Confused Queen: The Rumored Wife of Emperor Lengxin

Chapter 768 I don't want to be like this

But Leng Zichen still couldn't understand the meaning of this, why couldn't the current Si Xiaofan tell himself after he came back, Si Xiaofan was not like this in the past.

But there is no way to think like this, the relationship between Si Xiaofan and himself in the past is not like it is now, and now Si Xiaofan is just like Leng Zichen at the beginning, that's it Just look at Leng Zichen from afar, and don't want to appear in front of him again.

The relationship between two people like this really can't just be the same as before. Now thinking about it, it's really helpless.

Leng Zichen himself can actually feel that way. How Si Xiaofan treated him before and how he treats him now, I still feel very much in my heart. If you don't have any feeling, it is really impossible for you to live like this.

She was so sad that she said to Jing Qi, "It's not like that. In the past, it wasn't like this between us. Before us, she would tell me everything and everything she would do. But it's really different now, I'm really not the person in her heart, and she will never come back to me again."

Leng Zichen just looked at his phone screen like this, and it was written in such a big way, 'Si Xiaofan came back yesterday'.Yesterday, I came back yesterday, but I didn't know it at all,

It's really ironic, okay, after such a long time, I really don't know anything, just like a fool, thinking about it alone here, it's sad enough Forget it, I really don't know what to say about my current mood.

Jing Qi actually understands very well, is the relationship between the two of them really the same as before, what Si Xiaofan said to him before he left, he also remembers very clearly, it really is Impossible.

But thinking of such a possibility, Jing Qi felt very sad for Leng Zichen. He is obviously a very dedicated person, and obviously there is no need to be let down by others, but what is happening now is really very sad. Can't understand anymore.

"Maybe, it's really not what you think. Look, didn't he just come back yesterday? Shouldn't people go home first when they come back on the first day? Before, what happened between the two of you After such a thing, now she will definitely not be the first to come back to you, so all this is understandable, and you don't have to think so much, right? "

Jing Qi could only find a seemingly reasonable reason to comfort Leng Zichen. The relationship between the two of them now is like this. If it is really like what he thinks, But it's really good.

But Leng Zichen knew what he knew about Si Xiaofan. If this was the case, it was really impossible for him to be ignorant of the news of Si Xiaofan's return. Xiaofan doesn't call home, but she will definitely notify herself in advance.

But now there is nothing, there is nothing, really, how can I not take it to my heart, think about myself, it is really sad, just hurt a person I love very much, Then I hurt my heart alone here.

Obviously at the beginning, I began to persuade myself to forget all of this. If I want to do this, I forget everything. When I haven’t given everything, I just forget her like this. It’s good to look at it from a distance, but why now Still can't just follow my heart like this.

"Aren't you thinking too much? You said that my mother knows about this now. Do you think she won't tell others? So she really didn't think about telling me, right? Like before, didn't she not want me to know about her leaving?"

Leng Zichen just used these very cruel reasons to undermine his self-confidence little by little, and slowly vetoed all his thoughts little by little.

"Don't think about things like this in such a bad way, right? If it's really just that you think too much, what do you think, if that's the case, is it true that you two are It's still possible to get it, if that's the case, Si Xiaofan just wanted to give you a surprise."

Jing Qi really didn't want Leng Zichen to be so extreme in everything he thought. Things really wouldn't be as he thought, and everything would develop to a bad place.

"No, it's fine if it was like this before, but it's really different now. I didn't think like this before, but if I think about it carefully, it really is like this Yes, I don't have any reason to figure it out."

Leng Zichen really didn't have any reason, thinking that he could continue to keep his own ideas, it's really impossible between them, it's over like this.

"You really don't need to do that anymore. What if it really is, have you ever thought about it, maybe in this year, Si Xiaofan really didn't forget you like she said, Even more than before, I like you even more, if this is the case, is it possible for you to have a relationship?"

"Do you think everything is so perfect? ​​It's really impossible between us, so let's just let it go like this. Don't think too much about it. Between us The time is really over like this, but...but..."

Leng Zichen is like this now and can't fully accept such a thing, but what if he can't, isn't he still like this.

But what happened next, Leng Zichen didn't say it, even he didn't know what to say, but Jing Qi didn't want to give up such a good opportunity.

"But what, don't tell me, you still haven't forgotten her, you still want to be with her."

Leng Zichen didn't expect that his feelings would be seen by others like this, "How do you know, that's how I think, the matter between us, I really don't want to end like this, I I really never thought about giving up on her, I still want to be by her side."

(End of this chapter)