My Master Jinyiwei
Chapter 103
Chapter 103
When the rain stopped at night, Xu Shijin put away his umbrella and walked on the long street with Shen Yu.Yejing has just undergone changes, and now the investigation is very strict. At night, there are much fewer people wandering in the streets than before.Walking on the street, Shen Yu walked in front, he led her around the small puddles on the ground, and when someone bumped into him, he would also help the girl behind to keep them away.
He held the hand of the girl behind him and never let go.But he still looked back from time to time to see if she was following.
This reminded Xu Shijin of their childhood.Shen Xiaoyu was a bit older than her, but when the two of them went to the street, she always looked at him, she pulled him away, and she turned her head from time to time to see if the confused boy had lost track of him.When playing with Shen Yu at that time, Miss Xu always disliked him.She was always afraid that Shen Xiaoyu would be lost by her when she turned her head inadvertently.
She left him in the long river of time, and after so many years, she never looked back.
And one day, he was the one who led her away, afraid of losing her.
The encounters in life are always so interesting.
"I entrusted you to the princess during the days when I went back to Shen's house. A few days ago, the two of them told me that you had already left. I was afraid that you would go out of the city, and I was anxious for a long time. I used to think that Yejing was small, and I really found someone Come, but it's so hard." Walking with Ms. Xu, Shen Yu felt better and was willing to talk to Ms. Xu while walking.
Xu Shijin smiled, "I have been in Yejing, listening to the stories of the young master of the Shen family."
"What's so good about me?" Shen Yu smiled indifferently, and turned to be more interested in her, "What have you been up to these days? The princess said that she introduced you to a miracle doctor, and you plan to see a doctor. Xiao Jin, I knew you would not despair easily."
Miss Xu watched him speak with a loose expression, her eyes were dark and shiny.He walked in front of her, with a long and wide gown, he walked lazily, with swaying steps, but in her eyes, no matter how she looked at it, he was always the boy from back then.
With one heart and one mind.
She responded in a low voice.
"Did you eat well and sleep well these few days? You don't like living in the princess's mansion, why don't you come to Shen's house to find me?" Shen Yu looked at her reproachfully, and he was standing in a booth while talking. He stopped before, lazily picked up the multicolored mask on the booth, flicked the rainwater off the mask with his knuckle fingers, "Xiao Jin, although my mother speaks harshly, she has a soft heart. If you say a few nice words to her, she will Laughing with you. I'm helping you convince my parents to let you come to our house to recuperate."
She went to the Shen family to recuperate?In what capacity?
It's just embarrassing the Shen family's uncle and aunt again.
Xu Shijin didn't answer Shen Yu's words, but said in a low voice, "I'm still here, but I'm actually waiting to say goodbye to you. Shen Xiaoyu, I want to leave Yejing, but you don't want to come with me."
"..." The back of the young man who was playing with the mask was a little stiff in front of Xu Shijin's eyes.There was still a joke in the corner of his mouth, his eyes were lowered, and his long black eyelashes were thick, covering his eyes.The knuckles of his knuckles holding the mask were strained, and his veins were violent.
He lowered his eyes and smiled without looking back.
Xu Shijin said slowly, "I have always regretted that I didn't say goodbye to you well back then and caused you so much trouble. Now, when I want to leave, I want to say goodbye to you well. Don't leave regrets or the like. "
"A good farewell?" His face finally turned around, with long eyebrows pressing down on his eyes, his eyes twitching, and a gentle, almost weird smile emerged from his eyes.His words came out of his throat almost word by word, "again and again! Do I care about your farewell?!"
There was a sudden force in his hand, and the moment the words fell, there was a crisp sound, the mask in his hand was twisted and crushed, and he threw it onto the stall with all his strength.
Shen Yu looked at her coldly, turned around and left, and quickly entered the crowd.
"Hey, my mask..." The stall owner is really innocent. A couple of lovers quarreled and destroyed his mask.He wanted to chase after him to ask for it, but the young man's aura was too terrifying and he forced him back.
Fortunately, the young girl who was chasing after him had a sick face, but she had a really good temper.After only two steps, I heard the shout of the stall owner, came back again, even said sorry, and took out copper coins for the damaged mask.
After Xu Shijin finished all this, he went to chase Shen Yu in the crowd.As she expected, he really didn't go too far.Standing under a locust tree on the side of the road ahead, he saw her coming, his expression was still bad, but he didn't have the previous resentment.
"I looked at the mask. When it was crushed, there were sharp edges. Did your hand get cut?" Walking in front of him, Xu Shijin asked him.
Shen Yu's expression was complicated, and the depression in his chest had nowhere to vent.She is always like this... Gentle and gentle, kind, never angry with him.She still cared about whether he was hurt, how he got angry with her...but she still cared about him, so why did she break up?
Under the shadow of the lush trees, Xu Shijin took Shen Yu's hand, rolled up his sleeves, and looked at his hands in the dim light.His hands were clean and slender without scars, Xu Shijin heaved a sigh of relief.
She lowered her head and felt that Shen Yu was leaning against the tree, and her voice came from the top of her head, "Why did you separate from me? Did someone say something in front of you?" Xu Shijin held his hand and froze for a moment, and he knew that it was true. That's right.He was a little weak, his shoulders were slumped, and his long sleeves were draped over his face, "Is it my mother?"
He has been busy with the Shen family's affairs recently, and the only one who knows Xu Shijin's, can talk to Xu Shijin, and persuades them to separate is his mother.
Shen Yu breathed out, feeling bored, he pushed Xu Shijin's hand away, put it on her shoulder, and asked her to look up at him, "Xiaojin, she still can't accept it. I'm trying to persuade, and I'm almost successful..."
"Shen Xiaoyu, it's not that reason," Xu Shijin said quietly, "Auntie met me a few days ago, she spoke euphemistically, but I may not understand her meaning. You are from the Shen family, if I always drag you behind, How do you deal with yourself in the family if you are hurt? The younger sister of the Tang family also came to see me. She recognized me with tears in her eyes and was moved, and asked me when I would return to my identity. She looked sincere, but I Hearing her anxiety and worry, she said she missed me, but she was afraid that I would go back, that I would rob you from her, and she knew she couldn't rob me. And the head of the Xu family, who has seen me, welcomes me back to Xu family. In fact, he may not like me that much, but my talent caught up with the time when the Xu family needed it most. In order to keep me, he was even willing to reverse the case for my parents. Shen Xiaoyu, you know, when I was young, I especially wanted to rely on my own ability, Overturn the case for my parents. But now that the Xu family agrees, I find it boring."
She raised her head, and the young man's eyes flickered slightly, looking at her and listening to her intently.
"Some people want me to go, some people want me to stay, and some people want me to disappear forever. Everyone is measuring and calculating my value. In fact, it has been like this for so many years. The impression is that he is a person who is very calculating, seeks nothing, and is never pure. I have heard too many words like this, I have always heard them talking about me, but now I don’t want to hear it anymore. I don’t want to listen to them anymore, I Want to hear from you."
"... Me..." Shen Yu's eyes jumped.
He has nothing to say.She already knew what he wanted to say.
"And you like me. In fact, I don't understand... Feelings make me confused and confused. I'm scared. Not only your identity, but also my life and death, including my doubts about feelings. I think you like Mine, how much I like it I don't know. I think I like you too, how much I like it, I still don't know. How afraid I am, one day, this feeling will turn into a sword and hurt you. Just like me It was like before...Shen Xiaoyu, now you say you like me and you don’t regret it. But the years are so long, what if you regret it? If you regret it, how can I compensate you? I can’t afford it.”
Shen Yu listened to her, a deep powerlessness welled up in her heart.Say
"If love hasn't reached that point, stop it, don't make it." Xu Shijin said.
Shen Yu asked quietly, "What if it's already reached that point?"
"..." Xu Shijin looked up in a daze.
She looked into his dark eyes, unable to tell whether he was joking or serious.
Shen Yu slowly turned his head and laughed lowly, "Just kidding, don't be nervous."
He put his hand on her shoulder and looked down at her, feeling more sad than ever.
He said slowly, "You said such unfeeling words, but it didn't come from your heart. You still think of me wholeheartedly. You want me to hate you, blame you, blame you, and leave you alone Xiao Jin, who do you think I am?"
He let go of her, Luoluo leaned against the tree and sat down slowly.He showed a pale and wimpy smile, "Who do you think I am?"
Between Shen Yu and Xu Shijin, it was like adjacent mountains and rivers.They were originally dependent on each other, but the earthquake in the mountains separated them.When the water sees the mountain again, the mountain is still majestic and majestic, but the water is only the part that emerges from the cracks in the rocks.Looking at the water, the mountain comforted and said, it's okay, even if you only have this little, I still think you are the most spiritual existence in the mountains.Along the way, he pulled, pulled, and pushed the water, wanting to go back to the carefree days in the past, and wanted all visitors to see how beautiful the water he was most proud of was.But the water is almost dry.They have been side by side for many years, and now they are one behind the other, no longer equal.
Water struggled to keep up, and the gap between them grew wider and wider.
Shan stopped and waited patiently, but he was also caught off guard by the huge waves ahead.
The current Xu Shijin has undoubtedly dragged Shen Yu down.His parents, his family, his social circle...all could not accept Xu Shijin.Miss Xu's life has been stained because of the prince's affairs.And during His Majesty's reign, she should not appear in Yejing.Even if the Xu family wanted her to go back, it was impossible for her to stay in Yejing.
She had to choose another identity, and for Shen Yu's sake, she had to go back to her previous life.
Full of calculations, full of intrigue.
If she is willing to do this, the Shen family will accept Xu Shijin.
But did Shen Yu love her because of her, for him, wronging himself, and becoming a counselor?Xiao Jin should not just be synonymous with "smart", she is his Xiao Jin, she should get rid of those.
She felt that she had wronged him.
He also felt that he had wronged her.
So, this is the real reason why Xu Shijin wanted to say goodbye, right?
Shen Yu held her face in his hands and asked softly, "Xiao Jin, let me ask you. If I love you, I will be happy only when I have you. Only being with you is my greatest wish. Are you willing to fulfill my wish?" , don’t leave, but stay here, marry me?”
"Of course," Xu Shijin looked into his eyes and said without hesitation, "I am willing."
Shen Yu smiled in a trance, and slowly lowered his hands.If he loved her, it was impossible for him to be truly indifferent to her thoughts.
This is enough.
That's all he wanted.
In Xiaojin's heart, the most important person is him.As long as he said a word, she would not hesitate to become an enemy of everyone...
That's enough.
Shen Yu bowed his head and said in a low voice, "Okay, I accept. I will find a way, there will be a day..."
Xu Shijin followed him and squatted beside him.
She heard him say, "Until then, you have to live well. You have to live until I find you. You don't have to do anything, you take good care of your body. If you die, I will never forgive you."
Xu Shijin leaned on his arm, feeling impulsive, but was pressed down again.Her heart was shaking and she was crying.Leaning on his arm, she nodded slowly, "Okay. I'll wait for you."
I'm waiting for you.Even if you don't come, I will always wait for you.I'll wait for you till I die.
Earlier Xu Shijin wanted to talk about listening to the opera, and when he finished speaking his heartfelt words, the two of them really went to the Liyuan.But unfortunately, someone had a banquet for guests tonight and reserved the venue.No matter what Shen Yu said, everyone shook their heads and refused.With a click of his tongue, Shen Yu rolled up his sleeves and was about to make a move.But the little Er would rather die than submit, even under the threat of force, he firmly refused to let the two of them in.Shen Yu had no choice but to look back at Xu Shijin, hoping that Miss Xu would use her ingenuity to find a way.
Xu Shijin looked at him with soft eyes, smiled at him, and didn't speak.
Shen Yu coughed, but Xu Shijin was still staring at him.He was almost embarrassed by Miss Xu's engrossing eyes, walked over, put her on the shoulder, and signaled her to speak.
Xu Shijin came back to his senses all of a sudden, slightly at a loss, "What's the matter?"
"...What are you in a daze for?" Shen Yu's voice came out from between his teeth, he looked at Xiao Er who was staring at them closely, and bit his ear with Xu Shijin, "I've encountered a problem, haven't you seen it? ?”
Xu Shijin said, "I suddenly found that you were very good-looking, and I couldn't help but be fascinated by it. I didn't hear what you just said. What happened?"
She spoke in a soft voice, and saw Shen Yu's ears were slightly red.He squinted at her angrily, but the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.Obviously, Xu Shijin's occasional sweet talk made him very useful.
There were more and more onlookers, so it was embarrassing, so Shen Yu had no choice but to take Xu Shijin away.While guarding her to leave the opera garden, he told her about the situation.Hearing that he couldn't go in, Xu Shijin's eyes darkened, he sighed, and turned to comfort Shen Yu, "Forget it."
Shen Yu stared at her, his eyes fluttered, "Do you really want to go in?"
"...Well," Xu Shijin narrowed his eyes, thinking a little bit, "I haven't had such a relaxing moment in many years, and I want to go back to my old place."
"Okay." Shen Yu nodded.
A quarter of an hour later, someone threw a purse on the wall of the east courtyard of the Liyuan, and commotion broke out.In the panic, on an ancient sycamore tree on the wall of the west courtyard, a young man put his hands on the wall and jumped off the wall with a girl.After falling into the pear orchard, Shen Yu went to return the money bag.
Xu Shijin was made to laugh by him, Shen Xiaoyu really did such a convenient bad thing.
"If you have the ability to call someone to arrest me, what's the point of secretly laughing?" Shen Yu glanced at her, and opened her mouth to shout, "Come on—"
"Hello!" Xu Shijin hurriedly covered his mouth and dragged him into the dark.Shen Xiaoyu was dissolute and casual, she didn't suppress her voice at all when she called out, her voice... really scared her to death.There was nothing she could do about him.After so many years, Xu Shijin didn't want to experience the painful experience of being forced to run away by Shen Xiaoyu when he was a child.
The two sneaked in, but they didn't dare to go forward for fear of being discovered.Shen Yu found a seat in the corner, his presence on stage was somewhat blocked by the shadows of trees next to him, and there was no one here.Xu Shijin didn't care, and Shen Yu didn't care even more. The two sat here in a low-key principle, listening to the babbling opera on the stage.
Shen Yu swept to the stage and sang the most classic part of Liang Zhuzhong's Eighteenth Affair.Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai sang while walking, singing from the academy to the foot of the mountain, from the foot of the mountain to the Changting Pavilion, climbing mountains and wading all the way, parting with each other, and affection can be seen everywhere.
Tears on the stage, sadness off the stage.The sadness that you can't get what you ask for is the same through the ages.Shen Yu turned to look at Xu Shijin, and Miss Xu focused on the stage, as if she was really listening to the play.
Sending off to the eighteenth... Shen Yu thought, he was really tired of this topic of parting.
Farewell again and again, turn around again and again, disappear again and again.He had thought about the separation many times in his heart, but when it really happened before him, it still made him uncomfortable, tired and unbearable.
Shen Yu stared blankly for a while.His eyes moved back and forth, without a fixed location.Yawning, his eyes fell on the wall the two were leaning against.The shadows of the trees whirled, the animals moved, and all kinds of strange shadows were reflected on the wall.The breeze moved, and the shadow on the wall followed suit.
"Xiao Jin, look." Shen Yu pushed Xu Shijin's shoulder, a little amused.
Xu Shijin's heart was twisted into a ball while listening to the opera, tears glistened in his eyes, and Shen Yu pushed his shoulder, destroying the sad atmosphere.As soon as she lowered her head, she saw his hand shining on the wall, making the shape of a little snake.Shuttle among the shadows of trees reflected on the wall, weaving silk, stretching and shrinking, how vivid.
"..." Xu Shijin was speechless, wanted to laugh, and understood.This is exactly the Shen Xiaoyu she knew.At any time, his focus is always strange, and he can always find something interesting.He can happily play hand shadow games on a protruding wall, and invite her to enjoy it together.
Xu Shijin's attention abruptly shifted from the heart-warming send-off on stage to Shen Xiaoyu's hand shadow game.
She stretched out her hands and folded them, and on the wall, she also pretended to be a fox, jumped towards the little snake, and rushed towards it.
Shen Yu's hand gestures changed immediately, turning into a tiger, opening its mouth wide, and roaring at the fox.
The little fox trembled, but was picked up by the tiger and became a meal in his mouth.
Xu Shijin frowned, "It's me!"
Shen Yu folded his hands, and another little snake appeared.
"Hello!" Xu Shijin called him dissatisfied.
"Earthworm, it's an earthworm." Shen Yu said.
A chick nodded, holding a small earthworm in its mouth.The earthworm fled in panic. On the way, it suddenly grew wings, flew into the sky, and turned into a bird.
Miss Xu raised her eyebrows, and a big eagle flapped its wings and flew towards the fleeing bird.
But in an instant, the little bird disappeared, and another big eagle appeared.
Miss Xu left her hand and stared at Shen Yu.
"Don't worry, don't worry..." he said.
Suddenly, the eagle fell headlong from the sky.
Xu Shijin was dumbfounded, "Didn't it fly very well? Why did it fall?"
Shen Yu was serious, "It's afraid of heights."
"...Pfft!" Xu Shijin was amused.
Shen Yu watched her smile, his eyes were curved, very brisk.His heart also flew up together, and countless forces surged in, making him want the girl he loves to laugh more.He said, "Look, I'm going to play a lot more..."
Rabbits, monkeys, peacocks, lambs... His hands are extremely dexterous, changing rapidly, and the animals on the wall are jumping and jumping in various shapes.
He teased Miss Xu attentively.
Xu Shijin looked at his side face quietly, and as she watched, her smile faded, and she couldn't smile anymore.
She looked at Shen Xiaoyu, reason and emotion were in a tug-of-war.How much she likes him to be happy, how much she likes to see him smile.His love made her grieve, and she could not give him an equal love.Love is not as good as him, time is not as good as him.This boy who grew up with her, she always felt that she was far away from him.Pray again, it seems how selfish she is.
"Xiao Jin, don't be in a daze, come and dub your voice." Shen Yu put out a little bear, made a forest with tree shadows, and walked out of the forest.
Xu Shijin leaned on Shen Yu's arm, and her hand was also reflected on the wall. It was a figure, stopped in mid-air, and the leaves were rustling below, like white clouds sweeping across.Xu Shijin said casually, "Stupid creature, I am the god of the forest. I can grant you one wish."
The little bear danced happily, bowed his head reservedly, and played like a treasure, so vivid that it made Ms. Xu laugh.She bit her lip, trying not to laugh out loud.Little Xiong rubbed his head and said in a rough voice, "Immortal! I have seen an immortal! Well, I can't be greedy, and I can't be too unrealistic, or the immortal will be angry."
The fairy nodded in satisfaction, "That's right. So what is your wish?"
"My wish is to live a long life."
"...Pfft!" Xu Shijin was amused by him, and he said that he was not greedy, could it be unrealistic?Who is he kidding? !
Little Bear said solemnly, "Then let my lover live a long life."
Xu Shijin's hand reflected on the wall trembled slightly and dropped down.She leaned back slightly, looking at Shen Yu's profile.
Longevity cannot be achieved.
Over time, but you can work hard to persevere.
"Xiao Jin, look..." Shen Yu turned around and was stunned.
The girl's tears dripped on his upturned face in the dark night, outside the human voice.
His eyes moved slightly.
In the darkness, Xu Shijin suddenly approached him.She held his face and pressed it to the corner of his mouth, and the salty tears fell on their touching lips.
Shen Yu's body froze slightly, his breathing became disordered, his blood coagulated, and he remained motionless.
At that moment, the whole world went dark, only she was shining.
In the dark light, he saw her wet eyes.
In the darkness, Shen Yu felt her unspeakable sadness.
He stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears.The more you wipe, the more tears fall.
Xu Shijin was so sad that he couldn't help himself, leaning against him, trembling slightly.How bright his eyes are, gentle as water, staring at her, so sincere, persistent and decisive.She looked at him with regret.He is the brightest shadow in her life, she lost him, how difficult it is to get him back.
The two walked out of the pear garden, and the play had long since ended.They didn't care what they sang after that.Shen Yu climbed the wall again and led Xu Shijin out of the pear garden.This beautiful and gentle girl jumped off the wall and jumped right into his arms.Neither of them spoke, they hugged each other tightly, both of them were in a daze.Until Shen Yu stopped and raised his sleeve to wipe the red marks on her face.
It was pressed too hard by his fingers before.
Shen Yu was a little embarrassed, but Miss Xu didn't care.
Seeing the red marks on Miss Xu's face, Shen Yu smiled slightly and asked her, "Where are you going?"
"I'll go back to the inn," Xu Shijin said, "And you, go back to Shen's house."
Shen Yu looked at her for a long time, "I'll go back to the inn with you."
"Shen Xiaoyu, don't be willful," Xu Shijin said, "There are a lot of things waiting for you to deal with. But you and I don't care about one night's work."
Shen Yu thought about it, it was indeed so.He pulled the corners of his mouth, smiled, and said, "Okay, I'll take you back to the inn."
Shen Yu sent Xu Shijin to the inn, bowed his head, brushed his forehead hair, and kissed her on the forehead.
Shen Yu said, "Xiao Jin, goodbye."
Xu Shijin nodded, "Goodbye, Shen Xiaoyu."
He walked a long way, turned around, and saw Miss Xu still standing downstairs looking at his back.He looked at her, looked away, lowered his gaze.
Xu Shijin watched Shen Yu leave as the wind blew his clothes away. Standing in the shadows, he seemed to be full of tenderness, but also didn't seem to care.Little by little he disappeared from her sight.Xu Shijin murmured, "Goodbye, Shen Xiaoyu."
Goodbye, the boy she loved.
She had just got him, and she was going to leave him again.
Thinking about it, that's it.
When Xu Shijin entered the inn, the shopkeeper lying on the counter yawned and asked with squinted eyes, "Girl, is that your lover at the door?"
"Yes." Xu Shijin smiled.
"That's a good thing." The shopkeeper yawned again, "When will he pick you up?"
"He won't pick me up," Xu Shijin said, "I'm leaving tomorrow."
Ah!
As soon as these words came out, the shopkeeper's sleepy person was immediately driven away.He looked at Xu Shijin with tangled eyes, afraid that he would bring up the girl's sadness.Seeing that the girl's expression was calm, and she was not dying, he tried to comfort her, "It's okay, there are no fragrant grasses anywhere in the world."
Xu Shijin smiled again.
The shopkeeper saw that the girl had a really good temper, and when he brought her the oil lamp upstairs, he asked curiously, "Why are you leaving? Is it because his family doesn't accept you?" Generally, things between men and women are nothing more than this. Several reasons.
"It's sort of it." Xu Shijin said, slowly, "but it's not only that. Our identities don't match, he has his responsibilities, and I'm dying again, so I don't deserve him."
what……
The shopkeeper saw that the girl smiled gently, as calmly as if she was telling someone else's story.He stared blankly at the girl holding up the lamp and going upstairs, but he was no longer interested in gossiping.
When Shen Yu came to the inn again, the shopkeeper said that the girl had checked out early in the morning and left him a letter.
She left, leaving him nothing but a farewell letter.
Often, one partner leaves and the other is in disbelief, yelling, crying and breaking down, venting the pain of loss.The shopkeeper ordered Xiaoer to treat him seriously, lest the young man go crazy and make a fuss in the inn.But this pale young man just slowly accepted the letter, said a word of thanks in a low voice, and then turned and walked out of the inn.
Things did not start a drama as the shopkeeper expected.
But the back view of the young man walking into the sun, which is bright and peaceful, reveals a bit of depression and depression.
The shopkeeper recalled last night, under the dim light, the back of Miss Xu going upstairs holding the lamp.Her quietness and gentleness, sadness and helplessness, are so similar to this young man.
The shopkeeper also felt bored for a while.
Everything was as Xu Shijin thought.
Their lives are back where they should be.She felt that she could not catch up with him, and could no longer intervene in his life.Everyone said that for the sake of Shen Yu, Xu Shijin should stop bothering him.Xu Shijin smiled weakly, facing those who really cared about Shen Xiaoyu, she didn't need to say anything.But what happens after that depends on the destiny.
If one day, she can recover and stand in the same place as Shen Xiaoyu.Or maybe Shen Xiaoyu can solve all the troubles and come to her.If there is such a day...
Xu Shijin, who left Yejing, shook his head and closed his eyes in the shaking carriage.
Now, it's really not suitable for her to think about those romances.
She still thinks about how to keep herself alive and not die suddenly.Only by living, is everything possible.
On the day Xu Shijin left Yejing, perhaps there was a will in the dark, the old master of Dingbei Hou's mansion was suspenseful, but he was also a little confused this afternoon.
Because of the prince's rebellion, the treason of the Guangping palace, and the days of Dingbeihou's mansion, it has been really not peaceful recently.Hou Ye was at the mansion, his mouth was already blistered with anxiety.Who made this rebellious person have some kinship with their family?His Majesty has a gentle temper and hasn't lost his temper for many years, but this time he really lost his temper.Anyone who has anything to do with this matter has been thoroughly investigated.Dingbeihou's mansion has not only shed one layer of skin, ten layers of skin are almost peeling off... Now the people in the mansion start to lose their legs when they see Jin Yiwei.
How can you not be afraid?
The entire family of the Lu family has been copied and killed, and those with distant relations have also been sent to the frontier to be slaves forever.It is said that the aristocratic family is made like this, the rabbit dies and the fox is sad, other aristocratic families may not be willing.But the Xu family took the lead, and the crime of conspiracy and treason was on top of it. In addition, the Lu family's fortune was really not good these years. When the prince forced the palace, he killed many ministers.The custom of appointing civilians as officials in the new dynasty has not been fully promoted.In the tug-of-war between the aristocratic family and the royal family for more than a hundred years, at least for now, more than half of the officials in the court are from famous aristocratic families.Therefore, the crown prince forced the palace to kill many people from aristocratic families, which was a crime of public anger.All the aristocratic families in Yejing suffered heavy losses in this incident.I hate the prince so much that I have a toothache, and since the prince is dead, everyone hates the Lu family too.
Even if His Majesty does not give the order, everyone must find a way to bring down the Lu family.Now that the Lu family has disappeared from Yejing, it is in line with the requirements of the Yejing family.
As a result, Dingbei Hou's Mansion, as the uncle's house, dared not leave the door these days.They knew that they were not involved in the rebellion, but no one believed it.As the family of the uncle of the country, the prince and the Guangping Palace have rebelled against each other, but your family has not. Are you kidding me?
The Dingbeihou Mansion was about to cry.
I can only tremble every day, seeing that Jin Yiwei is almost treating the Hou Mansion as a magistrate to handle the case. In order to prove their innocence, they dare not even argue, so they have to let everyone find faults and investigate.
Perhaps affected by the black cloud over the whole family, the old Hou Ye became seriously ill all of a sudden.Everyone in the Hou Mansion panicked, and the whole family rushed to the old Hou Ye's yard crying and crying, and kowtowed to the old Hou Ye under the leadership of the Hou Ye.
They can't help being sad.If the old Marquis goes, His Majesty will let go of his hands and feet. If he really wants to punish them, the whole family will be in trouble if he loses his title of Marquis.
"Father, cheer up, the imperial doctor will be here soon..." Kneeling in front of his father's bed with his wife, Lord Hou's eyes were red and he couldn't hold back his sobs.Originally, he was worried about his family's fate after the old Hou Ye left, but when he saw the dying old man on the bed, he was really sad.
"Hey, don't be sad, it's like this all your life." Old Hou Ye said slowly, holding his breath.
Madam Hou also had tears in her eyes, it seemed that her father was really dying.I couldn't even say the words in full before, the general situation is about to go, and after returning to the light, I feel a lot more energetic.You can still lean on the pillow and talk to them.I used to have a lot of dissatisfaction with the old Hou Ye, but after so many years, the whole family has come here.In the end, who doesn't feel sad?
Old Hou Ye coughed, "After I leave, you all live a good life... Don't... Don't think about what you have... The age is different... People... People must be content..."
"My son knows." Master Hou cried.
Old Hou Ye looked at the people around the room, feeling nostalgic and sighing, all of which passed in his eyes.In this life, he has spent his whole life worrying about this big family.After a lifetime of worrying, in the end, the Hou Mansion did not have a good life.Although the overall situation is like this, I feel very frustrated in the end.
"Father, it's my son's unfilial piety. When King Guangping wanted to kill you, his son was obsessed with ghosts and didn't reply immediately. That's why you...caused you... Father, please forgive your son!" Hou Ye cried bitterly.
Madam Hou's complexion changed, and she quickly hinted to take the other people out, so don't hear what you shouldn't hear.
Old Hou Ye sighed and shook his head, "Everything is fate...it is fate...when your sister left, I didn't...maybe...this is just retribution..."
It's retribution.
Everyone has a bad heart, report it to the head, and don't blame anyone.
In these days, Old Hou Ye thought more and more clearly.In the past, he always wanted to leave something for the Hou Mansion.But after getting seriously ill, I felt that those were useless.When the situation changes, who can never bow his head and never suffer setbacks?
He chatted with his son and daughter-in-law, telling them to keep a low profile and manage the palace well.Don't lose your title, don't embarrass your ancestors.Received them one by one and said some private words.Some people were moved, some regretted it, some didn't take it seriously, and some even had joy in their eyes.
All the reactions fell into the eyes of the old Hou Ye.But whether they are sad or happy, the old Hou Ye is helpless.
He sighed, "You...you can do it for yourself."
The juniors lowered their heads and said yes.
The imperial physician arrived at dusk, and upon hearing that Lord Hou was seriously ill, His Majesty sent the capital of the imperial hospital over.This signal is also very important. When the ministers got the news, they each had their own ideas: What does this mean, Your Majesty?Do you want to keep the Hou Mansion, or is it just for the sake of the old Hou Ye that you send him to the head of the hospital?
In any case, all the imperial physicians tried their best, but the situation of the old Houye did not improve.
In the end, the medicine could not be poured in, and the old Hou Ye's eyes were cloudy and his breathing was weak.But his eyes were fixed on the roof, and he was panting heavily, but he refused to swallow the breath.
"Father," Lord Hou entered the room again, knelt down and kowtowed heavily on the ground, "Go at ease!"
Madam Hou reminded, "Does Dad have any unfinished wishes?"
The second wife, who was wiping her tears behind her, suddenly thought, "Father usually loves A-Ling the most... Sister-in-law, we should invite A-Ling to come over and see Dad for the last time!"
It was only then that everyone woke up. That's right, in the second half of his life, the old Hou Ye completely focused on A Ling.As a result, when he died of illness, he couldn't see his most beloved junior.His tone, but he was worried about A-Ling.
"Go back to the girl," while the few people were talking, they looked at each other and heard the voice of the boy in the corridor reporting, "I went to the princess's mansion to invite the princess. But the gatekeeper said that in the evening, Mr. Shen and the princess went back to Shen's house together. Went for dinner, don't know when I'll be back."
The young girl said angrily, "Then you won't go to Shen's house to hire someone again?!"
"Who is answering?" Madam Hou went out to look.
Seeing that standing in the corridor was actually her youngest daughter Zhang Xiu.
Zhang Xiu turned her head and said to her, "I heard that my grandfather is not well, so I sent someone to find my cousin...but who knew she wasn't here!"
"Princess and Master Shen went back to Shen's house?" A woman frowned, "The Shen's house is a bit far from our house..."
Mrs. Hou went back to the house and looked at the old Lord Hou who refused to close her eyes. She didn't want to be charged with unfilial piety, so she gritted her teeth and ordered, "Ride the fastest horse and go to Shen's house! Be sure to invite the princess!"
Terrified and anxious, the Hou's mansion was always bright all night, and the imperial doctor went in from time to time to check on the old Hou Ye, and the Hou Ye and Mrs. Hou also kept checking.I'm afraid that at this point, I still can't wait for anyone.
I don't know how long it took before I heard the footsteps of the servants running fast, and said repeatedly, "Here we come! We come! The princess is here!"
"Shut up!" Mrs. Hou stared angrily over.When is this, is there still room for noise?
The footsteps came again, and the crowd saw a girl wrapped in a cloak.
Not only Liu Ling, but also Shen Yan.
Shen Yan was wearing regular clothes, and was not in charge of the case of the Marquis Cha's Mansion.But everyone knew that it was absolutely impossible for Shen Yan to have nothing to do with all of this.Seeing Shen Yan now, Lord Hou was furious for a while, and almost wanted to ask someone to invite him out.But he insisted on suppressing the fire, and watched Shen Yan accompany his wife into the house to see the old master.
"Grandpa!" Liu Ling had already shed tears all the way, entered the room and went to the bed, knelt down, tears began to fall again.
She stretched out her hand tremblingly, and held the withered hand of Old Hou Ye.Only by holding it hard did Old Hou Ye turn his head, and his cloudy eyes fell on her.
Liu Ling just came out of the cold night, she was covered in air-conditioning, and her face was pale and bloodless.Her tears hung on her cheeks, her face was bleak and haggard, and she was a little dazed.
The old marquis stared at her.He opened his mouth, but after so long, he was speechless.
A pair of grandparents looked at each other speechlessly, and both wept.
The two wept face to face, silently.The whole room of people kneeling behind Liu Ling also choked up and cried miserably.Either I was really sad for the old Hou Ye, or I was thinking about the tragic situation of my own family in the future, and I was full of sadness.
Old Hou Ye wept, thinking of many pasts.The young A Ling, the young A Ling, and the married A Ling... That stubborn little girl grew up day by day, but she was equally lonely.
He shifted his eyes to the young man who was supporting his wife, and he felt a little relieved.
He thought, what happened back then, the Hou Mansion did not make decisions for A-Ling, and almost killed the little girl.He was sorry for A Ling, but the most right thing he did was to nod his head and let A Ling marry Shen Yan.He thought that in this world, there was someone who loved A Ling as much as he did.
That youth did better than him.
He has nothing to worry about about Ah Ling.
alone... alone...
Tears blurred vision.
After he left, the last contact between Ah Ling and the Dingbei Hou Mansion was gone, right?The thread, which was already far-fetched, was shaking and was finally about to break.
A Ling has neither father nor mother.After breaking up with the Hou Mansion, there will be only a little bit of royal family affection left.
But... that's fine...
Shen Yan is Jin Yiwei, the identity of his wife is precisely the most troublesome thing for him.These problems of A Ling are gone.In getting along with her, Shen Yan would treat her better if there were less interest disputes.The Shen family will also recognize Liu Ling more...
Whether you let it go or not, that's it.
Finally, before he left, he met his beloved granddaughter.
There was a slight smile on the corner of Old Hou Ye's mouth, and he shook Liu Ling's hand vigorously.He closed his eyes and died without pain.
Everyone burst into tears.
The old Hou Ye of Dingbei passed away that night, and his descendants walked around his knees, very peacefully.
Liu Ling and Shen Yan walked out from a room crying bitterly.Shen Yan kept looking sideways at his wife, seeing her standing blankly in front of the house, going down the steps in a daze.
Step down.
"Liu Ling!" Shen Yan supported her.
But she still passed out in his arms, with tears on her face and a desolate face.
Shen Yan sighed.Liu Ling's current condition is tormented by illness, and her mood is already low.In order to make her happy, after several invitations and guarantees from his parents, he decided to take Liu Ling home for a meal so that she could see her family more often.After all, the imperial physician said that Liu Ling's condition needs someone to care for him.After thinking about it, Shen Yan also hoped that she would get along better with her family members.
Unexpectedly, the death of Old Master Dingbei caused Liu Ling's pessimistic side to explode.From the moment they heard the news, she started crying.Until just now, the mood has been extremely low.
What should he do to make Liu Ling happier?
Afterwards, the Dingbeihou Mansion held a funeral, and when Liu Ling woke up, Shen Yan didn't let her hang around.After she woke up, she was still not in a good state, so she nestled in his arms and cried for no reason.On the day of Laohou's funeral, the two of them went to see him off.After returning, Liu Ling continued to recuperate.
But Shen Yan couldn't stay at home with her every day.
Shen Yan was promoted to be the commander of the Jinyiwei, and became the highest officer in the Jinyiwei.
What His Majesty meant was that the Commander of Jin Yiwei didn't have to run around to perform tasks, and Shen Yan could stay in Yejing to recover from his illness.But while recuperating, he can't just ignore everything.After the prince forced the palace, the officials should be punished, those who should be elected, and those who should be promoted should also be promoted.On Jin Yiwei's side, His Majesty still trusted Shen Yan, so he let him take care of Jin Yiwei's affairs in his spare time.
Shen Yan stayed at the house most of the time, his wife was recovering from illness, and he was also recovering from illness.But occasionally there are too many things, and he has to go out.
Liu Ling was quite happy about this.Her husband was promoted, and her former brothers all came to the house to congratulate her. There was a big banquet, and the atmosphere was friendly and lively. Everyone congratulated her, which made her depression a lot better.
Besides, after becoming a commander, Shen Yan had to stay in Yejing most of the time.This is in line with Liu Ling's current expectations of him.During these times when she was most uncomfortable, it was not unacceptable for Shen Yan to leave Beijing, but if he could stay in Yejing, she would of course be happier.
It's just that Liu Ling has to drink a lot of bitter medicine every day, and she is very sad.
In the early morning, the window in the house was wide open, covered by a screen, Shen Yan was changing his official uniform, and Liu Ling sat at the table, staring at the hot black medicine and sighing.
She complained to Shen Yan, "This medicine is too bitter, I really don't want to drink it." She stared at the young man changing his clothes without blinking.
This one with broad shoulders and narrow hips, long hands and long legs, such a straight back line, and such a thin waist...
"Then what should we do?" Shen Yan lowered his head and put on his belt, casually talking to her.
Liu Ling held her chin, "Can you drink it for me?" She said, "Before the imperial doctor came to check my pulse today, you should quickly drink the medicine for me, and don't let them find out!"
Shen Yan looked back at her, thought for a while, and nodded, "That's fine."
"..." Liu Ling was astonished and puzzled, "How can you be so easy to talk?"
Shen Yan smiled, walked towards her, glanced at the untouched medicine she threw on the table, touched her upturned face, and said kindly, "How about it, Liu Ling. Every day I drink such a bitter medicine, I have to pinch it. Hold your nose, why bother? It’s so hard. Let’s find a way to avoid it.”
"..." His smile seemed elusive, and Liu Ling retreated vigilantly.
"Let's change it. You go and drink my medicine, and I'll drink your medicine for you. You see, I have been drinking the medicine for so long, and I don't cry every day. I always want to sneak away. Maybe my medicine is for use. What about honey? Go and try it.”
"...Don't." Unless she was stupid, she exchanged with him. "You drink a lot more medicine than me. Don't bully me for not drinking it. Just use it to lie to me. I'm not a fool."
"Oh. You're not a fool. Then why do you think I'm stupid? Help you drink your medicine? How did you come up with this brilliant idea?"
"..."
Shen Yan patted her on the head like a puppy, and went out with a smile, not to tease her anymore.
Lying on the window, among the green grass and trees, watching her husband in a flying fish suit, far away in sight.Liu Ling looked at it for a while, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
Ah, she seems to be in a better mood again.
Shen Yan went out today, but not to deal with official business.It was Luo Fan who was promoted to a thousand households in Jinyiwei and was going to Beijing to perform official duties.As Shangfeng who single-handedly pulled Luo Fan out, Shen Yan went out of the city to see him off, which gave Luo Fan a lot of face.But putting aside all the subordinates, Luo Fan pulled Mr. Shen aside and winked.
The wind was blowing across the sky, Shen Yan was indifferent, and looked at him with raised eyebrows.
Luo Fan smirked, "Master Shen, when we had a banquet at your house last time, there was a girl in the Wei family who was very pretty. A friend of mine asked me to ask, do you know me haha..."
Shen Yan: "I don't know."
Luo Fan was shocked, "Master Shen, why don't you know him? The Wei family has a good relationship with the Shen family! If you don't know each other, how could they come to the door..."
Shen Yan: "Walk through the wrong door."
Luo Fan looked at Mr. Shen speechlessly, and had no choice but to surrender, "Well, I'm actually the one who cares about that Miss Wei. But she's a lady from a famous family, so why would she like me..."
"Which Miss Wei?" Shen Yan interrupted.
"..." Only then did Luo Fan confirm that Mr. Shen really didn't know him.Okay, okay, I'm afraid Miss Wei met the princess, not the Shen family.
But when he mentioned that girl, Luo Fan's face turned red and he became awkward, "I just hope that when I come back from this errand, Master Shen, you can give me a good word. Of course, my status is not enough for those big families. , but I will try my best... Mr. Shen, can you help me ask the Wei family's intentions and see if the girl has someone..."
Shen Yan glanced at him, "You should finish the errands first."
"Okay!" Luo Fan summoned up his energy all at once.
Seeing Luo Fan suddenly alive and well, ready to fight.Shen Yan was speechless, he didn't seem to agree to anything, Xiao Luo seemed to have misunderstood what he meant... After all, he didn't even know which girl from the Wei family Xiao Luo was looking for.
However, let Ronaldinho continue to misunderstand like this.
In order to please a girl, to match that girl, Ronaldinho seemed to grow up overnight and become much more mature.
This is a man's reaction only after he has a lover.
For a strange girl who doesn't even know her name, age, and marriage status, Luo Fan can work so hard, so for his lover to be happy, shouldn't Shen Yan do something?
Liu Ling needs a lot of love.It takes a lot of love to make her feel safe and free her from the old nightmare.
Shen Yan pondered, what can he do for her?
He suddenly remembered that before returning to Yejing that day, he promised Liu Ling to dance.Until now, he has not fulfilled Liu Ling's wish.
Why not try it today.
Thinking about it this way, when she returned to the city, Shen Meiren didn't choose to go back to the mansion directly, but went to Jiaofang to have a look.
When Shen Yan entered the Jiaofang, all the girls were shocked on the spot.The master of the teaching workshop was even more worried, after all, this man was wearing a flying fish suit and looked sober.Jin Yiwei was in front of him, who wouldn't be surprised?
"My lord... We are just a small workshop, we haven't done anything illegal or criminal..." The owner of the workshop trembled.
Shen Yan's eyes fell on the girls who were learning to dance in the courtyard middle school. The ribbons were flying, the bells were jingling, the feet were stretched, the waist was slung, and the beautiful eyes flowed.
Shen Yan said slowly, "I'm here to learn dancing."
"...What?!" The master of the workshop was stunned.
At this time in Shen's residence, the imperial physician came to the residence to routinely diagnose the princess' pulse.This time, it was a consultation, stroked his beard, and another consultation.The imperial physician did not let go of her wrist, if it wasn't for the imperial physician being a little older than her, Liu Ling would have suspected that he was going to fall in love with her.
After a long time, the old doctor stood up happily, "Congratulations! Princess, you are pregnant!"
The old doctor was so excited that he talked eloquently, "The old man said that the princess's emotions during this period are too low, too sensitive, and too fragile. I thought it was because of the worsening of the princess's condition, but now I see that she has a fetus! This is a good thing." Ah! The old man is going to prescribe medicine, prescribe medicine...Princess? Princess?"
He looked at Liu Ling sitting there for a long time in doubt, his eyes were motionless.
Liu Ling slammed the table and stood up, "Where is Shen Yan? Where is Shen Yan? I want to find him! I want him to know as soon as possible!"
Guard Yang answered outside the door, "Princess, Lord Luo is out of Beijing today to perform a mission, and Lord Shen is going to see Lord Luo off."
Liu Ling immediately clapped the bricks, "I'm going out of the city to find Shen Yan now!"
"Uh..." The old doctor had just opened the house and returned to the house when he learned that the princess had left the house on horseback and went to report the good news to her husband in person.The princess's ups and downs are really surprising.And they are all pregnant, and they still ride horses... But the old doctor thought about it again and smiled.The princess is in good health, with guards following her, just riding a horse, she pays attention, nothing will happen.
Oh, thinking about it this way, I have to go out of the palace every day to treat the princess.But this time, it was not only the princess' original illness, but also pregnancy.Well, he had to think about it carefully, the body of a pregnant woman is too sensitive, how to use medicine to treat the princess without affecting the fetus?
The people retreated, Liu Ling rode her horse and galloped along the long street of Yejing, Yang Ye and other guards followed her nervously all the way.The crowd left the capital, and did not meet Shen Yan and other Jin Yiwei.Then I asked the guards of the city gate, and after asking for a while, after walking all the way, I found out that Shen Yan actually went to Jiaofang.
"Go to Jiaofang..." The faces of Yang Ye and other guards changed.After all, they are both men, and who doesn't know the inferiority of men?
Could it be that Mr. Shen's usual appearance does not match his nature?He seems to love the princess very much, but behind the princess's back, he also plays with women?This is too bad!
Yang Ye and other guards were ready to teach Shen Yan a lesson for the princess.
But when she heard that Shen Yan was going to Jiaofang, Liu Ling didn't show any doubts, she just froze for a moment, and muttered to herself, "What is he doing there?"
She didn't suspect that Shen Yan was doing bad things behind her back.
How could Shen Yan find a woman behind her back?Liu Ling might feel a little bit of a thump in her heart before, but now, she doesn't doubt Shen Yan at all.Even if she saw him teasing the girl face to face, Liu Ling could calmly wait for his explanation.
She trusts Shen Yan immensely!She thought that she was more likely to do bad things behind Shen Yan's back than Shen Yan's behind her back.
Liu Ling made a decisive decision and rode to Jiaofang to find someone.Yang Ye and others also followed, still preparing for the worst.
In front of the Jiaofang, she led the horse to the guards behind her, and Liu Ling walked in and asked, "Where's Shen Yan?"
"I want to find Shen Yan!"
As soon as Mr. Shen came, Mr. Shen's wife came to find him.The girls remained calm and led the beautiful girl inside.
Liu Ling was walking on the stairs with a group of people, when suddenly a girl pointed down and said, "Madam Shen, look, that is your husband!"
Liu Ling rested her hands on the stairs and looked down.
She called him, "Shen Yan! Shen Yan!"
Her brows and eyes were full of joy, "Shen Yan! I'm pregnant!"
In full view, Liu Ling leaned on the stairs and yelled at the young man downstairs without any hesitation.She wants to bring her pleasure to him, and she wants to make him happy with herself.
Shen Yan stood in the middle of the courtyard, surrounded by drums.He lowered his eyes quietly, thinking about the rhythm he had just seen.Suddenly he heard the girl's shout from upstairs, "Shen Yan" and "Shen Yan", knocked on his heart, like ripples, rippling around, rippling around.
The sun was shining, and in the bright light, the young man standing in the center turned his head and raised his eyebrows a little bit. His handsome hair, his distant and indifferent, slowly, amidst the swirling sunlight and dust, fell into the Liuzhou upstairs. Ling's eyes.
"Boom!" Drums sounded on all sides.
The young man standing amidst the sound of drums raised his face completely amidst the sound of drums.
Under the sunlight, his eyebrows and eyes are as shockingly beautiful.
Just like the first time I saw you.
His beauty is fixed forever, and he will never forget it in his life.
(End of this chapter)
When the rain stopped at night, Xu Shijin put away his umbrella and walked on the long street with Shen Yu.Yejing has just undergone changes, and now the investigation is very strict. At night, there are much fewer people wandering in the streets than before.Walking on the street, Shen Yu walked in front, he led her around the small puddles on the ground, and when someone bumped into him, he would also help the girl behind to keep them away.
He held the hand of the girl behind him and never let go.But he still looked back from time to time to see if she was following.
This reminded Xu Shijin of their childhood.Shen Xiaoyu was a bit older than her, but when the two of them went to the street, she always looked at him, she pulled him away, and she turned her head from time to time to see if the confused boy had lost track of him.When playing with Shen Yu at that time, Miss Xu always disliked him.She was always afraid that Shen Xiaoyu would be lost by her when she turned her head inadvertently.
She left him in the long river of time, and after so many years, she never looked back.
And one day, he was the one who led her away, afraid of losing her.
The encounters in life are always so interesting.
"I entrusted you to the princess during the days when I went back to Shen's house. A few days ago, the two of them told me that you had already left. I was afraid that you would go out of the city, and I was anxious for a long time. I used to think that Yejing was small, and I really found someone Come, but it's so hard." Walking with Ms. Xu, Shen Yu felt better and was willing to talk to Ms. Xu while walking.
Xu Shijin smiled, "I have been in Yejing, listening to the stories of the young master of the Shen family."
"What's so good about me?" Shen Yu smiled indifferently, and turned to be more interested in her, "What have you been up to these days? The princess said that she introduced you to a miracle doctor, and you plan to see a doctor. Xiao Jin, I knew you would not despair easily."
Miss Xu watched him speak with a loose expression, her eyes were dark and shiny.He walked in front of her, with a long and wide gown, he walked lazily, with swaying steps, but in her eyes, no matter how she looked at it, he was always the boy from back then.
With one heart and one mind.
She responded in a low voice.
"Did you eat well and sleep well these few days? You don't like living in the princess's mansion, why don't you come to Shen's house to find me?" Shen Yu looked at her reproachfully, and he was standing in a booth while talking. He stopped before, lazily picked up the multicolored mask on the booth, flicked the rainwater off the mask with his knuckle fingers, "Xiao Jin, although my mother speaks harshly, she has a soft heart. If you say a few nice words to her, she will Laughing with you. I'm helping you convince my parents to let you come to our house to recuperate."
She went to the Shen family to recuperate?In what capacity?
It's just embarrassing the Shen family's uncle and aunt again.
Xu Shijin didn't answer Shen Yu's words, but said in a low voice, "I'm still here, but I'm actually waiting to say goodbye to you. Shen Xiaoyu, I want to leave Yejing, but you don't want to come with me."
"..." The back of the young man who was playing with the mask was a little stiff in front of Xu Shijin's eyes.There was still a joke in the corner of his mouth, his eyes were lowered, and his long black eyelashes were thick, covering his eyes.The knuckles of his knuckles holding the mask were strained, and his veins were violent.
He lowered his eyes and smiled without looking back.
Xu Shijin said slowly, "I have always regretted that I didn't say goodbye to you well back then and caused you so much trouble. Now, when I want to leave, I want to say goodbye to you well. Don't leave regrets or the like. "
"A good farewell?" His face finally turned around, with long eyebrows pressing down on his eyes, his eyes twitching, and a gentle, almost weird smile emerged from his eyes.His words came out of his throat almost word by word, "again and again! Do I care about your farewell?!"
There was a sudden force in his hand, and the moment the words fell, there was a crisp sound, the mask in his hand was twisted and crushed, and he threw it onto the stall with all his strength.
Shen Yu looked at her coldly, turned around and left, and quickly entered the crowd.
"Hey, my mask..." The stall owner is really innocent. A couple of lovers quarreled and destroyed his mask.He wanted to chase after him to ask for it, but the young man's aura was too terrifying and he forced him back.
Fortunately, the young girl who was chasing after him had a sick face, but she had a really good temper.After only two steps, I heard the shout of the stall owner, came back again, even said sorry, and took out copper coins for the damaged mask.
After Xu Shijin finished all this, he went to chase Shen Yu in the crowd.As she expected, he really didn't go too far.Standing under a locust tree on the side of the road ahead, he saw her coming, his expression was still bad, but he didn't have the previous resentment.
"I looked at the mask. When it was crushed, there were sharp edges. Did your hand get cut?" Walking in front of him, Xu Shijin asked him.
Shen Yu's expression was complicated, and the depression in his chest had nowhere to vent.She is always like this... Gentle and gentle, kind, never angry with him.She still cared about whether he was hurt, how he got angry with her...but she still cared about him, so why did she break up?
Under the shadow of the lush trees, Xu Shijin took Shen Yu's hand, rolled up his sleeves, and looked at his hands in the dim light.His hands were clean and slender without scars, Xu Shijin heaved a sigh of relief.
She lowered her head and felt that Shen Yu was leaning against the tree, and her voice came from the top of her head, "Why did you separate from me? Did someone say something in front of you?" Xu Shijin held his hand and froze for a moment, and he knew that it was true. That's right.He was a little weak, his shoulders were slumped, and his long sleeves were draped over his face, "Is it my mother?"
He has been busy with the Shen family's affairs recently, and the only one who knows Xu Shijin's, can talk to Xu Shijin, and persuades them to separate is his mother.
Shen Yu breathed out, feeling bored, he pushed Xu Shijin's hand away, put it on her shoulder, and asked her to look up at him, "Xiaojin, she still can't accept it. I'm trying to persuade, and I'm almost successful..."
"Shen Xiaoyu, it's not that reason," Xu Shijin said quietly, "Auntie met me a few days ago, she spoke euphemistically, but I may not understand her meaning. You are from the Shen family, if I always drag you behind, How do you deal with yourself in the family if you are hurt? The younger sister of the Tang family also came to see me. She recognized me with tears in her eyes and was moved, and asked me when I would return to my identity. She looked sincere, but I Hearing her anxiety and worry, she said she missed me, but she was afraid that I would go back, that I would rob you from her, and she knew she couldn't rob me. And the head of the Xu family, who has seen me, welcomes me back to Xu family. In fact, he may not like me that much, but my talent caught up with the time when the Xu family needed it most. In order to keep me, he was even willing to reverse the case for my parents. Shen Xiaoyu, you know, when I was young, I especially wanted to rely on my own ability, Overturn the case for my parents. But now that the Xu family agrees, I find it boring."
She raised her head, and the young man's eyes flickered slightly, looking at her and listening to her intently.
"Some people want me to go, some people want me to stay, and some people want me to disappear forever. Everyone is measuring and calculating my value. In fact, it has been like this for so many years. The impression is that he is a person who is very calculating, seeks nothing, and is never pure. I have heard too many words like this, I have always heard them talking about me, but now I don’t want to hear it anymore. I don’t want to listen to them anymore, I Want to hear from you."
"... Me..." Shen Yu's eyes jumped.
He has nothing to say.She already knew what he wanted to say.
"And you like me. In fact, I don't understand... Feelings make me confused and confused. I'm scared. Not only your identity, but also my life and death, including my doubts about feelings. I think you like Mine, how much I like it I don't know. I think I like you too, how much I like it, I still don't know. How afraid I am, one day, this feeling will turn into a sword and hurt you. Just like me It was like before...Shen Xiaoyu, now you say you like me and you don’t regret it. But the years are so long, what if you regret it? If you regret it, how can I compensate you? I can’t afford it.”
Shen Yu listened to her, a deep powerlessness welled up in her heart.Say
"If love hasn't reached that point, stop it, don't make it." Xu Shijin said.
Shen Yu asked quietly, "What if it's already reached that point?"
"..." Xu Shijin looked up in a daze.
She looked into his dark eyes, unable to tell whether he was joking or serious.
Shen Yu slowly turned his head and laughed lowly, "Just kidding, don't be nervous."
He put his hand on her shoulder and looked down at her, feeling more sad than ever.
He said slowly, "You said such unfeeling words, but it didn't come from your heart. You still think of me wholeheartedly. You want me to hate you, blame you, blame you, and leave you alone Xiao Jin, who do you think I am?"
He let go of her, Luoluo leaned against the tree and sat down slowly.He showed a pale and wimpy smile, "Who do you think I am?"
Between Shen Yu and Xu Shijin, it was like adjacent mountains and rivers.They were originally dependent on each other, but the earthquake in the mountains separated them.When the water sees the mountain again, the mountain is still majestic and majestic, but the water is only the part that emerges from the cracks in the rocks.Looking at the water, the mountain comforted and said, it's okay, even if you only have this little, I still think you are the most spiritual existence in the mountains.Along the way, he pulled, pulled, and pushed the water, wanting to go back to the carefree days in the past, and wanted all visitors to see how beautiful the water he was most proud of was.But the water is almost dry.They have been side by side for many years, and now they are one behind the other, no longer equal.
Water struggled to keep up, and the gap between them grew wider and wider.
Shan stopped and waited patiently, but he was also caught off guard by the huge waves ahead.
The current Xu Shijin has undoubtedly dragged Shen Yu down.His parents, his family, his social circle...all could not accept Xu Shijin.Miss Xu's life has been stained because of the prince's affairs.And during His Majesty's reign, she should not appear in Yejing.Even if the Xu family wanted her to go back, it was impossible for her to stay in Yejing.
She had to choose another identity, and for Shen Yu's sake, she had to go back to her previous life.
Full of calculations, full of intrigue.
If she is willing to do this, the Shen family will accept Xu Shijin.
But did Shen Yu love her because of her, for him, wronging himself, and becoming a counselor?Xiao Jin should not just be synonymous with "smart", she is his Xiao Jin, she should get rid of those.
She felt that she had wronged him.
He also felt that he had wronged her.
So, this is the real reason why Xu Shijin wanted to say goodbye, right?
Shen Yu held her face in his hands and asked softly, "Xiao Jin, let me ask you. If I love you, I will be happy only when I have you. Only being with you is my greatest wish. Are you willing to fulfill my wish?" , don’t leave, but stay here, marry me?”
"Of course," Xu Shijin looked into his eyes and said without hesitation, "I am willing."
Shen Yu smiled in a trance, and slowly lowered his hands.If he loved her, it was impossible for him to be truly indifferent to her thoughts.
This is enough.
That's all he wanted.
In Xiaojin's heart, the most important person is him.As long as he said a word, she would not hesitate to become an enemy of everyone...
That's enough.
Shen Yu bowed his head and said in a low voice, "Okay, I accept. I will find a way, there will be a day..."
Xu Shijin followed him and squatted beside him.
She heard him say, "Until then, you have to live well. You have to live until I find you. You don't have to do anything, you take good care of your body. If you die, I will never forgive you."
Xu Shijin leaned on his arm, feeling impulsive, but was pressed down again.Her heart was shaking and she was crying.Leaning on his arm, she nodded slowly, "Okay. I'll wait for you."
I'm waiting for you.Even if you don't come, I will always wait for you.I'll wait for you till I die.
Earlier Xu Shijin wanted to talk about listening to the opera, and when he finished speaking his heartfelt words, the two of them really went to the Liyuan.But unfortunately, someone had a banquet for guests tonight and reserved the venue.No matter what Shen Yu said, everyone shook their heads and refused.With a click of his tongue, Shen Yu rolled up his sleeves and was about to make a move.But the little Er would rather die than submit, even under the threat of force, he firmly refused to let the two of them in.Shen Yu had no choice but to look back at Xu Shijin, hoping that Miss Xu would use her ingenuity to find a way.
Xu Shijin looked at him with soft eyes, smiled at him, and didn't speak.
Shen Yu coughed, but Xu Shijin was still staring at him.He was almost embarrassed by Miss Xu's engrossing eyes, walked over, put her on the shoulder, and signaled her to speak.
Xu Shijin came back to his senses all of a sudden, slightly at a loss, "What's the matter?"
"...What are you in a daze for?" Shen Yu's voice came out from between his teeth, he looked at Xiao Er who was staring at them closely, and bit his ear with Xu Shijin, "I've encountered a problem, haven't you seen it? ?”
Xu Shijin said, "I suddenly found that you were very good-looking, and I couldn't help but be fascinated by it. I didn't hear what you just said. What happened?"
She spoke in a soft voice, and saw Shen Yu's ears were slightly red.He squinted at her angrily, but the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.Obviously, Xu Shijin's occasional sweet talk made him very useful.
There were more and more onlookers, so it was embarrassing, so Shen Yu had no choice but to take Xu Shijin away.While guarding her to leave the opera garden, he told her about the situation.Hearing that he couldn't go in, Xu Shijin's eyes darkened, he sighed, and turned to comfort Shen Yu, "Forget it."
Shen Yu stared at her, his eyes fluttered, "Do you really want to go in?"
"...Well," Xu Shijin narrowed his eyes, thinking a little bit, "I haven't had such a relaxing moment in many years, and I want to go back to my old place."
"Okay." Shen Yu nodded.
A quarter of an hour later, someone threw a purse on the wall of the east courtyard of the Liyuan, and commotion broke out.In the panic, on an ancient sycamore tree on the wall of the west courtyard, a young man put his hands on the wall and jumped off the wall with a girl.After falling into the pear orchard, Shen Yu went to return the money bag.
Xu Shijin was made to laugh by him, Shen Xiaoyu really did such a convenient bad thing.
"If you have the ability to call someone to arrest me, what's the point of secretly laughing?" Shen Yu glanced at her, and opened her mouth to shout, "Come on—"
"Hello!" Xu Shijin hurriedly covered his mouth and dragged him into the dark.Shen Xiaoyu was dissolute and casual, she didn't suppress her voice at all when she called out, her voice... really scared her to death.There was nothing she could do about him.After so many years, Xu Shijin didn't want to experience the painful experience of being forced to run away by Shen Xiaoyu when he was a child.
The two sneaked in, but they didn't dare to go forward for fear of being discovered.Shen Yu found a seat in the corner, his presence on stage was somewhat blocked by the shadows of trees next to him, and there was no one here.Xu Shijin didn't care, and Shen Yu didn't care even more. The two sat here in a low-key principle, listening to the babbling opera on the stage.
Shen Yu swept to the stage and sang the most classic part of Liang Zhuzhong's Eighteenth Affair.Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai sang while walking, singing from the academy to the foot of the mountain, from the foot of the mountain to the Changting Pavilion, climbing mountains and wading all the way, parting with each other, and affection can be seen everywhere.
Tears on the stage, sadness off the stage.The sadness that you can't get what you ask for is the same through the ages.Shen Yu turned to look at Xu Shijin, and Miss Xu focused on the stage, as if she was really listening to the play.
Sending off to the eighteenth... Shen Yu thought, he was really tired of this topic of parting.
Farewell again and again, turn around again and again, disappear again and again.He had thought about the separation many times in his heart, but when it really happened before him, it still made him uncomfortable, tired and unbearable.
Shen Yu stared blankly for a while.His eyes moved back and forth, without a fixed location.Yawning, his eyes fell on the wall the two were leaning against.The shadows of the trees whirled, the animals moved, and all kinds of strange shadows were reflected on the wall.The breeze moved, and the shadow on the wall followed suit.
"Xiao Jin, look." Shen Yu pushed Xu Shijin's shoulder, a little amused.
Xu Shijin's heart was twisted into a ball while listening to the opera, tears glistened in his eyes, and Shen Yu pushed his shoulder, destroying the sad atmosphere.As soon as she lowered her head, she saw his hand shining on the wall, making the shape of a little snake.Shuttle among the shadows of trees reflected on the wall, weaving silk, stretching and shrinking, how vivid.
"..." Xu Shijin was speechless, wanted to laugh, and understood.This is exactly the Shen Xiaoyu she knew.At any time, his focus is always strange, and he can always find something interesting.He can happily play hand shadow games on a protruding wall, and invite her to enjoy it together.
Xu Shijin's attention abruptly shifted from the heart-warming send-off on stage to Shen Xiaoyu's hand shadow game.
She stretched out her hands and folded them, and on the wall, she also pretended to be a fox, jumped towards the little snake, and rushed towards it.
Shen Yu's hand gestures changed immediately, turning into a tiger, opening its mouth wide, and roaring at the fox.
The little fox trembled, but was picked up by the tiger and became a meal in his mouth.
Xu Shijin frowned, "It's me!"
Shen Yu folded his hands, and another little snake appeared.
"Hello!" Xu Shijin called him dissatisfied.
"Earthworm, it's an earthworm." Shen Yu said.
A chick nodded, holding a small earthworm in its mouth.The earthworm fled in panic. On the way, it suddenly grew wings, flew into the sky, and turned into a bird.
Miss Xu raised her eyebrows, and a big eagle flapped its wings and flew towards the fleeing bird.
But in an instant, the little bird disappeared, and another big eagle appeared.
Miss Xu left her hand and stared at Shen Yu.
"Don't worry, don't worry..." he said.
Suddenly, the eagle fell headlong from the sky.
Xu Shijin was dumbfounded, "Didn't it fly very well? Why did it fall?"
Shen Yu was serious, "It's afraid of heights."
"...Pfft!" Xu Shijin was amused.
Shen Yu watched her smile, his eyes were curved, very brisk.His heart also flew up together, and countless forces surged in, making him want the girl he loves to laugh more.He said, "Look, I'm going to play a lot more..."
Rabbits, monkeys, peacocks, lambs... His hands are extremely dexterous, changing rapidly, and the animals on the wall are jumping and jumping in various shapes.
He teased Miss Xu attentively.
Xu Shijin looked at his side face quietly, and as she watched, her smile faded, and she couldn't smile anymore.
She looked at Shen Xiaoyu, reason and emotion were in a tug-of-war.How much she likes him to be happy, how much she likes to see him smile.His love made her grieve, and she could not give him an equal love.Love is not as good as him, time is not as good as him.This boy who grew up with her, she always felt that she was far away from him.Pray again, it seems how selfish she is.
"Xiao Jin, don't be in a daze, come and dub your voice." Shen Yu put out a little bear, made a forest with tree shadows, and walked out of the forest.
Xu Shijin leaned on Shen Yu's arm, and her hand was also reflected on the wall. It was a figure, stopped in mid-air, and the leaves were rustling below, like white clouds sweeping across.Xu Shijin said casually, "Stupid creature, I am the god of the forest. I can grant you one wish."
The little bear danced happily, bowed his head reservedly, and played like a treasure, so vivid that it made Ms. Xu laugh.She bit her lip, trying not to laugh out loud.Little Xiong rubbed his head and said in a rough voice, "Immortal! I have seen an immortal! Well, I can't be greedy, and I can't be too unrealistic, or the immortal will be angry."
The fairy nodded in satisfaction, "That's right. So what is your wish?"
"My wish is to live a long life."
"...Pfft!" Xu Shijin was amused by him, and he said that he was not greedy, could it be unrealistic?Who is he kidding? !
Little Bear said solemnly, "Then let my lover live a long life."
Xu Shijin's hand reflected on the wall trembled slightly and dropped down.She leaned back slightly, looking at Shen Yu's profile.
Longevity cannot be achieved.
Over time, but you can work hard to persevere.
"Xiao Jin, look..." Shen Yu turned around and was stunned.
The girl's tears dripped on his upturned face in the dark night, outside the human voice.
His eyes moved slightly.
In the darkness, Xu Shijin suddenly approached him.She held his face and pressed it to the corner of his mouth, and the salty tears fell on their touching lips.
Shen Yu's body froze slightly, his breathing became disordered, his blood coagulated, and he remained motionless.
At that moment, the whole world went dark, only she was shining.
In the dark light, he saw her wet eyes.
In the darkness, Shen Yu felt her unspeakable sadness.
He stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears.The more you wipe, the more tears fall.
Xu Shijin was so sad that he couldn't help himself, leaning against him, trembling slightly.How bright his eyes are, gentle as water, staring at her, so sincere, persistent and decisive.She looked at him with regret.He is the brightest shadow in her life, she lost him, how difficult it is to get him back.
The two walked out of the pear garden, and the play had long since ended.They didn't care what they sang after that.Shen Yu climbed the wall again and led Xu Shijin out of the pear garden.This beautiful and gentle girl jumped off the wall and jumped right into his arms.Neither of them spoke, they hugged each other tightly, both of them were in a daze.Until Shen Yu stopped and raised his sleeve to wipe the red marks on her face.
It was pressed too hard by his fingers before.
Shen Yu was a little embarrassed, but Miss Xu didn't care.
Seeing the red marks on Miss Xu's face, Shen Yu smiled slightly and asked her, "Where are you going?"
"I'll go back to the inn," Xu Shijin said, "And you, go back to Shen's house."
Shen Yu looked at her for a long time, "I'll go back to the inn with you."
"Shen Xiaoyu, don't be willful," Xu Shijin said, "There are a lot of things waiting for you to deal with. But you and I don't care about one night's work."
Shen Yu thought about it, it was indeed so.He pulled the corners of his mouth, smiled, and said, "Okay, I'll take you back to the inn."
Shen Yu sent Xu Shijin to the inn, bowed his head, brushed his forehead hair, and kissed her on the forehead.
Shen Yu said, "Xiao Jin, goodbye."
Xu Shijin nodded, "Goodbye, Shen Xiaoyu."
He walked a long way, turned around, and saw Miss Xu still standing downstairs looking at his back.He looked at her, looked away, lowered his gaze.
Xu Shijin watched Shen Yu leave as the wind blew his clothes away. Standing in the shadows, he seemed to be full of tenderness, but also didn't seem to care.Little by little he disappeared from her sight.Xu Shijin murmured, "Goodbye, Shen Xiaoyu."
Goodbye, the boy she loved.
She had just got him, and she was going to leave him again.
Thinking about it, that's it.
When Xu Shijin entered the inn, the shopkeeper lying on the counter yawned and asked with squinted eyes, "Girl, is that your lover at the door?"
"Yes." Xu Shijin smiled.
"That's a good thing." The shopkeeper yawned again, "When will he pick you up?"
"He won't pick me up," Xu Shijin said, "I'm leaving tomorrow."
Ah!
As soon as these words came out, the shopkeeper's sleepy person was immediately driven away.He looked at Xu Shijin with tangled eyes, afraid that he would bring up the girl's sadness.Seeing that the girl's expression was calm, and she was not dying, he tried to comfort her, "It's okay, there are no fragrant grasses anywhere in the world."
Xu Shijin smiled again.
The shopkeeper saw that the girl had a really good temper, and when he brought her the oil lamp upstairs, he asked curiously, "Why are you leaving? Is it because his family doesn't accept you?" Generally, things between men and women are nothing more than this. Several reasons.
"It's sort of it." Xu Shijin said, slowly, "but it's not only that. Our identities don't match, he has his responsibilities, and I'm dying again, so I don't deserve him."
what……
The shopkeeper saw that the girl smiled gently, as calmly as if she was telling someone else's story.He stared blankly at the girl holding up the lamp and going upstairs, but he was no longer interested in gossiping.
When Shen Yu came to the inn again, the shopkeeper said that the girl had checked out early in the morning and left him a letter.
She left, leaving him nothing but a farewell letter.
Often, one partner leaves and the other is in disbelief, yelling, crying and breaking down, venting the pain of loss.The shopkeeper ordered Xiaoer to treat him seriously, lest the young man go crazy and make a fuss in the inn.But this pale young man just slowly accepted the letter, said a word of thanks in a low voice, and then turned and walked out of the inn.
Things did not start a drama as the shopkeeper expected.
But the back view of the young man walking into the sun, which is bright and peaceful, reveals a bit of depression and depression.
The shopkeeper recalled last night, under the dim light, the back of Miss Xu going upstairs holding the lamp.Her quietness and gentleness, sadness and helplessness, are so similar to this young man.
The shopkeeper also felt bored for a while.
Everything was as Xu Shijin thought.
Their lives are back where they should be.She felt that she could not catch up with him, and could no longer intervene in his life.Everyone said that for the sake of Shen Yu, Xu Shijin should stop bothering him.Xu Shijin smiled weakly, facing those who really cared about Shen Xiaoyu, she didn't need to say anything.But what happens after that depends on the destiny.
If one day, she can recover and stand in the same place as Shen Xiaoyu.Or maybe Shen Xiaoyu can solve all the troubles and come to her.If there is such a day...
Xu Shijin, who left Yejing, shook his head and closed his eyes in the shaking carriage.
Now, it's really not suitable for her to think about those romances.
She still thinks about how to keep herself alive and not die suddenly.Only by living, is everything possible.
On the day Xu Shijin left Yejing, perhaps there was a will in the dark, the old master of Dingbei Hou's mansion was suspenseful, but he was also a little confused this afternoon.
Because of the prince's rebellion, the treason of the Guangping palace, and the days of Dingbeihou's mansion, it has been really not peaceful recently.Hou Ye was at the mansion, his mouth was already blistered with anxiety.Who made this rebellious person have some kinship with their family?His Majesty has a gentle temper and hasn't lost his temper for many years, but this time he really lost his temper.Anyone who has anything to do with this matter has been thoroughly investigated.Dingbeihou's mansion has not only shed one layer of skin, ten layers of skin are almost peeling off... Now the people in the mansion start to lose their legs when they see Jin Yiwei.
How can you not be afraid?
The entire family of the Lu family has been copied and killed, and those with distant relations have also been sent to the frontier to be slaves forever.It is said that the aristocratic family is made like this, the rabbit dies and the fox is sad, other aristocratic families may not be willing.But the Xu family took the lead, and the crime of conspiracy and treason was on top of it. In addition, the Lu family's fortune was really not good these years. When the prince forced the palace, he killed many ministers.The custom of appointing civilians as officials in the new dynasty has not been fully promoted.In the tug-of-war between the aristocratic family and the royal family for more than a hundred years, at least for now, more than half of the officials in the court are from famous aristocratic families.Therefore, the crown prince forced the palace to kill many people from aristocratic families, which was a crime of public anger.All the aristocratic families in Yejing suffered heavy losses in this incident.I hate the prince so much that I have a toothache, and since the prince is dead, everyone hates the Lu family too.
Even if His Majesty does not give the order, everyone must find a way to bring down the Lu family.Now that the Lu family has disappeared from Yejing, it is in line with the requirements of the Yejing family.
As a result, Dingbei Hou's Mansion, as the uncle's house, dared not leave the door these days.They knew that they were not involved in the rebellion, but no one believed it.As the family of the uncle of the country, the prince and the Guangping Palace have rebelled against each other, but your family has not. Are you kidding me?
The Dingbeihou Mansion was about to cry.
I can only tremble every day, seeing that Jin Yiwei is almost treating the Hou Mansion as a magistrate to handle the case. In order to prove their innocence, they dare not even argue, so they have to let everyone find faults and investigate.
Perhaps affected by the black cloud over the whole family, the old Hou Ye became seriously ill all of a sudden.Everyone in the Hou Mansion panicked, and the whole family rushed to the old Hou Ye's yard crying and crying, and kowtowed to the old Hou Ye under the leadership of the Hou Ye.
They can't help being sad.If the old Marquis goes, His Majesty will let go of his hands and feet. If he really wants to punish them, the whole family will be in trouble if he loses his title of Marquis.
"Father, cheer up, the imperial doctor will be here soon..." Kneeling in front of his father's bed with his wife, Lord Hou's eyes were red and he couldn't hold back his sobs.Originally, he was worried about his family's fate after the old Hou Ye left, but when he saw the dying old man on the bed, he was really sad.
"Hey, don't be sad, it's like this all your life." Old Hou Ye said slowly, holding his breath.
Madam Hou also had tears in her eyes, it seemed that her father was really dying.I couldn't even say the words in full before, the general situation is about to go, and after returning to the light, I feel a lot more energetic.You can still lean on the pillow and talk to them.I used to have a lot of dissatisfaction with the old Hou Ye, but after so many years, the whole family has come here.In the end, who doesn't feel sad?
Old Hou Ye coughed, "After I leave, you all live a good life... Don't... Don't think about what you have... The age is different... People... People must be content..."
"My son knows." Master Hou cried.
Old Hou Ye looked at the people around the room, feeling nostalgic and sighing, all of which passed in his eyes.In this life, he has spent his whole life worrying about this big family.After a lifetime of worrying, in the end, the Hou Mansion did not have a good life.Although the overall situation is like this, I feel very frustrated in the end.
"Father, it's my son's unfilial piety. When King Guangping wanted to kill you, his son was obsessed with ghosts and didn't reply immediately. That's why you...caused you... Father, please forgive your son!" Hou Ye cried bitterly.
Madam Hou's complexion changed, and she quickly hinted to take the other people out, so don't hear what you shouldn't hear.
Old Hou Ye sighed and shook his head, "Everything is fate...it is fate...when your sister left, I didn't...maybe...this is just retribution..."
It's retribution.
Everyone has a bad heart, report it to the head, and don't blame anyone.
In these days, Old Hou Ye thought more and more clearly.In the past, he always wanted to leave something for the Hou Mansion.But after getting seriously ill, I felt that those were useless.When the situation changes, who can never bow his head and never suffer setbacks?
He chatted with his son and daughter-in-law, telling them to keep a low profile and manage the palace well.Don't lose your title, don't embarrass your ancestors.Received them one by one and said some private words.Some people were moved, some regretted it, some didn't take it seriously, and some even had joy in their eyes.
All the reactions fell into the eyes of the old Hou Ye.But whether they are sad or happy, the old Hou Ye is helpless.
He sighed, "You...you can do it for yourself."
The juniors lowered their heads and said yes.
The imperial physician arrived at dusk, and upon hearing that Lord Hou was seriously ill, His Majesty sent the capital of the imperial hospital over.This signal is also very important. When the ministers got the news, they each had their own ideas: What does this mean, Your Majesty?Do you want to keep the Hou Mansion, or is it just for the sake of the old Hou Ye that you send him to the head of the hospital?
In any case, all the imperial physicians tried their best, but the situation of the old Houye did not improve.
In the end, the medicine could not be poured in, and the old Hou Ye's eyes were cloudy and his breathing was weak.But his eyes were fixed on the roof, and he was panting heavily, but he refused to swallow the breath.
"Father," Lord Hou entered the room again, knelt down and kowtowed heavily on the ground, "Go at ease!"
Madam Hou reminded, "Does Dad have any unfinished wishes?"
The second wife, who was wiping her tears behind her, suddenly thought, "Father usually loves A-Ling the most... Sister-in-law, we should invite A-Ling to come over and see Dad for the last time!"
It was only then that everyone woke up. That's right, in the second half of his life, the old Hou Ye completely focused on A Ling.As a result, when he died of illness, he couldn't see his most beloved junior.His tone, but he was worried about A-Ling.
"Go back to the girl," while the few people were talking, they looked at each other and heard the voice of the boy in the corridor reporting, "I went to the princess's mansion to invite the princess. But the gatekeeper said that in the evening, Mr. Shen and the princess went back to Shen's house together. Went for dinner, don't know when I'll be back."
The young girl said angrily, "Then you won't go to Shen's house to hire someone again?!"
"Who is answering?" Madam Hou went out to look.
Seeing that standing in the corridor was actually her youngest daughter Zhang Xiu.
Zhang Xiu turned her head and said to her, "I heard that my grandfather is not well, so I sent someone to find my cousin...but who knew she wasn't here!"
"Princess and Master Shen went back to Shen's house?" A woman frowned, "The Shen's house is a bit far from our house..."
Mrs. Hou went back to the house and looked at the old Lord Hou who refused to close her eyes. She didn't want to be charged with unfilial piety, so she gritted her teeth and ordered, "Ride the fastest horse and go to Shen's house! Be sure to invite the princess!"
Terrified and anxious, the Hou's mansion was always bright all night, and the imperial doctor went in from time to time to check on the old Hou Ye, and the Hou Ye and Mrs. Hou also kept checking.I'm afraid that at this point, I still can't wait for anyone.
I don't know how long it took before I heard the footsteps of the servants running fast, and said repeatedly, "Here we come! We come! The princess is here!"
"Shut up!" Mrs. Hou stared angrily over.When is this, is there still room for noise?
The footsteps came again, and the crowd saw a girl wrapped in a cloak.
Not only Liu Ling, but also Shen Yan.
Shen Yan was wearing regular clothes, and was not in charge of the case of the Marquis Cha's Mansion.But everyone knew that it was absolutely impossible for Shen Yan to have nothing to do with all of this.Seeing Shen Yan now, Lord Hou was furious for a while, and almost wanted to ask someone to invite him out.But he insisted on suppressing the fire, and watched Shen Yan accompany his wife into the house to see the old master.
"Grandpa!" Liu Ling had already shed tears all the way, entered the room and went to the bed, knelt down, tears began to fall again.
She stretched out her hand tremblingly, and held the withered hand of Old Hou Ye.Only by holding it hard did Old Hou Ye turn his head, and his cloudy eyes fell on her.
Liu Ling just came out of the cold night, she was covered in air-conditioning, and her face was pale and bloodless.Her tears hung on her cheeks, her face was bleak and haggard, and she was a little dazed.
The old marquis stared at her.He opened his mouth, but after so long, he was speechless.
A pair of grandparents looked at each other speechlessly, and both wept.
The two wept face to face, silently.The whole room of people kneeling behind Liu Ling also choked up and cried miserably.Either I was really sad for the old Hou Ye, or I was thinking about the tragic situation of my own family in the future, and I was full of sadness.
Old Hou Ye wept, thinking of many pasts.The young A Ling, the young A Ling, and the married A Ling... That stubborn little girl grew up day by day, but she was equally lonely.
He shifted his eyes to the young man who was supporting his wife, and he felt a little relieved.
He thought, what happened back then, the Hou Mansion did not make decisions for A-Ling, and almost killed the little girl.He was sorry for A Ling, but the most right thing he did was to nod his head and let A Ling marry Shen Yan.He thought that in this world, there was someone who loved A Ling as much as he did.
That youth did better than him.
He has nothing to worry about about Ah Ling.
alone... alone...
Tears blurred vision.
After he left, the last contact between Ah Ling and the Dingbei Hou Mansion was gone, right?The thread, which was already far-fetched, was shaking and was finally about to break.
A Ling has neither father nor mother.After breaking up with the Hou Mansion, there will be only a little bit of royal family affection left.
But... that's fine...
Shen Yan is Jin Yiwei, the identity of his wife is precisely the most troublesome thing for him.These problems of A Ling are gone.In getting along with her, Shen Yan would treat her better if there were less interest disputes.The Shen family will also recognize Liu Ling more...
Whether you let it go or not, that's it.
Finally, before he left, he met his beloved granddaughter.
There was a slight smile on the corner of Old Hou Ye's mouth, and he shook Liu Ling's hand vigorously.He closed his eyes and died without pain.
Everyone burst into tears.
The old Hou Ye of Dingbei passed away that night, and his descendants walked around his knees, very peacefully.
Liu Ling and Shen Yan walked out from a room crying bitterly.Shen Yan kept looking sideways at his wife, seeing her standing blankly in front of the house, going down the steps in a daze.
Step down.
"Liu Ling!" Shen Yan supported her.
But she still passed out in his arms, with tears on her face and a desolate face.
Shen Yan sighed.Liu Ling's current condition is tormented by illness, and her mood is already low.In order to make her happy, after several invitations and guarantees from his parents, he decided to take Liu Ling home for a meal so that she could see her family more often.After all, the imperial physician said that Liu Ling's condition needs someone to care for him.After thinking about it, Shen Yan also hoped that she would get along better with her family members.
Unexpectedly, the death of Old Master Dingbei caused Liu Ling's pessimistic side to explode.From the moment they heard the news, she started crying.Until just now, the mood has been extremely low.
What should he do to make Liu Ling happier?
Afterwards, the Dingbeihou Mansion held a funeral, and when Liu Ling woke up, Shen Yan didn't let her hang around.After she woke up, she was still not in a good state, so she nestled in his arms and cried for no reason.On the day of Laohou's funeral, the two of them went to see him off.After returning, Liu Ling continued to recuperate.
But Shen Yan couldn't stay at home with her every day.
Shen Yan was promoted to be the commander of the Jinyiwei, and became the highest officer in the Jinyiwei.
What His Majesty meant was that the Commander of Jin Yiwei didn't have to run around to perform tasks, and Shen Yan could stay in Yejing to recover from his illness.But while recuperating, he can't just ignore everything.After the prince forced the palace, the officials should be punished, those who should be elected, and those who should be promoted should also be promoted.On Jin Yiwei's side, His Majesty still trusted Shen Yan, so he let him take care of Jin Yiwei's affairs in his spare time.
Shen Yan stayed at the house most of the time, his wife was recovering from illness, and he was also recovering from illness.But occasionally there are too many things, and he has to go out.
Liu Ling was quite happy about this.Her husband was promoted, and her former brothers all came to the house to congratulate her. There was a big banquet, and the atmosphere was friendly and lively. Everyone congratulated her, which made her depression a lot better.
Besides, after becoming a commander, Shen Yan had to stay in Yejing most of the time.This is in line with Liu Ling's current expectations of him.During these times when she was most uncomfortable, it was not unacceptable for Shen Yan to leave Beijing, but if he could stay in Yejing, she would of course be happier.
It's just that Liu Ling has to drink a lot of bitter medicine every day, and she is very sad.
In the early morning, the window in the house was wide open, covered by a screen, Shen Yan was changing his official uniform, and Liu Ling sat at the table, staring at the hot black medicine and sighing.
She complained to Shen Yan, "This medicine is too bitter, I really don't want to drink it." She stared at the young man changing his clothes without blinking.
This one with broad shoulders and narrow hips, long hands and long legs, such a straight back line, and such a thin waist...
"Then what should we do?" Shen Yan lowered his head and put on his belt, casually talking to her.
Liu Ling held her chin, "Can you drink it for me?" She said, "Before the imperial doctor came to check my pulse today, you should quickly drink the medicine for me, and don't let them find out!"
Shen Yan looked back at her, thought for a while, and nodded, "That's fine."
"..." Liu Ling was astonished and puzzled, "How can you be so easy to talk?"
Shen Yan smiled, walked towards her, glanced at the untouched medicine she threw on the table, touched her upturned face, and said kindly, "How about it, Liu Ling. Every day I drink such a bitter medicine, I have to pinch it. Hold your nose, why bother? It’s so hard. Let’s find a way to avoid it.”
"..." His smile seemed elusive, and Liu Ling retreated vigilantly.
"Let's change it. You go and drink my medicine, and I'll drink your medicine for you. You see, I have been drinking the medicine for so long, and I don't cry every day. I always want to sneak away. Maybe my medicine is for use. What about honey? Go and try it.”
"...Don't." Unless she was stupid, she exchanged with him. "You drink a lot more medicine than me. Don't bully me for not drinking it. Just use it to lie to me. I'm not a fool."
"Oh. You're not a fool. Then why do you think I'm stupid? Help you drink your medicine? How did you come up with this brilliant idea?"
"..."
Shen Yan patted her on the head like a puppy, and went out with a smile, not to tease her anymore.
Lying on the window, among the green grass and trees, watching her husband in a flying fish suit, far away in sight.Liu Ling looked at it for a while, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
Ah, she seems to be in a better mood again.
Shen Yan went out today, but not to deal with official business.It was Luo Fan who was promoted to a thousand households in Jinyiwei and was going to Beijing to perform official duties.As Shangfeng who single-handedly pulled Luo Fan out, Shen Yan went out of the city to see him off, which gave Luo Fan a lot of face.But putting aside all the subordinates, Luo Fan pulled Mr. Shen aside and winked.
The wind was blowing across the sky, Shen Yan was indifferent, and looked at him with raised eyebrows.
Luo Fan smirked, "Master Shen, when we had a banquet at your house last time, there was a girl in the Wei family who was very pretty. A friend of mine asked me to ask, do you know me haha..."
Shen Yan: "I don't know."
Luo Fan was shocked, "Master Shen, why don't you know him? The Wei family has a good relationship with the Shen family! If you don't know each other, how could they come to the door..."
Shen Yan: "Walk through the wrong door."
Luo Fan looked at Mr. Shen speechlessly, and had no choice but to surrender, "Well, I'm actually the one who cares about that Miss Wei. But she's a lady from a famous family, so why would she like me..."
"Which Miss Wei?" Shen Yan interrupted.
"..." Only then did Luo Fan confirm that Mr. Shen really didn't know him.Okay, okay, I'm afraid Miss Wei met the princess, not the Shen family.
But when he mentioned that girl, Luo Fan's face turned red and he became awkward, "I just hope that when I come back from this errand, Master Shen, you can give me a good word. Of course, my status is not enough for those big families. , but I will try my best... Mr. Shen, can you help me ask the Wei family's intentions and see if the girl has someone..."
Shen Yan glanced at him, "You should finish the errands first."
"Okay!" Luo Fan summoned up his energy all at once.
Seeing Luo Fan suddenly alive and well, ready to fight.Shen Yan was speechless, he didn't seem to agree to anything, Xiao Luo seemed to have misunderstood what he meant... After all, he didn't even know which girl from the Wei family Xiao Luo was looking for.
However, let Ronaldinho continue to misunderstand like this.
In order to please a girl, to match that girl, Ronaldinho seemed to grow up overnight and become much more mature.
This is a man's reaction only after he has a lover.
For a strange girl who doesn't even know her name, age, and marriage status, Luo Fan can work so hard, so for his lover to be happy, shouldn't Shen Yan do something?
Liu Ling needs a lot of love.It takes a lot of love to make her feel safe and free her from the old nightmare.
Shen Yan pondered, what can he do for her?
He suddenly remembered that before returning to Yejing that day, he promised Liu Ling to dance.Until now, he has not fulfilled Liu Ling's wish.
Why not try it today.
Thinking about it this way, when she returned to the city, Shen Meiren didn't choose to go back to the mansion directly, but went to Jiaofang to have a look.
When Shen Yan entered the Jiaofang, all the girls were shocked on the spot.The master of the teaching workshop was even more worried, after all, this man was wearing a flying fish suit and looked sober.Jin Yiwei was in front of him, who wouldn't be surprised?
"My lord... We are just a small workshop, we haven't done anything illegal or criminal..." The owner of the workshop trembled.
Shen Yan's eyes fell on the girls who were learning to dance in the courtyard middle school. The ribbons were flying, the bells were jingling, the feet were stretched, the waist was slung, and the beautiful eyes flowed.
Shen Yan said slowly, "I'm here to learn dancing."
"...What?!" The master of the workshop was stunned.
At this time in Shen's residence, the imperial physician came to the residence to routinely diagnose the princess' pulse.This time, it was a consultation, stroked his beard, and another consultation.The imperial physician did not let go of her wrist, if it wasn't for the imperial physician being a little older than her, Liu Ling would have suspected that he was going to fall in love with her.
After a long time, the old doctor stood up happily, "Congratulations! Princess, you are pregnant!"
The old doctor was so excited that he talked eloquently, "The old man said that the princess's emotions during this period are too low, too sensitive, and too fragile. I thought it was because of the worsening of the princess's condition, but now I see that she has a fetus! This is a good thing." Ah! The old man is going to prescribe medicine, prescribe medicine...Princess? Princess?"
He looked at Liu Ling sitting there for a long time in doubt, his eyes were motionless.
Liu Ling slammed the table and stood up, "Where is Shen Yan? Where is Shen Yan? I want to find him! I want him to know as soon as possible!"
Guard Yang answered outside the door, "Princess, Lord Luo is out of Beijing today to perform a mission, and Lord Shen is going to see Lord Luo off."
Liu Ling immediately clapped the bricks, "I'm going out of the city to find Shen Yan now!"
"Uh..." The old doctor had just opened the house and returned to the house when he learned that the princess had left the house on horseback and went to report the good news to her husband in person.The princess's ups and downs are really surprising.And they are all pregnant, and they still ride horses... But the old doctor thought about it again and smiled.The princess is in good health, with guards following her, just riding a horse, she pays attention, nothing will happen.
Oh, thinking about it this way, I have to go out of the palace every day to treat the princess.But this time, it was not only the princess' original illness, but also pregnancy.Well, he had to think about it carefully, the body of a pregnant woman is too sensitive, how to use medicine to treat the princess without affecting the fetus?
The people retreated, Liu Ling rode her horse and galloped along the long street of Yejing, Yang Ye and other guards followed her nervously all the way.The crowd left the capital, and did not meet Shen Yan and other Jin Yiwei.Then I asked the guards of the city gate, and after asking for a while, after walking all the way, I found out that Shen Yan actually went to Jiaofang.
"Go to Jiaofang..." The faces of Yang Ye and other guards changed.After all, they are both men, and who doesn't know the inferiority of men?
Could it be that Mr. Shen's usual appearance does not match his nature?He seems to love the princess very much, but behind the princess's back, he also plays with women?This is too bad!
Yang Ye and other guards were ready to teach Shen Yan a lesson for the princess.
But when she heard that Shen Yan was going to Jiaofang, Liu Ling didn't show any doubts, she just froze for a moment, and muttered to herself, "What is he doing there?"
She didn't suspect that Shen Yan was doing bad things behind her back.
How could Shen Yan find a woman behind her back?Liu Ling might feel a little bit of a thump in her heart before, but now, she doesn't doubt Shen Yan at all.Even if she saw him teasing the girl face to face, Liu Ling could calmly wait for his explanation.
She trusts Shen Yan immensely!She thought that she was more likely to do bad things behind Shen Yan's back than Shen Yan's behind her back.
Liu Ling made a decisive decision and rode to Jiaofang to find someone.Yang Ye and others also followed, still preparing for the worst.
In front of the Jiaofang, she led the horse to the guards behind her, and Liu Ling walked in and asked, "Where's Shen Yan?"
"I want to find Shen Yan!"
As soon as Mr. Shen came, Mr. Shen's wife came to find him.The girls remained calm and led the beautiful girl inside.
Liu Ling was walking on the stairs with a group of people, when suddenly a girl pointed down and said, "Madam Shen, look, that is your husband!"
Liu Ling rested her hands on the stairs and looked down.
She called him, "Shen Yan! Shen Yan!"
Her brows and eyes were full of joy, "Shen Yan! I'm pregnant!"
In full view, Liu Ling leaned on the stairs and yelled at the young man downstairs without any hesitation.She wants to bring her pleasure to him, and she wants to make him happy with herself.
Shen Yan stood in the middle of the courtyard, surrounded by drums.He lowered his eyes quietly, thinking about the rhythm he had just seen.Suddenly he heard the girl's shout from upstairs, "Shen Yan" and "Shen Yan", knocked on his heart, like ripples, rippling around, rippling around.
The sun was shining, and in the bright light, the young man standing in the center turned his head and raised his eyebrows a little bit. His handsome hair, his distant and indifferent, slowly, amidst the swirling sunlight and dust, fell into the Liuzhou upstairs. Ling's eyes.
"Boom!" Drums sounded on all sides.
The young man standing amidst the sound of drums raised his face completely amidst the sound of drums.
Under the sunlight, his eyebrows and eyes are as shockingly beautiful.
Just like the first time I saw you.
His beauty is fixed forever, and he will never forget it in his life.
(End of this chapter)
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