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Chapter 313 Can't Leave You

After hearing this, she felt even more distressed, the man in front of her loved her to the bone.He just wants his trust, dependence and only love.But Ruoxi didn't regret her decision at that time, if she waited to convince him to agree with her point of view, the best time to have an abortion might have passed.At that time, if it is not done well, there will be one dead body and two lives, or else it will be forced to be born.No matter what the result is, Ruoxi can't bear it!
"Can you really understand?" She asked seriously, "Actually, I told you the reason why I can't have this child, but you think it doesn't matter."

Yixuan frowned when he heard this, he tried his best to recall, and then remembered that what Ruoxi was referring to should be Dr. Hu.At that time, Ruoxi was afraid that the bezoar he had taken would be harmful to the fetus, but he asked many imperial doctors and they all said it was fine.Aborting the child because of this is too far-fetched and incomprehensible.

Looking at his expression, Ruoxi knew what he was thinking, and couldn't help but said with a wry smile: "You can't understand my thoughts, and you can't accept my decision at the moment."

"Is it true that you killed the child just because of your unfounded speculation?" He really couldn't accept this reason, "I know that you are surrounded by enemies when you marry into the Hou's Mansion, and there are many people who secretly want to see your jokes, and even give them to you. You are stumbling and plotting. I can understand that you want to take the initiative to protect yourself. Although I don't agree with you using methods that hurt your body and children, I will not blame you. This is all because I failed to protect you , if I prop up the sky for you, you don’t have to go through every step of the way. So you can admit it and don’t need to find a reason that no one will believe.”

"Although I didn't tell you some things, I never told a lie in front of you! I thought about your anger, sadness, and even hatred after you knew about it. But I never expected that you would not believe it My words! Go out, I don't want to talk to you!" Ruoxi was a little sad, she suddenly felt that there was an invisible gap between the two of them.The huge difference in thinking leads to their completely different views on things, which will inevitably lead to disagreements and even emotional crises.

The more things they encounter, the more frequent this kind of crisis will erupt, which will eventually wear down their relationship to nothing but exhaustion.This is not the result Ruoxi wants to see, she doesn't want her precious love to be ruined like this.Although Yixuan can't understand her thoughts for a while, she needs Yixuan to believe in herself unconditionally.If there is no trust in each other between husband and wife, sooner or later they will be divorced.

Originally, Yixuan was a little angry, a little sad, and a little bit complaining, he thought that Ruoxi would apologize for what he had done, and even cry bitterly to ask for forgiveness.Unexpectedly, Ruoxi accused him of not trusting herself enough, and seemed to be very angry. Isn't this Zhu Bajie's backlash?

Seeing Ruoxi's stern face, he resisted the urge to coax her, turned around and left the inner room.But after all, he was thinking about Ruoxi in his heart, thinking that she just vomited blood and became weak, and now she flung her sleeves and came out, so she didn't know how to be annoyed.But when he thought of what Ruoxi said, he panicked again!Ruoxi wants his trust, why doesn't he?In his heart, he decided that Ruoxi had another purpose in not wanting children, and he wanted to hear the truth.As long as Ruoxi is willing to say it, he won't care about anything!

Qingyu was locked in the firewood room at the back, the windows were sealed and the door was fastened from the outside, and there were two women guarding the door so that no one could come forward.Yixuan has already ordered someone to gag her mouth and tie her hands and feet together.She couldn't speak, move her hands, or move her feet. She couldn't move every day, and the earth couldn't work.

At first she tried to yell, but she couldn't even utter a word except for a low whine.What's more, the woman guarding outside has already received the order, no matter what movement is going on inside, she just pretends she didn't hear it, Qingyu's fate is alive, and she deserves it when she dies!

She was thrown in the corner, and saw that the sky was getting dark, and the only window on the shaded side of the woodshed was blocked again, making it extremely dark inside.I heard a rustling sound coming from my ear, as if something was crawling.Qingyu followed the voice and saw a dark mass crawling towards her.

It was only when she came to see that it was a big mouse, with small eyes like mung beans, looking at her.Suddenly jumped up and jumped on her, frightened her to struggle and scream, but she couldn't make a sound, so she crazily rubbed towards the door.

Her buttocks were bruised from the fall, and it hurt even more when she rubbed against the ground. The mouse seemed to be not afraid of people and crawled along her arms to her face.

The fluffy and soft touch made all the hairs on her body stand on end, before she took a few steps, she rolled her eyes and passed out with a "hiccup".

The women who were guarding outside heard the movement and glanced at each other.

"It sounds like I fell down." A woman said softly, "Let's take a look through the crack of the door?"

"I think we'll just follow orders, don't mind your own business! You still can't see the signs? She has made a big mistake, otherwise grandma will get angry and the second master will lose his temper? He was tied up and put into firewood by Wuhuada Can Fang go out without incident? She is no longer the big girl she used to be, so you and I don’t need to give her a half! Although we can’t make trouble, we can’t make the second master and grandma angry because she broke the rules. Miss Guiyuan explained Now, let's just guard, life and death are up to her!"

"Old sister is right, that hoof should have been taught a lesson long ago! Look at her usual appearance, she is dressed in a coquettish manner, only focusing on showing off in front of the second master, and does not do any serious things. Tired, dirty It's tough, she doesn't even look at it, she just runs around when something good happens. It doesn't matter if she has a bad mouth, she hasn't even made up her mind yet, she relies on grandma's love and eyes to grow to the sky. No one in this Linfengju Was she robbed and choked? It means that Miss Guiyuan has a good temper. If I had turned my back on me long ago. Needless to say, I have never tried to please her. They say that this person must keep his mouth open or he will be reborn in this world. Report, she has now come true! I think she has lost her own blessing."

"But what did she do to cause such a disturbance?"

"How do we know? But it's better not to know, so as not to get into trouble. You didn't see that the second master's face is not even color, maybe it's bad luck to catch him!"

"The old sister's words make sense, I'd better keep my mouth shut."

The two women outside stopped talking and let Qingyu lie in the firewood room without paying attention.

After a while, Qingyu woke up and turned around.She opened her eyes and there was darkness around her, and it took her a while to get used to it before she could see something near her.I think back then when she was on the farm, she suffered even worse crimes than this.But since she returned to the Han Mansion to enjoy the blessings and get used to the rich life, she couldn't stand any more suffering.

She was sore all over, and she was afraid of mice crawling around, the room was so dark that there was no light at all, she was afraid and uncomfortable and tears flowed down her face.How could the second master treat himself like this, the object of his anger should be grandma!She is wholeheartedly for the good of the second master, but he is ungrateful, and she has repeatedly condoned the grandmother who killed her child.

(End of this chapter)