Sadness begins with your name
Chapter 16 You Are Not Even Happy When You Smile
Chapter 16 You Are Not Even Happy When You Smile
On the first day of school, the seat behind Cheng Shanan became empty, and I thought gloomily, there might never be that one person who would kick my stool during class, draw a turtle on the back of my clothes with a pencil, and never again Someone trying to tell a silly joke when I'm sad and crying, and trying to beat me when I'm laughing out loud...
I didn't expect that shortly after Cheng Shanan disappeared, these thoughts disappeared, like a faint layer of warm light poured into the remote and deep forest, and like a light wind blowing gently, blowing the damp and melancholy youth. Heart.
The new head teacher is a middle-aged woman in her 40s, with double eyelids and a slightly pudgy figure, but she always has a kind smile on her face.
At nine o'clock in the morning, she led a pair of boys and girls into the classroom, and successfully caused a little stir in the class.
Describing them as a "couple" is really because the two standing on the podium at this moment look so well-matched, the young man is as delicate as the lotus and the wind, and the young girl is as agile as the moon and the dew.Both of them looked about fifteen or sixteen years old. One had long black hair in a white skirt, and the other had a white shirt and blue jeans. They both had clean eyebrows and gentle smiling expressions.
"I'll introduce two new classmates to you. This is Lin Beifeng, and this is Ye Weiyang. From now on, we should unite with each other, and especially take care of the new classmates."
The new head teacher surnamed Zhou embraced the girl named Ye Weiyang, lightly patted her on the shoulder, pointed to the empty seat beside me, and said: "Go and sit there. Baosha is a very thoughtful girl, you should share your thoughts with each other." help."
"En!" She nodded her head heavily, and her clear eyes turned to me, like a handful of golden sunlight shining on layers of dense forest.
The original tablemate, Xiao Nuan, was assigned to another class due to her poor grades, but now the vacant position was replaced by this sunflower-like girl who came from afar.
Anyway, I don't dislike her, and I even like her a little bit.
Lin Beifeng stood there like a sapling with a serious expression all the time, attracting sighs and secret sighs from the girls in the class from time to time. I heard someone whispering that besides Cheng Shanan, this is the most handsome boy in the class.Some people also said that he looks more mature and refined than Cheng Shanan.
But almost no one mentioned Lin Yuehe because of him. Come to think of it, others didn't know that he was the nephew of the previous class teacher Lin Yuehe.
"Cheng Shanan dropped out of school. Lin Beifeng, go sit there."
"Teacher, will Cheng Shanan come again?" Somehow, I stood up suddenly and stared at Lin Beifeng with some resentment, as if he had taken Cheng Shanan's place.
"This..." Teacher Zhou pondered for a long time, and then showed a perfunctory smile: "It's also possible, but will he come to school in a while. His mother came to complete the withdrawal procedures."
"Don't worry, if he comes back, I will return this seat to him." Lin Beifeng walked down from the podium, and when he passed me, he suddenly said such a sentence.
The expression on his face was like an ice sculpture, beautiful but cold.
Throughout the morning, I was absent-minded in class, but Ye Weiyang seemed very excited, to the teachers and classmates in the class asking me all kinds of questions, I lazily answered a few questions, tilted my head on the table and pretended to be asleep.
After school was finally over, I saw Lin Beifeng coming to look for Ye Weiyang, I put my schoolbag on my back, lowered my head and walked out of the classroom.Unexpectedly, Ye Weiyang seemed to want to walk with me, and kept calling my name from behind.
Humph.
I just don't want to talk to Lin Beifeng, although he didn't offend me.But when I saw him, I... couldn't help but feel heartbroken—for my mother, for Lin Yuehe, and for myself.
He caught up with her, just at the gate of the school, and the wind ran back and forth, blowing my hair that had grown below my ears.I felt an inexplicable chill in my heart, but put a mocking smile on the corner of my lips.
They were talking affectionately, I turned my gaze away, and saw the green light on the opposite side, I moved my feet and swayed across the road with my hands in my trouser pockets.But at this moment, a loud car whistle pierced my ears violently, and a strong wind rushed towards my waist.
"Thin sand--"
Ye Weiyang let out a scream, and before I could raise my head, I felt a car rushing towards me with no intention of braking at all.
"Be careful!" The boy exclaimed when I finally raised my face in panic, a figure rushed over, and just when the black jeep on the right was about to hit me, he pushed me down, followed by harsh brakes Pierced my eardrum.
A few seconds later, I opened my eyes. The boy lying beside him had some dust on his white clothes, and his exposed elbows were scratched, bloodshots were slowly oozing out, while his other hand , it was firmly buckled around my waist.
Ye Weiyang, whose face turned pale from fright, ran up calling our names, and just as she ran up to us and stretched out her hand to pull me up, the jeep that caused the accident, which had already been turned off, suddenly started its engine again , we quickly got up from the ground, Lin Beifeng took Ye Weiyang's hand and backed away repeatedly, while I was crawling into the flower belt beside the road, I yelled: "Who are you? Could it be that you can't murder!"
"Gah-"
The jeep stopped abruptly when it hit my right foot, and two young men in black short sleeves and sunglasses got out of the car.
"Little girl Pianzi, are you Bosha?" The one who took off his sunglasses and yelled at me was a thin man with triangular eyes. He came up and grabbed my arm.
"Say it! Don't you?" Another man with a strong physique wore a yellow chain around his neck and a leopard head tattooed on his arm.As he spoke, he twisted my other arm.
There was a crunching sound from the shoulder blades, and I gasped in pain. I was about to curse, but when I got to the point of my mouth, I changed it to: "I...I am not. You have found the wrong person..."
"What are you looking for for Bao Sha? If you don't let her go, I'll call the police!" Lin Beifeng, carrying a schoolbag, stood beside a cluster of gladiolus, with a cold expression on his face.
"I'm really not called Bao Sha, you guys let go of me...ah, it hurts!" I yelled, at this moment Lin Beifeng motioned to Ye Weiyang, "Go over there and call the police."
There is a public phone in the canteen across the road, Ye Weiyang hurried to the other side of the road after receiving the order, but two men grabbed me and dragged me to the car.
"Cheating elementary school students? I've already inquired about it, you are Bosha!"
"Don't touch her, don't touch her, you made a mistake, I am! I am Bosha!" Seeing that the two of them twisted my arms and were about to get into the car, Ye Weiyang, who ran a few steps, suddenly turned back and yelled loudly.
The strength in my arm suddenly disappeared, the two of them looked at each other and left me to catch Ye Weiyang.
She ran away.
On the road full of people and cars, she ran into the sidewalk for a while, and ran on the driveway for a while, turning left and right like a clever rabbit. Two big men chased after her while shouting, and Lin Beifeng and I I had no choice but to follow behind.
Running near the busiest shopping mall in the city center, Ye Weiyang's white dress was faintly visible in the crowd, and the two youths also chased after him.
Suddenly, she was gone.
I can't find her anymore in my field of vision, except for those two annoying bastard young men.
They couldn't seem to find her either, running rampant through the crowd like headless chickens.
When I came to Lin Beifeng out of breath, he frowned and said, "The police are coming soon. Where did Wei Young go?"
As soon as the words fell, there was a commotion at the entrance of the mall, and someone screamed: "Hurry up and save this girl!"
"Something happened, something happened! Someone fell down the stairs..."
Lin Beifeng's sword-like brows were suddenly furrowed even tighter, and his sweaty face turned pale in an instant.
Maybe, I'm really an ominous person.
It's just that my own fortune is poor and my life is cheap, and I often cause the people around me to suffer some misfortune.
Like Cheng Shanan, like Ye Weiyang.
In order to help me get rid of those two inexplicable villains, she rolled down the fifteen steps of the shopping mall while running, not to mention a sprained ankle and a slight concussion in the head.
"sorry Sorry."
In the hospital, I held her hand hard and said it over and over again.
"Although I don't know those two people, I think I must have caused too many troubles and offended others, which caused you to suffer so much."
Ye Weiyang was lying on the hospital bed, still with a white lotus-like smile on her face: "Fortunately, I didn't break my arms or legs, otherwise it would be miserable."
I couldn't help my nose getting sore, and I cut up the apples I had peeled with great difficulty and handed them to her: "I've thought about this question for a long time, and I still want to ask you..."
She ate a piece of apple with my hand, chewing it very sweetly: "Tsk, it's delicious. Tell me, what do you want to ask?"
"Why are you helping me?"
Not long after we met, I'm not a cute and good girl, and in such a dangerous situation... I can't figure out why this girl named Ye Weiyang treats me so well.
"This..." She tilted her head and thought for a long time, then wrinkled her nose and smiled like a kitten: "I forgot, maybe it was at that moment, I wanted to be a hero to save the beauty, haha."
"But I'm not beautiful." I lowered my head and muttered.
"Who said that!" Wei Young yelled while biting an apple, turned my face and said to Lin Beifeng who was adjusting the TV in the ward: "Look, how beautiful Bao Sha's eyes are! And her skin, mouth , so beautiful..."
"Ah..." I pushed her away, turned around and ran out, my face turned red hot.
Ning Qinglan's hair seemed to be a few strands white.
During lunch, I told her about Wei Young trying to save me from falling down the stairs. At that time, she was enthusiastically telling me about the stage of her "Tu Mi". University and very happy.
But I pulled her back firmly from the illusion.
In reality, her daughter is still hopelessly bad, not to mention her bad grades, causing a lot of trouble for her every few days.
The flames in her eyes were gradually extinguished, and the pupils were gray and cold.
She put the chopsticks gently on the side of the bowl, looked at me, and sighed faintly.
Then, she turned and went back to the bedroom.
I couldn't eat anymore, so I simply collected all the dishes and put them in the kitchen sink.
"You put it there, I'll wash it later." Ning Qinglan came out, holding a thin wad of RMB in her hand.
"Take it to someone to see a doctor. Later..." She didn't finish, her dim eyes cast on the same dim floor, and the figure of her slowly walking back to the bedroom in a loose shirt also looked so dim.
Who said that time is like water, and these youthful years I have are so difficult and unhappy.
Wei Young said, why Bao Sha, you are not happy even when you smile.
At this time, Wei Young didn't know that I had already regarded her as the most real and most caring friend in my life, because she had no reason to be kind to me, because she saw through my fragility at a glance, saw through my smile, hidden in the dark too A heart that is long and damp and hazy.
(End of this chapter)
On the first day of school, the seat behind Cheng Shanan became empty, and I thought gloomily, there might never be that one person who would kick my stool during class, draw a turtle on the back of my clothes with a pencil, and never again Someone trying to tell a silly joke when I'm sad and crying, and trying to beat me when I'm laughing out loud...
I didn't expect that shortly after Cheng Shanan disappeared, these thoughts disappeared, like a faint layer of warm light poured into the remote and deep forest, and like a light wind blowing gently, blowing the damp and melancholy youth. Heart.
The new head teacher is a middle-aged woman in her 40s, with double eyelids and a slightly pudgy figure, but she always has a kind smile on her face.
At nine o'clock in the morning, she led a pair of boys and girls into the classroom, and successfully caused a little stir in the class.
Describing them as a "couple" is really because the two standing on the podium at this moment look so well-matched, the young man is as delicate as the lotus and the wind, and the young girl is as agile as the moon and the dew.Both of them looked about fifteen or sixteen years old. One had long black hair in a white skirt, and the other had a white shirt and blue jeans. They both had clean eyebrows and gentle smiling expressions.
"I'll introduce two new classmates to you. This is Lin Beifeng, and this is Ye Weiyang. From now on, we should unite with each other, and especially take care of the new classmates."
The new head teacher surnamed Zhou embraced the girl named Ye Weiyang, lightly patted her on the shoulder, pointed to the empty seat beside me, and said: "Go and sit there. Baosha is a very thoughtful girl, you should share your thoughts with each other." help."
"En!" She nodded her head heavily, and her clear eyes turned to me, like a handful of golden sunlight shining on layers of dense forest.
The original tablemate, Xiao Nuan, was assigned to another class due to her poor grades, but now the vacant position was replaced by this sunflower-like girl who came from afar.
Anyway, I don't dislike her, and I even like her a little bit.
Lin Beifeng stood there like a sapling with a serious expression all the time, attracting sighs and secret sighs from the girls in the class from time to time. I heard someone whispering that besides Cheng Shanan, this is the most handsome boy in the class.Some people also said that he looks more mature and refined than Cheng Shanan.
But almost no one mentioned Lin Yuehe because of him. Come to think of it, others didn't know that he was the nephew of the previous class teacher Lin Yuehe.
"Cheng Shanan dropped out of school. Lin Beifeng, go sit there."
"Teacher, will Cheng Shanan come again?" Somehow, I stood up suddenly and stared at Lin Beifeng with some resentment, as if he had taken Cheng Shanan's place.
"This..." Teacher Zhou pondered for a long time, and then showed a perfunctory smile: "It's also possible, but will he come to school in a while. His mother came to complete the withdrawal procedures."
"Don't worry, if he comes back, I will return this seat to him." Lin Beifeng walked down from the podium, and when he passed me, he suddenly said such a sentence.
The expression on his face was like an ice sculpture, beautiful but cold.
Throughout the morning, I was absent-minded in class, but Ye Weiyang seemed very excited, to the teachers and classmates in the class asking me all kinds of questions, I lazily answered a few questions, tilted my head on the table and pretended to be asleep.
After school was finally over, I saw Lin Beifeng coming to look for Ye Weiyang, I put my schoolbag on my back, lowered my head and walked out of the classroom.Unexpectedly, Ye Weiyang seemed to want to walk with me, and kept calling my name from behind.
Humph.
I just don't want to talk to Lin Beifeng, although he didn't offend me.But when I saw him, I... couldn't help but feel heartbroken—for my mother, for Lin Yuehe, and for myself.
He caught up with her, just at the gate of the school, and the wind ran back and forth, blowing my hair that had grown below my ears.I felt an inexplicable chill in my heart, but put a mocking smile on the corner of my lips.
They were talking affectionately, I turned my gaze away, and saw the green light on the opposite side, I moved my feet and swayed across the road with my hands in my trouser pockets.But at this moment, a loud car whistle pierced my ears violently, and a strong wind rushed towards my waist.
"Thin sand--"
Ye Weiyang let out a scream, and before I could raise my head, I felt a car rushing towards me with no intention of braking at all.
"Be careful!" The boy exclaimed when I finally raised my face in panic, a figure rushed over, and just when the black jeep on the right was about to hit me, he pushed me down, followed by harsh brakes Pierced my eardrum.
A few seconds later, I opened my eyes. The boy lying beside him had some dust on his white clothes, and his exposed elbows were scratched, bloodshots were slowly oozing out, while his other hand , it was firmly buckled around my waist.
Ye Weiyang, whose face turned pale from fright, ran up calling our names, and just as she ran up to us and stretched out her hand to pull me up, the jeep that caused the accident, which had already been turned off, suddenly started its engine again , we quickly got up from the ground, Lin Beifeng took Ye Weiyang's hand and backed away repeatedly, while I was crawling into the flower belt beside the road, I yelled: "Who are you? Could it be that you can't murder!"
"Gah-"
The jeep stopped abruptly when it hit my right foot, and two young men in black short sleeves and sunglasses got out of the car.
"Little girl Pianzi, are you Bosha?" The one who took off his sunglasses and yelled at me was a thin man with triangular eyes. He came up and grabbed my arm.
"Say it! Don't you?" Another man with a strong physique wore a yellow chain around his neck and a leopard head tattooed on his arm.As he spoke, he twisted my other arm.
There was a crunching sound from the shoulder blades, and I gasped in pain. I was about to curse, but when I got to the point of my mouth, I changed it to: "I...I am not. You have found the wrong person..."
"What are you looking for for Bao Sha? If you don't let her go, I'll call the police!" Lin Beifeng, carrying a schoolbag, stood beside a cluster of gladiolus, with a cold expression on his face.
"I'm really not called Bao Sha, you guys let go of me...ah, it hurts!" I yelled, at this moment Lin Beifeng motioned to Ye Weiyang, "Go over there and call the police."
There is a public phone in the canteen across the road, Ye Weiyang hurried to the other side of the road after receiving the order, but two men grabbed me and dragged me to the car.
"Cheating elementary school students? I've already inquired about it, you are Bosha!"
"Don't touch her, don't touch her, you made a mistake, I am! I am Bosha!" Seeing that the two of them twisted my arms and were about to get into the car, Ye Weiyang, who ran a few steps, suddenly turned back and yelled loudly.
The strength in my arm suddenly disappeared, the two of them looked at each other and left me to catch Ye Weiyang.
She ran away.
On the road full of people and cars, she ran into the sidewalk for a while, and ran on the driveway for a while, turning left and right like a clever rabbit. Two big men chased after her while shouting, and Lin Beifeng and I I had no choice but to follow behind.
Running near the busiest shopping mall in the city center, Ye Weiyang's white dress was faintly visible in the crowd, and the two youths also chased after him.
Suddenly, she was gone.
I can't find her anymore in my field of vision, except for those two annoying bastard young men.
They couldn't seem to find her either, running rampant through the crowd like headless chickens.
When I came to Lin Beifeng out of breath, he frowned and said, "The police are coming soon. Where did Wei Young go?"
As soon as the words fell, there was a commotion at the entrance of the mall, and someone screamed: "Hurry up and save this girl!"
"Something happened, something happened! Someone fell down the stairs..."
Lin Beifeng's sword-like brows were suddenly furrowed even tighter, and his sweaty face turned pale in an instant.
Maybe, I'm really an ominous person.
It's just that my own fortune is poor and my life is cheap, and I often cause the people around me to suffer some misfortune.
Like Cheng Shanan, like Ye Weiyang.
In order to help me get rid of those two inexplicable villains, she rolled down the fifteen steps of the shopping mall while running, not to mention a sprained ankle and a slight concussion in the head.
"sorry Sorry."
In the hospital, I held her hand hard and said it over and over again.
"Although I don't know those two people, I think I must have caused too many troubles and offended others, which caused you to suffer so much."
Ye Weiyang was lying on the hospital bed, still with a white lotus-like smile on her face: "Fortunately, I didn't break my arms or legs, otherwise it would be miserable."
I couldn't help my nose getting sore, and I cut up the apples I had peeled with great difficulty and handed them to her: "I've thought about this question for a long time, and I still want to ask you..."
She ate a piece of apple with my hand, chewing it very sweetly: "Tsk, it's delicious. Tell me, what do you want to ask?"
"Why are you helping me?"
Not long after we met, I'm not a cute and good girl, and in such a dangerous situation... I can't figure out why this girl named Ye Weiyang treats me so well.
"This..." She tilted her head and thought for a long time, then wrinkled her nose and smiled like a kitten: "I forgot, maybe it was at that moment, I wanted to be a hero to save the beauty, haha."
"But I'm not beautiful." I lowered my head and muttered.
"Who said that!" Wei Young yelled while biting an apple, turned my face and said to Lin Beifeng who was adjusting the TV in the ward: "Look, how beautiful Bao Sha's eyes are! And her skin, mouth , so beautiful..."
"Ah..." I pushed her away, turned around and ran out, my face turned red hot.
Ning Qinglan's hair seemed to be a few strands white.
During lunch, I told her about Wei Young trying to save me from falling down the stairs. At that time, she was enthusiastically telling me about the stage of her "Tu Mi". University and very happy.
But I pulled her back firmly from the illusion.
In reality, her daughter is still hopelessly bad, not to mention her bad grades, causing a lot of trouble for her every few days.
The flames in her eyes were gradually extinguished, and the pupils were gray and cold.
She put the chopsticks gently on the side of the bowl, looked at me, and sighed faintly.
Then, she turned and went back to the bedroom.
I couldn't eat anymore, so I simply collected all the dishes and put them in the kitchen sink.
"You put it there, I'll wash it later." Ning Qinglan came out, holding a thin wad of RMB in her hand.
"Take it to someone to see a doctor. Later..." She didn't finish, her dim eyes cast on the same dim floor, and the figure of her slowly walking back to the bedroom in a loose shirt also looked so dim.
Who said that time is like water, and these youthful years I have are so difficult and unhappy.
Wei Young said, why Bao Sha, you are not happy even when you smile.
At this time, Wei Young didn't know that I had already regarded her as the most real and most caring friend in my life, because she had no reason to be kind to me, because she saw through my fragility at a glance, saw through my smile, hidden in the dark too A heart that is long and damp and hazy.
(End of this chapter)
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