Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 26

Two years later, Beijing.

Just after the Spring Festival, the speakers in the streets and alleys have started to play the songs Jay Chou sang in the Spring Festival Gala.School hasn't started yet, and I have nothing to do, so I found something for myself to do.Some of Ning Qinglan's original manuscripts still survived. When I was free, I typed out these manuscripts that were treasured by me on the computer. After the holidays, I have sorted out tens of thousands of words in the manuscript.

There is no cloud on this day, the sky is as clear as a tear, and occasionally some snow still hangs on the treetops. This is my favorite season. Beijing, the turn of winter and spring, is suitable for missing.

But who else can I miss.Except for the tattoo on the chest, in some nights, there is a thick and faint pain.

In the past two years, when I was in my youth, I didn't get into trouble, didn't fall in love and fight, and lived my university life in an orderly manner.

My youth, like my people, is a weed that will never bloom brightly.

Valentine's Day, falling snow.I was sitting in front of the light blue desk by the window, typing words on the keyboard with my fingers like flying, Ning Qinglan's words.In these sad or beautiful words, I feel her very truly.

She wrote messy handwriting with a light blue pen:

"On the night of Valentine's Day, she was alone, using a cigarette to ignite her loneliness. But she didn't expect to meet him at the water bridge."

After typing this sentence, I stopped my hands, moved my numb neck, and opened the rose-colored silk curtain.

Snow, misty, like countless jumping little stars brighten the outside world bit by bit.Looking at my watch, it was past ten o'clock in the evening. I was a little hungry, so I closed the computer and left the bedroom.

There are only a few hard steamed buns in the refrigerator. Dad often works overtime recently, and it is normal not to come back for dinner, but even Ye Congling started to use the excuse of working overtime and not having time to come back to cook at night.

It's been two years, there are big and small stumbling blocks, but with my father around, I didn't do anything to her, the two of them just tacitly understood each other, and it's okay to get along on the surface.

My stomach kept growling, so I put on a white down jacket, a peacock blue scarf that Bo Yuntian brought back from his business trip to Yunnan, put on gloves, and pushed the bicycle out.

As soon as the car rode out of the alley, I saw someone setting off fireworks. The colorful fireworks flew into the high night sky, which was really beautiful.

I looked up, and I was fascinated by it for a while, but my feet didn't stop moving, and the car was still moving forward. Suddenly, I heard a thud, and in the dark night, a figure uttered an ouch.

Oops, hit someone.

I quickly jumped out of the car and threw the bicycle aside to help someone, but just as I bent down, the guy got up from the ground with a squeak and patted his clothes.

"Are you OK?"

On such a night, the light moonlight is naturally not enough to illuminate the scenery, and there are no lights at the entrance of the alley, so I can't see his appearance clearly. I only think he is a young boy from his figure. He is tall and thin. Yes, so flexible, do you practice sports?
"It's okay." A slightly deep male voice came, and I tried to look at it with the light of the fireworks. The boy just turned around. He was dressed in black, with a handsome side face and beautiful bangs on his forehead. Inexplicably, there was a feeling of deja vu .

Just about to chat a few more words, he said: "There are no lights here, be careful when riding at night." Then he hurried away towards the street outside the alley.

I got on the bicycle, and a feeling of not coming drove me to walk slowly behind him.Snowflakes are swaying in pieces, on the night of Valentine's Day, it is possible that there will be an affair...

I have never expected or expected an affair. Seven years have passed, and what I long for is always a reunion.

Yes, no matter the scenery around me, I will never forget the heartbeat at the age of 14.

Long-lost Lin Beifeng, have you forgotten me?
When I turned into the brightly lit street, I finally saw the back of the boy in front of me. He was tall and handsome, wearing a dark Adidas sweatshirt, dark blue jeans, and a thick striped scarf around his neck.With his hands in his pockets and his head bowed, he walked in a hurry, his back was inexplicably deserted.I don't know why I stared at a stranger for so long, until I saw him hail a taxi at the corner of the street, then turned around, and his whole face was clearly displayed in front of me.

I froze for a moment.

"Lin...Lin..." I thought I was dazzled, but when I blinked and looked again, he had already opened the car door and was sitting in.

"Lin Beifeng—" A hoarse cry came from his throat, but unfortunately, he didn't hear it.

The taxi flashed its taillights and sped out, and I jumped on my bicycle to catch up quickly.

"Lin Beifeng, wait, Lin Beifeng--" I shouted while chasing, the dense snow particles were blown to my face by the wind, and it hurt slightly, but I couldn't care about it, my heart was hanging, but I could only Seeing the taxi driving him away.

"Didi--squeak--" With a screeching sound of brakes, a black Poussin stopped beside me, and Bo Yuntian poked his head out of the car window and called me, "Shasha, where are you going?"

"Shit!" I cursed angrily. The taxi disappeared. Although I was unwilling, there was nothing I could do.

At this time, Bo Yuntian had already gotten out of the car, and walked towards me with a manly appearance in a black suit, nagging: "What time is it? What if you meet bad guys? What were you doing so fast just now?"

"I'm hungry, Aunt Ye didn't cook, I'm going to buy instant noodles." I lazily raised my eyelids, and turned the bike head.

Bo Yuntian immediately looked puzzled: "Did she tell you that we have something to do tonight and asked you to go out and buy something to eat?"

Oh, I forgot today's Valentine's Day, the two of them probably went out for romance, no wonder Ye Congling went out without saying a word, is it because I was afraid that I would suddenly appear and cause damage like last year?

I sneered and continued to search for my Valentine's Day instant noodles.

"Yuntian, hurry home, my sister needs to go to the bathroom!" A woman's face was stretched out from the co-pilot, with heavy makeup on and hair permed, it took a long time to recognize it was Ye Congling.

But what sister?
I didn't bother to pay attention to it, kicked my foot, and the car drove out slowly, heading straight for the entrance of the supermarket.

Holding two barrels of Master Kong's braised beef noodles in his arms, he heard soft chatter and laughter from the living room as soon as he walked to the door.

I habitually kicked the door with my foot, but I didn't expect that the instant noodles rolled to the ground with too much force. I raised my head and saw the girl on the sofa under my father's embarrassing scolding.

Wearing a beige line cap, a pure white down jacket with a ring of pink rabbit fur, and white short boots, with bright eyes and a sweet smile.She sat there petite and exquisite, and immediately there was a living painting of beauties in the dimly lit living room.That's right, there is such a beautiful and delicious beauty in front of my eyes at this moment.

"This is your Auntie Ye's cousin...called...sister, what's your name?" Bo Yuntian turned to ask her with some embarrassment halfway through speaking.

And the atmosphere in the air had already become strange, I didn't say a word, and the girl who was looking directly at me didn't make a sound either.After half a minute, she suddenly jumped up from the sofa and hugged me.

"Baosha! I didn't expect to meet you here!" She shook my shoulders, her beautiful face was full of joy and excitement: "I'm Weiyang, do you remember? Weiyang, Ye Weiyang!"

To be honest, I almost couldn't recognize her, although she is still beautiful compared to that time, but maybe she has grown up and matured, now Ye Weiyang has fashionable curly hair, delicate makeup, facial features There is no big change, but there is a sense of strangeness in my eyes and temperament, which I can't describe.

Six years ago, she said, "Three years later, we will meet again in Beijing."

I came to Beijing, but no one, me, her, or Lin Beifeng kept the promise of reunion.

I gently pushed away her hand holding my shoulders, with a mocking smile on my lips, "I remember, Wei Young, my former junior high school classmate."

After I finished speaking, I bent down and picked up the two buckets of instant noodles that had fallen at her feet.

"You guys talk first, I'll go eat instant noodles." After finishing speaking, I stepped into the kitchen, leaving Ye Weiyang with his mouth wide open and his face full of astonishment.

In the kitchen, I chopped a green onion fiercely.

I have the ability to eat more than a dozen kinds of instant noodles, but today, my mind is not on this bowl of green onion instant noodles.Listen carefully, they are still chatting and laughing happily in the living room, Ye Weiyang who has grown up has long since faded, and looks like a cute person who is well-spoken and good at communication.

I was squatting on the kitchen floor with a bowl of instant noodles, and the fragrant hot air sprayed on my face, but somehow it brought out a little soreness buried deep in my heart, and I couldn’t tell where the grievance came from. Tears also came rushing out.

It's not that I don't remember your kindness, but after a few years, you and him should have forgotten me long ago.Now you still remember me, but you have been in Beijing for three years, why haven't you come to see me?

With such awkward and complicated emotions, I walked out of the kitchen. It was late at night, and Ye Congling was arranging her room.

"I can't live in the guest room anymore. I'll sleep with Baosha tonight." She looked at me with a happy smile, and her face was filled with disregard for previous suspicions.

Ye Congling was hesitating, when Bo Yuntian came out of the bedroom and said, "Okay, since you are classmates, let's have a good chat. This kid Shasha is too withdrawn, it's rare to meet a good friend."

Know why I don't say no?
Because I really want to know some news about Lin Beifeng from her.

Even if it is a little bit, at least, let me know whether he has come to Beijing or not.

But it was strange and disappointing.Throughout the night, she chatted with me about many things, explaining that she never knew that her cousin-in-law was my father, and apologized for this incident; then she said that she went to school in Beijing Film Academy, and many big stars were her seniors senior sister.

She talked most of the night about her college life.As for Lin Beifeng, she seemed to avoid it intentionally, and kept silent about it.

The hour hand pointed to two o'clock in the morning, and the snow outside shone in through the undrawn windows, sprinkled on her long hair as beautiful as seaweed.

I turned over and said softly to Wei Young, who was once friendly but now unfamiliar: "It's late, go to sleep."

"Sand." Under the quilt, behind her, she suddenly stretched out her hand to hold my arm, her voice was soft but clear: "Are you angry with me?"

"No." I slightly raised my lower lip, "It's just that I've been alone for too long, and I forgot how to get close to people."

"Sand." As soon as her waist warmed up, she gently hugged my waist from behind, "You know, the most fascinating and unforgettable thing about you is your loneliness." She pressed her face against mine From the back, a voice buzzed into the eardrums: "But you are so distressing..."

That's what I said, but who really cared about me?I smiled and closed my eyes, but tears slipped into the pillow.

Ye Weiyang lived in my house for four days, although I can't say that I am too warm to her, but I am not as cold as she was when she first came in, after all, she is one of the few friends I really care about.I'm just not good at expressing it.

On the fourth day, she said that Beijing Film Academy was about to start school, and she had to leave.

Originally, Bo Yuntian was going to drive her off, but when he was about to leave, he suddenly received a call from his work unit, saying that he had to be there immediately for an urgent reception task.Wei Young is very sensible and hurriedly said that she can take a taxi by herself, and don't bother her brother-in-law.

She said one brother-in-law made me a whole generation shorter in front of her, which made me feel like I swallowed sand in my heart.

"I'll send Wei Young to school, I also want to see what celebrities look like." I made a rare request to go out on my own initiative, and immediately got my father's warm approval.

Wei Young was a little surprised, glanced at me, smiled like a flower and put my arm together and said: "Okay, maybe we can meet Zhao Wei."

We took a taxi and sat in the back seat together, but suddenly we were silent.

The snow on the street has begun to melt slowly, and the trees are shining green under the sunlight.Halfway to the car, she took out a delicate white mobile phone from the beautiful silver-red leather bag, and asked me: "Sha, what is your mobile phone number, I will save it."

She turned on the phone while asking, and the bright screen reflected her facial features more perfectly.

"My God." She whispered, "I haven't turned it on for three days, how many calls..."

During the few days she came to my house, it turned out that she kept shutting down the phone.Are you hiding from someone?I suddenly thought.

They left each other's mobile phone numbers, and her brows seemed to be furrowed all the time, and she was always absent-minded when she spoke, as if she was preoccupied.

Seeing that the car had been gone for a long time, I wanted to ask her several times, but her cell phone kept ringing.

"Hey, Shanshan, I'm going to school right away..."

"Hey, Teacher Zhang, I'm going to school tomorrow..."

"Hey, it's you? Why are you free to call me today?" From the tone and demeanor she answered the phone, I guessed that there must be a man on the other end of the phone, Ye Weiyang's face was like rouge, showing a charming blush.

"Ha, why didn't Young Master Jiang answer the phone? It's just that my mobile phone is out of battery. I live at a relative's house and forgot to bring the charger... Tomorrow night? Okay..."

Finally, after she finished the long phone call, the taxi also stopped outside the gate of Beiying.

"Here we are, a total of 47 yuan." The driver turned around and said.

Before Wei Young took out his wallet, I handed over the 50 yuan I had prepared.

"You will sit in my dormitory for a while, and I will come back when I go to the department, and I will accompany you around then." She hurriedly said to me as soon as she got off the car.

"No need. Turn it around next time." I said lightly, "I just want to ask you something."

She put down the mobile phone she was going to make, and looked up at me, "Huh? You ask."

"It's about Lin Beifeng..."

"Hey Senior Sister—" Before I finished asking, she suddenly waved her hands, jumped up with a smile and waved warmly to someone behind me.

"Recently, I watched your new film. Your acting skills are superb. You are definitely my idol." She smiled sweetly and praised the other party. The girl was wearing sunglasses, but she just nodded reservedly, looking Although he has some celebrity appearance, he can't remember what dramas he has acted in.

"This is my friend Bo Sha, save a ticket for us next time you perform..." Seeing that she was still talking about something I wasn't interested in, I turned my back and smiled coldly in my heart.

Always kept silent to Lin Beifeng, what happened between you and him?
(End of this chapter)