Confused Queen: The Rumored Wife of Emperor Lengxin

Chapter 709 Si Xiaofan is gone

"Okay, Mom, I know whether you went to find Leng Zichen today, or what, I don't feel anything anymore, because my heart has already died at the door of Leng Zichen's house. There is no such thing as emotion anymore, and I will never meet my own emotion again."

Si Xiaofan looked at Su Jiaojiao like this, even in his heart, he resented himself very much, why is it like this, he is really incompetent to be able to do this, making Su Jiaojiao worry about himself all the time matter.

But no matter how much self-blame I have in my heart, it is useless, because Si Xiaofan is really sad now, no matter how much I want to keep my sad feelings to myself What method, because she really can't control her own experience like this.

"Mom, I know you are worried about me now, and I don't want you to worry about me so much, but I really can't control my own feelings now, my heart is really hurting, it hurts , I don’t know what kind of mood I can use to express my own feelings.”

Si Xiaofan even expressed his feelings without giving Su Jiaojiao any chance to speak.

"Son, mom knows how sad you are right now, but I really can't understand your distress when you're like this, but even though you're a mom like this, I'm still worried about your mood. You just need to tell me How do you think about me now, I just understand."

Su Jiaojiao really wants to tell Si Xiaofan that if she looks at her so distressed now, Su Jiaojiao doesn't know how else she can say what she said.

"No, mother is not like this. What I just want to tell you is that what you told me today is that Leng Zichen really likes me, so what can we do? There is still no possibility between us Is it? I told you, I am really afraid of being hurt again!"

"However, it is not a complete solution for you to escape like this. After all, you will meet again? How can we say now, aren't we also family friends? Could it be that you won't see your Aunt Xi You in the future? Yet?"

Su Jiaojiao is now trying her best, trying every means to bring back Si Xiaofan's feelings. In this way, maybe when she and Xi You talk together next to each other, the two of them can be like before. like that.

"No, Mom, as long as I avoid meeting Leng Zichen as much as possible in the future, I'll be fine. Actually, I really like Aunt Youyou, and I want to see her all the time in the future." of."

Si Xiaofan didn't want to make the relationship between the two families so rigid because of the matter between herself and Leng Zichen, so she could only promise Su Jiaojiao like this.

"However, how can I say that you will have more opportunities to meet each other? Besides, I think you know your young aunt's heart. The thing she hopes most now is the two of you. You can be together, do you think she won't create any chance to let the two of you be together like this?"

Su Jiaojiao is now dismantling the tough disguise that Si Xiaofan put on herself bit by bit, otherwise, how would she get out of the terrible things she thought.

"No, right now, I dare not meet Leng Zichen. After a long time, I will forget him little by little. In this way, I will be able to forget him, and even when the time comes, I may still be able to forget him." Smiling and watching him embrace other women into the palace of marriage, kiss other women's lips, marry other women and have children."

This is actually the most unacceptable thing for Si Xiaofan. The man she loved for so many years left her like this. When she knew that he liked her, she gave up. How much she didn't want to have such a thing occurring.

"Fanfan, don't you think that your thoughts are really too extreme? Your thoughts will really make the two of you miss you just like that." Su Jiaojiao thought about Si Xiaofan's current feeling is really a little too extreme.

"No, I really think about this kind of thing a lot. I also thought that if I knew that I could be with him, I wouldn't think about anything that happened to him before, but I always I can't pass the hurdle in my heart, no matter how I comfort myself now, I still feel that he is really dirty, my body and my heart feel that he is dirty."

"Fanfan, do you really want to think like this? How can you despise Zichen like this? What man can stop being promiscuous outside? Besides, Zichen didn't know that before. do you like him?"

Su Jiaojiao could only help Leng Zichen speak against her will, she couldn't just watch these two miss them like this.

"Mom, do you think that when you say such things to me now, do you feel that there is no uneasiness in your heart? What you think in your heart is that if Dad goes out to do such things, you will be like this Did you say something like that to me?"

When Si Xiaofan listened to what Su Jiaojiao said, he really didn't know why Su Jiaojiao could say such a thing to himself.

"No, Fanfan, you still don't want to misunderstand me like this. I think so. People of your age, no matter what you say, are more fun than people of our generation. Besides, The current Leng Zichen is also a normal man, why doesn't he also want to vent his physical needs?"

What Su Jiaojiao didn't expect was why the current Si Xiaofan could say such things to herself, because such a thing could never happen to her, just to give Si Che ten courages, he I dare not do such a thing.

"Mom, I know you just want to tell me such a thing now, and I won't forgive him now, but now I want to go out for a walk. I feel really uncomfortable now, and I don't want to I'm staying where he is, and I need to go out for a walk by myself."

Si Xiaofan still told Su Jiaojiao what she was thinking all the time, because she didn't want to tell Su Jiaojiao, because she knew that Su Jiaojiao would not agree to her request.

But now that she asked, she said it herself.

(End of this chapter)