Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 6 Broken Dreams Are Hard to Find

One afternoon in mid-June, the weather was extremely hot.The white sun hangs in the air, and the flowers and plants on the campus are also drooping their branches and leaves lifelessly.

The air in the classroom was hot and stuffy, and the ceiling fan squeaked on the white ceiling, like singing an old-fashioned song.

The math teacher was talking about "100 cases of pre-examination counseling" on the blackboard, and my deskmate Xiaonuan covered her face with a book and slept soundly, and her saliva snaked along the table and even wet my homework book.

My head was also muddy and dizzy. At this moment, my back seemed to be pricked twice with a needle point, and I woke up instantly with a low cry.Turning around in anger, I saw that kid Cheng Shanan was shaking a compasses and winking at me with a smirk.

For some unknown reason, this boy who always liked to sit in the last row of the classroom for the sake of freedom actually went to the head teacher and said that he had poor eyesight and could not see the blackboard clearly at the back, so he wanted to sit in the front row.

The homeroom teacher was both surprised and delighted, thinking that the underachiever finally woke up and wanted to make progress, so he enthusiastically moved him to the seat two rows in front of the top students. Unexpectedly, the kid said harmlessly: "It's easy to get too close to the blackboard." If I have lung disease, I just sit behind the thin sand.”

In this way, he sat in the back row of me.From then on, I had to endure a series of continuous harassment from him kicking my stool, poking me on the back, talking to me, and copying my homework.

I wanted to change seats, Xiao Nuan rolled her eyes, and said calmly, "What's the point? He's stuck with you, who made Cheng Shuai look like everyone and love flowers bloom..."

"Shit, it's not because of having a rich dad!"

Facts have proved that resistance is useless, and Cheng Shanan's perseverance is even admirable to me-I changed my seat three times in a month, and Cheng Shanan was always in my back seat.

"You're looking for death, you dare to pierce me with the tip of a compass!" I turned my head and stared at him with big angry eyes.

"Hey, is there anything after school?" Cheng Shanan asked in a low voice.

"what?"

"Take you to a good place to play." He stared straight at me with bright eyes.

"Who is speaking below?" On the stage, the arrow with the chalk head of the math teacher flew over and hit me directly on the right cheek.

The class suddenly burst into laughter, even the sleeping Xiaonuan was woken up, she rubbed her eyes and looked at the white chalk marks on my face and laughed.

My face suddenly became hot, I picked up the chalk stubs that fell on the table, stood up abruptly, and stared angrily at the math teacher on the podium.

"What? Are you still not convinced?" The math teacher with buck teeth and a face full of "red beans", who was originally sorry for the audience, slapped the desk, dust was everywhere, and she called in a thin voice: "You stand on the podium for me What kind of dignity is it to chatter with boys in front of the teacher, how shameless is it for a girl?"

I bit my lower lip hard, left my seat without saying a word, and walked straight to the podium.

The math teacher stared at me nervously, his two small mung bean eyes were always looking at my clenched right hand.

Everyone is looking at me, in fact, I don't know what will happen next.

However, when I walked to the podium, raised my hand and was about to throw the chalk head representing humiliation to the math teacher, and then said with a smile: "Teacher, return your chalk." The fierce math teacher obviously misunderstood.

She thought I was going to attack the "petite" her, so before I could stand still, she preemptively slapped me in the face.

Suddenly, the whole class was in an uproar!
I was also stunned by the beating, and in a trance, I heard someone scold angrily: "Fuck!"

A tall figure of a boy jumped out, vaguely it was Cheng Shanan, I ignored it, and ran out of the classroom covering my face.

It seems that I am still at the level of a good citizen, otherwise I would have slapped that dead woman back.

As soon as he left the classroom door, someone grabbed his arm.

Following the white and dazzling light, I saw a face with a familiar outline, complex eyes, surprised, angry and sad eyes.

"How did she hit you?!"

dad.

Long-lost father Bo Yuntian.

My long-lost father is finally back... Is he coming back to divorce my mother?

I stared at her brightly.

Lin Yuehe hurried over, his handsome face was covered with a thin layer of sweat.

"I brought your father to the classroom to look for you, and I happened to see a conflict between you and Teacher Fang. What's going on?"

I am speechless.At this time, Teacher Fang, who was wearing a pink and purple short skirt that was so narrow that the fat was all over his body, came out wiping his tears, and there was a red five-fingerprint on his right cheek.

I suddenly felt that my face didn't hurt anymore.

"It's the other way around...Mr. Lin, I can't teach the students in your class anymore, and I beat the teacher... woo woo woo..." Seeing Lin Yuehe, the math teacher cried and yelled angrily: "This thin sand, And that Cheng Shanan should be fired! You don't care, don't let me go to the principal! Woohoo, you guys are going too far..."

She pointed at my nose and stamped her feet and cried. Lin Yuehe persuaded her, saying: "Mr. Fang, please tell me what's going on slowly, okay?"

"What can I say! The student was slapped by the teacher for no reason, is she still reasonable--"

"Cheng Shanan, go back!" Lin Yuehe shouted at Cheng Shanan who stood at the door like a small angry volcano.

Maybe it was too long in the sun, my head was buzzing, and my stomach felt sick.

"Dad, I feel bad..." I weakly supported his hand, and suddenly my body went limp and I fell down.

I have heat stroke.

So, how Teacher Fang, Cheng Shanan, Lin Yuehe, Dad and others dealt with the chaotic scene at that time, I don't know at all.

I don't want to know at all.

I only know that when I woke up, my father and mother were surrounded by my bed, the electric fan was humming and sending in cool and pleasant wind, and a bowl of translucent mung bean soup was placed by the bed.

Everything is as old as the original harmony and warmth of this home over the years.

Seeing that I woke up, Ning Qinglan was pleasantly surprised. He held my hand and brought up the mung bean soup: "Drink some soup quickly. You scared me to death!"

"Dad, Mom." I called out softly, with the same coquettish meaning as when I was a child.

They don't know how important this cry, which is so common in other people's homes, is in my heart, which is extremely lacking in love and extremely longing for love.

I laughed and shed tears.

Bo Yun is pale and fat, presumably because he has been soaked in the temperament of the capital for a long time, even in a simple gray short-sleeved shirt, he still looks very stylish.

But his eyes were extremely complicated, entangled with guilt, disappointment, distressed, and a little hesitant to speak.

They each touched my hair very affectionately.

"Dad, are you still leaving? Do you remember when you promised me to climb Nanshan?"

Before he could answer, the phone hanging on his waist beeped.

Ning Qinglan's face instantly became cold and gloomy.

Bo Yuntian ignored my disappointed eyes, hurried out of the room, and answered the phone in a low voice.After 10 minutes, he still hadn't come back. I pricked up my ears but couldn't hear the content clearly.

Ning Qinglan fed me mung bean soup spoon by spoon, with dull eyes and a stiff expression.

"Xiasha, Dad is in a hurry, let's go out first." Bo Yuntian grabbed the purse by the bedside, put the phone on his waist, and was about to leave.

I looked at him with shining eyes, disappointed, but didn't speak.

He looked at me, moved his lips, and left with a sigh.

"The vixen is entangled in his legs, and he doesn't even want his own daughter." Ning Qinglan threw down the porcelain spoon with a clatter, and sneered.

Bo Yuntian stopped the steps that had just stepped out of the threshold, turned his head, and said indifferently: "It was also forced by you."

As soon as the words were finished, the other figure left. Ning Qinglan lifted up the half bowl of mung bean soup and threw it towards the door, cursing: "Get lost! Don't come back even if you die!"

It's over.I know that between parents, it is completely over.

Sure enough, Bo Yuntian did not return overnight.

The next day, I stayed in bed and refused to go to school, and classmate Xiaonuan ran to the house to look for me.

"Ms. Lin asked you to go to school."

"I'm not going." I pulled the quilt over my head.

"Go, go, you don't know that the world has changed in the class. Teacher Fang no longer teaches our class. Cheng Shanan will take care of you when you talk in class and Teacher Fang is beaten. So you don't need it at all. Worried." Xiao Nuan said, "I didn't expect Cheng Shuai to be so loyal and affectionate. For you, he slapped Fang Baoya in the face. The girls in the class all adore him and think he's a man..."

"That's good, why don't you go after him!"

Xiao Nuan opened her mouth wide in surprise: "Why do I feel that you are not grateful at all, Cheng Shanan was beaten to pieces by his father for this, and he is lying in the hospital right now."

I was shocked and stopped talking.Although he was the cause of this incident, I was a little moved from his loyalty to almost reckless behavior.

However, it is not necessary for me to bring flowers and fruits to the hospital to see him, right?

Xiaonuan pushed me again, blinked Xinghe's eyes and said gossipingly: "Besides, I heard that two new students will be transferred to the class, why don't you go and see?"

Seeing that I still looked disinterested, she added: "I heard people say that the boy is not only handsome, but he just doesn't know when he will come to class."

Xiao Nuan is an idiot...

It was almost ten o'clock in the morning, but I still refused to go to school. Xiao Nuan looked at her watch helplessly and said, "Mr. Lin gave me two classes to call you. If you really don't go, I have nothing to do." Alright, let me ask for leave for you... just say your aunt is here!"

After Xiaonuan left, I lay on the bed for a while.

The weather was still sweltering, Ning Qinglan went out early in the morning without a trace, and even Bo Yuntian didn't hear from her.

Until lunch time, the neighbor Xia’s mother-in-law came to my door tremblingly leaning on crutches, and shouted in a weak voice: "Bosha! Bosha, go out and have a look, something has happened! Your mother is going to jump off the building..."

(End of this chapter)