

For example, his attitude towards Mu Xun is more patient than her.

But he also said that being with her doesn't mean getting married and having children.

After a while, Jiang Yichen came back after smoking, calmed down and said, "What did the doctor say, show me the medical certificate."

Gu Nian showed him the medical certificate on the coffee table.

Jiang Yichen looked at it, and it was similar to the one he saw at the beginning.

He put it away and said: "The doctor just said that it is not easy, and he didn't say that it is certain. If you really want to have your own children, there are ways to do it now that technology is so advanced. Although it is a pity, there are often some difficulties in life. Not perfect, you told me about it before you got married, and my thinking at the time was that none of this mattered, and it still hasn't changed."

Gu Nianzai listened carefully.

She asked, "So, where is your mother?"

"I'll say it's my own problem." Jiang Yichen was very indifferent: "In this way, she won't have anything to say."

Gu Nian: "..."

After a while she whispered, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Yichen's thoughts drifted away: "Don't be harsh on yourself because of these, I don't like you saying sorry." He stared into her eyes and said: "You didn't apologize to me."

He has always owed a lot.

Moreover, there are many things that even he can't say.

Gu Nian was depressed for a while because of this matter.

Jiang Yichen then took time to accompany her to check again.

He also checked himself, and there was no problem.

But you have to quit drinking and smoking.

As for alcohol, he quit early because of stomach problems.

And he rarely touches cigarettes.

After all, tobacco and alcohol are the only way to become a greasy middle-aged man.

Gu Nian also finished the rest of the examination this time, and there was no major problem. The doctor told her a lot this time, including comforting her emotions, telling her that it was not hopeless, but the process was painful, such as taking medicine for a long time , regular injections.

Jiang Yichen was also there.

He felt a bit in pain, and couldn't bear to let her suffer, but Gu Nian kept silent, and finally she said, "You can give it a try."

Jiang Yichen told her to discuss this matter with her on the car back. He didn't think her body could bear it. He didn't realize the problem before. He would only realize that pregnancy and childbirth is a matter after listening to the doctor's words. What a pain.

He felt that she had suffered so much, and he didn't want her to suffer any more.

On the other hand, Gu Nian could take it easy, she said, "Give it a try!" She blinked her eyes and said, "Well, if it really doesn't work, forget it, and take it as a small regret."

Jiang Yichen didn't understand: "Take care of your body first. There is really no need to worry about the child. I said I wanted a child before, so I just said it casually. Don't be stressed. It's not a big deal."

Gu Nian just felt that marrying him and having a child with him were all pre-determined and fateful arrangements. She simply felt that they could have a child, just like those beautiful families in the world. A very simple wish.

The two didn't mention it much after that.

In other words, Jiang Yichen didn't mention it.

Jiang Yichen has been in a bad mood since he came back from Sweden, Gu Nian has already seen it.

She thought he was too tired.

Jiang Yichen himself has some knots.

There is no way to relieve it well.

He listened to the recording given by Lu Zhan.

I fell into a deep self-blame.

In the recording is the crying of a woman, and the painful sentence "I don't forget him" accompanying the crying.

She even called his name when she was most desperate
He called Dr. Han in the middle of the night and told Dr. Han about this matter. He was so hot-headed that he told Dr. Han to tell Gu Nian everything, otherwise when would this torture be.

Jiang Yichen said: "I have felt sorry for her too much, and I don't know how to make up for it. Any method feels futile. It's better to let her make up her own mind."

Dr. Han guessed that he had been drinking and his emotions were out of control, so he asked him to calm down, otherwise it would be counterproductive.

Jiang Yichen said that she is worried about the child now, but he is also responsible for this matter.

All kinds of causes in the past have caused the current results.

There was no way he could escape.

Dr. Han comforted him a few more words, and asked him to come for a consultation in the morning, otherwise Jiang Yichen might be the one who has problems in his mind, because Gu Nian's mental state is still healthy, as long as there is no excessive stimulation, everything will gradually get better.

Jiang Yichen sighed.

Dr. Han said: "You don't need to be too psychologically burdened to do everything you can. At present, I think the most important thing is to keep her happy."

Jiang Yichen: "I understand."

Doctor Han hung up the phone and wiped his forehead.

It's kind of scary when a man breaks down emotionally.

(End of this chapter)