Reborn 80s

Chapter 402 Those Messy Thoughts

Thinking back to when I traveled here in the first place, this family was really impoverished, almost unable to afford food. When I was sick, even the porridge I drank was borrowed rice.If there is no appearance of myself, the current family should still be as poor as before.

"So Lin Qiu, although I don't know why you are so worried about these changes, I still want to advise you, there is nothing to worry about, just let it develop freely?"

"But I'm afraid that if we appear, many things will develop in an uncontrollable direction." Lin Qiu's expression has become loose, but he still looks a little worried.

"If this is really the case, there is nothing we can do. Let it be, you can't say let us all die." Zhao Haochu shrugged helplessly, looking a little helpless.

Lin Qiu's expression also relaxed.But suddenly became a little tangled. "That, Zhao Haochu." Lin Qiu hesitantly called Zhao Haochu's name, causing Zhao Haochu to look at Lin Qiu suspiciously.

"Well, there is another question. I just thought of one thing. Now I am 6 years old."

"What?" Zhao Haochu felt that Lin Qiu had been too stimulated, and his spirit became a little abnormal. Why did he start talking nonsense?Moreover, the question asked was so strange that Zhao Haochu himself could not understand it.

Lin Qiu didn't seem to know how to organize his words, and he said after a long time: "I mean, because people like Cheng Yan and Wang Yuan are people we knew before, and the development track of many things, It is exactly the same as before, so, Zhao Haochu, the whole world we are reborn in now is the world we lived in before, right?" Lin Qiu didn't know what he thought of, and the more he spoke, the more excited he became .

"Yes, the current world is of course the world we lived in before, otherwise why would we know so much information?" Zhao Haochu is extremely smart, he vaguely guessed what Lin Qiu wanted to say What is the matter, but it looks a little uncertain.

"So what I want to say is, if the current world is the world we used to be, the old me, not Lin Qiu's me, is now 6 years old. Maybe it's because life is so beautiful now, I I never thought about the past. But today I suddenly remembered this question." Lin Qiu had a very deep impression of this year in his mind, because it was in this year in his previous life that many friends in the orphanage They were all adopted, including many of Lin Qiu's friends, but there was no Lin Qiu here.Therefore, even if I achieved great success in my previous life when I grew up, I still have some reasons for my inferiority complex.

When Lin Qiu spoke, his expression became a little excited again. If all this is normal, can he change his previous destiny?

"So, I would like to ask if I can find my former self, and then I will try my best to give myself a better life."

Lin Qiu had never told anyone about his childhood in his previous life, firstly because he had no chance to say so, and secondly because Lin Qiu himself did not want to mention this matter to others at all.Zhao Haochu was also a little shocked, this was the first time he heard Lin Qiu talk about his childhood.No wonder I talked to Lin Qiu before when I thought about going back.Lin Qiu acted so calmly. At that time, Zhao Haochu thought it was because Lin Qiu had a bad relationship with his family members or because Lin Qiu was super good at controlling emotions. He didn't think it was because Lin Qiu was an orphan.

But Zhao Haochu suddenly became quiet.Regarding Lin Qiu's problem, he discovered it much earlier than Lin Qiu did, but the result was nothing but disappointment for him.

"Lin Qiu, I may have discovered the problem you mentioned a lot earlier than you, because you also know that I really want to go home, but I have been unable to do so. Once again, I also thought of what you said to me today. So when the former me was born, I hurried to that address, wanting to take a look at myself from a distance, but let’s not talk about me, I was there even my father My mother couldn’t be found, so Lin Qiu, although all this is still the same as before, it’s different from before. Okay, Lin Qiu, don’t think about such messy things. Give me back my lively, contemptuous Lin Qiu.

Although Zhao Haochu tried his best to appear lively, Lin Qiu could still feel Zhao Haochu's psychological distress. Zhao Haochu must really miss his former parents and sister.

Is it different?Does that self no longer exist?Lin Qiu felt a little lost in his heart, but it was more of a sense of relief. To be honest, how would anyone feel when they saw him standing in front of him with the identity he had used for decades?And what kind of mentality should I use to face that self?Lin Qiu didn't have a definite answer to these questions at all.I really don't know what to do, maybe now is the best result.

"Well, I'm just a little confused for a while. I'll get back to you tomorrow. I'm a little different from you. I really like the life here." Lin Qiu finally showed a smile on his face. , You also had the spirit to finish laughing with Zhao Haochu.

"What's the matter, I also really like the life here, okay? It's just that I still can't completely let go of myself in the previous life."

Seemingly unwilling to continue talking about this topic, Zhao Haochu changed the subject immediately, "By the way, Lin Qiu, even if you don't come to me today, I will still go to you."

"what's up?"

"It's about the radio station you told me last time. I want to turn it on. Thinking about it, I feel very excited." Sometimes Lin Qiu really admires Zhao Haochu's mentality. He also said that he had a sad look on his face. After changing the topic, the expression on his face suddenly changed.

"Radio station? You don't really want to make a radio station, do you?" Lin Qiu thought that it was just a joke between two people, but he didn't expect Zhao Haochu to take it seriously, and he started preparations so early stand up.

(End of this chapter)