After I was reborn, I became Mrs. Chief Assistant

Chapter 53
This is similar to what Yun Zhuo thought.When she came into contact with Pei Wanyin when she was in Jingu Garden, she could see Pei Wanyin's strong personality. Because of her background, she looked high and mighty, but in fact she was probably the most bullied among the princesses in the palace. One:
Those who are higher than her are protected by their mothers, and they can be raised by their mothers in all matters of life, and none of the concubines who can give birth to children in the harem is a fuel-efficient lamp. Could it be a simple character?

Those who are lower than her have experienced the warmth and coldness of human relationships and the coldness of the world early in the palace. They may not be able to live the life of a beautiful princess like Pei Wanyin, but they undoubtedly know how to live well.As far as Yun Zhuo knew, the two princesses with the lowest status in the palace ended up doing very well.

There is only Pei Wanyin, who is both noble and pitiful; she is full of hypocrisy and calculations everywhere in the mud, but also retains two points of innocence.

Yun Zhuo sighed, and taught her in a low voice: "Princess, don't say such things in the future. I know you treat me sincerely, but your serious cousin is the third girl of the Duke of Chang's mansion. With my status, I can't count of."

It’s fine to talk about cousins ​​and cousins ​​in private, if others hear it, they will inevitably say that she is short-sighted, a dignified princess, her aunt is the first wife, but she wants to call a girl from a concubine to be her cousin.Not to mention the royal family, even ordinary people's families, there is no such reason.

Pei Wanyin frowned, and wanted to say something, but was preempted by Yun Zhuo. Her expression was gentle, and she had no coldness towards Zhao Yuying just now: "This is the rule. You were born in a heavenly family, and you are given food and clothing and rewards." For example, these two words cannot be surpassed. You should be more aware of its deterrent power than I am. From the ninety-five venerables to the court ladies and eunuchs, they are all restrained by it. But its existence is not to restrain us , but to set us freer."

"Freedom?" Pei Wanyin asked back.Yun Zhuo is right. From the moment she understands things, she knows that her words and deeds are all framed in the rules. Therefore, she likes banquets and gatherings, and she likes to let go of eagles and horses, but she can do so many things. There was never a moment when I truly felt free.

Yun Zhuo shook her hand: "Yes, freedom. Only by following the rules can we do more things without being criticized. For example, you always say that I am your cousin and can escort me, but our The status is different, and the world will think it is against the rules. Therefore, once something happens to me, even if you are on my side because you know I am innocent, the world will criticize you for being biased, regardless of right and wrong .”

She paused, and continued: "But if you just treat me kindly, and I get into trouble, and you support me without hesitation, the world may still praise you for being affectionate and righteous; even suppose that you have always valued me, But I always treat me coldly in front of people, and I have always been upright and fair in dealing with things. Even if I did what you ordered, if you want to fish me out at this time, the world will only firmly think that I am innocent .”

Her voice was cold, and because she was in the school, she was worried about the crowds around her, so she lowered her voice.

But to Pei Wanyin's ears, she felt an indescribable force, firm and powerful.She just felt as if there was a big bell swinging far away between the sky and the earth, shocking her heart and soul. "I, I see." She also said in a low voice.

Just when Pei Wanyin wanted to assure Yunzhuo that she would remember what she said in the future, she heard her say, "But I also hope you understand that some rules exist only to be broken. I hope my cousin can have the wisdom to abide by the rules, You also have the courage to break the rules.”

Pei Wanyin suddenly raised her head to look at her, but at this time Yun Zhuo had already looked away, looking at Zhao Yuying thoughtfully.

Just now when I saw Zhao Yuying, and after hearing Pei Wanyin say that she had been an accompanying student, she remembered that this Miss Zhao had some fate with her—she was Pei Yan's cousin, and the two met in the previous life. She should call her sister-in-law.

In her previous life, Zhao Yuying was considered a legend in Kyoto.She is very active, and because she admires Mr. Shoufu, she has done many things.The embroidered purse and the knee pads are not worth mentioning. The one thing that really came out of the circle was that when she took advantage of the banquet at home, she drugged Xie Jie's drink when the maid went to give Xie Jie, and wanted to use the right time and place to make love with him. good thing.

Who is Xie Jie, how can she be tricked by her?There is nothing to say about what happened afterwards, but it was Xie Jie who made the Zhao family marry this noble girl who had been raised with great effort to a businessman.

In the boudoir, the lady of the aristocratic family, who was accompanied by poetry, wine, flower tea, and poetry, suddenly became a business woman. Marry a son-in-law of the right family, and continue to live her life of prosperity and wealth.

The psychological gap was far greater than the gap brought about by the real identity. In addition, the businessman was fond of gambling, so Zhao Yuying was even more unwilling to stay by his side.Even if the Zhao family is willing to help Zhao Yuying from time to time, it can't stand her, a girl who has left the court, and runs to her mother's house every three days. Unexpectedly, after being persuaded by her parents, she has become ill at the Zhao family and has no contact with the Zhao family. up.

The businessman originally tolerated her because of the Zhao family's face, but she actually wanted to cut off contact with the Zhao family. As a result, the businessman treated her with contempt, and the young and fresh girls went to the house one after another. Putting on the belt, spending a lot of money like water, not caring about her at all.

Such days quickly made Zhao Yuying thin and mean. Later, Yun Zhuo saw her once from a distance. She was dressed like an ordinary woman. She yelled at a young and beautiful woman in the street, and even slapped her face when she got angry. , pulling hair.

At that time she was sitting in the carriage with Pei Yan, and Pei Yan told her that this was his cousin, who used to have a higher heart than the sky, and her appearance and temperament were extremely outstanding among all the daughters of the aristocratic family. Live like this.

Thinking of this, Yun Zhuo withdrew his gaze.At that time, she really liked Pei Yan and thought he was good at everything. Even if he had no sympathy for her cousin's situation, she felt that he lived a sober life.Thinking about it now, he clearly revealed his heartless nature at that time.

Zhao Yuying seemed to be aware of her gaze, turned her head and looked at her, Yun Zhuo curled her lips as if responding, but said to Pei Wanyin: "Princess, believe it or not, life is alive, drink and peck , all have definite numbers.”

(End of this chapter)