Confused Queen: The Rumored Wife of Emperor Lengxin

Chapter 743 I'm Feeling Homesick

But even if this is the case, Si Xiaofan still decides to go back. Even if this is the case, what can he do? If he sees it, will he give up? If so, it wouldn't be like it is now.

Cheng Hai really doesn't like it now, Si Xiaofan pretends to be calm, and just tells others that he really forgot about Leng Zichen, but even if others don't know, Cheng Hai understands it very well Yes, Si Xiaofan really can't let go, she really wants to go back and be with Leng Zichen.

Cheng Hai, what needs to be done now is to allow Si Xiaofan to recognize her own heart correctly, otherwise, she will live in such pain all the time, and it will be bad for everyone.

"Si Xiaofan, I still advise you not to be like this, you'd better be able to find what you want to do most in your heart, otherwise, I know you will regret it, do you want such a thing to happen? "

No matter what Cheng Hai said, Si Xiaofan won't admit it anymore, because she has put a protective film on her heart now, if this is torn apart by Cheng Hai, it will hurt very much of.

"No, it's not what you said, how is it possible, I've been outside for a long time, how come I haven't forgotten him, you think too much, how can I not forget him... ..."

What happened next, Si Xiaofan seemed to be telling herself the same thing, she kept repeating this sentence, she didn't know what was wrong with her, why she was immersed in such pain all the time .

He clearly said that he could forget it, but why did he become like this in the end? Why, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable Si Xiaofan felt, he could no longer hold back his tears, and just walked along the window like this , began to slide down little by little, and sat on the ground like this. She didn't know how many times she started to cry because of such pain.

But this is really the first time when he was crying in front of Cheng Hai. Cheng Hai looked at Si Xiaofan who was crying in front of him, and really didn't know what he should do. up.

"Fanfan, don't cry, I didn't mean to say that you got it, I just thought that you can recognize your heart clearly like this, you know it too, I really don't want to just look at you like this It's so uncomfortable, if you can't recognize your own heart like this, I really don't know what kind of attitude you're going to use to go back, how to face Leng Zichen."

Cheng Hai was very panicked at first, he didn't know what he said that made Si Xiaofan so sad, he hurriedly got up and ran towards Si Xiaofan, hugging her gently, while comforting her, while In my heart, I scolded myself for being so ignorant, saying nothing but my own brain?

But Si Xiaofan acted as if he didn't hear it, the one who kept crying here, it's not that Si Xiaofan didn't feel it, it's just that the feelings for such a long time were suppressed in Si Xiaofan's heart like this, and he couldn't let it out The feeling is really uncomfortable.

Finally, Si Xiaofan cried and fell asleep, Cheng Hai slowly hugged her to the bed, Cheng Hai knew that what he said today was really a bit harsh, but what he said was not wrong , Only in this way, Si Xiaofan can really see clearly what is going on in his heart, otherwise, Si Xiaofan will not be able to understand the pain inside even if he dies.

"I'm sorry, but this is the most direct way. We can leave here tomorrow, and we can go back to see the person you want to see the most. If you are in this state, I am really worried, but if you need For me, I will always be by your side to help you, all you need to do is to be strong." After helping Si Xiaofan cover the quilt, Cheng Hai stood beside Si Xiaofan's bed like this, Looking at Si Xiaofan who hasn't slept well for a long time, he said something.

On the second day, Si Xiaofan probably had the best sleep in the past year after venting his emotions yesterday.

But when she got up and saw Cheng Hai who had been packing his luggage, she was still very shocked. Why did this person move so fast? I was just talking about it yesterday. It's really good to be so fast now.

"What are you doing! Why did you pack your luggage so early! Where are you going?" In fact, Si Xiaofan really did it on purpose now, how much she didn't want to just go back to that place like this. There is a city with him, but my heart is still not ready.

But Cheng Hai doesn't mind Si Xiaofan like this, because he knows that he is really not ready in his heart, and he can wait, because if Si Xiaofan is ready to go back, it will be a short time. Hurry up, you won't have long to wait.

As for the family, if he thinks of a way, the old man will not do anything to him, the most important thing is to let Si Xiaofan sort out his emotions.

It's just Cheng Hai, who still ordered Si Xiaofan, "Didn't you say yesterday that someone wants to go home? Am I trying to figure out a way to let him go home now? What's the matter, are you going back on your word now?" ?”

It was intentional, Cheng Hai's seemingly teasing tone was actually reminding Si Xiaofan that what she said had to be done.

Seeing Si Xiaofan's slightly changed expression, Cheng Hai even said aggrievedly, "Look, I've been out for so long, but I'm a little homesick, not like some people, not at all. I want to go home!"

Si Xiaofan looked at Cheng Hai in embarrassment, why is this person such a scoundrel now, just laugh at himself, he is so eccentric.

"Okay, okay, I said it, then let's go home, it happens that I am also homesick, and I also want...and also..."

If Si Xiaofan didn't say it, she also missed Leng Zichen, but Si Xiaofan really wouldn't say it, because as early as yesterday, Si Xiaofan died in that pile Tears welled up, the current Si Xiaofan is forgetting about Leng Zichen little by little.

Looking at Si Xiaofan like this, Cheng Hai could only shake his head helplessly, then stepped forward and put his hands on Si Xiaofan's shoulders, "Okay, okay, I know you're homesick, but now, we can't Come on, you better wash up first."

(End of this chapter)