my own sweetheart

Chapter 92: Memory Fragment (2)
"Oh, no, I just remembered something."

"What is it?"

"Do you think people have a karmic cycle?" Mu Yuchen asked instead of directly answering Xiaoxue's question.

"That's all superstition, okay?" Xiaoxue waved her hands, made a grimace, and walked to the living room on her own.

"Is this really the case?" Then why did the things of the previous generation happen to them again?Mu Yuchen grasped the back of the chair with his fingertips hard, and the bones of his fingertips collided with each other with a clicking sound.

On that afternoon a few years ago, when the sky was gloomy and it was about to rain, Mu Yuchen and Su Luoze stood at the door of the western restaurant, looking at each other quietly.

I drank a lot of wine that night, and I can't remember who opened the mouth first, but I vaguely remember that there was an unforgettable memory in the conversation.

"Brother, what's wrong with Yiyi, you want to treat her like this?"

"She is good everywhere. It's my reason. I can't accept someone I don't love! Do you understand?"

"I don't understand. I only know that Yiyi likes you. She announced to everyone in the world that you are her boyfriend! Now that you are running away, have you ever thought about the harm you caused to her!"

"I've never had any other thoughts about Yiyi, she, she is a good girl, but we can't force each other about the relationship, if I just stay with Xie Yiyi like this, it will be the biggest harm to her! "

"Then why did you claim to be Xie Yiyi's boyfriend in front of all the media at the birthday party just now?" Mu Yuchen pointed at the bustling scene in the restaurant, glaring at Su Luoze.

"You have seen the situation just now. Do you want to watch that old man take her away? There is no other way but to do this!"

"Don't you have any intention of liking Yiyi at all?" Mu Yuchen lowered his head and stared at his toes.

"I like her, but that feeling is not love. No matter what, I can't be with Yiyi."

"But what I saw was Yiyi's happy eyes when you held Yiyi in your arms. I've never seen that kind of eyes!"

Mu Yuchen looked towards the restaurant, the girl in a bright yellow evening dress was smiling happily in the middle of the crowd, she must be showing off her happiness.

"Yuchen!" Su Luoze walked up to Mu Yuchen and patted him on the shoulder, "I know you have liked Yiyi for a long time, why did you keep it in your heart?"

Mu Yuchen stood there stunned, "Brother, it turns out that you already knew about it."

Su Luoze smiled, "Oh! I've been a brother for so many years, how can I not see your little thoughts."

"Brother, I can't hide anything from you, and I also know that Yiyi only has eyes for you——Su Luoze! Brother, since I was young, I can't compare to you in anything, from study, popularity, family background, I am worse than you in everything , Zilin likes you, and Yiyi likes you too! Hahahaha I! Mu Yuchen! I'm just a bastard that no one wants!" After speaking, Mu Yuchen looked at Lin Zixuan with dull eyes, and stepped back step by step .

"Yu Chen, don't call yourself a bastard!" Su Luoze took a step forward.

"Don't come here! Do you think I don't know? Huh? Me! I'm the bastard my mother gave birth to with another man! My surname is not Mu!" Mu Yuchen laughed like crazy, and shook his head. Swaying, he turned around and walked forward.

Su Luoze hurriedly ran over to support Mu Yuchen, "Yuchen, you drank too much!"

"Go away!" Mu Yuchen shook Su Luoze's arm away with a wave of his hand, and he turned his head, "I didn't drink too much! I just felt that some words were suppressed for too long, you know? When my mother left , I heard my mother tell my father from behind the crack of the door that I am not my father's son! At that time, I wished I was dreaming, and when I woke up, I was still the indomitable Mu Qingchen's son! Hehehe from that From then on, I feel inferior to you in every way. Every time I stand with you, I feel inferior. What I feel inferior is that my own father may be just a little-known little person! I even feel that I enjoy these superior conditions now. Life is a kind of plagiarism! And these, you! Su Luoze! Maybe you will never understand! Hehe, this is the first time I call you by your full name, and it will also be the last time. After today, I will forget what I said today. You are still my brother, and I am still Mu Yuchen! Hahaha."

Mu Yuchen turned his head and stumbled towards another direction, the sky started to rain, Mu Yuchen raised his head, God, are you sad too?The raindrops hit his face, it was cold and painful, the rain gradually became heavier, and Mu Yuchen could no longer tell the difference between rain and tears!All he could see was the torrential rain, but outside the heavy rain was a dark and boundless world...

"Mu Yuchen, wake up!" "Mu Yuchen!" Xiaoxue shook Mu Yuchen who had fallen to the ground.

After a while, Mu Yuchen slowly opened his eyes, and Xiaoxue's big eyes blinked in front of his eyes, "Why are you lying on the ground all of a sudden?"

"Huh? This is it?" Xiaoxue reached out her hand to wipe away the creek that fell from the corner of Mu Yuchen's eyes, "Tears!"

"Ah, I'm fine, maybe I didn't sleep well last night, my eyes are too sore and tired!" Mu Yuchen rubbed his eyes and sat up with Xiaoxue's support.

"You deserve it! Who told you to stay up in bed, you have to come and suffer by my bed!" Xiaoxue rolled her eyes.

"Hey! It's my fault that I took care of you, right? You don't even look at the lump on the back of your head. If it wasn't for my ice and hot compresses, it would disappear so quickly!"

"Who made you worry about it! It's not the first time I fell, and every time I don't care about it, it will disappear by itself!"

"Okay! I'm the King of Yue—Goujian (cheap enough) is fine!" Mu Yuchen glanced at Xiaoxue bitterly, stood up, and said while tidying up, "Get ready, I'll send you back later Home."

"Hey! Don't, what I just said was just a joke, don't be angry haha" Xiaoxue smiled obsequiously, but smiled sweetly.

"No! This has nothing to do with the incident just now. The main reason is that your brother is worried. You also know that your brother is suspicious. By the way, your brother called to ask this morning and said he would pick you up after school! Now?" As he spoke, Mu Yuchen raised his wrist to look at the time, "Well, the time is almost here."

"I still want to play here for a while!"

"Hey! You should ask your brother's opinion first, I don't want to be talked about by your brother, it's very annoying!"

"Don't," just as Xiaoxue was speaking, the doorbell rang.

A servant came out of the kitchen, "Master, I'll open the door!"

"Hey! Wait!" Xiaoxue hurriedly grabbed the servant and smiled, "I'll open the door, you can do your work first."

The servant looked at Mu Yuchen suspiciously, Mu Yuchen nodded, and the servant bowed back to the kitchen, the doorbell rang again, Xiaoxue was clever, and tiptoed to the door, carefully tiptoed to look at the cat's eye, "Oops It really is Lin Zixuan!"

(End of this chapter)