The first-class female nun in the city

Chapter 190
Luo Zhi and the others got out of the secret realm very smoothly, neither monsters nor humans were encountered, even Shi Zimo and Gu Huaijun couldn't help frowning.

How to say, it is impossible for them to be unaware at this point. If there is no deliberate trace of the various things in the secret realm, it may not be too coincidental, so coincidental that they cannot believe it.

But although they have their own thoughts, they have no evidence after all, so they can only do so.

After getting out of the black vortex, several people looked back at the entrance and exit, which was obviously not so stable, and they were very happy in their hearts.

Except Luozhi.

She was in a trance for a while after Qianzhi's death, but now she is slowly recovering.

Looking at the black vortex, there was a hint of sarcasm on the corner of her lips, and she became more and more sure that all of this was probably a trap, a trap to lure and kill these sect monks!And they are just insignificant roles.

It's just that the man in the illusion, who looks a lot like Xu, but is not the same, makes her a little concerned.

Maybe...just an illusion?She silently lowered her head and her heart sank.

"Let's go, don't think about it anymore." Shi Zimo stretched out his arms to grab her hand that was tucked into his sleeve, and held it in his palm.Although it was rough and hard, it was not so cold after all, unlike the previous two days, it was like ice, without even a little warmth, which worried him endlessly.

Luo Zhi nodded, moved her finger, but still didn't pull it back.

For Shi Zimo, she is very complicated now.

Because she was hiding something, she resisted him, but at the same time, she was also very clear about how much he cared about her.

I don't know what to do with him, maybe she needs some time to calm down, really calm down.

After leaving Linhai, she wants to go back to Yingu, and Gu Huaijun and others want to go back to Xuanfamen, so it's time to leave.

After hesitating for a while, Gu Huaijun still called Shi Zimo, "Yao Sheng's death is not a trivial matter, we must truthfully report it to the head. It stands to reason that Xiao Luo and you should go together, but her It's really not good, that's all. But you, after sending her back, you should come here as soon as possible. Do you understand?"

Shi Zimo hummed.

How could you not understand.Even if Yao Sheng's death was Qianzhi's self-defense, it had nothing to do with Luo Zhi.If I don't talk about it myself, the head of the sect and the people in the sect may not think about it.Even if Luo Zhi has room to not be afraid of Xuanfamen, it is definitely not a good thing to be an enemy of it!
He must go back to Xuanfamen as soon as possible to deal with this matter.

"I'll go back immediately after I send her off. Before that, please take care of everything inside the door."

Gu Huaijun was preoccupied, but he still patted him on the shoulder to persuade him, "I will definitely do my best. You should also persuade Xiao Luo, the soul pet will always be there again, so let her not be too sad And her injury, if necessary, you must tell me."

Shi Zimo nodded his thanks again.

Afterwards, they said a brief farewell and went their separate ways.

Although Luo Zhi didn't know what they said specifically, she could probably guess it.

Sitting in the hall of Feifei Cave Mansion, she pursed her lips and lowered her eyes, "I will trouble you again about Yao Sheng."

"Why tell me this." Shi Zimo sat across from her, but leaned over, his face was only a few feet away from her, and said calmly, "I know what happened, and you are still blaming me. But to be honest, I don't Regret. At that time, you only wanted revenge. Although I thought it was wrong, I knew I couldn't persuade you. I was actually relieved after Qianzhi took the medicine. I helped her hide it, and I was indeed jealous. I care much more about you than he does, but I can't earn a place in your heart...I feel bad in my heart...but more importantly, I can't watch you get involved in such a big danger. You want to take revenge , I understand, I also hate those who killed him! After all, I grew up with him, and if I said there was no friendship, I was lying to myself! All these things... At that time, you didn't want to think about it at all, and you didn't want to think about it. Qianzhi also understood, so she was forced to take this step. Now that she is gone, I have thought about it. If you still If you want to leave Hidden Valley, I will not stop you. But I will always wait for you here except to go to Xuanfamen. If one year is not enough, wait for ten years, if ten years is not enough, wait for 20 years. One day you will figure it out, My heart is clearly placed here, waiting for you to come anytime!"

His tone was soft, as if he was speaking normally, but the content made Luo Zhi's emotions surge.

She looked at him blankly, and for some reason, tears welled up all at once.

There are more and more, until the vision is blurred.

The man sighed, and he came over and gently hugged her into his arms.

"It's the first time I saw you cry like this. Is this intentional to make my heart hurt to death... Don't cry, I know you are sad, so why am I not? How can I be like a brother, but I just fell in love with you because of God's teasing ...Revenge is to be revenged, but there is no rush. Even if you don't care about me and the children, don't you have the heart to make them orphans? It's the same with Qianzhi. I know you feel guilty, but she also avenged herself Cry, just cry out..."

Luo Zhi cried for a long time, so long that the journey was half over before she knew it.

She seemed to vent out the pain accumulated in her heart, she had never done this before, she kept suppressing, suppressing her emotions.What the former master said was deeply imprinted in her heart, and she subconsciously felt that if she had too many emotions, then this road of cultivation might not be able to go very far.

But she is not a stone, she is a human being with flesh and blood and feelings.

She also wants to cherish and repay others' kindness to her, and she will also be moved.

So she tentatively responded, because of his frankness and innocence.She even once thought that with such a man, even if the other party's relationship changes, she will still be able to get out in time!Unlike Shi Zimo, although she knew that he was so kind to her, she also knew it in her heart.This man is too deep for her to see through.

It's actually selfish for her to do this, she doesn't know it.

But the experience of being betrayed by someone close to her and dying without a burial left her with lingering fears.She once felt that she might never be able to get rid of this shadow.

But if Shi Zimo cut out her heart like this, it was like a hook, hooking out all the selfishness, guilt and repressed emotions that she planned to bury in her heart forever.

Her tears were not from sadness, but from remorse.

She hated herself for not understanding them earlier!

She overestimated herself. Feelings are not something you can invest as much as you want. Is she really just a temptation, a guard against He Xu and Shi Zimo?Not really.

Those strands of affection had already bound her tightly, and she could no longer break free.

So what kind of death, she was heartbroken and almost desperate.

So when Shi Zimo confessed, she burst into tears.

She felt really stupid!
Too stupid to cherish their affection!
And Chiori!

Only at this time did she feel that even if Qianzhi made her forget her past and had selfish intentions, it didn't matter, she just wanted to keep her alive and smile at her!No more words to tell her to leave!

But it was too late, too late.

They left one by one, disappeared from her life one by one, leaving her no chance to cherish again!

Isn't this a kind of punishment?
Only the man in front of me, after going through so many turmoil and suffering from her indifference, still insists on being with her without complaint...

"sorry Sorry……"

With tears in her eyes, she murmured her regrets.Not only to him, but also to He Xu, and Qian Zhi.

Seeing that she finally made a sound, Shi Zimo's sour and shameless heart was a little relieved.

There was not even a whimper like this, but tears kept flowing... The tears soaked on his clothes, but seemed to fall on his heart, burning and painful.

I have never seen her so vulnerable, so I feel extra pity for her.

That voice of sorry seemed to be said to him, and also seemed to be said through him, to someone who would never hear again.

At this time, he couldn't care less about being jealous, but his eyes were burning.

"I understand, I think, he also understands..." He said this while hugging her tightly in his arms. "It will be fine, it will be fine."

Luo Zhi's tears finally dried up, and her eyes were very red and swollen.

But after such a time, she felt that the obstacles blocked in her heart seemed to be washed away by tears, and her heart gradually became more and more transparent.

To confine one's emotions for the sake of practice, what kind of practice is this?

The so-called experience, the so-called entry into the world, the paths that must be taken in cultivation, are not just superficial articles.Instead, truly experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys that belong to human beings, and then comprehend them, and use them as a force to support your own practice!
The so-called strong heart is not like her, closing oneself up and being indifferent to it is called being strong.

Her understanding was wrong from beginning to end.

The real strength is to have the courage to face everything, the determination to face it squarely, and the power to solve it. That is what is called strength!
Perhaps, now, she has truly taken the most important step in her cultivation!
There are three thousand paths, whether it is the path of sentient beings or the path of ruthlessness, the most important thing is the one that suits you.Forcibly suppressing one's own heart will only make the obsession in the bottom of the heart more and more serious, and it will only get further and further away from the real Dao.

Slowly leaving Shi Zimo's embrace, seeing the pain and tolerance in his eyes, Luo Zhi smiled sweetly.

"Isn't it too late to figure it out now?"

Shi Zimo looked at her for a long time, and grabbed her hand in his palm, "It's not too late at all!"

Just as Luo Zhi was about to speak, she suddenly felt a movement between her eyebrows.

After a while, she suddenly burst into a surprised smile.Holding Shi Zimo's hand instead, she said with tears in her eyes, "Qianzhi, I can feel Qianzhi's breath in the space!"

(End of this chapter)