After falling in love with the e-sports male god

Chapter 64 My Thoughts
After waiting for a long time, Shen You's figure appeared in Xiao Nanjun's sight, something seemed wrong, Xiao Nanjun opened the car door and ran over.

"Shen You!" Xiao Nanjun ran close to her and called out her name, he saw Shen You obviously paused.

Xiao Nanjun walked around in front of her, and said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I'm too busy today, so I can't go out to play with you. I have already told the coach that I can take a vacation tomorrow."

Shen You looked up at him, her face couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad, she said, "I know...you told me yesterday, I don't blame you."

Xiao Nanjun touched her face, "What's wrong with you?"

He could feel that Shen You today was different from the past. She should be a little sad, but he didn't know why.

"Xiao Nanjun," Shen You didn't answer him, but asked to himself: "Are you sad?"

Xiao Nanjun didn't react, "What?"

Shen You lowered his head and wiped the corners of his reddened eyes, "I went to Xingchuang today to accompany my senior sister. I met your brother, and he told me that today is also your father's death day."

Xiao Nanjun wanted to give her a hand to comfort her, but he didn't speak.

Shen You was silent for a long time, she wanted to hold back the steam from her eyes, her eyes were already red, "Tell me, did you say you were busy today to pay homage to your father?"

Xiao Nanjun sighed, "Yes."

He waited for Xiao Beili and the others to leave before going, so Xiao Beili didn't know, and came directly to Shen You when he came back from the cemetery.

"Why don't you tell me?" Shen You gripped the strap of his backpack tightly, "How would I know if you don't tell me, can't I go with you? Even if I'm not qualified now, at least I won't make an appointment You go out to the movies."

Seeing her like this, Xiao Nanjun felt uncomfortable, obviously he didn't think so.

"Young, I..."

Shen You interrupted him with a loud voice, "You are always like this, it was also on your birthday before, and it is still the same now, I don't know anything, so can I have a date on the day of your father's death without distraction?"

"Xiao Nanjun, you didn't say it before because we are just friends, but now I am your girlfriend, why do you still refuse to tell me, what do you think?"

Xiao Nanjun looked at her red eyes and couldn't even speak.

"Do you know that every time I think of myself laughing so happily like a fool on your sad day, I can't breathe? I don't even know that there is any difference between us after dating and before. "

Shen You uttered all his thoughts in a single brain, that's right, every day after the relationship seems very unreal, as if you are clearly with him, but you are far away from him, in the end, Xiao Nanjun still refuses to share everything of herself dissected before her.

But what if Xiao Nanjun doesn't want her to do?Maybe it was wrong in the first place.

Xiao Nanjun wanted to say something more, but Shen You turned around, and she wiped the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't say these things at this time, you should be very unhappy today, let's start Let's all be quiet."

After that, she squeezed the bag by her side and ran into the school gate.

Xiao Nanjun was the only one left.

Shen You rushed back to the dormitory, Li Xuan was the only one in the dormitory, she was stunned when she saw Shen You came back suddenly, she wanted to ask aloud, but seeing Shen You crying so hard, she swallowed her words.

Shen You was buried under the quilt, Li Xuan could still hear the suppressed sobbing, she sighed, the teacher really experienced the pain of love.

The WeChat alert sounded, and Shen You took out his phone to look. There was a red "1" in the chat box on the top, which was sent by Xiao Nanjun.

Shen You couldn't hold back, and clicked to read it.

"Don't think so much, take a good rest, I will come to you tomorrow."

Shen You threw the phone away, tears streaming down more and more.

When Chen Zhongwu and Ji Lu came back, they were stunned by the strange atmosphere in the dormitory. Li Xuan looked at them and spread her hands helplessly.

Seeing Li Xuan like this, the two of them immediately understood that it was a quarrel with her boyfriend. Shen You rarely had such an emotional breakdown, let alone cried for so long. Because of this, the two of them didn't know what to do. comfort her.

Chen Zhongwu took out his own small hot pot, and mustered up the courage to go to Shen You's bedside, "Teacher, do you still remember the small hot pot I bought in a group purchase before? There is still one box left, do you want to eat it?"

The quilt moved a bit, just when Chen Zhongwu thought that Shen You was already moved by eating, Shen You lifted the quilt and sat up, because there was still slight sweat on his forehead because he covered it for too long.

Chen Zhongwu looked at Shen You's red and swollen eyes, "Teacher, are you okay..."

"No," Shen You got out of bed, now her stomach is very uncomfortable, she just didn't have dinner, "Give me your little hot pot, I'll return it to you someday."

Although there is no appetite, there is still something to eat.

Chen Zhongwu gave her the small hot pot, and even actively brought a bottle of mineral water. She originally wanted to ask what happened, but seeing Shen You like this, she didn't intend to tell, so she had to give up.

Shen You has always been a very optimistic person. Usually when they are wronged or sad, she is the one who comforts others, but such a person can also be so sad.

Shen You didn't want to see Xiao Nanjun these few days, not only because of what happened today, but also because she started to regret when she returned to the dormitory, she said so many cruel words in a fit of anger, she wondered if Xiao Nanjun would be sad.

But she knew that she didn't want to break up with Xiao Nanjun.

It was already very late when Xiao Nanjun returned home, the house was pitch black, in the darkness, he felt milk tea running over and rubbing his calf.

He turned on the light and picked up the milk tea, "I'm sorry, I'm late today, are you afraid?"

Milk tea can only be called "meow meow".

Shen You's words echoed in his ears over and over again, Xiao Nanjun grabbed a handful of hair and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The next day, he arrived as promised, but it was Shen You's friend who came out.

Chen Zhongwu was very embarrassed, she didn't know what to say, so she could only repeat Shen You's words to Xiao Nanjun, "Can you come back in a few days, although Shen You said that she didn't want to see you, but she didn't know in her heart, she is a Those who are hard-spoken and soft-hearted are now in a fit of anger."

Xiao Nanjuan had already guessed that this would be the case, he choked up a bit, and said to Chen Zhongwu: "Then tell her not to stay up all night, and not because of my poor life, health is more important than anything else."

Chen Zhongwu nodded, and returned to the dormitory with some regrets.

(End of this chapter)