My Master Jinyiwei
Chapter 107
Chapter 107
Xu Shijin's positioning of Shen Yu has never been a lover.In Shen Yu's heart, a word of love cannot express it at all.Up to now, she likes Shen Yu and is reluctant to part with him. Whatever Shen Yu wants, she will find a way to help him get it.Suddenly one day, she found out that Shen Yu loved her, and she was at a loss.
Love?
Can she and Shen Yu talk about love?
For a long time, her feelings for Shen Yu deviated from her own definition of love.They talk about everything, their temperaments match, and they share each other.During the years when Shen Yu refused to see her, Xu Shijin had a successful love career, but there was a black hole in his heart, which was expanding every day.She never took the initiative to mention Shen Yu. She acted as if there was no such person as Shen Yu in her world. Even when she introduced Shen Yan to her friend A Ling who didn't care about anything, she never told Shen Yan that Shen Yu was Shen Yu's cousin. younger brother.So for a long time, Liu Ling didn't know that the man she liked was the younger brother of her friend's ex-fiance.
Such a deep feeling that cannot be mentioned is different from the love in her heart.
But when she was walking on the street a few years later, looking around in a daze.Shen Yu was on the opposite floor, and with a lazy smile, he waved to her - the lights were dim, she turned her head and looked at it for a long time.In the vast crowd, he is the most dazzling.From that moment on, the city in her heart began to disintegrate.
Sitting in the city closed on all sides every day, the wind and rain came through, and it collapsed a little bit.It seemed that all of a sudden, Shen Yu's news hit her overwhelmingly.What they want to know, what they don't want to know, all rush to her.The disappointment and resentment in her heart were not as good as the joy he brought her when he nestled in her arms and called her "Xiao Jin" softly.
At that time, Xu Shijin began to understand, miss and regret.
She began to know that the happiest time in her life was destined not to be at the peak of power, standing side by side with His Highness the Prince, overlooking thousands of miles of mountains and rivers.The happiest time in her life was when she was a teenager, she and Shen Yu walked through the streets and alleys, playing in the streets and alleys of Yejing.They scoured many lost folk handicrafts, quarreled with hawkers, sat in the pear garden and listened to a play, braved the heavy snow to watch the lively shadow puppet show.They were waiting in the snow for a place in a play, she was patient and looking forward to it, he lay on her shoulders and was drowsy, but when she shivered from the cold, he would wake up immediately, hold her hand and help her breathe .
It's as long as a dream. When you wake up from the dream, people still remember it.
In those years, the warmth that Shen Yu brought to Xu Shijin was the love with the prince, and it couldn't bring her.She couldn't express her feelings for Shen Yu, but at any time, Shen Yu was more important than everyone else.It was so important that even during those few years of living in the palace, she didn't meet or talk to him, she seemed to have forgotten about this man, intentionally or unconsciously, she always protected him and prevented all parties from harming her.
When he found out that Shen Yu loved her, Xu Shijin was so at a loss, occasionally having the absurd feeling of him betraying her.
He put his arms around her waist, her eyes wandered;
He kissed her forehead, and she was very guilty;
He pressed her down and kissed her forcefully, and she felt embarrassed;
But love or not, to her and Shen Yu, it doesn't matter.If she only has a few days left in her life, she only wants Shen Yu to accompany her; After the love has died, no one can make her shudder, but Shen Yu makes her feel that even if she faces him face to face for the rest of her life, she will not get tired of him.
There is no heartbeat that is uncontrollable, and the heartbeat is not so that the whole person is dizzy, but the unique life-or-death characteristic of love is the same between Xu Shijin and Shen Yu, and it may even be deeper than ordinary people's love.
Love is beautiful but short-lived, but Xu Shijin's feelings for Shen Yu are eternal.
On the night of their wedding, Xu Shijin woke up from a nightmare with a fast heartbeat and profuse sweating.She sat there dumbfounded, hugged by the awakened young man.He yawned, without fully opening his eyelids, he hugged her in his arms and coaxed her unconsciously, "Xiao Jin, don't be afraid, I will accompany you..."
Xu Shijin was held in his arms, in his sleepy but natural voice, and in the bright light, he saw the handsome face of the young man.Their long hair was tangled together, his eyelashes were thick and black, and he didn't open his eyes at all.In such a state, he murmured "Xiao Jin" to himself and patted her on the back to comfort her.
It was just a nightmare.
After escaping from Yejing by feigning death, Xu Shijin often had that dream.The shocking past every step of the way made her heart palpitate, and the bow the prince drew towards her in the snowy night made her shudder.
But it's all over.
Xu Shijin was married to Shen Yu, and they slept in the same bed.He was obviously very sleepy, and his consciousness didn't keep up, so his body consciously comforted her first.Xu Shijin felt that if she wanted to get better, she could go on like this with Shen Yu for the rest of her life.
Xu Shijin raised his hand to brush the hair from the young man's face, leaned over, and kissed him lightly on the lips.
He greeted him.
Xu Shijin stepped back.
It was as if he had already tasted a bit of the sweet and delicious pastries he saw in his dream, but he suddenly backed away.Shen Yu could only move up dissatisfied, but the scent of the pastry attracted him, but the pastry grew its own legs, flying and flying, and he couldn't catch up.
Shen Yu suddenly opened his eyes, facing Miss Xu who was fainting from laughter.
He blinked.
Xu Shijin reached out and tapped his moist and red lips, and suppressed a smile, "Like a puppy, you are so funny."
She can keep playing without getting tired.
Shen Yu's consciousness is still not fully awakened, he yawned, tilted his head and looked outside the tent, "Is it dawn?"
The red candle has burned very short, but the tears are not exhausted, and the sky is not yet bright.
Xu Shijin couldn't help laughing even more.
It took a while for Shen Yu to realize that Xu Shijin woke him up just to tease him, nothing happened.Fully conscious, he looked down at the girl in his arms, his eyes were dark and heavy, as if he was thinking about something.Xu Shijin stopped laughing, thinking he was a little too much?Knowing that Shen Xiaoyu likes to sleep, but because she was awakened by a nightmare, she tricked him into waking up together.
Xu Shijin looked into the dark eyes of the young man, feeling uneasy, and was about to apologize to him.Under the quilt, his hand suddenly reached out to her, with a lazy and wicked smile on his face, "Xiao Jin, do you still hurt? Let me rub it for you."
When everything was over, Xu Shijin lay paralyzed in Shen Yu's arms, forgetting why she woke up in the first place.
Shen Yu leaned over and kissed the sweat off her forehead, and asked with concern, "How are you doing, are you okay?"
The face of the girl in her arms was flushed, her cheeks were wet with sweat, her eyes were dark, but somewhat empty.She huddled in his arms and remained silent for a long time.Shen Yu called her several times before she came back to her senses, looked at him, and boasted, "It's very good."
Shen Yu's eyes smiled, and his Adam's apple rolled.He was really worried just now, Xiaojin was so bold, her shyness was just an occasional attitude.More often, she walked side by side with him.
Xu Shijin sat up and looked outside the tent.
Shen Yu said, "It's not dawn yet."
"I know," Xu Shijin pushed open the curtain, "I heard the sound of fireworks exploding."
Shen Yu sat up, put his hands on her shoulders, and looked together with her.On the candlestick in the shape of Pisces lobby on the table, the light of the red candle is flickering, bright and dark, the wick has burned very high and is about to burn out.
The two admired for a while.
Xu Shijin said, "I heard that the red candles on the wedding night must be burned until dawn, so that the newlyweds can live a peaceful and healthy life together."
"...Hmm." Shen Yu was at a loss.
Xu Shijin pushed him, "Didn't you see that the red candle is about to burn out? Go and cut the wick so that it can burn longer."
Shen Yu gave her a strange look, got up and got out of bed.
Both Shen Yu and Xu Shijin came from famous families, before and after they went out, even if they like the simplicity around them, the servants' service is also indispensable.Such a growing environment, to a certain extent, made Shen Yu and Xu Shijin very ignorant of the common sense that many common people know.Just like Shen Yu, he didn't know that the red candles on the wedding night needed to be burned until dawn, nor did he know that cutting the wick would make the candle burn longer.
But Xu Shijin knew.
Before he knew it, Xu Shijin was familiar with the normal life without maids, but it was inconceivable that she even knew this.
Because of this, Shen Yu felt more deeply Xu Shijin's fancy for marriage and his desire for love.
Her favorite in her life is power in her left hand and love in her right hand.It is best to get both, and if she can't get either, she will live a very confused life.When she finally sees the sliver of hope, she clings to it.
More than just a high candle?Xu Shijin even considered whether he could have children, and whether he would have children, before getting married.
She really valued this marriage, valued him.
It was much more fancy than Shen Yu thought.
Even though she never said it.
The more this happened, the more Shen Yu felt sorry for her.The Shen family did not agree to the marriage, and there was no order from their parents, so he and Xiao Jin took care of everything by themselves.And it would take several years for the Shen family to accept it.The most perfect marriage should actually be what Xiao Jin thought it would be, wait for her to recover, wait for the Shen family to accept it, get everyone's blessing, and then get married.But Shen Yu didn't regret getting married right now.
With the lobbying of parents, the family will nod sooner or later, so that Xiaojin can go on the family tree.But if they get married a few years later, Shen Yu is really afraid of all kinds of accidents.He has been caught off guard by the crisis in the world, disrupting all steps.
After so many years, Shen Yu had already figured it out. He couldn't keep Xiao Jin when he was a teenager. Although there were reasons why they didn't tell each other clearly, but more, it was him at that time who could not bring Xiao Jin anything.She lives in the dark, scared and panicked, desperate to hold on to something.Shen Yu was unable to do it when he was a teenager.She also cried, blamed him, and asked him why he couldn't change.What he said was, I would never change myself for someone else.
So she left without looking back, didn't even communicate with him, and directly asked Liu Ling for help, catching him by surprise.It seems that the two were still joking a few days ago.A few days later, his parents told him that Xiao Jin was going to enter the palace, so he should call off the engagement.He went to ask her why, but she didn't see him at all.He stood outside the gate of Xu's house for a long time, and the Xu family members were moved and allowed him to enter, but Xu Shijin still did not see him.In fact, he was already panicking about losing her, his arrogance was nothing in front of her.At that time, even if Xiao Jin asked him to kneel down, Shen Yu would do the same.But in fact, when Xu Shijin saw him again, he just said sorry, she was going to enter the palace and would not marry him.
It was raining heavily, no matter how much he tried to persuade him to stay, she also refused.
At that time, even if he gave her a little hope, maybe Xiao Jin would stay.
He didn't understand when he was a boy, and neither did Xu Shijin when he was a boy.
During the ten years, the two grew up slowly, and then realized that the miss at the beginning could have been saved in thousands of ways.But they chose the worst kind.She didn't explain it to him, making him hate her for several years; what she expected of him, but he didn't, made her secretly resentful.
The only thing Shen Yu is thankful for is that he waited all this time.After waiting, I have everything today.
Standing by the bed and cutting the candle wick, Xu Shijin sat on the bed and watched from a distance, seeing Shen Yu with his head down, smiling to himself, gentle and affectionate.
He glanced at her sideways, his thick long eyelashes trembling, there was joy in his eyes, and a little shyness.Thinking about the past, he felt his true feelings, "Xiao Jin, we seem to be a match made in heaven."
"...Your hand is almost on fire! Can you stop being so happy, Shen Xiaoyu?!" Miss Xu sat up suddenly from the bed, looking at his hand on the fire in horror.
He trembled, and then Xu Shijin watched helplessly, the flames jumped, and his hands were really burned... The young man shrank his hands in pain, the scissors fell to the ground, and hit his feet again.
"..." Xu Shijin held his forehead and was speechless.
On the wedding night, the newly appointed groom burns his hands and the bride rushes to help him take medicine to stop the bleeding.The next day, Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao came to congratulate and wanted to drink a cup of tea for the new couple. Xu Shijin, who was the bride, showed an indescribable expression and smiled awkwardly, "I'm afraid I can't, Shen Xiaoyu burned his hand."
"..." The two doctors couldn't figure it out, how could they burn their hands after they just got married?
Unfortunately, no matter how curious she was, Shen Yu refused to say anything, and even threatened Xu Shijin not to say anything, "Xiao Jin, you can't tell outsiders! If you tell, I, I will...run away from home." She was quite unconfident.
Xu Shijin glanced at him with a smile and nodded yes.
On the whole, the newlyweds can be regarded as agreeable.
In the days after getting married, the newlyweds had more time to go in and out together.Their relationship was already very good before, but now, the two are like conjoined twins, and their relationship is even better.It wasn't just Shen Yu pestering Xu Shijin, the two doctors found that Miss Xu also liked being with Shen Yu very much, and often cared about what Shen Yu was up to recently.
Shen Yu has been busy with correspondence with his family recently, with Yejing, and to plead guilty with His Majesty.All kinds of tossing, all kinds of procedures, all kinds of troubles.
While accompanying Xu Shijin to test the poison, he communicated with Yejing by letter.He didn't know how many notes he had written to plead guilty to His Majesty.Xu Shijin propped his chin to see him busy and didn't help.Shen Yu was protecting her in his own way, he had no guarantees, but Xu Shijin finally saw a clear future in him.
They are not without tomorrow.
And what Xu Shijin likes is exactly this kind of feeling.What she hates are the days when there is no hope, and all the dark sides.Her Shen Xiaoyu is not the jerk that others say, he works seriously, she likes him very much.
Moreover, Shen Yu knew that Xu Shijin was obviously tired of court life, although he knew that his wife knew His Majesty's habits and the preferences of many officials in Beijing very well.But Shen Yu insisted on not asking her to help, although compared to Xu Shijin's quick wit and quick thinking, he was slightly inferior.But after so many years in the officialdom, Shen Yu has become proficient in various rules of the game.
A month later, the two doctors moved with the couple.The reason was that Shen Yu's letter of appointment was finally issued, His Majesty withdrew his post in the Ministry of Officials, and sent him to Jinyiweizhong to work in Pingzhou.
"It really is Pingzhou." Xu Shijin was thoughtful.
"That's right, Xiao Jin, the Shen family needs to be low-key and low-key. Shen Yan is now the commander of the Jin Yiwei, with great power. Our family is not suitable for people with higher official positions. I was removed from the official department. Your Majesty will not say , but I must be satisfied with my understanding of current affairs. My father said, one is that it is not good for you to appear in Yejing, and the other is that it is useless for me to stay in Yejing. There are too many officials in the Shen family, and they are too involved in the circle. , it will affect Shen Yan, so I don't want to go back to Beijing. Now in the court, except for Shen Yan, our family has all retired. Those who can't, are just messing around and ready to go down at any time. Winning the Sacred Heart is really not easy."
Xu Shijin nodded, "The Shen family did the right thing. The famous family was suppressed. After the accident in the Lu family, the relationship between His Majesty and the family became even more tense. Under such circumstances, what the Shen family needs is to retreat. There is only one person in the court, Mr. Shen Yan For the rest, the Shen family can last longer if they are wise and safe." She smiled, "The Xu family is taking the same path now. Your Shen family has made a good start."
Without the Lu family, the Xu family became the most conspicuous family in Yejing.If His Majesty wants to suppress him, he will attack the Xu family first.Fortunately, the Xu family has always adhered to the doctrine of the mean, and made great contributions in the case of the prince's treason. Now, the relationship between the Xu family and His Majesty is considered to be a period of passionate love, which is very good.But based on some fragments that Shen Yu told her, Xu Shijin was able to judge that the Xu family had learned from the Lu family's lessons and did not want to stand out, but only intended to pass it on for a long time.
For a famous family like theirs, power and status are important, but whether they can be passed on is the most important thing.It can be powerful in all directions, or it can be dormant, as long as it is always there, there is a chance to start again.How many families started from three generations and died in five generations.There are fewer and fewer aristocratic families that can pass on.
And the big families in Yejing are almost all at this juncture.Just let everyone walk more cautiously, and restrain the juniors in the family from being presumptuous.
Shen Yu laughed, "Xiao Jin, Pingzhou is very good. When I arrive in Pingzhou, I will be the biggest official, and the governor of the state government must be careful to flatter me when he sees me. Pingzhou is my hometown, and I never thought I would come back again." An opportunity in Pingzhou. Xiaojin, you should accompany me to return to my hometown."
"Returning home is true, Yijin, forget it." Xu Shijin smiled.
So, because of Shen Yu's official position, Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao also went to Pingzhou.Dr. Qiao was easy to talk about, but Dr. Chang complained a bit, sometimes calling himself an old man, and saying things like having to deal with juniors.
All the way north, Dr. Chang never gave Shen Yu a good look, but when faced with Miss Xu's soft words, he was embarrassed to get angry with this smiling girl.Xu Shijin didn't care at first, but when Shen Yu got a cold, Dr. Chang didn't even want to prescribe the medicine, and it was Dr. Qiao who prescribed it. Xu Shijin frowned.
How could she let someone bully Shen Xiaoyu?
During the break, Shen Yu, as the only strong man, went to find some firewood for food. Xu Shijin sat down in front of Dr. Chang and handed him a pot of water.
During the old doctor's rest, she said with a smile, "Mr. Chang thinks, what kind of person is Shen Yu?" Her eyes were fixed on the cowhide jug filled with water in Doctor Chang's hand.
Under her influence, the old gentleman's gaze turned to his own hand unconsciously.He suddenly thought that the water was made by Shen Yu, and his old face turned red instantly.
But Dr. Chang is Dr. Chang, he snorted, and he was a little impatient as it should be, "I know! The food and accommodation along the way are all taken care of by your newlywed husband. You want to remind the old man that he is short-handed, right? But Don't forget, the old man will help you to cure your poison! Don't threaten me with these things!"
Xu Shijin smiled slowly, "Mr. misunderstood me. Mr. helped me so much. Shen Xiaoyu helped me all the way, which is what he should do. No matter how ignorant I am, I will not threaten Mr. with such things. I just want to Just tell me about Shen Xiaoyu, sir."
"Hmph...then tell me." Dr. Chang knew that Xu Shijin was extremely eloquent, but so what?She said casually, whether he would listen or not was his own business.
Xu Shijin smiled, she could deal with those old foxes in court, Doctor Chang, in her eyes, she was too simple to be too simple.She could touch his lifeline with just one sentence, "Mr. Chang, do you know what kind of official position Shen Xiaoyu went to Pingzhou? He is one of the [-] Jinyiwei households. You may not know that on his head, apart from the commander and the As for the matter, there is also the governor of the two townships in the north and the south. He has the most important position. That is the situation in Yejing. But when he went to Pingzhou, he is not the most official, but he must be the most powerful in Pingzhou of."
Mr. Chang stiffened his neck and said nothing. As a citizen of the Great Wei, of course he had heard of Jin Yiwei's vicious methods.But Shen Yu got along with them day and night, the young man's character was really easy-going and lazy, he still couldn't connect this kind of noble son with those decisive executioners.Now that Xu Shijin gave him popular science, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
He was only surprised in his heart, did Miss Xu like Shen Yu so much?Under normal circumstances, girls are not naturally sensitive to court official positions.Even if her husband is an official of the court, it is still difficult for her to draw a chart of the official position of the court.But Xu Shijin was so familiar, he introduced it casually.It can be seen that she understands it very well.
But how could Xu Shijin understand?
It must be because Shen Yu is an official and Xu Shijin is worried about him, so he went to find out.
It's not love, can there be another explanation?
It is true that Mr. Chang really misunderstood Xu Shijin.She and Shen Yu have a good relationship, but they really didn't understand the behavior of the court for him.
Seeing that Mr. Chang's dissatisfaction subsided a bit, Xu Shijin didn't know that he was lamenting his great love, but thought he was afraid, but Ms. Xu's purpose was not to make Mr. Chang afraid.This gentleman saw a doctor for her, how could she make the old gentleman panic?Xu Shijin told him to go in another direction, "Mr. Chang, do you know what Jinyiwei does? They often have some prisoners in their hands who will go to jail and use various methods to extract confessions. These methods include but are not limited to , test the poison."
"...Ah!" Mr. Chang stood up excitedly as if struck by inspiration.
Xu Shijin meant that there would be some criminals in Shen Yu's hands, so let him test the poison?Great!What he regrets the most in his life is that his research on poison art cannot be tested on living bodies.
Xu Shijin opened the door to a new world for him!
So when Shen Yu came back, he found that Dr. Chang treated him very kindly, asking for his health.He just threw a rabbit on the ground, Mr. Chang must have reprimanded him for being careless, but now he laughed like a flower, and his body became extremely agile, "Mr. Shen, you have been busy for a long time, are you tired? Sit down Let's take a rest. Old man, I have traveled far and wide, so I will leave this rabbit to me!"
Shen Yu was inexplicably pushed down by the old doctor to sit down. The old doctor turned around and took a few steps, then turned around and asked him with a courteous smile, "Mr. Shen, you work in Pingzhou, are you the one with the most power?"
"Ah, yes."
"Is there a prison in your Jinyiwei?"
"……Correct."
"In the imperial prison, can a living person be poisoned to extract a confession?"
"...Mister even knows this." Shen Yu was surprised.
Mr. Chang is satisfied. That girl Xu Shijin has a lot of thoughts. He was coaxed by her at first, but now when he asked Shen Yu, he found that Xu Shijin didn't lie to him. Mr. Chang was very happy and treated Shen Yu even more kindly.He hummed a little tune, and nimbly carried the rabbit to roast, as if he had seen the beautiful days when the medicine men all over the world were waving to him.
"Xiao Jin!" Shen Yu turned his head and saw Miss Xu holding her cheeks and smiling. He knew her too well. When he saw her smile, he knew that she must have done something bad. He dragged her over and beat her. "Say, did you lie to Mr. Chang? I thought he was in love with me."
Xu Shijin whispered to him, told him what happened before, bit his lips and smiled.
Shen Yu was speechless, "Prison is the method of Beizhen Fusi. I hate it when I see it. It is impossible to go. I work for Nanzhen Fusi. There is no prison. You actually lied to Mr. Chang! You are not afraid that he will know Retaliation after the truth?"
"It's really strange. Where did I say that you are in charge of the prison? I made it clear that if I want to cure people, can I ask you for help? I just chatted with Mr. Chang about your official position, and he made up for me. It's just too much." Xu Shijin said.Blinking again, "Don't worry, he won't be angry. I will find a way."
Shen Yu put his arms around her shoulders, and sighed again in his heart, for a character like Xiao Jin, it is really too much for a person like Xiao Jin to play tricks on Mr. Chang.
But Xu Shijin was happy to do so, she was very happy, so he didn't care.
After arriving in Pingzhou, Shen Yuxin took office, so he was inevitably busy.After the two gentlemen became familiar with the climate of Pingzhou, they continued to fight Xu Shijin with poison.Although Shen Yu couldn't accompany Xu Shijin every day, knowing that he was there, he had sustenance in his heart, and he was no longer as helpless as duckweed at the beginning. Xu Shijin's treatment process went very smoothly.
The days, in this kind of ordinary simplicity, went on day by day.
Shen Yu is very satisfied with this kind of life, because after a few months, Xu Shijin's poison has weakened a lot.With various medicines, her body is no longer so weak, and she can already do some simple things.What made Xu Shijin happy was that one day, when she was drinking medicine in the house, she heard the maid whisper to her, "Young madam, the young master is lately. He leaves early and returns late, and he is very busy. The maid heard that the Jinyi Wei Division , I've been very free recently, not so busy."
Although he was not recognized by the Shen family, Xu Shijin still regarded himself as the Shen family, and would not be called "Madam", but "Young Madam".In the Shen family, the ones who are called Madam are from Shen Yuniang's generation.She is not enough.
Xu Shijin continued to drink the medicine and ignored it.
Seeing that she didn't care, the maid was even more anxious, "I heard from the young man who followed the young master that he went to the brothel! He has been there for several days!"
Xu Shijin put down the medicine bowl, paused for a while, and tapped his fingers on the table twice.She smiled slowly, "It should be due to business reasons."
The maid was about to cry, she had never seen the young lady be so calm about her husband going to the brothel.Any wife who hears this must be suspicious and angry, right?
She said, "It's not official business! The young man said that there was only the young master alone, and no other Jin Yiwei followed him. When he went, he changed into a regular uniform, obviously not wanting to be recognized. If it wasn't for the maidservant's friendship with that young man it is good……"
"If it's not for official business, there must be other reasons. Well, you don't have to inquire about these things for me. Shen Xiaoyu will not betray me." Xu Shijin smiled casually, "If he has another woman, he will tell me straight Say. Our relationship is very good, you don't know."
The maid liked this dignified and elegant young lady very much. I heard that the young master came from a big family, but the young lady had no background.All the maids followed Madam, feeling a little uneasy.After all, in the big family, your son has a lot of bad habits.If the young lady has no background and the support of the family behind her, it will be difficult to gain a foothold in the big family.
These maids and servants are all descendants of the Shen family.Because of the special position of Shen Yu Jinyiwei, even if the family is angry with him, but fearing that something will go wrong, Pingzhou still directly transfers the servants from the Shen family to use directly for Shen Yu and his wife.The maids grew up in Shen's family in Pingzhou, and all they met were noble people from famous families. Before they met, they heard that the young lady and the young master were considered private for life, and they felt a little contemptuous in their hearts.But when he saw the young lady, his demeanor... Xiao family, who would think of it?
But the young lady never admitted that she was from a great family.
The maids were always dying of anxiety, and they kept talking to Xu Shijin about how Shen Yu went to the brothel behind her back. The servant saw him order a girl's card, chat and laugh with a girl, and the girl shed tears when she saw him. There is also a sense of joy... This is not unusual.
Xu Shijin wanted to sigh, and wanted to advise Shen Yu several times to take care of the people around you.You can't just say everything just because you have friendship with the maid, right?
However, she also wanted to wait and see what Shen Xiaoyu was doing.Going to brothels, playing with women... She was so curious.
On this day, Shen Yu returned home early and came directly to her.Before he entered the house, Xu Shijin's maid gave her a report in a panic, "Young madam, something serious is wrong! The young master not only played with a woman in the brothel, but also redeemed that woman and brought her back! I'm afraid He wants to take a concubine! Young Madam, you, you must not be angry..."
Xu Shijin was not angry, she was very surprised.
Bring a woman back?
"Xiao Jin!" As soon as Shen Yu came back, he greeted her with a smile. After watching her drink the medicine, he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, "Xiao Jin, I'll give you a nice present. Guess what it is?"
"It's a woman." Xu Shijin said slowly.
"..." Shen Yu was stunned for a moment, then he understood, and slowly turned his head, looking at the boy waiting outside with gloomy eyes.He is not stupid, as soon as Xu Shijin reminded him, he understood the problem.Sighing, he smiled, "I never thought I would make such a low-level mistake."
However, the gift he gave Xu Shijin was indeed a woman.
Clap your hands, after the door opened, a graceful young girl came out from behind Shen Yu.She looked at Xu Shijin earnestly, with various emotions in her eyes, and then she was in a daze, tears shed silently, and greeted Xu Shijin happily.
Xu Shijin's face changed slightly, and there was moisture in his eyes.
"Girl, Nuan Xiang finally saw you again!" The girl threw herself down in front of Xu Shijin.
Xu Shijin hurried to help her.
The two held hands, and Nuan Xiang cried even harder, "You were imprisoned that year, but later they all said you were dead. I was sent to serve the eldest girl... Girl, I miss you so much! Why don't you return to Xu?" Home, why don't you come to me?"
Xu Shijin hugged her and comforted her softly, "Okay, don't cry."
She couldn't protect herself at that time, how could she have the ability to take care of her maid?And she later lived among the people, it was better to stay in Xu's house with Nuanxiang than to live and sleep with her.As a dead person, she really shouldn't have delusions.Only when the current maid is serving, she will think of Nuan Xiang and feel dazed.
Unexpectedly, Shen Yu brought Nuan Xiang back to her.
When Nuan Xiang was taken down to wash her face, Shen Yu curled her lips and told her, "After you 'died', the crown prince wanted to take Nuan Xiang away, but the Xu family refused. But Nuan Xiang has been with you for too long, and the crown prince doesn't want to stay." She was afraid that she would tell the Xu family something she shouldn't know. The Xu family had no choice but to send Nuanxiang to your elder sister to serve. Of course, it was not entirely for you. Naturally, the Xu family wanted to regroup. It's just you Eldest sister, I was spoiled by your uncle. When she thought of Nuan Xiang serving you, she was very cruel to Nuan Xiang. Later, she found a chance and sold Nuan Xiang to a brothel... Nuan Xiang is also pitiful, and she has gone through many hands. I just arrived at the brothel. She is a bit smart, she accidentally caught a glimpse of me when I was talking about business, so she tried to contact me and wanted me to save her life."
Xu Shijin lowered his eyes and sighed, "I killed her."
She only thought that Xu's family would try their best to keep warm and fragrant, but she forgot that her eldest sister was a pig teammate, and her uncle spoiled her daughter.He actually harmed Nuanxiang like this.
Shen Yu comforted her, "Fortunately, Nuan Xiang is back, and she is still your maid."
Xu Shijin thought about it silently, and slowly felt relieved.Forget it, these are fates and cannot be changed.What has happened can only be compensated for by the rest of my life.
As a result, Xu Shijin's wish in life was fulfilled a little more.
She and Shen Yu lived in Pingzhou for four years. Shen Yu occasionally went back and forth between Yejing and Pingzhou, but Xu Shijin never went back, which is quite a pity.In the meantime, the Xu family sent a message asking her if she would like to live as another girl from the Xu family.She must have an identity before the Shen family will accept her.
Xu Shijin discussed with Shen Yu and felt that she had been Xiaojin for so many years.Both of them liked her as Xiao Jin very much, and didn't want her to change her identity.
The Xu family said, then you will never be able to return to Yejing, and you will not be able to access the Shen family tree.
Xu Shijin thought that she and Shen Yu lived in Pingzhou, which was fine.Stay away from the disputes in Yejing, and she knows that one day, she will be recognized by the Shen family.
That day was a pleasant surprise for Xu Shijin and Shen Yu.
Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao announced that the poison on Xu Shijin's body finally disappeared after five years of treatment.She can live like a normal person now, and she no longer has to endure all kinds of bitter medicine and all kinds of pain.
Good news comes one after another.
Mr. Chang had just proudly announced that the poison on Xu Shijin's body was gone. Dr. Qiao felt Xu Shijin's pulse, felt it again and again, and then raised his head with certainty, "Xiao Jin, you are pregnant."
What a surprise!
That day, when Shen Yu returned home, he found his wife in the small kitchen in the backyard with a cold body.He leaned against the door and watched her cook skillfully.The smell of fish came from the small house.His wife was born in a great family, and it is not common for people to wash their hands and make soup.
Shen Yu: "Wow."
Xu Shijin turned his head and saw him with a smile in his eyes.
Shen Yu said again, "Wow!"
He walked over, hugged Xu Shijin in his arms, and said with a smile, "Is the iron tree blooming?"
Xu Shijin slapped him dishonestly and nodded, "That's right. I have good news and better news for you. Which one do you want to hear?"
"Exactly, I also have good news for you." Shen Yu said.
He couldn't wait to announce, "Xiao Jin, Your Majesty abdicated, honored as the Supreme Emperor, and passed the throne to the third prince! Tomorrow, the decree will be granted, and the world will be amnesty!"
"Ah!" Xu Shijin was surprised.
This is really good news, especially... accompanied by her news.
She leaned into Shen Yu's ear and told her good news.Shen Yu was stunned all of a sudden, and at the same time overwhelmed with joy.He just hugged her hard and kissed and kissed again, making her itchy.In the sweetness, Shen Yu suddenly raised his head and said, "Xiao Jin, let's go back to Yejing."
"..."
"You've been married to me for five years, so it's time to meet your in-laws."
"..." Xu Shijin pursed her lips for a long time, and under Shen Yu's waiting gaze, she nodded very lightly.
Yes.
His Majesty has abdicated, the world is amnesty, her old account can be turned over.
Although she can't be too ostentatious, the identity of Xu Shijin from the Xu family can be returned to her.She can go back to the Xu family, and then she can enter the Shen family tree and be recognized by the Shen family's elders.Although he said he didn't care, but in his heart, how could he really not care?
Even if she and Shen Yu must stay in Pingzhou for the rest of their lives and cannot live in Yejing for the rest of their lives, she still thinks that she will be recognized by Shen's parents.
Especially Shen Yu's parents.
Shen Yu hugged her and comforted her, "Don't be afraid. I have told my parents many times, and they have accepted you. Really. Besides, you are pregnant with my child! What my mother is most worried about, That’s why I have no descendants.”
Leaning in his arms, Xu Shijin nodded slightly and smiled lightly.
At this time, it was approaching the end of the year, and the government began to prepare for the seal.Shen Yu directly asked for leave, planning to take his wife back to Yejing for the New Year.He quickly put an end to the matter at hand, but Xu Shijin took it slow and didn't finish it for several days.She tidied up the inner house, prepared presents for Shen's elders, picked and picked, lost and lost.
Shen Yu was dumbfounded.
"It's not like you haven't seen them. What are you picking?" He asked strangely.
Xu Shijin sat by the bed, watched the maid packing up her luggage, shook her head, "You don't understand."
"...Xiao Jin, you don't dare to go back to see them, do you?" Shen Yu narrowed his eyes and looked at Xu Shijin.
Xu Shijin froze for a moment, and she lost her mind for a moment, which made Shen Yu confirm that she was indeed afraid.Being close to the hometown is timid, and she is talking about her current situation.Let Xu Shijin think about it for another two days, I'm afraid she can find a bunch of excuses for him, saying that it's better for her not to go back to Yejing.
Shen Yu made a quick decision, didn't give Xu Shijin a chance to regret it, and took over her business in threes and fives, and pulled her out the next day.
Miss Xu's elegant smile for many years was almost driven crazy by him, "No! I still have gifts that I haven't prepared yet, and the clothes I made for your parents are confiscated... I can't leave!"
It was Shen Yu who answered her and forcibly carried her into the carriage.Xu Shijin was so terrified that he grabbed the car door and refused to let go, but his cruel husband forced his hands away.
The carriage was leisurely, after all it was on the way back to Yejing.
Xu Shijin was extremely melancholy.
She asked Shen Yu, "What should the patriarch grandpa hit me with a cane?"
"You have a stomachache and say you are pregnant. He will definitely not be able to do it."
"What if the Shen family won't let me in?"
"No, my parents are here, they want to see you."
"What if uncle and aunt are not here?"
"Then we'll live opposite the Shen's house, and wait for the day when the Shen's house opens. They want to save face, so don't worry. If you stay opposite for two days, the Shen's house will hold your nose and let you in."
"And your younger brothers and sisters... I haven't seen them for so many years. They probably forgot about me..."
"Xiao Jin, you're really confused. You can't see everyone in the Shen family in an open and aboveboard way. There are so many people, what should you do if someone finds out? During the Chinese New Year, you can only get the approval of the elders and stay with my parents. Shen Yu touched her face, it was rare to see her like this, "It turns out that you are also nervous sometimes."
He held Xu Shijin in his arms and comforted her gently, "Don't worry, nothing will happen. I have told my parents many times that I cannot live without you. I have been waiting for you for so many years and looking for you for so many years , and walked with you for so many years..."
Xu Shijin looked at him, "Stop talking. If you go on talking, I have to worry that my uncle and aunt will beat me."
Shen Yu hahaha, kissed her hard on the face.He put away the frivolous smile on his face and said seriously, "Xiao Jin, don't be afraid. No matter what, I will be with you. If they want to scold you, they will scold you with me; if they beat you, they will beat you with me. We together."
He persuaded again, "You don't need to be so worried. You lived in my house when you were a child, and the elders in my family actually liked you very much. You are smart, and my parents like you very much. Besides, you forgot about Ann and Princess ? The princess is your friend, and she is also Shen Yan's wife. With her help to speak, how could the family not accept you?"
"A-Ling?" Xu Shijin twitched the corners of his mouth, "Do you think A-Ling has the ability to please those uncles, aunts, and sisters-in-law? I guess she can't even handle Master Shen's parents."
Shen Yu met her forehead and smiled, "Then you are wrong. The relationship between the princess and other elders is different, but the relationship with the second uncle and the second aunt is very good. Last time I went home, I even kissed her." I heard my second aunt praised the princess for being cute and sensible."
Xu Shijin was stunned.
Well-behaved and sensible? !
An adjective that is completely opposite to A Ling.
She felt sad and laughed again.Push open the curtain and look out the window.
It's been so many years... It's been nearly ten years since she left Yejing.The repeated homelessness of the past 20 years all happened to her.Many people have changed, and many situations are different from when she left.The unfamiliar yet familiar Yejing, where she was born and grew up.Even if she couldn't live there for the rest of her life, she wanted to be recognized.
Ten years, the years are so fast, I was caught off guard.In the blink of an eye, she could return to Yejing.
Under Shen Yu's comfort, Xu Shijin's mood gradually calmed down.That's right, those people she was afraid of were all Shen Xiaoyu's relatives who watched her grow up when she was a child.They love Shen Xiaoyu, and they will love her too.She is so smart, she can definitely win their forgiveness and let them accept herself and Shen Xiaoyu.
Worst of all, like Shen Xiaoyu playing a scoundrel, there are still children, who can be used as threats.
In less than a month, before the New Year's Eve, Xu Shijin and Shen Yu stood in front of the city gate of Yejing.When Xu Shijin took out the guide of her identity as a girl from the Xu family, the gatekeeper didn't have much reaction and let her go.At this moment, Xu Shijin finally understood that everything was over.
As long as she doesn't be stupid, run to His Majesty, shout out that she is Xu Shijin, and she is back.The whole of Yejing was silently and tolerantly accepting her return.
The place where she was born and raised, the place where she left without any memory, when she came back again, it was so strange and yet so familiar.
Xu Shijin didn't want to take a carriage, she wanted to walk slowly on the street with Shen Yu.Look at the changes in Yejing in the past ten years, and see what the place where she grew up has become now.
Of course, for such a large city, if one had to rely entirely on one's legs to walk, one would not be able to finish the walk in one day and one night.
Xu Shijin was already satisfied.Walking on the land of Yejing, the dead feelings in her heart gradually recovered.Time really heals all wounds.Ten years have passed, and no one in Yejing mentions the prince who conspired against him.In another ten years, many people may not even know about the Prince's rebellion.
Xu Shijin waited for that day to come.
But when in the carriage, getting closer and closer to the east area where the nobles lived, Xu Shijin became nervous again.She said to Shen Yu, "Why don't we go back to Xu's house to have a look first. Tomorrow, tomorrow, with my parents and seniors accompanying us, we will visit your house again, okay?"
Shen Yu was very ruthless, "Not good. I have already written to my parents, saying that we will arrive today. You don't want them to wait for you for another day, do you?"
Xu Shijin was shocked, "When did you send the letter? You didn't tell me!"
Shen Yu laughed at her, "If I tell you, will you let me send a letter?" He dragged Xu Shijin by the neck, pulled her into his arms, and smiled, "Okay Xiaojin, don't struggle. It's already It’s irreparable, follow me to see my parents.”
As soon as he finished speaking, the carriage stopped.
Shen Yu jumped out of the carriage first, and when he helped Xu Shijin down, he obviously felt Xu Shijin's legs go weak.
Standing in front of the Zhumen of the Shen family for a while, the two of them went up.She lowered her eyes, thinking that she would come to the door, and there would be some embarrassment in front of the door.Maybe when they heard her coming, the elders of the Shen family had already ordered them not to open the door.
But none of these.
When the gatekeeper saw Shen Yu and his wife, he obediently greeted them and welcomed them in.All the way to the big house, I met many maids and servants, all of them doing their own things, no one took the initiative to ask.How unreal, yet real.
Shen Yu held Xu Shijin's hand and felt her palms sweat.In front of the gate of the courtyard, Shen Yu deliberately stopped and reminded her, "Here we are."
Xu Shijin nodded.
Shen Yu reminded her again, "My mother is waiting for you."
Xu Shijin nodded.
Shen Yu coughed, "My father also asked for leave and stayed at home, and made a special trip to wait for you to come back."
"..." Xu Shijin turned pale, and stared at Shen Yu with an innocent face.But she quickly calmed down and nodded, "It's okay, I'm fine."
Looking at the courtyard door, she smiled slightly, "I also miss my uncle and aunt very much, and I haven't seen them for many years...I miss all of this."
Xu Shijin and Shen Yu walked into the yard.
The courtyard gate was entwined with vines, she and Shen Yu crawled there when they were children;
The rockery lake is still the same as before, when she was a child, she tricked Shen Yu into being trapped in the rockery;
Over there is a row of study rooms. When she was a child, she and Shen Yu studied there, and later watched Shen Yu study ethnology;
On the bluestone slab leading to the front, there is a sunken depression. When she was a child, Shen Yu was not good at homework. Shen Yu was beaten by his uncle. With a wave of his hand, his uncle threw him to the ground with the iron armor. At that time, she looked at The bloody young man was completely frightened and stupid, and then secretly helped Shen Yu correct his homework with tears in his eyes;
There……
here……
It is full, and familiar shadows can be found everywhere.
The Shen family is more like her home than the Xu family.
After the maid informed, Xu Shijin followed Shen Yu into the hall.
She saw Shen's father and Shen's mother at a glance.
Shen's father and Shen's mother also saw her.
The two sides looked at each other in a daze.
So many years passed by.
Madam Shen stood up and took a step towards her.
Xu Shijin walked over slowly, bent down, and was grabbed by Mrs. Shen.Mrs. Shen looked at her up and down, tears streaming down her face, "...Xiao Jin... Are you okay?"
In an instant, Xu Shijin burst into tears.
Mrs. Shen called her "Xiao Jin", not because of Shen Yu's wife, but herself, Xu Shijin.
Mrs. Shen has resented her, annoyed her, pitied her, loved her... Love and hate are entangled. After seeing each other for many years, we meet again. It seems that I have forgotten those many years of resentment. A child, from a young girl, from a girl, has grown up so much at once, and can already be a wife and a mother.
The years are here, it seems so bleak and fragile.
Mrs. Shen choked up, "For so many years, you silly boy...you never thought of coming back, did you see us?"
"Uncle, aunt." Xu Shijin wept and was embraced by Mrs. Shen.She murmured, "I want to come back, I always want to come back..."
With tears in his eyes, he seemed to see Father Shen turning his head away and wiping his eyes with his sleeve. He murmured, "It's good to be back... It's good to be back..."
Xu Shijin burst into tears.
The hesitation, worry, and fear between the two were precisely because she was afraid of facing Shen Yu's parents and that they would blame her.But they were more worried about her than blaming her.I haven't seen her for many years, this girl has been tossed and wandered, and she has no home to return to. If it wasn't for the warmth provided by Shen Yu, what would she do if she was alone?
This girl, they watched her grow up, watched her go away, and never looked back.
And this girl finally came back
Everyone in the room was crying silently.
Shen Yu was on the side, watching the interaction between his parents and Xu Shijin with a smile.He knew it was right to bring Xiao Jin back.Complain with your mouth, but think about it in your heart.It's all like this.
This year, Xu Shijin was in the Shen family. After many years, it was his first year in Yejing.
The Shen family couldn't let her meet everyone, but during the Chinese New Year, with the help of Shen Yu's parents, Xu Shijin met the elders one by one, offered tea and apologized.Most people lamented that Xu Shijin wasn't too embarrassed.After all, it has been so many years, what should be forgotten, what should be ignored, is almost the same.
Only at the patriarch's place, he was made things difficult.But under Mrs. Shen's protection, for the sake of the fetus in her arms, the patriarch's grandfather also drank her tea, and said in a low voice, "Yu'er, don't rush back to Pingzhou after the new year. When the ancestral temple is opened , you have to stay." After a pause, "Your wife also stays."
Xu Shijin and Shen Yu looked at each other.Although the patriarch grandpa didn't look at her, she had already experienced his tolerance, and thanked Shen Yu with a smile.
She has been approved by the Shen family and can be included in the family tree.
The elders have all met, but Xu Shijin has not seen the younger generation.The elders of Shen's family thought that the younger generation still needs to practice. After all, Xu Shijin is still not suitable for large-scale public appearances. If someone recognizes her and sues the Supreme Emperor, it will be bad.
So this year, Xu Shijin nestled in Shen Yu's yard and didn't move around much.
Happily, she met her old friend A Ling.A Ling didn't live in Shen's house originally, but when she heard her coming back, she deliberately moved back and lived with her.Xu Shijin was surprised, but quickly accepted it.As Shen Yu said, Ah Ling has changed a lot.In the past, Ah Ling would not move to an unfamiliar place to be with her because of her.But now, Ah Ling is much more enthusiastic, and she no longer speaks sarcasticly when talking to her.
In the heavy snow, Xu Shijin pushed open the window, slightly dazed.
Both she and Ah Ling found what they wanted.So, no longer feel so restless, hateful, and want to destroy like when I was young.
They walked out of the abyss, into the sun, into a bright future.Those lights once made them bewildered; now, they can finally embrace.
In a daze, a handful of snow hit her face.
Xu Shijin looked, in the courtyard, two children were making a snowman, Shen Yu squatted aside, watched with a smile, suddenly rubbed a ball of snow in his hand, and smashed it at her.
He laughed, "What are you doing in the house? Come out and play."
It was snowing all over the sky, Xu Shijin looked at him quietly, nodded and smiled.She turned around and walked towards the door, walking faster and faster, the more she walked, the more she couldn't control the joy in her heart——
that's nice!
All is well!
Really good!
In this world, is there anything better than these?
Shen Yu was waiting for her at the door, raising her eyebrows, "Of course, it's me."
She was taken aback, and laughed along with him.
Xuefei landed between their brows and eyes, and landed on Xiangzhi's hands.
For a moment, it freezes forever.
May there be years to look back on, and to turn heads with affection.
Finally, in the end, it was time.
very nice.
(End of this chapter)
Xu Shijin's positioning of Shen Yu has never been a lover.In Shen Yu's heart, a word of love cannot express it at all.Up to now, she likes Shen Yu and is reluctant to part with him. Whatever Shen Yu wants, she will find a way to help him get it.Suddenly one day, she found out that Shen Yu loved her, and she was at a loss.
Love?
Can she and Shen Yu talk about love?
For a long time, her feelings for Shen Yu deviated from her own definition of love.They talk about everything, their temperaments match, and they share each other.During the years when Shen Yu refused to see her, Xu Shijin had a successful love career, but there was a black hole in his heart, which was expanding every day.She never took the initiative to mention Shen Yu. She acted as if there was no such person as Shen Yu in her world. Even when she introduced Shen Yan to her friend A Ling who didn't care about anything, she never told Shen Yan that Shen Yu was Shen Yu's cousin. younger brother.So for a long time, Liu Ling didn't know that the man she liked was the younger brother of her friend's ex-fiance.
Such a deep feeling that cannot be mentioned is different from the love in her heart.
But when she was walking on the street a few years later, looking around in a daze.Shen Yu was on the opposite floor, and with a lazy smile, he waved to her - the lights were dim, she turned her head and looked at it for a long time.In the vast crowd, he is the most dazzling.From that moment on, the city in her heart began to disintegrate.
Sitting in the city closed on all sides every day, the wind and rain came through, and it collapsed a little bit.It seemed that all of a sudden, Shen Yu's news hit her overwhelmingly.What they want to know, what they don't want to know, all rush to her.The disappointment and resentment in her heart were not as good as the joy he brought her when he nestled in her arms and called her "Xiao Jin" softly.
At that time, Xu Shijin began to understand, miss and regret.
She began to know that the happiest time in her life was destined not to be at the peak of power, standing side by side with His Highness the Prince, overlooking thousands of miles of mountains and rivers.The happiest time in her life was when she was a teenager, she and Shen Yu walked through the streets and alleys, playing in the streets and alleys of Yejing.They scoured many lost folk handicrafts, quarreled with hawkers, sat in the pear garden and listened to a play, braved the heavy snow to watch the lively shadow puppet show.They were waiting in the snow for a place in a play, she was patient and looking forward to it, he lay on her shoulders and was drowsy, but when she shivered from the cold, he would wake up immediately, hold her hand and help her breathe .
It's as long as a dream. When you wake up from the dream, people still remember it.
In those years, the warmth that Shen Yu brought to Xu Shijin was the love with the prince, and it couldn't bring her.She couldn't express her feelings for Shen Yu, but at any time, Shen Yu was more important than everyone else.It was so important that even during those few years of living in the palace, she didn't meet or talk to him, she seemed to have forgotten about this man, intentionally or unconsciously, she always protected him and prevented all parties from harming her.
When he found out that Shen Yu loved her, Xu Shijin was so at a loss, occasionally having the absurd feeling of him betraying her.
He put his arms around her waist, her eyes wandered;
He kissed her forehead, and she was very guilty;
He pressed her down and kissed her forcefully, and she felt embarrassed;
But love or not, to her and Shen Yu, it doesn't matter.If she only has a few days left in her life, she only wants Shen Yu to accompany her; After the love has died, no one can make her shudder, but Shen Yu makes her feel that even if she faces him face to face for the rest of her life, she will not get tired of him.
There is no heartbeat that is uncontrollable, and the heartbeat is not so that the whole person is dizzy, but the unique life-or-death characteristic of love is the same between Xu Shijin and Shen Yu, and it may even be deeper than ordinary people's love.
Love is beautiful but short-lived, but Xu Shijin's feelings for Shen Yu are eternal.
On the night of their wedding, Xu Shijin woke up from a nightmare with a fast heartbeat and profuse sweating.She sat there dumbfounded, hugged by the awakened young man.He yawned, without fully opening his eyelids, he hugged her in his arms and coaxed her unconsciously, "Xiao Jin, don't be afraid, I will accompany you..."
Xu Shijin was held in his arms, in his sleepy but natural voice, and in the bright light, he saw the handsome face of the young man.Their long hair was tangled together, his eyelashes were thick and black, and he didn't open his eyes at all.In such a state, he murmured "Xiao Jin" to himself and patted her on the back to comfort her.
It was just a nightmare.
After escaping from Yejing by feigning death, Xu Shijin often had that dream.The shocking past every step of the way made her heart palpitate, and the bow the prince drew towards her in the snowy night made her shudder.
But it's all over.
Xu Shijin was married to Shen Yu, and they slept in the same bed.He was obviously very sleepy, and his consciousness didn't keep up, so his body consciously comforted her first.Xu Shijin felt that if she wanted to get better, she could go on like this with Shen Yu for the rest of her life.
Xu Shijin raised his hand to brush the hair from the young man's face, leaned over, and kissed him lightly on the lips.
He greeted him.
Xu Shijin stepped back.
It was as if he had already tasted a bit of the sweet and delicious pastries he saw in his dream, but he suddenly backed away.Shen Yu could only move up dissatisfied, but the scent of the pastry attracted him, but the pastry grew its own legs, flying and flying, and he couldn't catch up.
Shen Yu suddenly opened his eyes, facing Miss Xu who was fainting from laughter.
He blinked.
Xu Shijin reached out and tapped his moist and red lips, and suppressed a smile, "Like a puppy, you are so funny."
She can keep playing without getting tired.
Shen Yu's consciousness is still not fully awakened, he yawned, tilted his head and looked outside the tent, "Is it dawn?"
The red candle has burned very short, but the tears are not exhausted, and the sky is not yet bright.
Xu Shijin couldn't help laughing even more.
It took a while for Shen Yu to realize that Xu Shijin woke him up just to tease him, nothing happened.Fully conscious, he looked down at the girl in his arms, his eyes were dark and heavy, as if he was thinking about something.Xu Shijin stopped laughing, thinking he was a little too much?Knowing that Shen Xiaoyu likes to sleep, but because she was awakened by a nightmare, she tricked him into waking up together.
Xu Shijin looked into the dark eyes of the young man, feeling uneasy, and was about to apologize to him.Under the quilt, his hand suddenly reached out to her, with a lazy and wicked smile on his face, "Xiao Jin, do you still hurt? Let me rub it for you."
When everything was over, Xu Shijin lay paralyzed in Shen Yu's arms, forgetting why she woke up in the first place.
Shen Yu leaned over and kissed the sweat off her forehead, and asked with concern, "How are you doing, are you okay?"
The face of the girl in her arms was flushed, her cheeks were wet with sweat, her eyes were dark, but somewhat empty.She huddled in his arms and remained silent for a long time.Shen Yu called her several times before she came back to her senses, looked at him, and boasted, "It's very good."
Shen Yu's eyes smiled, and his Adam's apple rolled.He was really worried just now, Xiaojin was so bold, her shyness was just an occasional attitude.More often, she walked side by side with him.
Xu Shijin sat up and looked outside the tent.
Shen Yu said, "It's not dawn yet."
"I know," Xu Shijin pushed open the curtain, "I heard the sound of fireworks exploding."
Shen Yu sat up, put his hands on her shoulders, and looked together with her.On the candlestick in the shape of Pisces lobby on the table, the light of the red candle is flickering, bright and dark, the wick has burned very high and is about to burn out.
The two admired for a while.
Xu Shijin said, "I heard that the red candles on the wedding night must be burned until dawn, so that the newlyweds can live a peaceful and healthy life together."
"...Hmm." Shen Yu was at a loss.
Xu Shijin pushed him, "Didn't you see that the red candle is about to burn out? Go and cut the wick so that it can burn longer."
Shen Yu gave her a strange look, got up and got out of bed.
Both Shen Yu and Xu Shijin came from famous families, before and after they went out, even if they like the simplicity around them, the servants' service is also indispensable.Such a growing environment, to a certain extent, made Shen Yu and Xu Shijin very ignorant of the common sense that many common people know.Just like Shen Yu, he didn't know that the red candles on the wedding night needed to be burned until dawn, nor did he know that cutting the wick would make the candle burn longer.
But Xu Shijin knew.
Before he knew it, Xu Shijin was familiar with the normal life without maids, but it was inconceivable that she even knew this.
Because of this, Shen Yu felt more deeply Xu Shijin's fancy for marriage and his desire for love.
Her favorite in her life is power in her left hand and love in her right hand.It is best to get both, and if she can't get either, she will live a very confused life.When she finally sees the sliver of hope, she clings to it.
More than just a high candle?Xu Shijin even considered whether he could have children, and whether he would have children, before getting married.
She really valued this marriage, valued him.
It was much more fancy than Shen Yu thought.
Even though she never said it.
The more this happened, the more Shen Yu felt sorry for her.The Shen family did not agree to the marriage, and there was no order from their parents, so he and Xiao Jin took care of everything by themselves.And it would take several years for the Shen family to accept it.The most perfect marriage should actually be what Xiao Jin thought it would be, wait for her to recover, wait for the Shen family to accept it, get everyone's blessing, and then get married.But Shen Yu didn't regret getting married right now.
With the lobbying of parents, the family will nod sooner or later, so that Xiaojin can go on the family tree.But if they get married a few years later, Shen Yu is really afraid of all kinds of accidents.He has been caught off guard by the crisis in the world, disrupting all steps.
After so many years, Shen Yu had already figured it out. He couldn't keep Xiao Jin when he was a teenager. Although there were reasons why they didn't tell each other clearly, but more, it was him at that time who could not bring Xiao Jin anything.She lives in the dark, scared and panicked, desperate to hold on to something.Shen Yu was unable to do it when he was a teenager.She also cried, blamed him, and asked him why he couldn't change.What he said was, I would never change myself for someone else.
So she left without looking back, didn't even communicate with him, and directly asked Liu Ling for help, catching him by surprise.It seems that the two were still joking a few days ago.A few days later, his parents told him that Xiao Jin was going to enter the palace, so he should call off the engagement.He went to ask her why, but she didn't see him at all.He stood outside the gate of Xu's house for a long time, and the Xu family members were moved and allowed him to enter, but Xu Shijin still did not see him.In fact, he was already panicking about losing her, his arrogance was nothing in front of her.At that time, even if Xiao Jin asked him to kneel down, Shen Yu would do the same.But in fact, when Xu Shijin saw him again, he just said sorry, she was going to enter the palace and would not marry him.
It was raining heavily, no matter how much he tried to persuade him to stay, she also refused.
At that time, even if he gave her a little hope, maybe Xiao Jin would stay.
He didn't understand when he was a boy, and neither did Xu Shijin when he was a boy.
During the ten years, the two grew up slowly, and then realized that the miss at the beginning could have been saved in thousands of ways.But they chose the worst kind.She didn't explain it to him, making him hate her for several years; what she expected of him, but he didn't, made her secretly resentful.
The only thing Shen Yu is thankful for is that he waited all this time.After waiting, I have everything today.
Standing by the bed and cutting the candle wick, Xu Shijin sat on the bed and watched from a distance, seeing Shen Yu with his head down, smiling to himself, gentle and affectionate.
He glanced at her sideways, his thick long eyelashes trembling, there was joy in his eyes, and a little shyness.Thinking about the past, he felt his true feelings, "Xiao Jin, we seem to be a match made in heaven."
"...Your hand is almost on fire! Can you stop being so happy, Shen Xiaoyu?!" Miss Xu sat up suddenly from the bed, looking at his hand on the fire in horror.
He trembled, and then Xu Shijin watched helplessly, the flames jumped, and his hands were really burned... The young man shrank his hands in pain, the scissors fell to the ground, and hit his feet again.
"..." Xu Shijin held his forehead and was speechless.
On the wedding night, the newly appointed groom burns his hands and the bride rushes to help him take medicine to stop the bleeding.The next day, Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao came to congratulate and wanted to drink a cup of tea for the new couple. Xu Shijin, who was the bride, showed an indescribable expression and smiled awkwardly, "I'm afraid I can't, Shen Xiaoyu burned his hand."
"..." The two doctors couldn't figure it out, how could they burn their hands after they just got married?
Unfortunately, no matter how curious she was, Shen Yu refused to say anything, and even threatened Xu Shijin not to say anything, "Xiao Jin, you can't tell outsiders! If you tell, I, I will...run away from home." She was quite unconfident.
Xu Shijin glanced at him with a smile and nodded yes.
On the whole, the newlyweds can be regarded as agreeable.
In the days after getting married, the newlyweds had more time to go in and out together.Their relationship was already very good before, but now, the two are like conjoined twins, and their relationship is even better.It wasn't just Shen Yu pestering Xu Shijin, the two doctors found that Miss Xu also liked being with Shen Yu very much, and often cared about what Shen Yu was up to recently.
Shen Yu has been busy with correspondence with his family recently, with Yejing, and to plead guilty with His Majesty.All kinds of tossing, all kinds of procedures, all kinds of troubles.
While accompanying Xu Shijin to test the poison, he communicated with Yejing by letter.He didn't know how many notes he had written to plead guilty to His Majesty.Xu Shijin propped his chin to see him busy and didn't help.Shen Yu was protecting her in his own way, he had no guarantees, but Xu Shijin finally saw a clear future in him.
They are not without tomorrow.
And what Xu Shijin likes is exactly this kind of feeling.What she hates are the days when there is no hope, and all the dark sides.Her Shen Xiaoyu is not the jerk that others say, he works seriously, she likes him very much.
Moreover, Shen Yu knew that Xu Shijin was obviously tired of court life, although he knew that his wife knew His Majesty's habits and the preferences of many officials in Beijing very well.But Shen Yu insisted on not asking her to help, although compared to Xu Shijin's quick wit and quick thinking, he was slightly inferior.But after so many years in the officialdom, Shen Yu has become proficient in various rules of the game.
A month later, the two doctors moved with the couple.The reason was that Shen Yu's letter of appointment was finally issued, His Majesty withdrew his post in the Ministry of Officials, and sent him to Jinyiweizhong to work in Pingzhou.
"It really is Pingzhou." Xu Shijin was thoughtful.
"That's right, Xiao Jin, the Shen family needs to be low-key and low-key. Shen Yan is now the commander of the Jin Yiwei, with great power. Our family is not suitable for people with higher official positions. I was removed from the official department. Your Majesty will not say , but I must be satisfied with my understanding of current affairs. My father said, one is that it is not good for you to appear in Yejing, and the other is that it is useless for me to stay in Yejing. There are too many officials in the Shen family, and they are too involved in the circle. , it will affect Shen Yan, so I don't want to go back to Beijing. Now in the court, except for Shen Yan, our family has all retired. Those who can't, are just messing around and ready to go down at any time. Winning the Sacred Heart is really not easy."
Xu Shijin nodded, "The Shen family did the right thing. The famous family was suppressed. After the accident in the Lu family, the relationship between His Majesty and the family became even more tense. Under such circumstances, what the Shen family needs is to retreat. There is only one person in the court, Mr. Shen Yan For the rest, the Shen family can last longer if they are wise and safe." She smiled, "The Xu family is taking the same path now. Your Shen family has made a good start."
Without the Lu family, the Xu family became the most conspicuous family in Yejing.If His Majesty wants to suppress him, he will attack the Xu family first.Fortunately, the Xu family has always adhered to the doctrine of the mean, and made great contributions in the case of the prince's treason. Now, the relationship between the Xu family and His Majesty is considered to be a period of passionate love, which is very good.But based on some fragments that Shen Yu told her, Xu Shijin was able to judge that the Xu family had learned from the Lu family's lessons and did not want to stand out, but only intended to pass it on for a long time.
For a famous family like theirs, power and status are important, but whether they can be passed on is the most important thing.It can be powerful in all directions, or it can be dormant, as long as it is always there, there is a chance to start again.How many families started from three generations and died in five generations.There are fewer and fewer aristocratic families that can pass on.
And the big families in Yejing are almost all at this juncture.Just let everyone walk more cautiously, and restrain the juniors in the family from being presumptuous.
Shen Yu laughed, "Xiao Jin, Pingzhou is very good. When I arrive in Pingzhou, I will be the biggest official, and the governor of the state government must be careful to flatter me when he sees me. Pingzhou is my hometown, and I never thought I would come back again." An opportunity in Pingzhou. Xiaojin, you should accompany me to return to my hometown."
"Returning home is true, Yijin, forget it." Xu Shijin smiled.
So, because of Shen Yu's official position, Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao also went to Pingzhou.Dr. Qiao was easy to talk about, but Dr. Chang complained a bit, sometimes calling himself an old man, and saying things like having to deal with juniors.
All the way north, Dr. Chang never gave Shen Yu a good look, but when faced with Miss Xu's soft words, he was embarrassed to get angry with this smiling girl.Xu Shijin didn't care at first, but when Shen Yu got a cold, Dr. Chang didn't even want to prescribe the medicine, and it was Dr. Qiao who prescribed it. Xu Shijin frowned.
How could she let someone bully Shen Xiaoyu?
During the break, Shen Yu, as the only strong man, went to find some firewood for food. Xu Shijin sat down in front of Dr. Chang and handed him a pot of water.
During the old doctor's rest, she said with a smile, "Mr. Chang thinks, what kind of person is Shen Yu?" Her eyes were fixed on the cowhide jug filled with water in Doctor Chang's hand.
Under her influence, the old gentleman's gaze turned to his own hand unconsciously.He suddenly thought that the water was made by Shen Yu, and his old face turned red instantly.
But Dr. Chang is Dr. Chang, he snorted, and he was a little impatient as it should be, "I know! The food and accommodation along the way are all taken care of by your newlywed husband. You want to remind the old man that he is short-handed, right? But Don't forget, the old man will help you to cure your poison! Don't threaten me with these things!"
Xu Shijin smiled slowly, "Mr. misunderstood me. Mr. helped me so much. Shen Xiaoyu helped me all the way, which is what he should do. No matter how ignorant I am, I will not threaten Mr. with such things. I just want to Just tell me about Shen Xiaoyu, sir."
"Hmph...then tell me." Dr. Chang knew that Xu Shijin was extremely eloquent, but so what?She said casually, whether he would listen or not was his own business.
Xu Shijin smiled, she could deal with those old foxes in court, Doctor Chang, in her eyes, she was too simple to be too simple.She could touch his lifeline with just one sentence, "Mr. Chang, do you know what kind of official position Shen Xiaoyu went to Pingzhou? He is one of the [-] Jinyiwei households. You may not know that on his head, apart from the commander and the As for the matter, there is also the governor of the two townships in the north and the south. He has the most important position. That is the situation in Yejing. But when he went to Pingzhou, he is not the most official, but he must be the most powerful in Pingzhou of."
Mr. Chang stiffened his neck and said nothing. As a citizen of the Great Wei, of course he had heard of Jin Yiwei's vicious methods.But Shen Yu got along with them day and night, the young man's character was really easy-going and lazy, he still couldn't connect this kind of noble son with those decisive executioners.Now that Xu Shijin gave him popular science, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
He was only surprised in his heart, did Miss Xu like Shen Yu so much?Under normal circumstances, girls are not naturally sensitive to court official positions.Even if her husband is an official of the court, it is still difficult for her to draw a chart of the official position of the court.But Xu Shijin was so familiar, he introduced it casually.It can be seen that she understands it very well.
But how could Xu Shijin understand?
It must be because Shen Yu is an official and Xu Shijin is worried about him, so he went to find out.
It's not love, can there be another explanation?
It is true that Mr. Chang really misunderstood Xu Shijin.She and Shen Yu have a good relationship, but they really didn't understand the behavior of the court for him.
Seeing that Mr. Chang's dissatisfaction subsided a bit, Xu Shijin didn't know that he was lamenting his great love, but thought he was afraid, but Ms. Xu's purpose was not to make Mr. Chang afraid.This gentleman saw a doctor for her, how could she make the old gentleman panic?Xu Shijin told him to go in another direction, "Mr. Chang, do you know what Jinyiwei does? They often have some prisoners in their hands who will go to jail and use various methods to extract confessions. These methods include but are not limited to , test the poison."
"...Ah!" Mr. Chang stood up excitedly as if struck by inspiration.
Xu Shijin meant that there would be some criminals in Shen Yu's hands, so let him test the poison?Great!What he regrets the most in his life is that his research on poison art cannot be tested on living bodies.
Xu Shijin opened the door to a new world for him!
So when Shen Yu came back, he found that Dr. Chang treated him very kindly, asking for his health.He just threw a rabbit on the ground, Mr. Chang must have reprimanded him for being careless, but now he laughed like a flower, and his body became extremely agile, "Mr. Shen, you have been busy for a long time, are you tired? Sit down Let's take a rest. Old man, I have traveled far and wide, so I will leave this rabbit to me!"
Shen Yu was inexplicably pushed down by the old doctor to sit down. The old doctor turned around and took a few steps, then turned around and asked him with a courteous smile, "Mr. Shen, you work in Pingzhou, are you the one with the most power?"
"Ah, yes."
"Is there a prison in your Jinyiwei?"
"……Correct."
"In the imperial prison, can a living person be poisoned to extract a confession?"
"...Mister even knows this." Shen Yu was surprised.
Mr. Chang is satisfied. That girl Xu Shijin has a lot of thoughts. He was coaxed by her at first, but now when he asked Shen Yu, he found that Xu Shijin didn't lie to him. Mr. Chang was very happy and treated Shen Yu even more kindly.He hummed a little tune, and nimbly carried the rabbit to roast, as if he had seen the beautiful days when the medicine men all over the world were waving to him.
"Xiao Jin!" Shen Yu turned his head and saw Miss Xu holding her cheeks and smiling. He knew her too well. When he saw her smile, he knew that she must have done something bad. He dragged her over and beat her. "Say, did you lie to Mr. Chang? I thought he was in love with me."
Xu Shijin whispered to him, told him what happened before, bit his lips and smiled.
Shen Yu was speechless, "Prison is the method of Beizhen Fusi. I hate it when I see it. It is impossible to go. I work for Nanzhen Fusi. There is no prison. You actually lied to Mr. Chang! You are not afraid that he will know Retaliation after the truth?"
"It's really strange. Where did I say that you are in charge of the prison? I made it clear that if I want to cure people, can I ask you for help? I just chatted with Mr. Chang about your official position, and he made up for me. It's just too much." Xu Shijin said.Blinking again, "Don't worry, he won't be angry. I will find a way."
Shen Yu put his arms around her shoulders, and sighed again in his heart, for a character like Xiao Jin, it is really too much for a person like Xiao Jin to play tricks on Mr. Chang.
But Xu Shijin was happy to do so, she was very happy, so he didn't care.
After arriving in Pingzhou, Shen Yuxin took office, so he was inevitably busy.After the two gentlemen became familiar with the climate of Pingzhou, they continued to fight Xu Shijin with poison.Although Shen Yu couldn't accompany Xu Shijin every day, knowing that he was there, he had sustenance in his heart, and he was no longer as helpless as duckweed at the beginning. Xu Shijin's treatment process went very smoothly.
The days, in this kind of ordinary simplicity, went on day by day.
Shen Yu is very satisfied with this kind of life, because after a few months, Xu Shijin's poison has weakened a lot.With various medicines, her body is no longer so weak, and she can already do some simple things.What made Xu Shijin happy was that one day, when she was drinking medicine in the house, she heard the maid whisper to her, "Young madam, the young master is lately. He leaves early and returns late, and he is very busy. The maid heard that the Jinyi Wei Division , I've been very free recently, not so busy."
Although he was not recognized by the Shen family, Xu Shijin still regarded himself as the Shen family, and would not be called "Madam", but "Young Madam".In the Shen family, the ones who are called Madam are from Shen Yuniang's generation.She is not enough.
Xu Shijin continued to drink the medicine and ignored it.
Seeing that she didn't care, the maid was even more anxious, "I heard from the young man who followed the young master that he went to the brothel! He has been there for several days!"
Xu Shijin put down the medicine bowl, paused for a while, and tapped his fingers on the table twice.She smiled slowly, "It should be due to business reasons."
The maid was about to cry, she had never seen the young lady be so calm about her husband going to the brothel.Any wife who hears this must be suspicious and angry, right?
She said, "It's not official business! The young man said that there was only the young master alone, and no other Jin Yiwei followed him. When he went, he changed into a regular uniform, obviously not wanting to be recognized. If it wasn't for the maidservant's friendship with that young man it is good……"
"If it's not for official business, there must be other reasons. Well, you don't have to inquire about these things for me. Shen Xiaoyu will not betray me." Xu Shijin smiled casually, "If he has another woman, he will tell me straight Say. Our relationship is very good, you don't know."
The maid liked this dignified and elegant young lady very much. I heard that the young master came from a big family, but the young lady had no background.All the maids followed Madam, feeling a little uneasy.After all, in the big family, your son has a lot of bad habits.If the young lady has no background and the support of the family behind her, it will be difficult to gain a foothold in the big family.
These maids and servants are all descendants of the Shen family.Because of the special position of Shen Yu Jinyiwei, even if the family is angry with him, but fearing that something will go wrong, Pingzhou still directly transfers the servants from the Shen family to use directly for Shen Yu and his wife.The maids grew up in Shen's family in Pingzhou, and all they met were noble people from famous families. Before they met, they heard that the young lady and the young master were considered private for life, and they felt a little contemptuous in their hearts.But when he saw the young lady, his demeanor... Xiao family, who would think of it?
But the young lady never admitted that she was from a great family.
The maids were always dying of anxiety, and they kept talking to Xu Shijin about how Shen Yu went to the brothel behind her back. The servant saw him order a girl's card, chat and laugh with a girl, and the girl shed tears when she saw him. There is also a sense of joy... This is not unusual.
Xu Shijin wanted to sigh, and wanted to advise Shen Yu several times to take care of the people around you.You can't just say everything just because you have friendship with the maid, right?
However, she also wanted to wait and see what Shen Xiaoyu was doing.Going to brothels, playing with women... She was so curious.
On this day, Shen Yu returned home early and came directly to her.Before he entered the house, Xu Shijin's maid gave her a report in a panic, "Young madam, something serious is wrong! The young master not only played with a woman in the brothel, but also redeemed that woman and brought her back! I'm afraid He wants to take a concubine! Young Madam, you, you must not be angry..."
Xu Shijin was not angry, she was very surprised.
Bring a woman back?
"Xiao Jin!" As soon as Shen Yu came back, he greeted her with a smile. After watching her drink the medicine, he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, "Xiao Jin, I'll give you a nice present. Guess what it is?"
"It's a woman." Xu Shijin said slowly.
"..." Shen Yu was stunned for a moment, then he understood, and slowly turned his head, looking at the boy waiting outside with gloomy eyes.He is not stupid, as soon as Xu Shijin reminded him, he understood the problem.Sighing, he smiled, "I never thought I would make such a low-level mistake."
However, the gift he gave Xu Shijin was indeed a woman.
Clap your hands, after the door opened, a graceful young girl came out from behind Shen Yu.She looked at Xu Shijin earnestly, with various emotions in her eyes, and then she was in a daze, tears shed silently, and greeted Xu Shijin happily.
Xu Shijin's face changed slightly, and there was moisture in his eyes.
"Girl, Nuan Xiang finally saw you again!" The girl threw herself down in front of Xu Shijin.
Xu Shijin hurried to help her.
The two held hands, and Nuan Xiang cried even harder, "You were imprisoned that year, but later they all said you were dead. I was sent to serve the eldest girl... Girl, I miss you so much! Why don't you return to Xu?" Home, why don't you come to me?"
Xu Shijin hugged her and comforted her softly, "Okay, don't cry."
She couldn't protect herself at that time, how could she have the ability to take care of her maid?And she later lived among the people, it was better to stay in Xu's house with Nuanxiang than to live and sleep with her.As a dead person, she really shouldn't have delusions.Only when the current maid is serving, she will think of Nuan Xiang and feel dazed.
Unexpectedly, Shen Yu brought Nuan Xiang back to her.
When Nuan Xiang was taken down to wash her face, Shen Yu curled her lips and told her, "After you 'died', the crown prince wanted to take Nuan Xiang away, but the Xu family refused. But Nuan Xiang has been with you for too long, and the crown prince doesn't want to stay." She was afraid that she would tell the Xu family something she shouldn't know. The Xu family had no choice but to send Nuanxiang to your elder sister to serve. Of course, it was not entirely for you. Naturally, the Xu family wanted to regroup. It's just you Eldest sister, I was spoiled by your uncle. When she thought of Nuan Xiang serving you, she was very cruel to Nuan Xiang. Later, she found a chance and sold Nuan Xiang to a brothel... Nuan Xiang is also pitiful, and she has gone through many hands. I just arrived at the brothel. She is a bit smart, she accidentally caught a glimpse of me when I was talking about business, so she tried to contact me and wanted me to save her life."
Xu Shijin lowered his eyes and sighed, "I killed her."
She only thought that Xu's family would try their best to keep warm and fragrant, but she forgot that her eldest sister was a pig teammate, and her uncle spoiled her daughter.He actually harmed Nuanxiang like this.
Shen Yu comforted her, "Fortunately, Nuan Xiang is back, and she is still your maid."
Xu Shijin thought about it silently, and slowly felt relieved.Forget it, these are fates and cannot be changed.What has happened can only be compensated for by the rest of my life.
As a result, Xu Shijin's wish in life was fulfilled a little more.
She and Shen Yu lived in Pingzhou for four years. Shen Yu occasionally went back and forth between Yejing and Pingzhou, but Xu Shijin never went back, which is quite a pity.In the meantime, the Xu family sent a message asking her if she would like to live as another girl from the Xu family.She must have an identity before the Shen family will accept her.
Xu Shijin discussed with Shen Yu and felt that she had been Xiaojin for so many years.Both of them liked her as Xiao Jin very much, and didn't want her to change her identity.
The Xu family said, then you will never be able to return to Yejing, and you will not be able to access the Shen family tree.
Xu Shijin thought that she and Shen Yu lived in Pingzhou, which was fine.Stay away from the disputes in Yejing, and she knows that one day, she will be recognized by the Shen family.
That day was a pleasant surprise for Xu Shijin and Shen Yu.
Mr. Chang and Mr. Qiao announced that the poison on Xu Shijin's body finally disappeared after five years of treatment.She can live like a normal person now, and she no longer has to endure all kinds of bitter medicine and all kinds of pain.
Good news comes one after another.
Mr. Chang had just proudly announced that the poison on Xu Shijin's body was gone. Dr. Qiao felt Xu Shijin's pulse, felt it again and again, and then raised his head with certainty, "Xiao Jin, you are pregnant."
What a surprise!
That day, when Shen Yu returned home, he found his wife in the small kitchen in the backyard with a cold body.He leaned against the door and watched her cook skillfully.The smell of fish came from the small house.His wife was born in a great family, and it is not common for people to wash their hands and make soup.
Shen Yu: "Wow."
Xu Shijin turned his head and saw him with a smile in his eyes.
Shen Yu said again, "Wow!"
He walked over, hugged Xu Shijin in his arms, and said with a smile, "Is the iron tree blooming?"
Xu Shijin slapped him dishonestly and nodded, "That's right. I have good news and better news for you. Which one do you want to hear?"
"Exactly, I also have good news for you." Shen Yu said.
He couldn't wait to announce, "Xiao Jin, Your Majesty abdicated, honored as the Supreme Emperor, and passed the throne to the third prince! Tomorrow, the decree will be granted, and the world will be amnesty!"
"Ah!" Xu Shijin was surprised.
This is really good news, especially... accompanied by her news.
She leaned into Shen Yu's ear and told her good news.Shen Yu was stunned all of a sudden, and at the same time overwhelmed with joy.He just hugged her hard and kissed and kissed again, making her itchy.In the sweetness, Shen Yu suddenly raised his head and said, "Xiao Jin, let's go back to Yejing."
"..."
"You've been married to me for five years, so it's time to meet your in-laws."
"..." Xu Shijin pursed her lips for a long time, and under Shen Yu's waiting gaze, she nodded very lightly.
Yes.
His Majesty has abdicated, the world is amnesty, her old account can be turned over.
Although she can't be too ostentatious, the identity of Xu Shijin from the Xu family can be returned to her.She can go back to the Xu family, and then she can enter the Shen family tree and be recognized by the Shen family's elders.Although he said he didn't care, but in his heart, how could he really not care?
Even if she and Shen Yu must stay in Pingzhou for the rest of their lives and cannot live in Yejing for the rest of their lives, she still thinks that she will be recognized by Shen's parents.
Especially Shen Yu's parents.
Shen Yu hugged her and comforted her, "Don't be afraid. I have told my parents many times, and they have accepted you. Really. Besides, you are pregnant with my child! What my mother is most worried about, That’s why I have no descendants.”
Leaning in his arms, Xu Shijin nodded slightly and smiled lightly.
At this time, it was approaching the end of the year, and the government began to prepare for the seal.Shen Yu directly asked for leave, planning to take his wife back to Yejing for the New Year.He quickly put an end to the matter at hand, but Xu Shijin took it slow and didn't finish it for several days.She tidied up the inner house, prepared presents for Shen's elders, picked and picked, lost and lost.
Shen Yu was dumbfounded.
"It's not like you haven't seen them. What are you picking?" He asked strangely.
Xu Shijin sat by the bed, watched the maid packing up her luggage, shook her head, "You don't understand."
"...Xiao Jin, you don't dare to go back to see them, do you?" Shen Yu narrowed his eyes and looked at Xu Shijin.
Xu Shijin froze for a moment, and she lost her mind for a moment, which made Shen Yu confirm that she was indeed afraid.Being close to the hometown is timid, and she is talking about her current situation.Let Xu Shijin think about it for another two days, I'm afraid she can find a bunch of excuses for him, saying that it's better for her not to go back to Yejing.
Shen Yu made a quick decision, didn't give Xu Shijin a chance to regret it, and took over her business in threes and fives, and pulled her out the next day.
Miss Xu's elegant smile for many years was almost driven crazy by him, "No! I still have gifts that I haven't prepared yet, and the clothes I made for your parents are confiscated... I can't leave!"
It was Shen Yu who answered her and forcibly carried her into the carriage.Xu Shijin was so terrified that he grabbed the car door and refused to let go, but his cruel husband forced his hands away.
The carriage was leisurely, after all it was on the way back to Yejing.
Xu Shijin was extremely melancholy.
She asked Shen Yu, "What should the patriarch grandpa hit me with a cane?"
"You have a stomachache and say you are pregnant. He will definitely not be able to do it."
"What if the Shen family won't let me in?"
"No, my parents are here, they want to see you."
"What if uncle and aunt are not here?"
"Then we'll live opposite the Shen's house, and wait for the day when the Shen's house opens. They want to save face, so don't worry. If you stay opposite for two days, the Shen's house will hold your nose and let you in."
"And your younger brothers and sisters... I haven't seen them for so many years. They probably forgot about me..."
"Xiao Jin, you're really confused. You can't see everyone in the Shen family in an open and aboveboard way. There are so many people, what should you do if someone finds out? During the Chinese New Year, you can only get the approval of the elders and stay with my parents. Shen Yu touched her face, it was rare to see her like this, "It turns out that you are also nervous sometimes."
He held Xu Shijin in his arms and comforted her gently, "Don't worry, nothing will happen. I have told my parents many times that I cannot live without you. I have been waiting for you for so many years and looking for you for so many years , and walked with you for so many years..."
Xu Shijin looked at him, "Stop talking. If you go on talking, I have to worry that my uncle and aunt will beat me."
Shen Yu hahaha, kissed her hard on the face.He put away the frivolous smile on his face and said seriously, "Xiao Jin, don't be afraid. No matter what, I will be with you. If they want to scold you, they will scold you with me; if they beat you, they will beat you with me. We together."
He persuaded again, "You don't need to be so worried. You lived in my house when you were a child, and the elders in my family actually liked you very much. You are smart, and my parents like you very much. Besides, you forgot about Ann and Princess ? The princess is your friend, and she is also Shen Yan's wife. With her help to speak, how could the family not accept you?"
"A-Ling?" Xu Shijin twitched the corners of his mouth, "Do you think A-Ling has the ability to please those uncles, aunts, and sisters-in-law? I guess she can't even handle Master Shen's parents."
Shen Yu met her forehead and smiled, "Then you are wrong. The relationship between the princess and other elders is different, but the relationship with the second uncle and the second aunt is very good. Last time I went home, I even kissed her." I heard my second aunt praised the princess for being cute and sensible."
Xu Shijin was stunned.
Well-behaved and sensible? !
An adjective that is completely opposite to A Ling.
She felt sad and laughed again.Push open the curtain and look out the window.
It's been so many years... It's been nearly ten years since she left Yejing.The repeated homelessness of the past 20 years all happened to her.Many people have changed, and many situations are different from when she left.The unfamiliar yet familiar Yejing, where she was born and grew up.Even if she couldn't live there for the rest of her life, she wanted to be recognized.
Ten years, the years are so fast, I was caught off guard.In the blink of an eye, she could return to Yejing.
Under Shen Yu's comfort, Xu Shijin's mood gradually calmed down.That's right, those people she was afraid of were all Shen Xiaoyu's relatives who watched her grow up when she was a child.They love Shen Xiaoyu, and they will love her too.She is so smart, she can definitely win their forgiveness and let them accept herself and Shen Xiaoyu.
Worst of all, like Shen Xiaoyu playing a scoundrel, there are still children, who can be used as threats.
In less than a month, before the New Year's Eve, Xu Shijin and Shen Yu stood in front of the city gate of Yejing.When Xu Shijin took out the guide of her identity as a girl from the Xu family, the gatekeeper didn't have much reaction and let her go.At this moment, Xu Shijin finally understood that everything was over.
As long as she doesn't be stupid, run to His Majesty, shout out that she is Xu Shijin, and she is back.The whole of Yejing was silently and tolerantly accepting her return.
The place where she was born and raised, the place where she left without any memory, when she came back again, it was so strange and yet so familiar.
Xu Shijin didn't want to take a carriage, she wanted to walk slowly on the street with Shen Yu.Look at the changes in Yejing in the past ten years, and see what the place where she grew up has become now.
Of course, for such a large city, if one had to rely entirely on one's legs to walk, one would not be able to finish the walk in one day and one night.
Xu Shijin was already satisfied.Walking on the land of Yejing, the dead feelings in her heart gradually recovered.Time really heals all wounds.Ten years have passed, and no one in Yejing mentions the prince who conspired against him.In another ten years, many people may not even know about the Prince's rebellion.
Xu Shijin waited for that day to come.
But when in the carriage, getting closer and closer to the east area where the nobles lived, Xu Shijin became nervous again.She said to Shen Yu, "Why don't we go back to Xu's house to have a look first. Tomorrow, tomorrow, with my parents and seniors accompanying us, we will visit your house again, okay?"
Shen Yu was very ruthless, "Not good. I have already written to my parents, saying that we will arrive today. You don't want them to wait for you for another day, do you?"
Xu Shijin was shocked, "When did you send the letter? You didn't tell me!"
Shen Yu laughed at her, "If I tell you, will you let me send a letter?" He dragged Xu Shijin by the neck, pulled her into his arms, and smiled, "Okay Xiaojin, don't struggle. It's already It’s irreparable, follow me to see my parents.”
As soon as he finished speaking, the carriage stopped.
Shen Yu jumped out of the carriage first, and when he helped Xu Shijin down, he obviously felt Xu Shijin's legs go weak.
Standing in front of the Zhumen of the Shen family for a while, the two of them went up.She lowered her eyes, thinking that she would come to the door, and there would be some embarrassment in front of the door.Maybe when they heard her coming, the elders of the Shen family had already ordered them not to open the door.
But none of these.
When the gatekeeper saw Shen Yu and his wife, he obediently greeted them and welcomed them in.All the way to the big house, I met many maids and servants, all of them doing their own things, no one took the initiative to ask.How unreal, yet real.
Shen Yu held Xu Shijin's hand and felt her palms sweat.In front of the gate of the courtyard, Shen Yu deliberately stopped and reminded her, "Here we are."
Xu Shijin nodded.
Shen Yu reminded her again, "My mother is waiting for you."
Xu Shijin nodded.
Shen Yu coughed, "My father also asked for leave and stayed at home, and made a special trip to wait for you to come back."
"..." Xu Shijin turned pale, and stared at Shen Yu with an innocent face.But she quickly calmed down and nodded, "It's okay, I'm fine."
Looking at the courtyard door, she smiled slightly, "I also miss my uncle and aunt very much, and I haven't seen them for many years...I miss all of this."
Xu Shijin and Shen Yu walked into the yard.
The courtyard gate was entwined with vines, she and Shen Yu crawled there when they were children;
The rockery lake is still the same as before, when she was a child, she tricked Shen Yu into being trapped in the rockery;
Over there is a row of study rooms. When she was a child, she and Shen Yu studied there, and later watched Shen Yu study ethnology;
On the bluestone slab leading to the front, there is a sunken depression. When she was a child, Shen Yu was not good at homework. Shen Yu was beaten by his uncle. With a wave of his hand, his uncle threw him to the ground with the iron armor. At that time, she looked at The bloody young man was completely frightened and stupid, and then secretly helped Shen Yu correct his homework with tears in his eyes;
There……
here……
It is full, and familiar shadows can be found everywhere.
The Shen family is more like her home than the Xu family.
After the maid informed, Xu Shijin followed Shen Yu into the hall.
She saw Shen's father and Shen's mother at a glance.
Shen's father and Shen's mother also saw her.
The two sides looked at each other in a daze.
So many years passed by.
Madam Shen stood up and took a step towards her.
Xu Shijin walked over slowly, bent down, and was grabbed by Mrs. Shen.Mrs. Shen looked at her up and down, tears streaming down her face, "...Xiao Jin... Are you okay?"
In an instant, Xu Shijin burst into tears.
Mrs. Shen called her "Xiao Jin", not because of Shen Yu's wife, but herself, Xu Shijin.
Mrs. Shen has resented her, annoyed her, pitied her, loved her... Love and hate are entangled. After seeing each other for many years, we meet again. It seems that I have forgotten those many years of resentment. A child, from a young girl, from a girl, has grown up so much at once, and can already be a wife and a mother.
The years are here, it seems so bleak and fragile.
Mrs. Shen choked up, "For so many years, you silly boy...you never thought of coming back, did you see us?"
"Uncle, aunt." Xu Shijin wept and was embraced by Mrs. Shen.She murmured, "I want to come back, I always want to come back..."
With tears in his eyes, he seemed to see Father Shen turning his head away and wiping his eyes with his sleeve. He murmured, "It's good to be back... It's good to be back..."
Xu Shijin burst into tears.
The hesitation, worry, and fear between the two were precisely because she was afraid of facing Shen Yu's parents and that they would blame her.But they were more worried about her than blaming her.I haven't seen her for many years, this girl has been tossed and wandered, and she has no home to return to. If it wasn't for the warmth provided by Shen Yu, what would she do if she was alone?
This girl, they watched her grow up, watched her go away, and never looked back.
And this girl finally came back
Everyone in the room was crying silently.
Shen Yu was on the side, watching the interaction between his parents and Xu Shijin with a smile.He knew it was right to bring Xiao Jin back.Complain with your mouth, but think about it in your heart.It's all like this.
This year, Xu Shijin was in the Shen family. After many years, it was his first year in Yejing.
The Shen family couldn't let her meet everyone, but during the Chinese New Year, with the help of Shen Yu's parents, Xu Shijin met the elders one by one, offered tea and apologized.Most people lamented that Xu Shijin wasn't too embarrassed.After all, it has been so many years, what should be forgotten, what should be ignored, is almost the same.
Only at the patriarch's place, he was made things difficult.But under Mrs. Shen's protection, for the sake of the fetus in her arms, the patriarch's grandfather also drank her tea, and said in a low voice, "Yu'er, don't rush back to Pingzhou after the new year. When the ancestral temple is opened , you have to stay." After a pause, "Your wife also stays."
Xu Shijin and Shen Yu looked at each other.Although the patriarch grandpa didn't look at her, she had already experienced his tolerance, and thanked Shen Yu with a smile.
She has been approved by the Shen family and can be included in the family tree.
The elders have all met, but Xu Shijin has not seen the younger generation.The elders of Shen's family thought that the younger generation still needs to practice. After all, Xu Shijin is still not suitable for large-scale public appearances. If someone recognizes her and sues the Supreme Emperor, it will be bad.
So this year, Xu Shijin nestled in Shen Yu's yard and didn't move around much.
Happily, she met her old friend A Ling.A Ling didn't live in Shen's house originally, but when she heard her coming back, she deliberately moved back and lived with her.Xu Shijin was surprised, but quickly accepted it.As Shen Yu said, Ah Ling has changed a lot.In the past, Ah Ling would not move to an unfamiliar place to be with her because of her.But now, Ah Ling is much more enthusiastic, and she no longer speaks sarcasticly when talking to her.
In the heavy snow, Xu Shijin pushed open the window, slightly dazed.
Both she and Ah Ling found what they wanted.So, no longer feel so restless, hateful, and want to destroy like when I was young.
They walked out of the abyss, into the sun, into a bright future.Those lights once made them bewildered; now, they can finally embrace.
In a daze, a handful of snow hit her face.
Xu Shijin looked, in the courtyard, two children were making a snowman, Shen Yu squatted aside, watched with a smile, suddenly rubbed a ball of snow in his hand, and smashed it at her.
He laughed, "What are you doing in the house? Come out and play."
It was snowing all over the sky, Xu Shijin looked at him quietly, nodded and smiled.She turned around and walked towards the door, walking faster and faster, the more she walked, the more she couldn't control the joy in her heart——
that's nice!
All is well!
Really good!
In this world, is there anything better than these?
Shen Yu was waiting for her at the door, raising her eyebrows, "Of course, it's me."
She was taken aback, and laughed along with him.
Xuefei landed between their brows and eyes, and landed on Xiangzhi's hands.
For a moment, it freezes forever.
May there be years to look back on, and to turn heads with affection.
Finally, in the end, it was time.
very nice.
(End of this chapter)
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