common color

Chapter 716
I suddenly thought of the emperor, I once jokingly asked why the three thousand beauties in the palace, thin and fat, were born here to see their faces.The smile in his eyes is very clear, and his answer is still lingering in his ears, maybe you are not the best in this world, but you are the one I want to cherish to the bottom of my heart, and he can't figure out why, maybe it was in his previous life Oweed me.

Thinking of this, my heart ached severely, and my little aunt didn't listen to what she said.

The Wang family is a big family, the prince will definitely have a housekeeper, and there will be concubines in the future. I asked my little aunt what she thought.After hearing this, she said disapprovingly that it doesn't matter, anyway, since she is the main wife of the Ming media and has the Hou's mansion as her backing, who can go past her?He also said that both his grandfather and father had concubines, but in the end they still loved their wives the most.

I don't agree with her words. My grandfather lived with my grandmother for almost a lifetime, and was finally moved by my grandmother's dedication and left the concubine room in the cold. My father fell in love with my mother at first sight, and made a promise for life and death.Although their ways of loving are different, they have one thing in common, that is, they will never touch other women after falling in love.

But once the little aunt gets married, I'm afraid she will watch the prince take a concubine. If she is pregnant, she will arrange a concubine to serve her. Is she really not wronged?
There is a woman in your heart, but you can sleep with another woman calmly, is this called love?
I can't be as open-minded as my little aunt, as long as I think of his three thousand beauties, my heart feels like being cooked with oil.Could it be that I'm a different kind, and it's normal for my little aunt to behave like this?

A few days after returning to the Hou Mansion, the Wang family sent someone to propose marriage.There were also many people who came to the door before, but they were all blocked by the mother.One is because the grandparents are not in the house, and the other is that the other party cannot satisfy the mother.

This time, both grandparents happened to be there, and the Wang family is a well-known famous family in Kyoto, especially the Wang family's reputation is very good.This prince is fifteen years old, he is naturally a good-looking talent, the key is that he does not have the habit of a dude.So the marriage was quickly settled, and the little aunt's heart, which had been anxious for several days, finally settled down.

She no longer ran outside in a hurry, she was at ease in the house waiting to be married, and she didn't jump up and down making noise. My mother and I's ears were clean.

But my heart is not comfortable, avoiding him is more uncomfortable than imagined.Seeing his figure from a distance, he wanted to take another look, but was afraid of the expectation in his heart, so he turned around to avoid it.

I have already gotten used to the smell of him often appearing in the house, since I changed the room, I have become more and more restless in sleep.But all of this is the result of my own choice, and I have never regretted it.Because I know that if I continue, I will suffer even more.The deeper the love, the more the resentment will become hatred in the end!
On this day, I couldn't escape him and was blocked by him in the corner of the imperial garden.Seeing the anxiety in his eyes, I hardened my heart and stopped looking up.

He asked me why I avoided him, why I sealed the exit of the secret passage, did he do something wrong to make me angry?Hearing his words, my heart ached.With his identity and position, he didn't miss anything!

Seeing that I was speechless, he took a step forward and wanted to hug me.I quickly took two steps back to keep a distance from him, and caught a glimpse of the hurt in his eyes.

Now that I decided to swing my sword to kill love, I thought that there would be such a day, I secretly gritted my teeth, said the nonsense that I had prepared in advance, and turned away after speaking, not daring to look him in the eye.

I don't know if he was a little shocked and didn't continue to pester me to let me go.With my back to him, I felt his smell gradually go away, my chest was empty, as if I had lost the most important thing in my life.

I know this lie will be exposed soon, the prince is going to marry my little aunt, although they are all girls from the Hou family, but it is not me!
Sure enough, within three days, he found me again.He thought that I was throwing my temper and torturing others like usual, that's why I made such a big joke on him.But recently my behavior was too strange, he coaxed me carefully and looked at my face.I thought, if I smiled at him, he would breathe a sigh of relief immediately, and then hug me tightly in his arms.

He said that when he heard that I was going to get married, his heart ached like someone stabbing a knife out.Although he once said that if I meet someone I like, I will choose to let go, but once this happens, he can't accept it at all.He wanted to tear that prince into pieces, no matter whose family he belonged to!
When he found out the exact news the next day and found out that the person Wang Gongzi was going to marry was my little aunt, he was ecstatic again.In less than three days, he experienced the process from hell to heaven, which made him understand that he will never let me go in this life.

Hearing his confession, I was very moved, but just being moved could not solve the problems that existed between us.I smiled with the corners of my mouth pulled, and I saw my sad appearance in his eyes.

I told him that I was experiencing what he felt when he heard that I was going to marry someone else, and I would continue to experience it in the future.Hearing that he doted on his concubine, and hearing that he made other women pregnant, my heart felt like it was being roasted on fire.Now he empathizes and should understand my pain.Yes, I deliberately lied to him, so that he can understand my feelings and experience my pain.

The deeper the love, the deeper the pain, I begged him to let me live, let me live without love and pain!

His eyes became deep after hearing my words, and I could see the pain, struggle, unwillingness, distress and a little bit of confusion inside!
After a while, he said the four words "I wish you happiness", then turned and left.Looking at his back, my tears fell uncontrollably.I secretly scolded myself for being too hypocritical, obviously I didn't want to, but now I'm crying badly.I told myself that I had to try to forget when I had a good cry, it should be just a dream.

Before I could cry to my heart's content, the eunuch beside him came over and said that he wanted to send me out of the palace.I know he must be thinking about it, but I said that again, he couldn't come here in person, so he sent his personal eunuch here.

But since he decided to let go, why bother to break the ties, it will make both parties even more tired!I don't know why I am so calm, maybe there is a cold-blooded element in my bones, or maybe I don't love him enough.

I wiped away the tears on my face, and asked the eunuch to pass on a sentence, "Don't care about me anymore, so that I can be happy."

These words are heartless enough, I am really heartless enough to say such words to a person who has spoiled me for more than ten years!But what can I do, just let him resent me, it hurts my heart!

After leaving the palace and returning to the Hou's Mansion, my mother naturally asked me when she saw my eyes were red and swollen.I no longer hide it. In fact, my mother has already seen the clues, but she has never exposed the matter.I know that my mother doesn't approve of me having emotional entanglements with him, and I should be relieved to hear that we parted ways.

(End of this chapter)