After falling in love with the e-sports male god

Chapter 88
Shen You repeated his guilt over and over again, but Xiao Nanjun felt that he was trying to gouge out his heart, he moved his hand, and did not move any more.

Shen You choked with sobs: "I know I was wrong, but don't break up, okay, I can make up for your fault, don't break up, okay, I can always be with you, don't break up, don't break up."

Xiao Nanjun closed his eyes, "I never said I blamed you, saving you was my own volition, don't feel guilty."

Shen You didn't understand, "Then why did you break up? If you think something is wrong with me, I can change it. Why do you always mention this?!"

Their movement here caused passers-by to look sideways, but Shen You and Xiao Nanjun didn't care.

Xiao Nanjun said: "I'm an e-sports player, my hands are everything to me, but now that my hands are injured, I can't find anything to do."

Shen You shook his head, "No, you can stay in the club as a coach, if not, you can also go to your brother's company, you won't have nothing to do..."

"Shen You!" Xiao Nanjun interrupted, "Have you ever seen a 20-year-old coach? I don't have the ability to teach others. You told me before that you are considerate of me. Don't you agree with my brother threatening me now? statement?"

Shen You was bluffed by Xiao Nanjun's huge crime, she was dumbfounded, "I didn't...I wasn't..."

"I may have to receive treatment for several years," Xiao Nanjun asked her: "You are still studying, are you sure you will stay with me?"

Shen You nodded fiercely, "I can, I really can, I can read while..."

"Forget it," Xiao Nanjun said, "Shen You, I don't want to drag you down. I'm almost like a useless person now. Staying by your side will only cause me more pain."

Shen You still disagreed, "Then I can wait for you, until your hand recovers, I can wait for you forever."

Xiao Nanjun shook his head, "I don't agree, this will undoubtedly consume you, I can't be so selfish, you can wait for me now, if you meet someone who makes your heart more attractive in the future, how should you choose?"

Shen You looked at him incredulously, "Do you think my feelings are so cheap?"

Xiao Nanjun smiled wryly, "You know I didn't mean that, we don't know what the future holds, just like I never thought that my career would end here abruptly, and we are not sure that we will be here after a long time apart. Whether it is loyalty in the illusory relationship."

Xiao Nanjun looked at her, "If it takes four or five years for my hands to heal, what will you do? Will it be the same when we meet again after being separated for so long?"

He said with difficulty: "I am thinking of us."

Shen You was already tired from crying, she looked at Xiao Nanjun, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "We have been together for so long, Xiao Nanjun, you have never understood me."

She wiped her tears, "Okay, I promise you, it's okay if we break up, I don't have to beg you anymore, it will only make me lose my value."

Next, she seemed to be extremely chic and said: "In this case, I will go back to China first, and you don't have to send me off. We broke up anyway. Finally, I wish your hand a speedy recovery."

She turned and left, and staggered when she left, Xiao Nanjun wanted to help her but was stopped, Shen You almost escaped and left here, leaving Xiao Nanjun alone in place.

Xiao Nanjun looked at Shen You's leaving back, feeling extremely helpless, it was raining again in San Francisco, he stood in the rain as if he was frozen.

Xiao Nanjun finally sighed, Youyou, you are different from me, you have many people who love you, I don't know if I can give you a sense of security, at least it won't drag you down now, I don't understand You, I just don't have confidence in myself, I don't know what else is worth spending your youth waiting for me.

Under the rain, the lights and neon lights of the square could not be seen clearly. Xiao Nanjun stood for a long time, but still left.

Shen You returned to the hotel and quickly packed her luggage. She stuffed everything into the suitcase, trying to use these to distract herself, otherwise she didn't know what she would do.

The phone rang without getting tired, Shen You simply turned off the phone, and she rushed to the airport with her suitcase.

Xiao Nanjun's departure caused an uproar, and has been occupying the news headlines. Apart from fans' regret and shock, the most concerned thing is whether EG without Xiao Nanjun can still be as strong as before.

In order not to cause panic in this circle, EG held a press conference, and Xiao Nanjun announced on the spot that Shen Yebo would join the first team. Judging from their observations in the past few days, Shen Yebo is fully qualified.

There were continuous cries at the scene, and Xiao Nanjun's expression remained firm.

In the empty room, the TV was turned on, and the reporter's inquiries came from inside. The pointer had already pointed to zero, but the press conference was played in a loop.

Shen You sat on the ground leaning against the back of the sofa. On the ground was the pair of rings she bought in San Francisco. Shen You smiled helplessly. There was still no chance of giving this pair of rings away.

After returning to Star City, she thought a lot. At that time, she was indeed too irrational. She understood Xiao Nanjun's embarrassment, but at the same time, she was also distressed by his infirmity.

Shen You is a person who dares to love and hate, if she doesn't accept the reasons for breaking up, she will never break up, but what Xiao Nanjun said made her shaken.

She didn't think she would fall in love with other people, but as for Xiao Nanjun, they were not sure about these things.

But what came with it was a strong sense of guilt. In the past few days, she hadn't had a good night's sleep at all. When she closed her eyes, it was the scene of the car accident.

She asked herself over and over again, why didn't she see clearly at that time, why didn't she avoid it in time, but regretting that it was useless at all, the matter was already doomed.

When Shen Yu opened the door, the scene was like this. The TV was on, but the room was pitch-black. He had no choice but to "snap" on the light.

Shen You was stabbed by the sudden light, closed his eyes, looking at Shen You like this, Shen Yu didn't know what to do, he had never seen Shen You like this before.

Shen Yu handed a can of beer to Shen You, "Sister, everyone will have a breakup, and you will be fine after the pain. You will only make yourself more uncomfortable."

Shen You took the beer and took a sip, "You are right, I really shouldn't do this."

Shen You drank the can of beer in one gulp, "Okay, I'm fine now, you don't have to worry."

Shen Yu looked at her helplessly. She didn't know who she was speaking to. She was always like this, self-righteous and strong.

(End of this chapter)