My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 105

Mrs. Shen and her husband were talking in the room. Her husband was flipping through the files and reviewing them, while she was reading a picture book. All kinds of beauties in the picture book dazzled her, and she rubbed her eyes to take a break from time to time.It was in such an atmosphere that Fushu came into the house to report.

"Ma'am, Miss Xu's letter..." Before she finished speaking, the door was pushed open with a slam, and the young man stood at the door.

Everyone in the room was startled.

"Shen Yu, what are you doing?" Shen's father asked, frowning, "Who taught you to randomly enter other people's territory without notification?"

With heavy eyes and a cold face, Shen Yu threw the letter out, and it fell to the ground with a crash.Before Shen's father could understand, Madam Shen's expression suddenly became a little far-fetched.Originally, she had a glimmer of expectation, but Shen Yu no longer had any expectations when she saw her mother's face again.

He gritted his teeth, the back molars hurt, and the whole brain also hurt.My mind was dizzy, and my blood went cold.Hot air rushed to the eye sockets at once.Under the restraint, his body tensed up, and he almost yelled at Mrs. Shen, "What do you mean? You know that I am looking for her, and you know that I have been waiting for her letter. Why did you receive the letter but not Won't tell me?"

"She lied to me...you lied to me with her!"

Shen Yu is a very easy-going person, and he will do whatever the elders say.Even if what you say is different from his idea, he will just laugh, don't argue with you, let you say whatever you want, and continue to play life.Many people will live a very difficult life, but Shen Yu definitely does not belong to this category.Being born to him is a kind of enjoyment, whether it is high-spirited or disheveled, he accepts it frankly.Even if everyone disagrees with this attitude towards life, it cannot be said that he is wrong.

From childhood to adulthood, Shen Yu was taught various lessons by his elders and hated him in every possible way, but he was always joking and joking and never annoyed the elders in his family.The only rebellion is that she doesn't want to get married.

It was this kind of person who made jokes and scolds into articles, got angry at Mrs. Shen, and made Shen's father realize the seriousness of the matter all at once.

Confronting her mother, Shen Yu was categorical, gritted her teeth, and said word by word, "I'll go find her! I've had enough of all this, you give me all the letters, and I'm going to find Xiaojin!"

Mrs. Shen panicked, "Go to her? I don't agree! Yu'er, have you ever thought that the reason why Xiaojin and I don't let you know is because we don't want you to go to her? You have separated, and you are no longer young. Yes. She has things she wants to do, and so do you..."

"Stop talking!" Shen Yu's whole body was stiff, anger and sadness made his eyes hot, and he endured so hard.

He said, "Mother, you are doing it for me, I know. But what about Xiao Jin? Do you know why she left Yejing and me?"

Mrs. Shen said, "Of course it's because of the murder of the prince back then, and the old account between the prince and the Xu family..."

Shen Yu let out a low laugh, he stepped back, covered his eyes with his sleeves, and asked in a tired voice, "That's what she told you?"

Mrs. Shen and her husband looked at each other, momentarily surprised.

Her son looked up at her again, the sparks in his eyes were beating, "Xiaojin left because she was poisoned and felt that her life was not long! It has been three years...for three years, she was a girl, Homeless, wandering alone... The last letter she sent to me was a blank sheet of paper. She has nothing to say... How hard and sad she is, have you thought about it?"

In the astonishment of his parents, he no longer wanted to hide anything, and revealed all of Xu Shijin's illnesses.She has been tossed and turned for many years, dragged by illness, and lived alone...

"I'm going to find her! I'm going to find her now!"

Mrs. Shen listened blankly to what Shen Yu said, talking about things she didn't know.She felt so strange, Xiao Jin's life was not long?Xiao Jin is dying?how is this possible?When she met Xiao Jin three years ago, she talked and laughed at Yan Yan, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with her.

But Shen Yu's words were like a knife, piercing her heart... that girl... that girl...

Shen Yu turned around and was about to go out.

Mrs. Shen said fiercely, "No! You can't go to her! If she is dying, why are you looking for her? I don't allow you to associate with a dying person..."

"Mother!" Shen Yu scolded and interrupted her.

Mrs. Shen was persuaded by her husband, "Okay, okay, don't say a few words... Yu'er, you go out first, I advise your mother..."

"What is there to persuade? What is there to persuade? Am I wrong? Xiao Jin didn't want to stay in Beijing back then, which shows that she didn't like Shen Yu! She left as soon as she said she wanted to. Who can show Yu'er how crazy she is? ? Let me tell you, Shen Yu, even if Xiao Jin comes back, I will not let her into our house. A dying person..."

"Then I won't come back with her!"

"How dare you! Shen Yu, if you dare to step outside, I will sever the mother-child relationship with you!"

"You are unreasonable..."

You come and go, the anger rises.

"Shut up! Stop everything! Stop arguing!" Father Shen shouted loudly, shocking both his wife and son.But long before the family quarreled, the maids saw that the situation was not good, and they all retreated obediently.At this time, Shen's father stood beside his wife, stopped her with red eyes, and turned to Shen Yu and said, "You can go to Xiaojin. I will help you first if you are here in Yejing. If you have anything to do, feel free. Contact home..."

"Yes, Dad." Shen Yu cupped his hands to bid farewell, and left without looking back amid Mrs. Shen's reprimand of "Don't leave".

Before leaving, I heard the quarrel between mother and father in the house.

Father Shen said, "Okay, after so many years, you still don't understand what Yu'er is thinking? I think Xiao Jin is pretty good, and he likes it, so let's go find it."

"That's my son, how can I not understand his thoughts?" Mrs. Shen choked up, "I also think Xiaojin is very good, but I think she is good, and she wants to come into our house, can it be the same? I used to I thought she didn't like Yu'er, since she didn't mean to, of course I couldn't let Yu'er always follow her, embarrass him, and make Yu'er look so pathetic. But didn't you listen to what Yu'er said just now? If Xiao Jin is really sick Chong is dying, of course I can't let Yu'er marry her."

"Don't keep saying that Xiao Jin is about to die, Xiao Jin is still alive and well... Yu'er knows that the more you stop him, the more rebellious he will be. Are you going to force Yu'er away?"

"You! Why are you talking to him? Isn't it because of Yu'er that I am like this?" The more Mrs. Shen thought about it, the more sad she became, and she leaned over and cried, "What kind of evil is this? He doesn't love the many famous ladies in Yejing , insist on loving a dying person with a pile of old debts... If he dares to leave, he will never come back!"

"Hey, you are just stubborn. Xiao Jin is a poor child. When she was said to be dead, didn't you feel so sad that you shed tears at night? You remembered her goodness at that time, but now you forget everything? I think there are At this time, you should pay homage to your bodhisattva and pray that little Jinji will have his own appearance. Otherwise, I think your son will also die..."

The husband's persuasion sprinkled salt into Mrs. Shen's heart.She was so angry that the corners of her mouth trembled, but her eyes were red and her face was cold, she lowered her head and shed tears.Knowing that once her husband takes over, things are out of her control.

All the mothers in the world want their children to walk a broad road, but the children are self-willed and insist on walking down that dead end.No matter how much you shout or scold after chasing after, it doesn't work.The fate of parents and children is often like this.Of course you have to teach him by hand and lead him to the right path.But you can't control him, you can't live his own life for him.

Children with weak temperaments may obey their parents' orders and live a life of hopelessness and disappointment according to their parents' expectations all their lives.

But Shen Yu is easy-going, but not weak.Obviously, Mrs. Shen couldn't control his thoughts, couldn't control his soul.Shen Yu had a big fight with his parents the night before and said he was going to find his lover.The next day, when Mrs. Shen got up in the morning, she knew that her son had left gracefully.While Fu Shu was reporting, he secretly looked at Mrs. Shen, fearing that Mrs. Shen would get angry and hurt everyone.

But Mrs. Shen stared at the soup on the table for a long time before saying in a low voice, "Got it."

Her eyes were red again and she wept silently.This time, he didn't say anything more.

Xu Shijin stood at the entrance of a sparsely populated village, helping two elderly doctors to make medicine for the villagers.A village of young and old lined up at the entrance of the village to receive the boiled herbs, and at the front were two old doctors, one tall and one short.The tall man with his eyes hanging down, with a serious expression, commanded Xu Shijin in this way, with a loud voice, full of energy, and it was difficult to get along with; another old doctor, under the strong aura of the former, was like Xu Shijin, like Two dingy apprentices, listening to the command of the former.

Xu Shijin touched the sweat on her forehead, the stale air made her dizzy.She swayed slightly, her already snow-white complexion became even more bloodless under the sun.

The old doctor who was distributing medicines to the villagers with her noticed what was wrong with her, and quickly said, "Xiao Jin, you are not in good health, you can go to the side and rest. There are all sick people here, the air is so bad, if you get sick again Get sick, but..."

The old doctor who was resting next to him snorted, "I've said it many times, she is a poison, not a disease! Can you be more careful as a doctor? No wonder you can't get on the stage..."

"Yes, Mr. Chang, Mr. Qiao just made a slip of the tongue, he is not..." Xu Shijin spoke softly, but was glared impatiently by the old doctor, and obediently shut up.

Dr. Chang stood up angrily, came over to take over Miss Xu's job, and pushed her away, "But what Old Qiao said was right! You are a crooked person, why do you want to join in the fun? You think you are too lucky, come on!" Didn't get enough sleep last time? Walk around, don't dangle under the old man's nose..."

Xu Shijin smiled and moved away from his seat.

She stood a little further away, smiling as she watched the two doctors distributing medicine to the villagers.One has a vicious mouth and a soft heart, and the other is nagging and kind, but they are both doctors.She stayed with them for more than three years.

three years...

Xu Shijin's eyes were a little dazed.

When she was in Yejing that year, the old genius doctor introduced to her by the imperial physician in the palace was Mr. Chang.Mr. Chang was not completely moved by her, but he was overwhelmed by the strange poison on her body, lamenting that there is such a wonderful poison in the world, and it would be useless to live a life without studying it.So, together with Mr. Chang, Xu Shijin found Mr. Qiao who was the first to study this poison.Although Mr. Qiao was also called a "miracle doctor", his achievements are obviously not as good as Mr. Chang, who was praised as a "miracle doctor" by the imperial physicians in the palace.But Mr. Qiao Sheng has studied this kind of poison for many years in a room, and he has a lot of experience, so he is reluctantly accepted by Mr. Chang, who is over the top.

At that time, Xu Shijin also felt that with Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao, two genius doctors, her poison would be cured.

She communicated with Shen Yu in a cheerful mood, talking about what she had seen and heard, and about the scenery.His tone was pleasant, as if he could see him again at any time.As long as one's body recovers, all other problems are not considered problems in Ms. Xu's eyes.

It's a pity that no matter how talented she is, she is not favored in terms of destiny.

In the past three years, he tried medicine again and again, fell into a coma again and again, coughed up blood again and again, and endured the ignorance of toxic attacks time and time again... Only then did Xu Shijin realize that the cruelest thing is always destiny.All hopes, all yearnings, were wiped out before the destiny.

There are many things that I thought about before, but now I don't dare to think about them anymore.

It had been a long time since she had corresponded with Shen Yu, and she hadn't looked forward to him for a long time.

Only sometimes, when she was tortured to the point of going crazy, when she felt that she could not bear it any longer, she curled herself up into a ball, thinking about Shen Yu.I can't tell what kind of thought it is, just thinking about him, I can force myself to endure it, and persist again.

She thought she might never see Shen Xiaoyu again.

But in this world with him, she still wants to live.In the same world, thinking about Shen Xiaoyu, the pain in his body seems to be slightly better.

Only some time ago, she fell into a coma again, but slept for a full month.Her soul was trapped in a mass of darkness, and no matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't get out.If Mr. Fei Fei and Mr. Qiao were doctors, and others said she was hopeless, and those two would try to help her hold her breath, Xu Shijin would have died long ago.

But this time when he woke up, Mr. Chang said to her seriously, "We have tried all the useful medicinal materials in the world. But your poison is getting worse and worse, hurting the heart. Look, try again, wait The next time you fall asleep, you may never wake up again. So this road is equivalent to being broken."

Xu Shijin listened calmly without any reaction.Under Mr. Qiao's sad eyes, she smiled slightly and murmured, "It's okay, I can live for three more years, it's unbelievable to me. The two gentlemen don't blame themselves. If you can't save it, you can't save it. It's nothing."

"...There is a method, but we have never tried it, because we are afraid that you will not be able to hold on." Mr. Chang observed the girl's expression, and said slowly, "Fight poison with poison."

Xu Shijin was taken aback.

Mr. Qiao said, "Years of drug testing have made your body dysfunctional and extremely weak. With your aptitude, it is difficult to survive the drug testing. So Mr. Chang and I have never had this kind of thought... But now, it seems This is the only way left. Miss Xu, do you want to try it?"

Xu Shijin's pale face reflected the floating sun and tree shadows.She sat by the window, looking out of the window in a daze.There were children laughing outside, reminding her of her childhood.When thinking of her childhood, she inevitably thought of Shen Xiaoyu.The time he spent with her was not as long as the time they spent apart.But when she glanced out the window, she seemed to be able to see Shen Xiaoyu's lazy smile.

He said, "You wait for me."

She said, "Okay, I'll wait for you. I'll wait for you till I die."

Xu Shijin's eyes were stained with a slight smile.

While the two gentlemen were waiting, she said, "Even if there is a glimmer of hope, I don't want to let it go. I want to test the poison and live."

The two doctors fell slowly with the tense tone they had been holding.

Mr. Chang's face was still tense, "Think about it, your current body is really different. If you die halfway..."

"If I die, that's my fate too, don't blame anyone." Xu Shijin paused and said softly, "Mr. Chang, Mr. Qiao, can I ask you for a favor?"

She looked out of the window quietly, the sun was pouring on her almost transparent white cheeks, time was silent.She said softly, "If I die, can I send my ashes back to Yejing and give them to the eldest son of the Shen family?"

"..." Mr. Chang said unhappily, "You should think of ways to nourish your body first, and think about how to survive the first wave of poison tests. With your current body, you can't hold it at all!"

Hey.

Mr. Qiao left with a sigh.

Therefore, Xu Shijin stopped in a village with two old gentlemen these few days. The two of them rescued the dying and healed the wounded. She worked hard to maintain her body so as to meet the qualification requirements to survive the first drug test.This village is quiet and quiet. Last year, the three of them lived here for a while.At that time, she lived here, lying in front of the window every day, looking at the blue sky and floating clouds in the sky, while writing letters to Shen Yu in the distance.

She wrote him many letters then, one after another.

She kept writing until she could no longer hold the pen, and when her body was getting worse day by day, she lay down in front of the window, dripping tears.But there is nothing more to write.

After that, I left the village. I didn't expect to come back again.

"Miss Xu?" When Xu Shijin was wandering in the village, he was stopped by a sister-in-law.

She looked back in surprise.

The other party smiled, "Hey, I didn't expect you to come back. After you left, we received a lot of letters. I was worried about what to give to you, but it happened..."

her letter?
Xu Shijin's heart skipped a beat, and he went into the courtyard with his sister-in-law, and went to the house to find those letters for her.The sister-in-law dug out a thick stack of letters from a wooden box. There were so many letters that Miss Xu couldn't hold them in her arms.Xu Shijin smiled embarrassedly, "Can I read the letter here?"

"Ah, no problem, you see, anyway, this is your letter," the sister-in-law was easy to talk, and sighed, "When you were recuperating from illness last year, when you lived in our house, you taught my Xiaolang a lot of words, Our family is grateful to you."

Xu Shijin thanked him, squatted on the ground, and slowly opened the letter.People in the village have plain and simple furniture, and there is no small desk for people to read.Xu Shijin squatted on the ground under the faint light, reading the letter in a primitive posture.On the contrary, the sister-in-law was a little embarrassed. She stayed with her in the house for a while, but she had too many letters and she had nothing to do. Just when someone from the neighbor called her, she was liberated. The sister-in-law left Xu Shijin alone in the house and went to the courtyard to do some work own business.

It was almost evening at this time, the light was dim, so many letters were placed in front of him like a hill.Xu Shijin read them one by one.

It was all written by Shen Yu to her.

When she was living here, letters were sent from here.After he left, he lived in no fixed place and never wrote a letter.She thought about Shen Xiaoyu's reply, but she didn't expect to see it.And before she left Beijing, she and Mrs. Shen reached an idea of ​​a happy cooperation.

Mrs. Shen wanted Shen Yu to forget about Xu Shijin as soon as possible and walk into a normal life.Xu Shijin was okay, she accepted whatever happened to Shen Xiaoyu.

If he came to her, she would be very happy; if he chose another way, she would be very happy too.

Nothing to struggle with.

But this afternoon, while opening those letters, Xu Shijin's eyes gradually became moist.

She told him about the scenery, the customs, and the weather.

He told her about himself in detail, asked about her physical condition, and asked where she lived.

She talked about the interesting little things in the common people, the amiability of the two gentlemen, and said that she was full of hope in life.

He patiently asked her which two gentlemen she was, and helped her collect information in Yejing, and told her about the miracle doctors in the world, which might be able to help her.

she says……

He says……

Xu Shijin looked at the last letter, and it felt much thinner than the previous ones.She took it apart, and there were only a few short words, the handwriting was messy, but it was indeed Shen Xiaoyu's handwriting.A few words, written by him flamboyantly——

I come to you.

Xu Shijin sat on the ground, looking at these words, his heart trembled.

She was dazed and stunned, aphasic and opened her mouth again, she read a few words over and over again, a wave of heat welled up in her eyes.

Suddenly, a young voice from the yard outside the house made her body tense up—"Sister-in-law, may I ask, was there a girl surnamed Xu who lived here last year? She was about this tall, and she spoke in a soft voice. I am angry, never lose my temper with others, always laughing..."

"Miss Xu, right? Hey, someone actually wants to look for her? What a coincidence that you came here, Mr. Xu, and Miss Xu lives at my house now..."

Xu Shijin jumped up and bounced on the door.She leaned against the door, holding her breath, her mind buzzing.She hasn't figured everything out yet, but she's already getting nervous.Hearing the young man thank you, the sound of footsteps approaching the door, step by step, getting closer...

Through the crack of the door, I saw the figure of a young man.Xu Shijin's fingers holding the door began to tremble. She bit her lip and pressed against the door, not daring to move.The little light from the crack of the door was blocked by the figure outside.Xu Shijin slowly sat on the ground, with his head against the door, without saying a word.

"Xiao Jin?" Across the door, she heard a young man's voice outside.

That was a voice she had never forgotten, a voice that belonged exclusively to Shen Yu.

He has come to find her.

He said that back then, and he wrote that in his letter.

Hearing his voice, Xu Shijin's tears were uncontrollable.She covered her mouth tightly so that no one outside could hear her choking sobs.

Outside the door, Shen Yu was silent, and he stretched out his hand to pull the door.Once you pull it, you know that the door is blocked from the inside.He stood outside the door for a long time, and slowly sat down, leaning against the door panel.

He said, "Xiao Jin, I know you're inside."

"I know you have nothing to say, and if you don't want to talk to me, then don't talk, just listen to me."

"I'm sorry, I was never as smart as you. You and my mother tricked me with a little sleight of hand. I thought you wrote me all the time, so even if you didn't answer my letters, I just thought you were in a bad mood, I don't blame you either. I just found out recently that you didn't reply to the letter because you didn't write those letters at all. You wrote them a long time ago, and I sent them to me through my mother. Some trivial matters , some meaningless things, you coaxed me for three years."

"Is it because I can't find out that you will continue to deceive? Until the day when you can no longer deceive? In fact, this is one of the results you expected. Years of letters, more and more indifferent tone, trivial matters The torment of the family and the pressure of the family, with all the prongs, maybe I don’t care about you so much. If I don’t care about you anymore, I can get married and have children and live a normal life as my mother expects. But you are not in my care Where I know I die, I know nothing, or think nothing."

"But Xiao Jin, how could I forget you? We grew up together, and I like you for so many years. If I want to forget you, I have to completely erase my own youth. Everything in my youth is related to you Related. Love, hate, resentment, all brought to me by you. How can I forget it?"

"Of course, I also thought about us living our own lives. Back then, I always did that. But in the end you know...you are not doing well, how can I ignore you? If I don't care about you anymore, what do you do?"

"You have been arranging my life as if I were controlled by you. In fact, it is almost the same... But why am I controlled by you? If I simply hated you, it would not be so troublesome."

"And you want to draw a line with me..." A low smile came from outside the door.

His smile, like the dark color of dusk, bid farewell to the crows.

"Actually, why do you have to be like this...Xiao Jin, I have always tried to persuade you to stay, and I will never force you. Don't think that I can't stand being wronged. I have suffered for so many years. I can continue to be like before...I just hope that you will always be there .”

"If you don't want to see me, that's fine. Just don't hide your affairs from me. I just want to know, and I won't interfere with you, never."

As he spoke, he heard the weak cry of the girl in the door.

Thin and weak, crying made his heart throb, as if sadness would be contagious.

Shen Yu wiped her face, stood up, and walked down the steps.He could hear the choking sound behind the door very clearly.But, that's all...he only cares about Xu Shijin's life and death, whether she is willing to be with him, whether she has regretted it...Xu Shijin has been thinking wrong all along, he doesn't care as much as she thinks.

He loves her, he cares about her, never for the purpose of marrying her.

He has no demands on her.

The door creaked and opened suddenly.Shen Yu heard the tearful voice of the girl behind, "Shen Xiaoyu, don't go!"

He stopped for a moment.

A slightly cool body was stuck behind him, and Miss Xu hugged him from behind, holding him tightly.She choked up again and again, tears wet his clothes.She said, "Shen Xiaoyu, don't go."

Time freezes, and in an instant, time reincarnates again, as if everything is back to the beginning.

Back then, he followed her, she abandoned him, she didn't want him, she died in his arms...he told her over and over again, "Xiao Jin, don't go."

The girl next to Shen Yu's body was trembling, her hot tears made his heart wet too.

It was getting dark, the wind was blowing, and the yard was deserted.

Shen Yu looked ahead and said slowly, "Should I not go?"

He smiled desolately and sadly.

He said, "I've said it for many years, and now I don't want to say it anymore. Xiao Jin, I want to hear it from you."

"Okay, I'll say...I'll say." The girl who was holding him leaned on his back and nodded.

With all her strength, she cried, "Shen Xiaoyu, can you stay with me?"

——Shen Xiaoyu, can you stay with me?
It is very difficult to detoxify, and my body is getting worse day by day.I am very sad, but I can only endure it alone.Sometimes I feel hopeless, and sometimes I feel ridiculous.I miss you, but I can't see you.I am so sad that no one can explain it.

Mr. Chang said that they will start to test me with poison and fight poison with fire.They warned me that this time would be difficult and that I might die in it.I am not afraid of death, my life should have ended long ago.But thinking of not seeing you again, missing an appointment with you, is still sad.

I don't seem to need anyone, but I know that I need you.If I die, before I die, the person who is with me is you, I will be very happy.Even if I give myself a thousand and ten thousand reasons why you should leave, I still like you to stay with me the most.

For the rest of my life, I expect you most.

I've been looking forward to you.

"Okay." Shen Yu grabbed Xu Shijin's arm holding him, and turned around abruptly.

He turned around and hugged the thin and pale girl in his arms. He pinched her chin, forced her to look up, and leaned over to bite her lip.Fierce and strong, with a bloody smell, he licked and licked.The girl in his arms gasped lightly, and he succeeded.

His dark eyes stared at her, and the tears on her face fell on his face.

Shen Yu picked up Xu Shijin, and she hugged him.

Face to face, lips to lips.

Xu Shijin closed his eyes, and his whole body was next to Shen Yu.

She had chosen so many paths for him, but in fact there was only one, and she was truly happy.She waited for him, had been waiting for him.He was able to come, she was really... unprecedentedly happy.

"Do you still want to drive me away again?" Shen Yu asked softly after kissing her enough, still lightly pressing her lips.

Xu Shijin whispered, "I didn't drive you away..." She was bitten and glanced at him painfully. The other party stared at her, and she swallowed, "I just gave you a chance to choose."

Shen Yu really hated her choice.This kind of scheming girl, this kind of girl who always likes to lie to him, he, he...he just likes her.

Love is really unreasonable.

Shen Yu said, "If you could really choose, who would want to like you?"

Disliked by Shen Yu, Xu Shijin smiled and said nothing.

She stretched out her hand and invited him, "When did you come? Are you tired? Are you hungry? I'll take you to rest..."

Shen Yu let go of her, took two steps back, looked at her carefully, and said slowly, "Before then, I want to know. Will you abandon me again, or give me another 'chance to choose'? We Say it in advance, I won't play games with you."

"..." Xu Shijin smiled and shook his head, "Not anymore, really."

"Then let's go get married now." Shen Yu said.

"..." Xu Shijin stared at him blankly, frightened by him.Under the burning gaze of the other party, she said cautiously, "I think it's too early. We should get together for another two days."

Shen Yu looked at her and said nothing.

Is it necessary for him and Xiaojin to get along with each other for another two days?They have been together for so many years, and they have always been in harmony.It's impossible for them to start falling in love and become out of sync.

However, Shen Yu did know that he thought a little early.Xiao Jin will be intimidated by him... However, as long as she dares to take up the topic of him, as long as she can prove that she doesn't only sympathize with him, Shen Yu can wait for the rest.

"Will you marry me?" Shen Yu asked.

"...Yes." Xu Shijin said softly, and was embraced by his lover and kissed.His intimate movements made Xu Shijin blush uncomfortably, his eyes fluttered slightly, and he felt a little faint.

Shen Yu smiled lightly.

Seeing him smile, Xu Shijin blinked and smiled slightly.

They held hands, talked and laughed, and went to dinner.

Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao did not expect that Xu Shijin would bring back a handsome young man in just one afternoon.The young master had an elegant demeanor, and he smiled and talked with Ms. Xu.Miss Xu just lowered her head and smiled, not resisting the intimacy of the other party.

Mr. Chang was stunned: look at this, then look at that.

Mr. Qiao said "ah": He remembered, back then, it was this young master who guarded Miss Xu's body, waiting for her to wake up.This young man seems to have a surname, surname, and surname Shen!Looking at it right now, these two people are so close, have they finally achieved a true fruition?
"Mr. Chang, Mr. Qiao," Xu Shijin introduced Shen Yu in a soft and gentle voice, "His name is Shen Yu, yes, yes..."

"I'm Xiaojin's fiancé." Shen Yu made up his mind and smiled enthusiastically at the two doctors.Looking at Mr. Qiao casually, he had already forgotten who this person was.

Wei, not, fiance? !
Mr. Chang choked out the rice in his mouth and stared at them.Seeing that the girl who was being held by the young master was only stunned for a moment, her eyes dodged for a moment, but she quickly became firm again. She looked at the young master with a smile, a little helpless and a little tolerant, but she had no intention of resisting.

Mr. Chang's words are always unpleasant, "I don't have auditory hallucinations, right? You are almost dead, and you dragged someone behind you..."

"Ahem!" Mr. Qiao immediately interrupted Mr. Chang's harsh words.

Shen Yu raised his eyebrows, and tightened his arms around Xu Shijin's shoulders.He looked sideways at Xu Shijin, and smiled a bit mischievously, "Xiaojin, come on, call 'husband', let them listen to see if he is deaf..."

"Shen Xiaoyu, don't make trouble." Xu Shijin glanced at him, signaling him not to tease the old man.

Shen Xiaoyu blinked innocently: How could I make trouble?I'm clearly telling the truth, okay?I just want to hear you call "Husband"...

Seeing the two people's flirtatious glances, Mr. Chang finally confirmed that these two people were playing for real.

He couldn't believe it: Although he had only known Xu Shijin for three years, three years was enough to understand a person.Xu Shijin is the kind of person who lives soberly and calmly. She doesn't owe anyone any favors, and if she owes them, she will find a way to repay them.She never hurt anyone, and she likes to fight for the safest way in everything.

So under such circumstances, she can accept a "fiancé", which shows how crazy it is.

Being so crazy, he no longer looked like the calm and self-sufficient Xu Shijin.

But I couldn't believe it anymore, Shen Yu still stayed to accompany Xu Shijin.

Mr. Chang asked Xu Shijin about Shen Yu's identity in private, and Xu Shijin said that Mr. Chang admired her even more: Xu Shijin was able to abduct such a noble son, which is really amazing.

Shen Yu accompanied Xu Shijin to take care of his health, and wrote a letter to Yejing, explaining the situation on his side, and told him that he would not go back and that he wanted to accompany Xiaojin.

Xu Shijin sat next to him and watched him write.In the past few days, Shen Yu has reported his situation in the past few years one by one.After the downfall of the crown prince, His Majesty did not establish a crown prince again, but the remaining princes came back into the public eye.His Majesty seemed to be a little bit discouraged, so he let them toss and didn't care much.After Shen Yu's merits and demerits were balanced, he re-entered the dynasty.He used to be the commander of Jinyiwei, and he had a very high starting point. After entering the court again, he went directly to the Ministry of Officials to hone his skills and manage the transfer of officials from all over the world.Over the past few years, it has been quite effective.

Seeing him put the envelope, Xu Shijin said, "It's a pity to give up such a good position in the Ministry of Officials. Your parents will blame me again..."

"That can't be helped," Shen Yu said, looking sideways at her, "Afraid my parents will blame you?"

Xu Shijin smiled, "Abducted you, they have already blamed me to the greatest extent. No matter how much they complain, they can't complain. So it's nothing." She patted Shen Yu's head comfortingly, "Don't worry, I won't I won't want you."

The two of them wandered around the village every day, or went outside the village to help the old man buy something, or sat and talked under the largest willow tree in the village, or went fishing in the small river.Going and returning together, chatting and laughing, within a few days, everyone in the village knew the identities of these two lovers.Everyone didn't know Ms. Xu's physical condition, but in the eyes of everyone, they only felt that the two were really a good match.

It's just that Xu Shijin's body has suffered a lot from poisoning for many years, and he has been polluted with dust all day long, so his appearance is not as bright as before.

She was alone before and didn't care.Whether it looks good or not, she is the only one who sees it, and it's not interesting to pay attention.

But with Shen Yu here, she is a girl after all, and she also cares about her appearance.

In fact, for her, if she hadn't been poisoned, she would have always cared about her appearance, right?After all, her old friend Liu Ling was that kind of beauty with first-class looks.Standing with Liu Ling in the past, Xu Shijin was inferior in appearance, but in temperament.Now...she might be far inferior to Liu Ling.

Sitting under the tree, next to Shen Yu's shoulder, watching him fish with drooping eyelids.Xu Shijin leaned forward, looked at his face in the water, and sighed, "Shen Xiaoyu, do you think I've become ugly?"

Under the bright sun, Shen Yu was leaning against a tree, almost falling asleep.He only woke up after listening to Xu Shijin's words.Yawning, he smiled, "No, you're pretty."

Xu Shijin looked at him sideways, suspicious of his gaze.

Shen Yu put his hands on her shoulders, stared into her eyes, and said affectionately, "You must have me in your heart, otherwise how could you be so good-looking?"

"..." Xu Shijin was amused, "Can you stop talking like this? Don't use your sweet talk of chasing girls on me. It's so hypocritical."

Shen Yubai glanced at her, threw the fishing rod into the water, and stood up bored, "I can't catch a fish for a long time, it's so annoying. Stop fishing!"

Xu Shijin was still sitting where he was, holding his chin, watching Shen Yu get up suddenly.She smiled and admired Shen Xiaoyu's nonsense, and could do whatever he wanted.

Soon, he became interested in other things.

He squatted by the river and greeted her, "Xiao Jin, come and see, there is a pair of wild mandarin ducks having an affair!"

Ah, this is Shen Xiaoyu.

She really likes him like this.

He swiped the water, quietly brought his internal strength, and splashed it on the wet mandarin duck in the distance, with a playful smile on the corner of his mouth and bright eyes.

He sighed, "It's really nice here! The environment is good, the people in the village are good, and the wild mandarin ducks are good. Is there anything better than this in this world?"

Xu Shijin looked at him and smiled, and said softly, "Yes, that's you."

The dappled sunlight brushes down from among the leaves, leaving spots of light on the ground.In the afternoon of a spring day, a village is quiet, and young men and women are chatting and laughing by the river.

Thinking about it many years later, it is also incomparably beautiful.

(End of this chapter)