common color

Chapter 714
The next day I was in a trance all day long, and I didn't even dare to go to Mrs. Lin's place, for fear of meeting him and not knowing how to deal with it.Back at the palace, I couldn't help but ask my mother what it was like to like someone.Because I grew up held in his hands since I was a child, he felt like a father to me, but he was a little different, and I was very confused.

My mother told me that when you think about someone day and night, you are in love with him.My mother looked at me with curiosity, worry, and questioning in her eyes, but I pretended to turn a blind eye.

Back in her room, she stared at the closet, wanting to see him but afraid of seeing him.This unprecedented feeling of contradiction made me restless, and I couldn't stay for a moment.

I told my mother that I was going to Danxia Valley to soak in the hot springs, and my mother sent a few safe people to follow.I just ran away like this, trying to calm down and come back.

But when I got there, my heart became more and more disturbed. I thought it was the first time we slept together in Xinyuan.Although I was still a baby at that time, I clearly remember the situation at that time, and I still remember the feeling of being in his arms.

Unexpectedly, Xiaobai is retreating at this time, and I want to find someone to talk to, but I have nothing in my heart.I can't tell my mother these words, she doesn't like me getting close to him, and she doesn't know about the secret way.If you let her know, things will become more complicated.

Anyway, I "fell asleep" that night, so I might as well just pretend I don't know and get on with it, just let my heart calm down now.I thought about it for several days, and only thought of such a way to continue to escape.

Before I could calm down, he came after me.Although I am self-willed, I also know that it is not easy for him to leave the palace so brightly.I still wanted to clear up my mood, but I didn't expect him to hug me tightly as soon as we met.He said that he thought I left without saying goodbye, just like the last time I went to Huihe, I left for more than half a year, which made him feel the pain of lovesickness.

He doesn't want to be so vague anymore, he wants to speak out what is in his heart.I told him not to talk, because I don't know how we can get along after confessing like this.

But he made up his mind to say something, and I covered my ears and refused to listen, so he lowered his head and kissed my lips.This kiss was completely different from that night. It was so wild and hot that I had no strength to refuse it, and it gradually melted me.

It turns out that liking someone is like this, being led willingly, and being unable to refuse any request from him.When I woke up from the dizziness, I sat on his lap and was wrapped in his arms.

He just looked at me with a smile like that, and there was still something strange in his eyes that hadn't faded away.I just felt that my face was about to explode, I didn't dare to look into his eyes, and wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.

I stood up in a panic, ran into the room and closed the door, and got under the quilt to hide.

He was babbling outside, but I couldn't hear clearly, and I didn't want to distinguish and understand.

When it was time for dinner, the girl knocked on the door and said he had left, so I opened the door.But I was very disappointed in my heart, and said that I liked me, and left after taking advantage of me!
The girl told me with a smile that he left a message before leaving, and if he didn't go back, he would not be able to enter the palace gate.He will come over tomorrow, until I go back with him.

He really came to report the next day, but I avoided seeing him.It's not that I'm hypocritical, it's that I really don't know how to face him.We have known each other for almost 15 years, and he has always been my big cousin who dotes on me.

He kissed me while I was asleep, and already frightened me to run away, what should I do now?My mind is full of what he said yesterday, he said he has been waiting for me to grow up, and now it's finally here!
He stayed at the door just like yesterday, talking to himself.I heard him talk about the past between us, and that scene clearly flashed before my eyes.I acted like a baby with him, pouted with him, and was self-willed with him, and he remembered every little thing clearly.

Our hearts are already intimate, and no matter how much we struggle, it won't help.Hearing him say this, my heart seemed to be hit hard.It turned out that he also struggled and hesitated, but I always realized it later.

I'm not stupid but I like to pretend to be confused, I like to deceive myself and others.I'm not a careless person, all these years his kindness is in my heart.He didn't point it out, so I just enjoyed it blindly, dreaming that it would last forever.

He said he didn't dare to wait any longer, he was afraid that I would fall in love with someone else and marry someone else, he wanted a chance to avoid regrets for the rest of his life.

Will I fall in love with someone else?Is there anyone who treats me better than him?I clearly know the answer, but I don't want to let myself think about it.I'm afraid, I'm far less free and easy than the surface.I am not as good at business as my mother, nor as persistent as my elder brother, nor as brave as my second sister. I don't know what difficulties I will face if I admit that I like him.

He said he would not force anything, he just wanted to let me know what he wanted, and the right to choose was always in my hands.If one day I have someone I like, he will fulfill my happiness!
Hearing such words, I couldn't help but burst into tears. He is an emperor, but he said such humble words to me.

I opened the door and saw his face that was first surprised and then flustered. I knew he hated my tears the most.

He hugged me into his arms, carefully wiped away my tears, and said that I would stop crying after crying ugly.I thumped his chest, but he smiled happily.

Facing him was much more natural than I imagined, so I followed him back to the capital, and the two of us started dating secretly without telling everyone.

Before, I didn't mind anyone's stares, but the window paper between us was torn, and I was so guilty that I didn't dare to have too much contact with him in the palace.I don't go to Mrs. Lin's side very often, and when I see him occasionally, I will be polite and alienated, and then I will leave him.

At night, he sneaked out from the secret passage to look for me, gritted his teeth and said that I was a torturer, and the hypocrisy all day would not make him feel good.Not only did they not even have a thoughtful word when they met during the day, even their eyes were cold.

He didn't even think about it, someone had boldly arranged me and Yong'er before, if I didn't know how to restrain myself, maybe there would be some rumors.When mother finds out, she will definitely not agree.If you want to last long, it's better to keep it secret.Besides, we meet each other every night, shut the door away from everyone's eyes, what can we do?Do you have to show it to everyone in the palace in blue sky and daylight?

I found that he has a little childish temper in his bones, and he always cares about me in some trivial matters.But as long as I act a little bit coquettishly, he'll be fine.

But what I didn't expect was that love that cannot be exposed to the sun is like stealing, and it will not last long after all.

A newcomer in the palace, Chang Zai, was pregnant, and he decreed to be a nobleman.I heard that I felt extremely uncomfortable. When he was in love with me, he still pampered other women!I started to face up to our relationship and started thinking about our future.

(End of this chapter)