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392 Chapter 2 It’s Free and Open ([-])
When Ruru saw that he didn't take the teacup in her hand, and turned his face away, her heart suddenly turned cold.She bit her lips lightly, put down her teacup and said, "Master Han thinks I'm a frivolous woman?"

"No, I didn't think so!" He hurriedly turned his head back, meeting Ruru's reddened eye circles and his heart tightened.

"I often complain that I'm not a man, and I can't wander among the mountains and rivers, and linger in the mountains and famous rivers. I heard that Mr. Han went to study, and the letter described many folk customs in various places, so I begged Xi'er to let me have a look. Every time Seeing Mr. Han's letter, I feel like I have experienced it personally. I am envious and admired in my heart. Unexpectedly, Mr. Han was born in a wealthy family, and he was able to study abroad alone for more than a year. It is said that it is good to stay at home for a thousand days, but it is difficult to go out for half a day. , the hardships involved can be imagined. Mr. Han is a real man in my heart!"

Ruru felt that Han Huang was not interested in her, and she was a little disheartened, but she was able to speak her mind.Although there is no fate to be together, if you tell him what you want to know, you will cut off all thoughts in the future!

Hearing that she said that she was a "real man", Han Huang seemed to have a rush of energy all over his body, and a little joy welled up in his heart.He was afraid that Ruru would see him, so he turned his back in a panic and didn't dare to turn around.

Seeing this, Ruru's heart gradually sank, and a pain came to her heart.Sure enough, in his heart, he was a lowly woman who did not obey women's morals.He didn't even want to give himself a face, such contempt made Ru Ru's face turn pale.

"Seeing the young master describe Zhuang men and women singing together and choosing the person I like, I am really envious. Freedom, enthusiasm, unrestrained... These are things that I can't get by spending my whole life!" Ruru's eyes There was a flash of infinite loneliness, "People always have what they want, and they have to work hard for it to have no regrets. I just want to find a like-minded person to spend my life with, regardless of poverty or disease! But I am Turn your heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shines in the ditch... that's all! From today on, there will be no second girl from the Ma family who does not abide by the etiquette and act recklessly. No way to make Mr. Han laugh, Ruru will leave first." Then she bit her lips and turned to leave the room.

Ruru is the daughter of the Ma Mansion, and has been held in her hands as a treasure since she was a child.She is both talented and beautiful, with a gentle temperament, and everyone likes her.How can I feel better when I hit a wall in front of my beloved today, and feel belittled and humiliated?
As soon as she stepped out of the door, tears welled up, and she held back when she saw Lan Yuan coming up to her.

"Girl..." Seeing that her expression was not right, Lan Yuan hurried over.

She kept walking, and said as she walked out of the courtyard: "Go back to the house!"

Lan Yuan turned her head to take a look into the room, and hurriedly chased after her.

Han Huang in the room was still in a daze, and when he came to his senses, he realized that Ru Ru had already disappeared.He hurriedly walked outside, almost colliding with Chang Chun who came in for refreshments.

"Master Eleven is leaving?" she asked with a smile.

"Where's Miss Ma?" He didn't care too much, and asked hastily.

"Miss Ma has already left the mansion with the girl." She put down her tea and returned, "I'm afraid she has already boarded the carriage at the side door by now."

"Oh." After hearing this, Han Huang turned back and sat down in disappointment, with a sad expression on his face.

Ruoxi could hear clearly from inside, she was really worried for Han Huang, why couldn't she say a word?Ruru speaks so bluntly, disregarding any face or reserve, but he is a man who doesn't say a word.Whether it works or not, I have to have a good talk!

She turned out from the inside and saw Han Huang sitting on the chair in a daze, waving Chang Chun and Gui Yuan to go out.

"Yesterday Ruru followed Mrs. Ma to Chen Ge's old mansion to appreciate the lotus. I heard that Mrs. Chen liked her very much and gave her a jade bracelet. Chen Ge's grandson is seventeen this year. He has the reputation of a scholar. Known as a talented man. Although this important marriage is the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker, Mr. Ma loves Ruru very much and is determined to choose a good husband for Ruru. If Mr. Ma nods this time, it will be done. I'm already pregnant, and it's time for Ruru to make a lifelong decision. But it's a good marriage. Ruru has read a lot of books, and marrying a talented person will not wrong her. It's just that I always heard her say that husband and wife have to live a lifetime I don’t know what kind of temper that young master Chen is, and if he is Ruru’s lover. Ruru is different from ordinary ladies. She yearns for freedom and a sincere relationship. In her quiet life Under the appearance, there is a passionate and unrestrained heart. Those who appreciate her will feel that she is like a wintersweet that Ling Han blooms alone; The young master can understand her, and can give her real happiness." Ruoxi said lightly, glancing at Han Huang's reaction from time to time.

Han Huang felt chills when he heard that, no wonder just now Ruru said that there will be no second girl Ma in the future, so she is going to be engaged!He couldn't think at all, his mind was full of Ruru wanting to get married.

The last time we ran into each other on the street, he got Ruru's advice and kept it in mind.Later, she recognized Lan Yuan here at Ruoxi, and only then did she know Ruru's identity.He knew that he was humble and lacking in talent and learning, and he couldn't be compared with Ruru and didn't dare to have any thoughts, but he secretly made up his mind in his heart that he must get a fame!
After returning from this study tour, seeing Ruru for the first time, it felt like they had known each other for a long time.The fairy-like character who was originally out of reach, was alone in a room with him, and said a lot of things, all of which made him unable to think normally.

Hearing Ruoxi's words now, he woke up like a dream.Just now, the girl was expressing her feelings to him, and his silence was regarded as rejection, so Ruru left sadly.

"Ninth Sister, I want to see Miss Ma, please help me!" He stood up suddenly and said.

Ruoxi glared at him when she heard the words, "Stupid! It's only a useful word! I can help, but I invited someone over, what if you don't say a word?"

"Let me tell you, I have a lot to say to her!" He was a little anxious, and he didn't care about Ruoxi's playful smile, "Ninth Sister, feel free to make fun of her, as long as she helps. She will definitely be sad when she goes back this time, I have to explain."

"Explain what? If you don't have her in your heart, then don't provoke her anymore, and let her stop thinking about it. Ruru is not someone who can't afford to let go, she also has her pride, and she doesn't want others to see her hurt Appearance. Since you don't have a destiny, just put your hands away. If you give her a gift tomorrow, it won't be in vain for her to look at you high!" Ruoxi stared at him and said, paying attention to his expression.

"I...I..." Han Huang faltered, confused, painful, and hesitant. His face was so complicated that he didn't know how to describe it.

(End of this chapter)