Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 20 Carrying Your Name, Walk Through Your Life

When I received the postcard from Wei Young from Beijing, I was sitting in the courtyard in a daze.My mother is packing, cleaning the house, and putting away all kinds of things. After the Spring Festival, even the house and furniture will be rented to a Northeast family.Looking at the gray sky, I suddenly felt like I was about to lose something.

There are only those few years of youth, and in those short few years, I always feel that time passes too slowly.When loneliness and troubles become a disease of youth, I can only get through this time with a pair of empty eyes and bored.

I clipped the leaf-shaped postcard with "Happy New Year, forever friendship" into the inner page of "Dream of Red Mansions", and then slowly opened the second postcard.

This one was sent by Lin Beifeng, and there are only a few words on the back: "Best regards. Lin Beifeng in the winter of 1997."

Although the two postcards have different shapes, they are from the same series. I couldn't help but sigh, how wonderful that I can even buy postcards during the winter vacation together.In this world, who can take Wei Young's place in his heart?
Looking back on my behavior, it was really absurd and frivolous!

"Xiasha, go to the street to buy a packet of salt, it's time to make dinner."

I responded, closed the book, went into the house, took some money and went out in a dull mood.

The streets are bustling with crowds, and there are New Year's goods stalls everywhere, couplets, door paintings, and a festive Chinese red as far as the eye can see.

I walked through those crowds, immersed in my melancholy.

"If it wasn't for her... maybe I would really like you." These words echoed in my mind over and over again, like a fragment of a movie, rewinding and replaying non-stop.

At that time, the breath of his body permeated my nose lightly, it was such a faint grassy fragrance, I tried hard to recall his expression, his movements, and his voice.His gentle words hit my heart, "Did I hurt you"...

And now, where is he?

I looked up, and none of the faces in the crowd was his familiar face. From the first time I fell into his arms to stumbling to say goodbye, the memories that flooded into my heart at this time made my heart ache.

What to do, I feel like I really like him.This feeling is stronger and more real than when I was tempted by Lin Yuehe at the beginning...

Then the tears came down, blurred the eyes, and couldn't see the road clearly, and accidentally bumped into a group of yelling teenagers.

They had just come out of a small shop, and the boy I bumped into covered his chest and grinned, causing the companions beside him to laugh together: "A girl can hit you like that, too delicate!"

"What! The body I just got tattooed still hurts..." the boy argued, and opened his collar, a few blue English letters were clearly engraved on his chest.

Another boy laughed: "If you can't catch up with someone, you can engrave their name on your body. It's amazing..."

They ignored me, laughed and disappeared into the crowd.My eyes stayed on the small shop called "Xiaojuan Tattoo" across the road, stood there for a while, and finally walked there in big strides.

Today, this tattoo engraved on my left chest has been with me for ten years.

How many changes in the world can happen in ten years, and how many ignorant loves can be derived, but because of this tattoo engraved on my chest and heart, I engraved three words in my life forever.

For the rest of my life, I will never forget.

That day, it wasn't painless. When the tattoo artist pierced the skin with a thin needle, I gritted my teeth and didn't say a word.But when the tattoo was completed and I stood in front of the large floor-to-ceiling mirror and saw the familiar three characters on my bare shoulders perfectly designed as a butterfly about to fly, I cried again.

"Lin Beifeng".I called out softly, and tears fell down with sweet tears in the bitterness, and the three words crossed, slightly stinging.

From then on, whether I see you or not, I will take you through my whole life.

(End of this chapter)