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366 Chapter 2 He is actually tied up ([-])
After Salia grew up, she slowly learned a few words from the girls and mother-in-law, and then looked at the attitude of the princess and side concubine towards her, how could she not feel doubt and hatred in her heart?If you want to avenge your mother, you must survive first, and then hold onto the power.With such a mentality, how can she have the mentality she should have at this age?
"Everyone wants to be happy, but not everyone can have it." Salia's eyes became darker, "For you, it's something you can get at your fingertips, but I can't get it anyway! You I have parents who love me and my elder brother who protects me all the time, and I have never suffered any grievances since I was a child."

Feihong felt pain in her heart when she saw the sadness flashing in her eyes.Right now, she gradually understands many things she didn't understand before, and understands many things that she didn't understand before.

In the past, she didn't understand why her brother always had a cold face, why he locked himself in the room, why she couldn't see her brother crying but felt that his bones were full of sadness.Having a disabled leg doesn't make you sad like that?No one mentioned a word, the girl and mother-in-law are all respectful, the elders in the mansion are extremely loving, and all the food and clothing are expensive.Can't this heal the pain caused by my brother's leg disease?

But now that she understands, she loves her brother even more.She recalled her brother's journey along the way, and thought of her mother's encouragement and support all the way. She was proud of having such a mother and brother!

Salia in front of her eyes seemed to be more ruthless than her elder brother back then. Fei Hong recalled the first time she saw her.That stubborn face with a cold face, a look of refusal to be thousands of miles away, and a defensive look in her eyes, she is a person with a story!
"The current mother is not my biological mother! You know that." Fei Hong said suddenly, "My biological mother is an inconspicuous concubine, she is frivolous and restless, and she always fights for favor. Carried to the upper room and raised by the aunt, so I have no affection for the biological mother. After growing up, I gradually understand the character of the biological mother, and I despise her more and more in my heart, and I am more and more unwilling to talk to her. Later, the aunt died of illness, and the father continued. She is the current mother. How to treat me and my brother, you must have heard and seen. In my heart, she is my biological mother! Later, my unbelievable biological mother committed a scandal, and because of the face of the Houfu, she declared that she was suffering from a serious disease. Moved to the farm. Although my mother blocked the news and didn't want me to know that I was sad and my face was dull, there was no impenetrable wall. I hated my biological mother from the bottom of my heart. She never gave me any warmth when I was born. Just to make trouble for me! But my mother actually asked me to visit her, saying that if I don’t go, I’m afraid I’ll never see her again. It’s because my mood is very complicated. On the one hand, thinking that she is going to die, I vaguely want to take a look at her. This may be because of the blood connection, and it is not something that I just want to ignore and ignore."

"In the end I went. Seeing her crying into tears made me feel uncomfortable. But I didn't say anything, and I didn't know what to say to her. The second day after I came back, I heard the news that she'd died of illness" .Secretly, I couldn't help crying. It wasn't because I missed, was sad, or felt uncomfortable. Everyone will have unhappy things, but it's just the difference. You see, I laugh heartlessly all day long Hehe looks like this, but I also have such thoughts. I have never said these words to anyone, and I just said them today to comfort my sister. Although we can't grasp what happened and what kind of ending it will be, but we You can choose to face it happily. It’s not your fault, why do you let yourself suffer? Even if you want to punish those who have hurt you, you must smile. Because your smile cuts their hearts mouth!"

After hearing what she said, Salia looked at her with more profound eyes, "At first I thought I could see clearly and understand clearly, but I didn't expect it to be worse than you! Thank you for being willing to tell me what's on your mind. , gave me a lot of epiphanies. You really have to grow up!"

"It would be great if people never grow up!" Fei Hong sighed, and then smiled again, "Since we must grow up, let us enjoy the joy of growing up. Sister Sally, you have to start with a smile. When you wake up in the morning and smile at yourself in the mirror, your mood will immediately become brighter. Smile at me now, quick."

Salia frowned when she heard this. She didn't like to laugh at first, but the sudden coldness made her smile at Feihong even more.

Seeing Fei Hong shaking her arm and asking coquettishly, she had to smile with her mouth open.

"It's too ugly to smile." Fei Hong looked at it and frowned, "Let me help you." After saying that, she stretched out her hand and began to itch on her body.

Salia's body was itching unbearably, and she had nowhere to hide lying in it, so she had to laugh while begging for mercy.

It was the first time she laughed like this, Fei Hong was a little dazed, stopped her hands and said, "Sister Salia smiles so beautifully!"

"You are as cute and beautiful as the boy who spreads money in the painting." She was a little embarrassed to be praised, and quickly found another topic, "Is your tent spacious? Otherwise, you can move here and live with me."

"No, there is only one bed here, and I will kick the quilt and roll over when I sleep." Fei Hong refused with a smile.

Seeing that it was almost time for dinner, Fei Hong got out of bed and went back.She only brought Dou Hua, a girl, and when she arrived, she piled up her things on a bed, and if she didn't clean it up, she would really have no bed to sleep at night.

She went back with the bean curd, probably because of the cloudy sky, it got dark early.Surrounded by similar tents, she actually turned a little bit.

"Girl, you should go this way." Douhua said she was going east, but she thought it should be west.

Neither the master nor the servant could tell for sure, so they simply started walking indiscriminately, feeling more and more dizzy as they walked, unable to find their way.

"Who comes in and out at will?" Suddenly, a group of guards with knives came out from nowhere, and they stopped the master and servant and shouted aggressively.

Seeing Dou Hua hurriedly stepped forward and replied: "Masters, our girl is the lady of the Dingbohou Mansion. She just came from Princess Salia's tent, and she turned around and couldn't find the tent."

"Don't come out for a walk if you don't know the direction. You can't come here casually." The guard at the head heard her report to the Dingbohou Mansion, and his attitude relaxed a little. "Girl, go west along this road, it won't be far Go back, then turn north, if you can't find a place to live, ask a servant. No one is allowed to stay here, so hurry up!"

"Thank you, Mr. Jun!" Dou Hua saluted, and hurriedly dragged Fei Hong to the west.They walked in the direction pointed by the guard, but they turned back after a while.

"Who's there?" A group of guards came over with lanterns, and it turned out to be the same group as before.

(End of this chapter)