my own sweetheart

Chapter 49 Asking Forgiveness
"Zilin? Brother Luo Ze?" Xie Yiyi, who was kneeling on the ground, repeated these two names in a low voice. After wearing a coat, she became very warm. Xie Yiyi put on the coat and looked around, hehe, a little Well, she stood up, clutching the money tightly in her hand, the money was enough to keep her from starving for a month, thinking of this, Xie Yiyi walked happily while laughing, left the bustling playground, followed the street lights , go to the sixth and then turn right, she can see her dilapidated home, even though she is the only one living there now.

Every image of the madness of the past flashed before her eyes, pierced deeply in Xie Yiyi's heart like a thorn, reminding her of the past that she didn't want to look back at all the time.

Xie Yiyi closed her eyes in pain, the sun shone on her face, it was burning hot!

Xie Yiyi cried and laughed, a tear slipped down her cheek, she stood up and roared.

"Lin Zilin! Why did you come back!" "Why!" Xie Yiyi collapsed on the ground as if she had exhausted all her strength. Started to laugh silly, laughed louder and louder, couldn't stop laughing until tears were like beads, all the winter jasmine flowers in his hand had withered, only the stamens were left alone, swaying in front of Xie Yiyi like a stubborn wind, blurred In her eyes, the winter jasmine reflected Su Luoze's face, it was a cold and sarcastic face, Xie Yiyi could only feel her head buzzing, her eyes were wide open, and the suppressed fiery anger in her heart was like Like a volcanic eruption.

"Su Luoze! I hate you!" Xie Yiyi angrily threw away the ruined winter jasmine in her hand, her staring eyes seemed to be accusing something.

"I don't think we have anything to do with each other for a long time." A cold voice sounded behind Xie Yiyi, Xie Yiyi immediately turned her head, and when she saw the person coming, her face immediately changed into a mocking and bitter smile, She sneered.

"Hmph, it's you, why is Young Master Su so free to come here today?"

Behind Su Luoze, Mu Yuchen ran out from the corner, looked around, and saw the two people facing each other at a glance. When he saw Xie Yiyi sitting on the ground, his pupils immediately dilated.

"Xie Yiyi, why are you sitting on the ground?" Mu Yuchen trotted over and went straight to Xie Yiyi's side.

"Why is it you?" Xie Yiyi lowered her head, frowning, Mu Yuchen smiled and didn't answer, but asked her softly while helping Xie Yiyi to stand up, "Does it hurt?"

"Let me go!" Xie Yiyi cast a cold sidelong glance at Mu Yuchen, and before she could stand still, she pushed Mu Yuchen away, and Mu Yuchen took a step back and was stunned for a moment.

"Ahhh..." Xie Yiyi didn't stand still, but now she tried to push Mu Yuchen hard, her center of gravity was unstable, and she fell to the ground instead.

"Yiyi!" Mu Yuchen's heart tightened, and he stepped forward to help Xie Yiyi, Xie Yiyi pushed him again, but he didn't push him away, Mu Yuchen tightly grabbed Xie Yiyi's arm.

"Do you think I will thank you?" Xie Yiyi stood beside Mu Yuchen proudly like a snow plum.

"You're welcome, hehe." Mu Yuchen looked at Xie Yiyi with a playful smile.

"Can you let go of your hands?!" Xie Yiyi didn't look up, she looked at the dirt on the shoes in a daze, for some reason, it reminded her of the one who met Su Luoze at the gate of the playground for the first time In the evening, by the way, Su Luoze? !Xie Yiyi suddenly raised her head, and Su Luoze was standing in front of her. The person she cared about six years ago was right in front of her. She went to get out of class with her every day, finished class together, and finished school together. What else could she not be satisfied with? Woolen cloth?Xie Yiyi thought about it, tears poured out like a flood that broke the embankment.

"Yiyi, you? Why are you crying?" Mu Yuchen walked in front of Xie Yiyi, and wiped away the tears from Xie Yiyi's cheeks with distress. Xie Yiyi's gaze passed Mu Yuchen's shoulder and fell on Su Luoze's cold face , on that delicate face, there was no change, Xie Yiyi only felt that her heart was like a dry well, and the last few drops of water were being drawn away. From now on, I will never love again, Xie Yiyi Closing her eyes, two lines of tears fell down, Xie Yiyi pushed away Mu Yuchen's hand, and gently wiped her face dry, she slowly opened her eyes, her lips trembling slightly.

"Su Luoze, don't worry, I won't be stupid anymore for you. From now on, Xie Yiyi will only live for herself!" After finishing speaking, Xie Yiyi walked towards the corner, and when she passed by Su Luoze, she stopped. After a while, she turned her head to look at Su Luoze's side face and said, "Thank you!"

Then I walked forward quickly alone. This thank you should have been said a long time ago. I should have said it to you six years ago. Thank you. From now on, I hope that in my mind and in my life, there will be no more you, Su Luo Ze!Xie Yiyi gradually quickened her pace, and finally started to run.

"Dingling bell!" The class bell rang, and Xie Yiyi stood still at the corner of the classroom stairs, leaning on the corner of the wall to pant, tick tock, Xie Yiyi looked at the drops of water splashed on the floor into flowers, she couldn't tell the difference Is it tears or sweat? For her, the days with Su Luoze were a beautiful dream like a flower, but now everything in front of her is more real than before. She wiped her face and smiled , step by step, walked up the last few steps and walked into the classroom.

"Xie Yiyi! You're late again!" The first class was as usual with Teacher Liu's Chinese class. Teacher Liu has always been serious and fair at Easton College. Those who follow the school rules and disciplines will be punished.

"I'm sorry." Xie Yiyi lowered her head and apologized to Teacher Liu. As soon as the words came out, everyone present whispered in shock.

"Xie Yiyi actually apologized!" "I still apologize for the trivial matter of being late!"

"Apologize? That's even more impossible than a meteor hitting Easton, right?"

"Could it be that Xie Yiyi and Su Luoze broke up?"

"Don't talk nonsense! Su Luoze doesn't like Xie Yiyi at all, okay?" The discussion became louder, and Xie Yiyi could hear it clearly. She became more and more aware of how much she had changed in the past two years. Well a decision is made.

Xie Yiyi raised her eyelids, and glanced coldly at the people who were waiting to see the joke. Those who were talking excitedly just now felt the coldness in Xie Yiyi's eyes, and all shut up.

"Teacher Liu!" Xie Yiyi turned her head to the podium.

"Uh, what's the matter?" Teacher Liu looked at Xie Yiyi with a surprised expression on his face, because Xie Yiyi hadn't called her teacher for a long time.

"I, I have something to say!" Xie Yiyi raised her head, with determination in her eyes. Teacher Liu was stunned for a while, then walked off the podium by herself and stood on the other side of the classroom, just facing Xie Yiyi. Xie Yiyi nodded, and then Xie Yiyi walked onto the podium. At this time, the uproar in the class had subsided, and Xie Yiyi calmly looked at the quiet classmates in the audience.

(End of this chapter)