After I was reborn, I became Mrs. Chief Assistant

Chapter 470
Gu Silan was sitting on Yun Yan's right, and on the left was the eldest lady.

When Yun Zhuo looked up occasionally, she could see her eating meat, a lot of meat, all kinds of meat.

Although a beauty is beautiful no matter what she does, even if she eats meat, she won't be as greasy and hideous as a man of eight feet, but Yun Yan doesn't have much beauty when she eats meat.

She just kept the basic etiquette.

On the other hand, no one in the table is as reluctant as her.

The eldest lady picked up some vegetables for her, but she didn't move much.

Yun Zhuo couldn't stand it anymore, lowered his head and poked the fish in front of him, losing interest in opening his mouth.

But that's all.

She couldn't drop her chopsticks and said in a cold voice: "Fourth sister, don't eat if you don't want to eat it. Who is this appearance for?"

Gu Silan didn't seem to notice that she didn't like meat, so she kept pinching it for her: "This roasted squab is fresh and tender, and it's very tasty. You should try it."

"The deep-fried pig's trotters are also good, with a slightly spicy taste and rich scallions."

"I remember you always liked sweet and sour pork ribs."

Gu Silan kept moving her hands, but in the end Yun Lian couldn't stand it any longer. The chopsticks "slapped" onto the cup and plate, and she looked coldly: "Didn't you see that she couldn't eat anymore? If your eyes are useless, I suggest you don't have to go out in the future."

Gu Silan glanced at her at a loss, then turned to look at the eldest lady and the elder, wanting to ask for help.

The eldest lady and the elder did not speak. They are not fools. Naturally, they can see that their daughter is reluctant to eat, but she wants to eat herself, and they can't stop them.But Gu Silan's actions also made them feel very uncomfortable.

But Yun Lian's behavior also made them uncomfortable - today's family banquet, everyone was present, and everyone abided by etiquette, but Yun Lian suddenly got angry.

"Ah Lian." The eldest lady said in a low tone, "How did you talk?"

Yunlian snorted coldly, lowered her head, and stopped talking.

No matter how indecisive she is, she is already married, knows how to advance and retreat, and will not refute her mother in front of so many people.

After the family banquet was over, everyone dispersed.

Yun Zhuo walked last, declined Yun Nong's invitation, and walked slowly by himself.

She ate a lot in the past few days, but she didn't move much. She was always worried that she would gain weight if she continued like this.

Being fat is the second most important thing. I am afraid that when I return to the capital, I will be compared to others.

Thinking of this, she sped up her pace a little, and walked around the back garden of Yun Mansion, but after a while, she stopped, and there was a woman in front of her, squatting behind the rockery, with her back facing her.But looking at her back and the dress on her body, Yun Zhuo can almost conclude that that person is Yun Yan.

Yun Zhuo didn't know whether she should go up or not. There was no one around her. It seemed that she had deliberately pushed back the maid and hid here alone.But from Yun Zhuo's point of view, it seemed that she was in some trouble.

After thinking twice, Yun Zhuo decided to go and have a look.

After approaching Yun Yan, Yun Zhuo stopped walking when he heard a sour smell.

After Yun Yan finished vomiting, she walked over and handed her a clean handkerchief: "Wipe your mouth, do you feel better?"

Seeing that it was her, Yun Yan panicked for a moment, and then quickly suppressed it: "When did Ah Zhuo come? Thank you, it's my business."

"Not long ago." Yun Zhuo said.

Yun Yan smiled slightly, and said softly: "I just felt a little uncomfortable, Ah Zhuo, please don't tell my parents and sister? I don't want them to worry."

Yun Zhuo was silent for a while, and asked her: "Sister Wu doesn't like to eat those, right? Why do you force yourself to eat them?"

Yun Yan didn't want to say it.

But some things have been held in my heart for too long, like a bouquet of dried flowers, which look intact, but in fact cannot be touched, once touched, it may be turned into dust.

Seeing Yun Zhuo's eyes, she subconsciously blurted out: "I..."

Yun Zhuo looked at her with no curiosity, no distress, no emotion, calm and indifferent.However, it was such a pair of eyes that made Yun Yan feel at ease.

She tidied up her emotions: "Do you want to hear me talk?"

Yun Zhuo nodded and said yes.

The two walked to the nearby promenade and sat down against the fence. Yun Yan pursed her lips and began to talk to Yun Zhuo: "I... had a child once before, but then lost it. Silan said that it was because of my body I am weak and not fertile, so let me eat more meat."

"So if you can't eat, you have to force yourself to eat?" Yun Zhuo couldn't understand, and his tone was cold and hard.

She felt that if Yun Yan forced herself to do something she didn't like for such a reason, she would be too wronged.

Although it may be said that being in love is more or less something that will make people feel wronged, but it is rare to be wronged to this extent.

Yun Yan covered her face and broke down in tears: "But... I can't help it. He said that if it was a man next to him, his wife would lose her first child. He might treat her coldly, and even stay overnight with a concubine. It is also a common thing in the courtyard of the house, but he did not do it, he is very sorry for me. He wants a child to carry on the family line, and I am his wife, so naturally I should make efforts for this matter. "

Yun Zhuo remembered that she was also pregnant with a child.

At that time, she was young and didn't understand anything, and it wasn't even expected, so she didn't feel very sad when it disappeared.

At that time, there was no Ning Xueyao between her and Pei Yan.She has no child, so I don't feel anything, but Pei Yan loves her very much. For a long time, he eats and sleeps with her every day, and handles official business by her side. Whenever she feels a little uncomfortable, he will immediately become extremely nervous , I'm afraid that something will make her unhappy again.

But she couldn't understand Gu Silan's operation.

But she didn't know what to say. After a long time, she asked her: "It's not your fault that the child is gone. Do you think you should bear these things?"

Yun Yan's eyes were reddish, and she burst into tears: "I don't know..."

There are more than these problems between her and Gu Silan, but she can't tell them.

In fact, being able to talk to Yun Zhuo about this has exceeded her expectations.

She thought she wouldn't tell anyone.

Yun Zhuo sighed: "Then let me tell you, it's not your fault. The child is gone, no one wants it. It's just an accident, so it's not your fault. You can't punish yourself for what your brother-in-law said. People have already lived in this world. It’s not easy, there’s no need to work so hard.”

Yun Yan stared at her blankly, and after a long time, she came back to her senses and wiped her tears: "Thank you for listening to me."

Yun Zhuo shook his head: "Have you ever thought about it, Fifth Sister, in fact, these are not your problems, but brother-in-law's problems."

(End of this chapter)